The most poisonous and waste concubine of Emperor Pillow

344 It's Painful Whether You Leave Your Heart or Not

"Let me get out of here!" Mei'er raised her small face and looked directly at Xia Jinxuan. Although the words uttered from her slightly pale lips were weak, they were still as stubborn as yesterday.

Xia Jinxuan frantically inserted her fingers into her hair: "Meier! Why? Why did you have to leave me? Why can't we go back to the past?"

He just wanted to keep her by his side, and let him know that there is still a woman in this world who needs to be protected by him!Let him feel that there is still warmth in his life!

"We can never go back to the past..." Mei'er shook her head heartbroken, she was also angry and hated, she only felt an unprecedented tiredness.

"Meier, don't do this, you know, my heart will hurt..." Xia Jinxuan reached out and hugged Meier, her eyes were so lifeless, her voice seemed to come from the desolate and ancient desert. as far away.

She is clearly in his arms, but it feels like the sky is far away. Is this the feeling of being so close to the world?He was suddenly afraid of this feeling.

"Let me go, okay?" Mei'er stared at him quietly with blank eyes, as if there was only one request left, which was to leave.

"No! I allow you to leave! I don't allow..." Xia Jinxuan hugged her tightly, the scent he was familiar with was still on her body, and he was still so attached to her scent, even though he knew it was poisonous, he still had no hesitation.

"I suddenly felt very tired... It was like having a long, long dream. When I woke up suddenly, I realized that I had nothing. Sometimes even I felt very strange, who am I? Am I Mei'er, or Wu Chen'er? I really can't tell the difference!" Mei'er didn't push him away, but let him hug her, the smile on her lips was full of sadness.

"Meier, you still have me, you still have me!" Xia Jinxuan is not afraid of her lashing out at him, but afraid that her appearance will give him a strong feeling that one day she will be in his arms like air disappear.

Mei'er shook her head lightly: "No, you are gone from my life! If I were Wu Chen'er, you would be my enemy, but I can't take revenge on you... If I were Mei'er, I would But I can't forgive you for everything you've done to me...Whether it's Wu Chen'er or Mei'er, I've failed so well..." She was always in trouble for herself.

"Meier, don't be like this..." Xia Jinxuan kissed her hair, his strong arms seemed to rub her into his chest, letting her know how important she was to him.

Mei'er raised her small face from his arms, looked at him for a long time, her small hand caressed his face as usual, it was still this face that made her let go of all the hatred of Wu Chen'er, it was still these pair of deep The bottomless black eyes were filled with the deepest affection in the world, which made her intoxicated time and time again, unable to extricate herself!

But now, to her only, this face is so strange, slightly hurt, stubborn and domineering!

"Jin, let me go, okay?" This was the first time she called his name since she broke up with him.

The first time she heard her call his name, Xia Jinxuan didn't have time to be pleasantly surprised, but was already occupied by this intense pain, she still wanted to leave, even though she knew that he loved her so much!

"No! No..." He shook his head with pain on his face, and took her into his arms again. He didn't want her to leave, he couldn't accept it anymore, a life without her.

"You can keep my people, but you can't keep my heart anymore!" Meier leaned in his arms, still in such a warm embrace, but it no longer belonged to her.

She is tired, and she has no way to continue to gamble with this life game. Her only way out is to lose immediately. In this game, the final result of winning or losing is that she loses everything!

She also wanted Xia Jinxuan to understand that if her heart is not here, whether she stays there or not, it is all pain!

"Meier, give me a little more time, and I will prove everything to you! I love you! From the beginning to now, or in the future, you don't need to doubt! In my life, Xia Jinxuan, I will only remember a woman named Meier !" His love is still so hot, he just wants to prove to her that he loves her without any means, only Chi Guoguo's heart.

In fact, the two of them are playing a game right now, a game where you advance and you retreat. If Xia Jinxuan asks Meier to leave at this time, so that both parties can calm down, maybe the following things will not happen.

It's just that he cares about her too much, and he is afraid that her leaving will be forever, because he can't accept that she will leave him forever!

Love is actually like sand in hands, if you hold it too tightly, it will be lost...

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Plum Blossom Village.

"My name is Shang Liyou?" After listening to Liu Susu's words, Shang Liyou still repeated this sentence with a blank face. What Liu Susu said to him was just a vague image in his mind. Not clear.

"Second brother, don't worry, think about it slowly, Uncle Fu said that your head has been severely injured, so it is difficult to recover your memory for a while, as long as I tell you something about your past every day, slowly, you will definitely be able to remember everything. Remember!" Seeing his troubled face, Liu Susu was not so impatient for the first time.

"Where's Meier? Where's Meier?" Perhaps in Shang Liyou's memory, the most impressive thing is the name Meier, which always blurts out like this.

Liu Susu shook her head lightly: "Second Brother, I don't know exactly what happened the day you and Sister Meier got married. When I arrived at Yaowang Valley, I saw Ling Feng who was covered with scars. I'm missing you, and I'm missing Miss Meier!"

"Then will she be injured like me?" For some reason, although he lost all memories of Meier, Shang Liyou was still subconsciously worried about her.

"Second brother, don't worry! Auspicious people have their own destiny. I heard people say that sister Meier may still be in Xixia. When the time comes, when you are fully recovered, we will go to Xixia to find sister Meier together!" Liu Susu said Sometimes, it seems that I have grown up a lot suddenly.

"Yes, Second Prince, you can take care of your head injury here first. Uncle Fu said that with the skills of the few of us, we will help you remove some of the blood that remains on your head every day. It won't take long for you to You can restore your past memories!" Shangguan Mi'er at the side also persuaded.

"Master, since Shang Guo is gone now, you should still call me by my name!" Shang Liyou actually lost his memory, but, based on what Liu Susu told him, he understood a little bit.

Before Shangguan Mi'er could reply, Liu Susu on the side immediately took up Shang Liyou's words: "Second brother, my cousin is older than Sister Meier, but also younger than you, how about we call you Second Brother!" After that, he took Shangguan Mi'er's arm and asked, "Cousin, do you agree?"

"This..." Shangguan Mi'er's face turned hot, and she took a quick look at Shang Liyou, secretly blaming her cousin for talking so fast that no man of the family spoke. She is a girl after all, so how could she speak first?

"Oh, cousin, there's nothing more about this and that!" After finishing speaking, he said to Shang Liyou, "Second brother, do you think it's okay?"

Looking at Shangguan Mier's eyes, Shang Liyou said with some embarrassment: "I have no objection, but I'm afraid that I'll be wronged as the owner of the estate."

Shangguan Mi'er can be regarded as a child of the world, seeing Shang Liyou said so, she also smiled generously: "Then the second prince Meng will not give up, from now on, Mi'er will have a second elder brother!"

"The owner..." Shang Liyou was about to say something.