The most poisonous and waste concubine of Emperor Pillow

421 This time, she decided to leave him

"My lord, I haven't made up my mind about what I want yet. I'll let you know when I think about it. Don't worry, I will go find Sister Mei'er later and do my best to hope that she can stay. But , Your Majesty, you also understand Sister Meier, if she refuses, no one can force her!"

Xia Jinxuan nodded: "No matter what, the lonely king owes you a favor!" He also knew that if Meier decides, no one can stop her.

When leaving, Ayu suddenly asked: "My lord, since you love sister Meier so much, why don't you tell her or go to keep her in person?"

This was also what she couldn't understand the most. Xia Jinxuan clearly loved Meier so much, but why did she hurt Meier so many times?

Xia Xingxuan's still tall but vicissitude-looking back stopped, but he didn't turn around, but replied coldly: "She hates the lonely king! She doesn't want to see the lonely king at all!"

He knew that this was the ending he wanted, but at this moment, he still couldn't bear it. He knew that he could only make her hate him, but he still wanted to lock her by his side for the rest of his life. Even if it was hatred, it was within his reach. The place.

Ayu stared blankly at his leaving back, this back was indeed not the one she saw for the first time, she had bent so many roads and endured so much hardship, no matter what, this time, she wanted to hold Hold tight to the happiness in her hands, even if that happiness will send her to hell, she will admit it.

"Xiaoxing, get ready, let's go find the saint!" Maybe at this time, she also needs to find someone to tell her secrets to, and Meier is undoubtedly her best one.

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The injuries on Meier's body are slowly recovering. Although it is still a little inconvenient, it is not a serious problem. She only wants to leave this palace, but Xia Jinxuan uses various reasons to force her to stay. She decides , she will not compromise anymore, but before she leaves, she has to meet someone.

Longevity Palace.

This is the place where the previous princes lived. It is located in the southernmost part of the palace. The air is fresh and very quiet, which is very suitable for retirement.

When she stepped into the courtyard, what Mei'er could not have imagined was that the mighty King of Xixia was busy under the tree in a simple attire in a sun-shading bamboo hat.

If it wasn't for Meier who knew him, it would be really difficult to recognize him all at once!

"I've seen the Taiwang!" Mei'er bowed as usual, but only slightly bowed.

When the King of Xixia heard Meier's voice, he stopped what he was doing and raised his head slowly, with surprise in his eyes: "Meier, it's you!"

How lonely and lonely the old man is, even the king of Xixia cannot escape this fate!

Xia Jinxuan was already exhausted between Mei'er and state affairs every day, and occasionally he thought that he would come to see the King of Xixia, but he could not stay for a quarter of an hour. After the formal greetings and salutes, he hurriedly left, without Accompany the king of Xixia to talk about family affairs.

"Is it strange to see me?" There was a faint smile on Mei'er's face, without sadness, joy, or hatred. The gray-haired King of Xixia in front of her was completely different from when she first saw him. ]

In less than two or three years, his elegance is gone, and now he is just a poor old man who has no power, no influence, and doesn't care about world affairs. No matter how much resentment she had towards him, but at this moment, suddenly I feel that all resentment is blown away with the wind.

"A little indeed!" On the slightly thin face of the Xixia King, a smile full of vicissitudes was stretched out: "It's rare that you still remember me as an old man. You came just in time, and I happened to have a chess game that could not tell the winner. This time, I I want to see how you broke my chess game again."

As he spoke, he walked towards the pavilion beside him, with an enthusiastic smile on his face all the time!

Mei'er also followed behind him, and she also suddenly discovered that the back of the Xixia King was originally tall and straight, but now it was slightly hunched. If others saw his back, they would never think that he was the former Xixia king.

There is still an unfinished chess game in the pavilion. Perhaps, planting flowers and plants every day, and playing chess have become the only pastime for the King of Xixia now.

Mei'er didn't shirk it, she sat across from him gracefully, her beautiful eyes were looking forward to the stone chess on the table, she frowned slightly, and studied the chess game seriously, in fact, she also felt very strange, why the king of Xixia They all set up this kind of mind-wrenching chess game.

Last time, Mei'er broke the Xixia King's chess game without taking time or effort, but this time, she was slow to make a move, as if hesitating.

"Meier, your chess skills seem to have declined. Has it been abandoned for a long time? You were not so hesitant in the past!" The King of Xixia also seemed to see through Meier.

"It can only be said that your chess game is too perfect!" Mei'er frowned slightly with a slight wound, she didn't know how to start this move.

"Life is like this game of chess. If you hesitate, you will lose the opportunity. Regardless of success or failure, you will have to fight! If there is no way out, then go forward, and maybe you can find another way." Xixia King said as he spoke. Take a piece from the side and put it on the chessboard.

It turned out that he didn't know how to do it, but he wanted to give Meier a chance, or rather, he was giving Meier a choice, but Meier didn't make a move at the critical moment.

Mei'er looked at the chess game in front of her in surprise. When she hesitated, the King of Xixia actually found a loophole, but she lost the opportunity.

She used to be like this, everything has changed, and she can never go back to the past!

The people on the side served tea, and seeing that Meier was silent, the King of Xixia motioned for the people around him to step back, and then asked: "Meier, I know, you hate me, and you will never come to see me for no reason and say Well, is there anything I can help you with?"

In the past, he owed this woman in front of him, but now he just wants to make up for it, and he only hopes that there is still time for everything!

Mei'er shook her head lightly: "If it was me in the past, I would definitely not come to see you, because everything you have done has made me bear the crimes of my life, but the you now are not the same as the original you. Yes, and I am no longer who I used to be, so before I leave, I still want to say goodbye to you."

The former king of Xixia used her. In order to avenge Wu Chen'er, she was willing to be used by him. However, the king of Xixia went back on his word and almost hurt his second brother. He wanted to put her to death again and again.

If it was her in the past, she would definitely not come to see King Xixia, and might even abolish him. Seeing that King Xixia became like this, she would at least ridicule him.

However, too many things have happened in the past few months, everything is remembered as if she came back from hell on earth, and she also figured out a lot of things.

"Leave? You mean you want to leave Jinxuan? Did he agree?" Since the king of Xixia retired as the prince, he has been very concerned about Xia Jinxuan's affairs. Although he seems to have heard about his son's actions, but, He couldn't intervene.

Now when he first heard Meier talk about leaving, he couldn't help being stunned. He didn't understand Meier, but he could read her determination to leave from her face and eyes.

"He's just the new king of Xixia, but to me, he's nothing! I want to leave, that's my business, why do I have to ask his consent?" Mei'er raised her brows lightly and looked at the woman The weak injury and the woman's stubbornness and indifference are vividly interpreted, and people can't help but feel a little distressed for her just by looking at her.

"What happened between you and Jinxuan? At the beginning, I was so against it, but you still fell in love secretly. Now that you can love each other, why did you choose to leave?"

The King of Xixia was extremely puzzled, he read hurt and pain, hatred and resentment from Meier's eyes, but there was no love anymore!

"Some things happened but I couldn't find the reason! He chose the throne and chose to end my child's life with his own hands. He is no longer the person I loved at the beginning. I only think that the person I fell in love with was called A Nan, but now Xia Jinxuan killed him!"

Mei'er originally thought that she would shed tears and be sad when she mentioned the past again, but when she said these words, she didn't have any disturbance, as if she was saying something that had nothing to do with her.

Is it numb after the pain?Or, when love turns into hate and resentment, will it disappear like the wind?Mei'er doesn't understand, she only knows that her heart has returned to that feeling of emptiness!

"Meier, although I don't know why Jinxuan chose to take the throne at that time, but I know that he must have his reasons, because, just a few days before that, he came to me and said that he wanted me Li Yuxuan is the eldest son, and then he took you to wander around the world, and said, that was his promise to you..."

The King of Xixia told him all the things that Xia Jinxuan came to him again and again in those days and begged him to fulfill them.

After hearing this, Meier was not surprised or moved: "No matter what the reason is, he is the murderer who killed my child. What reason can be so big as to kill my own child?" In Meier's opinion , the child in the womb is the most innocent and should not be harmed by adults.

Just like before, she hated Shang Litian and Ye Ziqing so much, she could kill them without mercy, but she felt compassion for their daughter, and used her own blood to beg for the little afterlife in Yaowang Valley. , she is also willing.

Although in the end, she still failed to keep Shang Litian and Ye Ziqing's child, but at least she had a clear conscience!As for Xia Jinxuan, no matter what reason he had for harming her child, this alone would make her hate her for the rest of her life.

Of course, she never expected that Xia Jinxuan would resolutely choose her between her and the child. If she knew the truth, she would rather die than hurt the child, but she didn't know the truth.

"Meier, no matter what Jinxuan has done to you, but there is one thing, I can be sure that he loves you!" After all, he is his own child, after all, he has loved you deeply, so he understands.

Mei'er's slightly pale lips lightly wiped, and a touch of coldness extended from the corner of her lips, making her even more glamorous: "Love me? Hehe..." She smiled, still heartbroken: "If love must hurt, then I would rather never have loved!"

The king of Xixia felt the strong sadness emanating from her body, but he didn't know how to comfort her: "Is there really no room for maneuver anymore?"

I blamed myself and grieved my whole life because of Liu'er, but I never thought that one day, he and Liu'er's children would repeat his story!

"You should know my personality best!" When she lowered her eyes, Mei'er had covered all the bitterness and pain. When she raised her eyes again, she couldn't find the pain just now, what was there was only the elusive illusory!