The most poisonous and waste concubine of Emperor Pillow

443 He Finally Understands That Love Is Giving, Not Possessing

"Then you have to hurry up, because Meier can't wait any longer." Xia Jinxuan paused, and continued: "When you are ready, tell the lonely king that the lonely king will hand over the affairs of the court to you!" He He doesn't want to think so much, as long as he can save Mei'er, he can give up anything.

"Can you really give up everything for the saint?" Ling Feng asked Xia Jinxuan many times.

And every time Xia Jinxuan's answer is: "Yes! The lonely king can give up everything for her! Without her, the lonely king will be lonely even if he owns the whole world! He will not be happy!"

He doesn't want the loneliness of being alone, even if the whole world betrays him, he only wants Meier!Therefore, he chose to bear the world rather than her!

"If the saint can survive, then you must die, won't you regret it?" Ling Feng asked again.

Xia Jinxuan's slightly pale lips pulled a smile, but he was so relieved: "I will exchange her life with death, let the blood of the lonely king flow on her body, and continue her life. How can the lonely king regret it?"

After going through so many detours and encountering so many obstacles, he finally understood that love is not possession, but love is giving!

Ling Feng was silent again, Xia Jinxuan's words, and Xia Jinxuan's infatuation shocked him once again, the words that Mei'er said inadvertently rang in his ears again:

'To love someone is to wholeheartedly, if not perfect, it only proves that the love is not enough!I used to love Jin very much, and even thought that even if I went to hell with him, I would have no regrets, but in the end, I still lost to his throne... He took the throne and abandoned me, from that moment From the beginning, my heart began to die slowly...'

When Mei'er said those words, Ling Feng still forgot, she was so desperate, loved someone to the point of despair, although he couldn't feel the pain, but he could understand it!

And now Xia Jinxuan actually wants to die for Meier, is this also love to despair!

Ling Feng suddenly understood, it turned out that no matter how the two of them killed each other, there was a hidden place deep in their hearts, which belonged to the place where the two of them loved each other the most, and no one could enter it!

"You love the saint very much, don't you?" Ling Feng actually knew it, but he wanted to hear Xia Jinxuan's answer.

Now he is like a child who doesn't know how to love, wanting to know how others love someone, why, his love, the saint doesn't accept it?

Xia Jinxuan raised her black eyes and looked directly at Ling Feng, as if she wanted to let Ling Feng see through the most true thoughts in her heart: "The lonely king loves her! I have always loved her! But the extent of love, even the lonely king himself doesn't know !"

He only knows that for Meier, he can tolerate being ridiculed by the world, and for Meier, he can fulfill all the damned people; for Meier, he can give up everything; You don't even have to die!

Everything is just for her!Does she know?No!She doesn't know!At this moment, she was falling asleep, wondering whether to wake up in that nightmare.

Ling Feng suddenly understood a little bit, and silently took out the medicine from the medicine box he brought: "Your wound is open and needs to be bandaged again!" After speaking, he changed the medicine for Xia Jinxuan regardless of whether he wanted it or not.

Xia Jinxuan didn't push him away in disgust, and let him bandage him. Looking at the face in front of him, which looked similar to himself, he suddenly felt a certain emotion: "Ling Feng, although we are the same father and different mother, but , is still a brother, the lonely king did not want to replace you, helpless, the lonely king has no choice, just like we cannot choose our own birth, if possible, the lonely king would rather live in his own place, and then have brothers..."

In the past, he had such a good relationship with his eldest brother, third brother and third brother. It was all because of that truth, because of the mistakes of the previous generation, that caused their generation's grievances!

If Ling Feng had grown up with them at that time, Xia Hanxuan would not have been so jealous of Xia Jinxuan, and would not have stepped into the scene of brotherly killing each other step by step!

The deep emotion on Xia Jinxuan's body made Ling Feng's hand stop for a long while, and then resumed after a long time. He just pursed his lips and didn't take Xia Jinxuan's words.

"After the lonely king leaves, please treat the father well. The person he feels most guilty about is you! As for Mei'er, if she wants to go away, then let her go. For her, this palace is not a love nest, but a Dungeon! The lonely king knows that you love her and wants to keep her by your side, but the lonely king wants to say, don't make the same mistakes as the lonely king, the love that is imprisoned will only get resentment in the end!"

This is Xia Jinxuan's deepest feeling. If it wasn't for his domineering love at the beginning, maybe he and Meier wouldn't have come to where they are today. They are clearly in love, but they want to kill each other!

While speaking, Ling Feng had finished bandaging him. After packing up the things beside him, he straightened up and seemed to hesitate before saying, "You are the one the saint loves! No matter how much I love her, it's useless! Don't worry, I I won't force her, on the contrary, I will fulfill her!" As long as she can live well, how dare he force her to stay.

After finishing speaking, he was about to leave with the medicine box, but suddenly turned around: "The saint kept calling Ah Nan and Jin in a coma. I think it should be you. Maybe, at this time, only you can do it." Let her wake up! Because she has given up the idea of ​​survival!"

He stayed by Meier's side for most of the night, but the person Meier called was Ah Nan or Jin. At that time, he realized that no matter how deeply Xia Jinxuan hurt Meier and how painful it was, she loved her. The person she loves is still Xia Jinxuan, and the person she remembers is also Xia Jinxuan!

Suddenly he felt that everything he had done was ridiculous. He tried hard to have an identity that could match her. Now that he had an identity, he might soon be the new king of Xixia, but he knew that she would never be able to love him!is forever!

With bitterness in his heart, Ling Feng carried the medicine box and walked away at still calm steps.

Looking at his back, Xia Jinxuan frowned deeply. What Ling Feng said just now really made him a little confused, but he didn't have time to guess what Ling Feng was thinking, because he was worried about Mei'er!

Hurrying to Meier's bedroom, when Xiaoxian saw him coming, she hurriedly saluted and left, not for anything else, but because Xia Jinxuan had the sacred object she was afraid of. Practice, but if you get too close, she will still show her original shape!

There was no one else in the room, Xia Jinxuan sat silently in front of Meier's bed, stared closely at the pale little face, half bent down, and gently caressed her little face with her long and slender hands, feeling deeply in her heart. Rouchang hundreds of turns.

It was still such a small face that haunted him in his dreams. The fan-like eyelashes concealed all the resentment and hatred when they opened, and the corners of the eyes seemed to be cruelly showing the tears that had been dried, and the picturesque eyebrows slightly Frowning, as if she was so entangled in that comatose world.

"Meier, how can the lonely king love you?" A tear slipped quietly, and the hot teardrop fell on her face. He quickly wiped it away with his sleeve, trying to hold back the tears that burst out of his eyes, fearing that his own tears would scare her. broke her.

Once, he thought that it was impossible for him to shed tears in his life, but he found that his tears were so low in front of her!