The most poisonous and waste concubine of Emperor Pillow

456 Hate Has Gone, Love Still Continues

Putting on ordinary people's clothes, Liu Susu and Feiying left the royal city. She looked back at the magnificent palace three times a step at a time. She was not reluctant to part with the splendor and wealth there, but worried about her elderly father.

"Father, I'm sorry! It's my daughter who is unfilial..." Facing the palace, she suddenly knelt down, unwilling to get up for a long time, her eyes were blurred by tears.

The one who never grew up, how did she ever let her father worry about it?

"Second Princess..." Feiying hugged her distressedly, and knelt down with her.

Feiying's words made Liu Susu's rationality come back a bit. She looked at Feiying for a long time with her teary face raised, and then said: "Don't call me Second Princess anymore, I'm not a princess anymore! Call me by my name." Bar!"

Maybe the man in front of her is not the man she loves the most, but he is the father of the child in her womb. For the sake of the child, she will spend her whole life with this man!

"In my heart, you will always be!" Feiying looked at her with heartache, how could he feel better when she was so sad.

After Liu Susu was sad, she still had to face everything, she asked: "Where are we going now?" In the past, she always thought about escaping from the cage of the palace, but now, she has escaped from that cage, and will never go back again. Not to go, she suddenly felt very reluctant.

Perhaps, as the saying goes: When you have it, you don’t know how to cherish it, and only when you lose it, you feel precious!

"Go to my adoptive father, if you want, I would like to ask my adoptive father to officiate our marriage!" Feiying finally plucked up the courage to say this.

Liu Susu thought for a while, then nodded: "That's good! Children always want to recognize their ancestors and return to their ancestors!" The children became her only bondage, and for the sake of the children, she had to do these things.

"Princess... No! Susu! Don't worry, I, Feiying, swear to the sky today that I will love you and my child for the rest of my life, and will never let you be wronged in the slightest. Just say one thing, and I'll change it right away!"

Feiying hastily confessed himself, in his heart, being able to marry Liu Susu was already a blessing accumulated in his previous life for him.

Liu Susu wiped away the teardrops on her face with her hands, and said with a faint smile, "Let's talk about it later!" Maybe this is God's will, she never thought of marrying a man like Fei Ying, but everything was so dramatic.

It's all God's will, not at all involuntary!

"I can swear it!" Fearing that she would not believe it, Feiying immediately raised his finger: "If I, Feiying, dare to forgive Susu in the future, then I will die..."

"Don't talk nonsense!" Liu Susu hurriedly stopped him with her hand, seeing the deep affection in his eyes, she was suddenly moved.

Maybe, she doesn't love Feiying, but this man loves her, maybe living with him for a lifetime is not as bad as she imagined, maybe, she will be as happy as her cousin.

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Western Xia Palace.

"Saint, your body is still very weak, the king told you to eat more..." Xiaoxian put a bunch of supplements in front of Meier.

Mei'er, with a pale face, reclined on the chair, shook her head gently, and waved her jade hand weakly: "Xiaoxian, I can't eat it anymore, tell them to take it away!"

"But, Holy Maiden..." Xiaoxian looked at the master worriedly, knowing that the master's body needs to be recuperated, but the master is very disgusted with these supplements.

"Okay, I want to be alone. You can take all the things away first. If the king asks, just say that I don't want to eat!" Meier didn't want Xiaoxian to be embarrassed, and took everything to herself body.

"Yes!" Xiaoxian sighed helplessly, and signaled the maids at the side to withdraw all their things, and she followed suit.

Just retreated to the door, but met Xia Jinxuan who strode in!

"Your Majesty!" Xiaoxian and the others hurriedly saluted.

Xia Jinxuan looked at the untouched supplements in their hands, couldn't help but draw his sword eyebrows together, pursed his lips, and waved his big hand lightly, signaling them all to back down.

Mei'er didn't seem to notice that Xia Jinxuan had walked in, she was just immersed in her own world, her trembling little hands were tightly holding the written suicide note, a tear fell down on it...

It has been more than a month since the blood exchange incident, but she still hasn't come out of those incidents soberly!Ling Feng left just like that, and all the misunderstandings were in the stack of suicide notes he left behind!

It turned out that on that day, Xia Jinxuan had decided to transfuse his own blood to Meier so that Meier and the child could live on, but Ling Feng decided to transfuse Meier's blood himself!

Everything went well, so Mei'er put on Ling Feng's blood, and she and her child survived safely, but Ling Feng withered his blood and died!

When Mei'er woke up and faced all that, she finally understood why Ling Feng always said some strange things to her in those days. It turned out that he had long planned to sacrifice himself to save her!

The suicide notes one after another wrote about his short life, the blankness of his life when he was not with Meier, the colorful life after he was with Meier, and the love that he never dared to show to others!

There is endless bitterness and helplessness between the lines, he is bitter for the love he cannot get in return, and the feeling of sacrificing for his deep love!

he loves her!Like Xia Jinxuan and Shang Liyou, he loves Meier deeply, but his love is more painful than theirs, and he can't say it out, or even show it to others. This kind of bitterness, that kind of pain, who can understand?

'...Can't love and can't let go, then let you remember forever...Saint, I have called your name countless times in every midnight dream, but I can't be in front of you, like them Also calling your name, that is the pain of Ling Feng's short life...'

'...Saint, don't be sad, this is Ling Feng's best choice, let my blood flow on your body, let me be reborn on your body, this is Ling Feng's greatest happiness, instead of looking at you It is so painful, it is better to fulfill your happiness, your happiness is Ling Feng's happiness, if there is another life, Ling Feng is willing to be like them, have the same identity, and compete with them fairly...'

As he said, it is impossible for Meier to fall in love with him in her whole life, but his actions made Meier remember her for a lifetime!

No matter what, Meier will never forget that Ling Feng's blood is flowing on her body!

"Mei'er..." Xia Jinxuan stood behind her for a long time before approaching her, but he couldn't do anything about the sadness that radiated from her body.

The first time I heard Xia Jinxuan's voice, I raised my face from the deep sadness, and my still pale lips moved: "Jin..."

"What's the matter? Didn't you eat anything today?" Xia Jinxuan leaned down and hugged her lightly. Her light body made him hardly feel her presence. He hated this feeling.

After going through so much, at the moment when he made the choice between life and death, he really figured it out, as long as she lived well, but he didn't know that Ling Feng would die for him!

The moment Ling Feng tapped his acupoints, he understood that Ling Feng also loved Meier as deeply as he did, but Ling Feng never showed his love to others.

'...You are not the only one who is willing to die for her in this world!I can too!You want her to remember you forever, but I won't. I want her to remember me forever...' Ling Feng looked a little cruel when he spoke, but the cruelty was only towards himself!

Xia Jinxuan was shocked!Also deeply moved!But it can't stop everything Ling Feng wants to do!

He was laid down on the bed by Ling Feng, unable to move or speak, he could only watch Ling Feng pour blood into Mei'er's body bit by bit, and watch Ling Feng slowly wither his blood and die!

At the moment when Ling Feng died, he saw a sunny smile on Ling Feng's face that he had never seen before. He understood that it was a smile of love, which could save his beloved woman. Don't regret your decision.

If he was the one who exchanged Mei'er's blood at that time, he would be the same as Ling Feng!

"Why didn't you kill the second brother and the others, but didn't tell me?" Mei'er took out a copy of Ling Feng's daily record from her side, which is equivalent to the current diary.

Ling Feng's world is lonely, he has no friends, the only people he trusts are Meier and Xiaoxian, but there are some things that he can't mention to anyone except silently in his heart, so books have become his only... to confide in!

He combined every bit of what he did, as well as all the love he had for Meier, into the entire manuscript, and when Meier was tidying up his room with Xiaoxian, inadvertently in his pillow I found this book that records every bit of his short life.

"I just want you to hate me, I just want you to live..." Although Meier is recovering now and will no longer faint from the poison, Xia Jinxuan still doesn't want to bring up the past again.

After all, in the past, the matter of him hurting Meier is still in the bottom of each other's hearts, even if it was a misunderstanding, the harm is still there.

"If Ling Feng didn't do that, you would die for me and the child, right?"

Xia Jinxuan nodded lightly: "I just want you to live a good life, I can't accept your leaving again, and that leaving will be forever... I only hope that I can die before you, that way, I don't have to bear the pain of loss anymore!"

"You are so selfish!" Mei'er weakly propped herself up from his arms, and grabbed his arm: "Don't you think, if you die, how should I bear the pain of loss..."

"Meier, I..." Xia Jinxuan could feel the slight tremor in her hands, and knew how much she was afraid of losing.

"Jin, remember? I said that I came from another time and space. I was an orphan. I had no love from my father, no mother, no brothers, no sisters. I longed for a relative... I was afraid of losing, if, If you really leave, then there is nothing in this world worthy of my nostalgia!"

If the person who died was Xia Jinxuan, she really didn't know if she would be able to live again, maybe, she would be completely disappointed in this world, and then return to modern times, continuing to live the life of a ruthless and loveless killer.

"Meier, let the matter pass, let it pass, for Lingfeng, for me, for our children, live well, okay?" Xia Jinxuan squatted in front of Meier, gently clinging to her still warm little hand , the voice is persistent and hoarse.

He was afraid that she would never recover from this fall, and would be immersed in the pain of loss forever!

"Jin!" Mei'er burst into tears and threw herself into his arms.

Ling Feng's notebook records most of the things, the various misunderstandings between her and Xia Jinxuan, except for Wu Chen'er, everything can be relieved, there is no hatred between them except love!

"Mei'er, when your body recovers, I will seal you as queen, and we will never be separated again!" Xia Jinxuan buried her face by her neck, strangely, since her body was replaced with Ling Feng's blood, , those scents will slowly disappear.

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