The most poisonous and waste concubine of Emperor Pillow

460 She Was Afraid That The Plan Would Not Keep Up With The Changes

Ten years have passed, Xia Jinxuan is always worried that the love poison in his body will suddenly break out, so he leaves Meier and the others, he is really reluctant.

Therefore, for the past ten years, he has cherished Meier like a day, doted on her, loved her, and wanted to give her the deepest love in the world!

But the more this happened, the deep uneasiness in his heart became more and more intense. Every time he saw his increasingly 'old' self in the mirror, he felt a sense of fear.

After hearing what he said, Meier pursed her lips and said with a smile: "Jin, we have been married for so many years, and you still ask such a question! If I really wanted to leave you, I would have left long ago when there were so many misunderstandings. Already!"

If it wasn't for love, she might really have left!Then there would be no happiness today, she was suddenly very glad that she didn't leave him at that time!

"I know, but I still really want to know..." Xia Jinxuan looked at Meier who was smiling like a flower, and suddenly wanted to know the answer. He was reluctant to part with Meier.

Although he already knew that Shang Liyou had married and had children, he was still very worried. If one day he was gone and Shang Liyou came to Ai Meier again, wouldn't it be...

The more I think about it, the more uneasy I feel, and I always want to get an affirmative answer from Meier to feel at ease.

And Meier's answer to him was to slap him on the lips: "Jin, it's been ten years, why don't you feel relieved? Let's give Nianfeng and Niandie a younger brother or sister." !"

After finishing speaking, she forcefully pressed down on Xia Jinxuan's body, reaching out to grab Xia Jinxuan's clothes like a satyr!

"Meier!" Xia Jinxuan hurriedly grabbed her hand: "Meier, don't! It's too hard to have a baby, we only need Nianfeng and Niandie!"

It's not that he doesn't want to, but...

Meier stopped all her movements, and asked puzzledly: "Jin, what's wrong with you? Why do you react so strongly every time you mention this question? Don't you want us to have more children?"

For Meier, who had no brothers or sisters since she was a child, how she wished to have more brothers or sisters for Nianfeng and Niandie, so that the whole family would be lively together, and it also made up for her childhood loneliness!

However, Xia Jinxuan kept looking for various reasons, and even, every time they got better, he would secretly add Juezi soup to her soup.

At first, Mei'er also felt that Xia Jinxuan cared about her, thinking that she worked too hard when giving birth to Nianfeng and Niandie, and she didn't want to see her suffer anymore, so she kept objecting, but it's been ten years , he still objected all the time, which made Meier very puzzled.

"Mei'er, it's very hard for a woman to have a baby. When you gave birth to Nianfeng and Niandie, I was so scared that I almost went crazy. I don't want you to suffer that pain anymore, and I don't want you to worry about you that much anymore. And , in the emperor's house, having more children is not a good thing, do you still remember what happened with my eldest brother?" Xia Jinxuan tried her best to persuade Meier.

"But..." Although what he said was reasonable, Mei'er always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't tell what was wrong.

"Okay, Mei'er, it's enough for us to have Nianfeng and Niandie! Huh?" Seeing that Meier was still struggling with this problem, Xia Jinxuan always subconsciously persuaded her.

It's not that he doesn't want a child, but he knows that the poison in his blood is getting worse and worse, and it will hurt the child at that time. He doesn't want Meier to experience the pain of loss again.

In other words, if the child is born with problems, then Mei'er will suffer for the rest of her life. Instead of that, it's better not to!

"Okay! Listen to you!" Although Mei'er was skeptical, but what he said was impeccable, and she couldn't find any flaws at all.

"Go to sleep!" Xia Jinxuan hugged her lightly, kissed her forehead lightly, his black eyes were filled with deep love and reluctance, how could his love for her be restrained for ten years?

Now, he just wants to pamper her well in the remaining days of his life, and use up all the love of his life in the few years left!

"Jin, can't you sleep?" After an unknown amount of time, Mei'er felt that Xia Jinxuan who was holding her seemed to have been awake.

"Huh?" Xia Jinxuan responded subconsciously, but his thoughts still failed to return to reality.

"You really didn't fall asleep! What's the matter with you? Did something happen to the court?" Mei'er usually didn't ask about the affairs of the court, not because the harem was not allowed to interfere in politics, but because she believed in Xia Jinxuan's ability.

"No! It's just that I want to wake up..." Every time he falls asleep, he is afraid that he will not wake up like this, and then he will never see Meier and the child again.

"No! You have to go to bed early tomorrow, you have to go to bed early!" Mei'er felt that he had something to do, but if he didn't say anything, she couldn't ask. The most important thing between the two was trust.

"It's okay, go to sleep!" Xia Jinxuan caressed her satin-like hair, under the dim light, his eyes were so reluctant, did she know the pain in his heart?

"Actually, I can't sleep either..." Meier leaned against his chest and sighed softly, "When we came back today, we met a little girl..."

"Little girl?" Xia Jinxuan suddenly understood, no wonder Mei'er seemed to have something on her brow after she came back: "What's wrong with her?"

"Yeah!" Mei'er nodded, and she seemed to see Xiao Laisheng's thin and thin appearance again: "She said she was called a little bitch, and she looked really pitiful, just like when I was young, without my father's love , no mother's love, being bullied by everyone..."

"Little bastard? How could someone come up with such a name?" Xia Jinxuan's brows furrowed deeply.

Mei'er also shook her head: "I don't know, she said, it was her grandfather who called her that. Although she has relatives, her appearance is worse than no relatives!"

The new wounds and old scars on Xiao Laisheng's body are so shocking that people can't bear to look directly at them, poor child!

"Everyone has their own scriptures that are difficult to recite. Everything is not perfect. She has her own destiny, and we can't bear it for her. Well, don't think about it!" Xia Jinxuan believed that Meier came from another time and space, so, I can also feel Meier's sympathy for orphans.

After a long time, he suddenly asked again: "Meier, if one day I really leave you, will you..."

"Jin! Don't say such things!?" Before Xia Jinxuan finished speaking, Meier sealed his lips with her hand: "We have only been together for ten years, how many more ten years are there? I don't allow it now!" You said leave!"

Xia Jinxuan took her hand, kissed her gently in the palm, and smiled slightly: "Fool, I just said what if, why are you so nervous?"

He didn't want to leave either, and he also wanted to grow old with her, but God would not give him another chance. Perhaps, Xia Jinxuan had killed too much in his short life, and even God would never forgive him.

Mei'er imitated his domineering manner: "You can't talk about it! If you dare to leave me and the children, I will hate you for the rest of my life! Let the children hate you too!"

She has lost too many things in her life, she doesn't want to lose him again!

"Meier, if there is an afterlife, will you still love me?"

Mei'er thought for a while, then shook her head: "No!"

"why?"

"Unless you accompany me to the end of your life, then I will make a promise to you for the next life on the day we are going to grow old!" She was afraid that the vow would be too early, and she was afraid that the plan would not keep up with the changes.

"Meier, if I don't wait until the day I grow old, I will go to your world to find you..." Xia Jinxuan hugged Meier tightly, and said to himself silently.

It is his eternal regret not being able to grow old with her in this life, if there is another life, he will definitely not let this regret continue.

*

"Grandpa! I'm back!" When it got dark, Xiao Laisheng rushed towards the cabin with a pile of clothes, food and wine.

Unexpectedly, the door opened, and Ye Baocheng, who was full of anger, appeared at the door. Before Xiao Laisheng could speak again, the ruthless cane in his hand had already swung towards Xiao Laisheng's thin body!

"Little bastard! I told you to go and beg for something. You have been begging for so long to come back. Do you want to starve me to death?" As the words came, the cane also arrived, and the poor little Laisheng screamed, and fell to the ground Even so, she still just hugged the jug, for fear that if she spilled a drop, she would be beaten again.

"Wine? Wine!" Ye Baocheng suddenly saw the wine jug in her arms, as if he saw a treasure, he hooked the cane, and in an instant, the wine jug was in his hands.

He couldn't wait to open the jug, took a big gulp, and praised as if he had discovered a new world: "Good wine! Good wine!" In the past, because Xiao Laisheng had limited money to beg every day, the wine he bought was poor wine. Xiaoxian bought it today, of course it is a high-quality wine.

Only then did Ye Baocheng notice the new clothes scattered on the side, and then think about the wine he had drunk. He stared at Xiao Laisheng, who was still unable to get up on the ground, and shouted: "Say! Who gave you so many things?" ?”

Xiao Laisheng shivered, knelt on the ground and replied: "Yes, she is a beautiful lady..." She hesitated whether to tell the truth, Grandpa's temper is unpredictable, she was afraid that if she said something wrong, she would be punished again Beat.

"Beautiful lady?" Ye Baocheng squinted those wolf-like fierce eyes, and asked again: "What's her name? How did you know her? To be honest, otherwise, I'll beat you to death!?"

"Yes...Grandpa!" Xiao Laisheng trembled even more when he heard the words "kill you to death", and he dared not hide anything more, so he hastily told the story of meeting Mei'er today. come out.

"It's her! It's her!" When Ye Baocheng heard that the person he met in Xiao Laisheng was Meier, his thin body trembled like a leaf in the wind, his bony hands tightly grasped the wooden chair beside him, his pointed nails It just missed getting caught in the wood.

After being excited for a long time, I stared at Xiao Laisheng who was still kneeling on the ground, and shouted: "Then did you tell her where we live?"

"No...no...I didn't say anything!" Xiao Laisheng's little head shook like a drum: "I remember what Grandpa said, and I dare not tell anyone where we live!"

"I forgive you, you don't dare!" After all, Ye Baocheng is a person who has taken care of the next life, so he can tell at a glance whether the little next life has lied.

He looked at the brand-new clothes on the ground, then at the little Laisheng who was still kneeling on the ground, his wolf-like cold eyes narrowed slightly, as if he was thinking about something, and the corners of his lips slowly raised a cruel smile. Smile, maybe it's time to let her know her life experience.

Xiao Laisheng didn't dare to get up without his permission, but the coldness of the ground and the cold wind blowing in from time to time made her whole body tremble, and her lips trembled from the cold.

"You must be very grateful to that queen, right?" Ye Baocheng suddenly stared at Xiao Laisheng and asked.