The most poisonous and waste concubine of Emperor Pillow

509 If you love, please love deeply

Let's say that Mei'er came to Xia Jinxuan's bedroom with a lot of worries all the way, but accidentally saw Xia Jinxuan's blood-stained silk handkerchief, which she had no time to hide in the future!

"Jin! What's going on? Why are you keeping it from me?" Looking at Xia Jinxuan's pale face, Mei'er felt unprecedented fear.

It seems that things are far beyond her imagination, she is from modern times, she knows too well that if a person is sick enough to vomit blood, it proves that he is terminally ill!

And he has been hiding it from her!Besides blaming him for concealing it, she even blamed herself, she came from modern times, why didn't she find out earlier?

Why do you believe that he is a relapse of an old injury?Why am I always busy with state affairs and my children these days, but ignore him?

"Silly Meier, I told you, it's okay, it's really okay..." Even now, seeing the tears in her eyes, Xia Jinxuan still felt very distressed.

In the past, he didn't understand love, so he hurt her deeply; but after he understood love, he realized that if you love, you must love deeply, and since you love deeply, don't hurt!

"Jin! Why didn't you tell me the truth, I just want to know, what's wrong with you? I don't want to hear about the recurrence of old injuries. If you lie to me again, even in the next life, I won't forgive you!"

Mei'er tightly held his old and skinny hands, her heart ached endlessly, the warm hands that used to be, had gone away without knowing when they started!

"Meier..." Xia Jinxuan caressed her face lightly, still so softly, his eyes were as infatuated as before, he really wanted to hold her in his arms, but he was already unable to do what he wanted.

"Jin, tell me the truth!" Mei'er squatted in front of him. For so long, she hadn't been able to take a good look at him. She always thought that he was just an old problem, and he would be fine after a short rest. After looking at it, she realized that since some time ago, his face had become so thin that only skin and bones remained.

The whole body is as thin as withered, and the tall and mighty once was no longer. How long has she ignored him, why did she only realize it now.

She was suddenly very scared. One day, he just withdrew his hands and left like this, leaving her alone to live. She didn't even dare to imagine what she would do without him.

Xia Jinxuan understood everything from Meier's eyes, and he knew that it was time to speak, so he tried his best to pull her into his arms, and said with a bitter smile: "Meier, I can tell you the truth, but you Promise me that you can't blame yourself, and you can't be sad, you know, I will feel bad!"

"Yeah! I promise you!" In order to know the truth, Mei'er agreed to him against her will.

Seeing him like this, how could she not be sad?How can you not blame yourself?However, after knowing the truth, she will blame herself even more.

If it wasn't for the 'soul-wrenching' love poison on her body, if it wasn't for Xia Jinxuan's love for her, how could it be possible for him to be poisoned so badly that it can't be cured today?

"Mei'er, do you still remember the first day I met you in the Holy Maiden's Palace?" Xia Jinxuan started a journey of memories, that was his most beautiful encounter.

"Remember... you were so bad at that time, you would belittle me as soon as you rushed in without saying a word..." Recalling that night, he left that cold kiss on her lips, Meier still can't help but smile slightly. heat, and the fate of everything began from that night...

The two shuttle back and forth in their memories, those sweet and painful memories are now a thing of the past for them, no matter what they have experienced, those have become history, the important thing is that they have each other in the end, and love each other for 18 years.

And Mei'er has always believed in the words of the old Taoist in her dream. She broke through Wu Chen'er's fate and got the love of her life. She has been happy for 18 years. For her, it is really a luxury!

In modern times, in that 21st century, she was just a killer, a pawn in the hands of the boss. She lived to kill. She once thought that to die was to be killed, but she never thought that she would travel to this ancient time and pay back the past. She fell into the happy life that she always wanted, but dared not.

When Xia Jinxuan talked about the poison that had been on her body, she suddenly understood that Ling Feng had tried so hard at the beginning, but in the end, he could only save her and the child in her womb by exchanging his life for his own.

"Jin! We can also find someone to save you..."

Xia Jinxuan shook his head: "No! It's too late! Ling Feng once said that I can live up to 20 years, and within 20 years, I will die of poison!"

"Why didn't you say it earlier? If you said it earlier, then we could have saved you earlier!" Mei'er burst into tears. It turned out that all the torture he suffered today was ultimately because of her, but he never told her.

"The only person in the world who can replace someone's blood is Ling Feng. He's gone, even if someone is willing to give me blood, it's useless!" Xia Jinxuan's words were true.

And Meier also knows that this is ancient times, and there will be no infusion equipment like modern times, blood transfusion is very difficult, if it is not for outstanding medical skills, she will never dare to do it!

After thinking for a while, she suddenly said: "Xiaoxian! I can ask Xiaoxian to save you!" She forgot that Xiaoxian could not get close to Xia Jinxuan's body at all, she forgot that Xiaoxian had only learned something by herself, and it was impossible to exchange blood.

Xia Jinxuan still shook his head: "Mei'er, I am a martial arts practitioner, I know that the poison has begun to invade my heart, and I may leave you and the children at any time, although I am really reluctant, but people I can't fight against the sky, my hands have been stained with the blood of many innocent people in my life, and it's time for me to repay!"

People may only realize what they have done and missed at the end of their lives, but it is often too late by this time!

"No! Jin! You can't abandon me first. You said that if I am here, you will be here. If I am not here, you will not be here. Now I am still here, and I can still be here for a long time. You can't just abandon me first." !" Mei'er was heartbroken, asking her how she could accept that Jin, who was in her prime, left her.

"Fool, people will die eventually. I really can't keep the promise to you in this life, but in the next life, I will definitely make it up to you. 20 years with you is not enough. 40 years, 60 years, 80 years with you, Even life after life..." How could Xia Jinxuan be willing?

Mei'er shook her head violently: "No! You won't find me in your next life, you won't find me in your next life..." If she dies here, she might return to the modern age, and by then, it will be a long time ago After so many years, how could he find her in his next life?

"why?"

"Jin! Have you forgotten? I'm just a ray of lonely soul attached to Wu Chen'er. I come from a thousand years later. If I leave here, I will definitely return to a thousand years later. Thousands of years, how many reincarnations do you have to go through to be able to do it?" Find me, maybe at that time, you and I may not know each other when we meet again!"

Although she has never been superstitious, nor has she ever believed in reincarnation, but she can be blamed for things like time travel, so why doesn't she believe in it?

Xia Jinxuan didn't panic when she heard this, instead she smiled and held her hand, and said softly: "Silly Meier, have you forgotten too? I once said that even if you reach a thousand years, my thoughts will still be there , I will wait for you there with the unfinished love of this life!"

It is better to have expectations than nothing, while comforting Meier, he is also comforting himself!

Love is so inseparable!

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