The Spirit World

Chapter 139: Heart

"Chang Yufeng! Stand up quickly!"

Xun Huangying's voice was aggressive.

No... I can't stand up at all.

The black ice surface was surrounded by black air, which gathered in an instant and dissipated in the next.

The young man was shivering on the ice. His dignified and elegant white robe was not damaged by the heavy fall, but the young man in the robe was hit hard and his head was bleeding.

The cold air began to flow into his body, and the ice on the ground began to turn turbid with the black air and blood.

"Chang Yufeng, you must stand up now and hold this sword!" Xun Huangying turned around and shouted loudly.

No…I…can’t…do…that.

The young man's hands began to freeze and he lost his sense of touch. His voice became hoarse and he could not make any sound.

"Chang Yufeng!" Xun Huangying roared, and bright red blood began to seep from the corners of his mouth.

Why, I can never do it...

The young man wanted to crawl over slowly, but because his limbs were weak, he quickly collapsed, his face hit the ground, and he was unable to lift it up.

The sharp edges of the ice were like blades cutting his body.

Xun Huangying closed his eyes, and his body began to tremble. Looking at his eyes again, a blue light flashed through his eyes and disappeared in a flash. It was like an ice flower passing through his body, bringing him absolute pressure.

Lan Luo also began to close her eyes. The ice flower was her mental power. It shuttled through Xun Huangying's body and caused him terrible mental damage.

Lan Luo and Xun Huangying were engaged in a fierce mental confrontation. This kind of damage was unavoidable and hit Xun Huangying's brain directly, causing his body to begin to shake.

"Chang! Yu! Feng!"

Why, every time, I am powerless.

The pain came like a volcanic eruption, and the entire empty space was filled with the sound of keen's painful sobs.

The effect of the medicine did not disappear, but instead became more toxic. He began to cough up blood and even started to tremble violently with foam flying everywhere.

The sword stood there alone, and from time to time it could make a roaring sound. Moreover, accompanied by the flickering light, the entire Demon Sealing Well seemed to be rapidly switching between day and night.

Spectrum-like ripples began to oscillate.

The young man's eyes, mind, and body began to spin, and endless lines of horror began to rapidly rotate on his body.

It was more like black chains that wrapped around his entire body.

"Ahhhh!"

Finally, Chang Yufeng began to scream in fear and curled up into a ball like an uncontrollable mottled worm.

"Chang Yufeng!"

"Ahhhh!"

Why is it so painful?

It's like a fire in my heart is burning.

Why do I feel so sad?

Like losing and not being able to get back.

Why am I powerless again and again?

Those eyes that were ready to face death, lost their luster like falling stars, that red color that fell, he must have known that he couldn't save her.

Obviously, obviously, I have tried very hard!
I obviously tried very hard!

Obviously! I have tried very hard!

Why is the result still like this?

Kee...

kee……

The last bit of his strength fell away, and he collapsed powerlessly again. The pair of white hands stained with blood slammed heavily on his body.

The bloodshot in his eyes felt like claws clawing at his eyes. He trembled for the last time, coughing up blood with a "Kee" sound, and then lost consciousness.

He stared blankly at the darkness. The rapidly flickering night and day were like a double blade of black and white cutting through his body.

Everything began to become quiet.

Even if Xun Huangying and Lan Luo's mental power collide!

burst!

It was also silent.

Since when did I start to lose my courage?

Was it the hellish fire ten years ago?

What a living person!

They died in the sea of fire, their cries of pain, their screams of terror, and the burnt stench of their corpses all flashed by along with the tragedy of that day.

I can't even save myself...

I actually had compassion for them.

All they bring to me is endless fear.

I just don't want to be like them, with no one able to save them.

I want to save them, and I just hope that when I am in this situation, there will be someone who will come to save me regardless of anything.

I don't want to die so tragically in the fire, I don't want to cry out so helplessly, I don't want to be so terribly sad. I don't want that!
I don't want that!
I don't want that!
Lin'er!

The Lin'er I'm familiar with is also good!

Even Lin'er, whom I don't know, is fine.

All... left me. My feelings for her were betrayed time and time again.

If I had that kind of asthma and was so weak, would I be able to face it with a smile?
If that tragic fate befell me, could I accept it with pleasure?

That destined death that will never come back.

I tried so hard, risking my life to save her, but she still left.

So dependent.

When did I start to be afraid of losing something little by little?
I had nothing to begin with, and there was no going back.

Be it the mortal world, the spirit world, my parents, Bailing Mountain, spiritual power, or magic, perhaps I never have the qualifications to obtain them.

This is my destiny.

My desire is just to live in this world.

that is it.

I struggled again and again to avoid all dangers, and I even began to fear dying.

Died helplessly.

An ordinary death.

Die with nothing.

Isn't it ridiculous.

All I hope is to find the meaning of life.

I don't want to die helpless.

An ordinary death,
Die with nothing.

Kee...

The black chains emitted darker black smoke between the rapidly passing day and night.

"Ha ha ha ha……"

He laughed with what strength he had left, as if thinking of how helpless he had been again and again, how he had dodged again and again, and how he had become penniless again and again.

All the generals present looked at him in shock.

The bruised and dying child laughed.

That kind of laughter was clearly a wild laugh, but due to weakness it slowly began to make the throat hoarse.

"Chang...Yu...Feng..."

Xun Huangying spoke out the young man's name word by word. He certainly knew why this young man collapsed here so powerlessly, even covered with bruises and curled up into a bloody "worm".

That kind of medicine gradually dissolved his spiritual power and also impacted his blood.

This horrible poison was actually made by his father. Although his intention was good, now, his child was about to die horribly.

"Lan Luo..." Xun Huangying said lightly. He looked at the nearly insane young man, his eyes moving slightly.

"Wang...you are too distracted. You can't beat me like this." The ice flower seemed to be moving freely in Xun Huangying's body.

She was cold, with fluttering white hair.

The constantly changing day and night created by the blue sword were like pieces of veils on her face, hideous and terrifying.

"Do you know?" Xun Huangying looked in the direction of the young man.

"Do you know? In order to defeat us, make the demons disappear from the world, and for everything they want to protect, some people are willing to sacrifice everything. Their children are tortured like this. The child who was originally stupid, kind and brave is now tortured like this, but he is unwilling to give up."

"What are you talking about, King? They are just tiny ants."

"No... this child is not like that. I see in him a thirst for life that no one else has. That is not petty."

For a long time, the day and night were silent.

"I think I can no longer stand on your side, Lanluo."

Many years later

"We never went to save Lin'er, right? Xun Huangying..."

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"For the spirit world's creatures, I never thought you would fight so hard. You are a devil."

"...No...I'm not doing this for the spirits. I'm just doing this for a child who wants to try and survive."

"Child? Which child?"

"...He is no longer with us. Over the years, he has grown into a responsible adult, married the girl he had always wanted to save, and had a son who is full of vigor and vitality. I feel at ease with their whole family."

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"Thank you, Xun Huangying."

"You're welcome. My, Chang Yufeng."

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(End of this chapter)