The Spirit World

Chapter 209 Yue Qingxue

Even though his mind was blank, he couldn't fall asleep. Anzi said that this was a very strange thing. Some people couldn't fall asleep because of worries, some people couldn't sleep peacefully because they had something on their mind, and some people were carefree and slept very comfortably.

Anzi also wanted to be a heartless person. He said that every night when he was here, he would remember the moment when his hand was cut off by someone else. This was not good and he could not calm down. But he had no other choice but to lie here slowly and fall asleep when he was tired.

Mei Lang didn't know why he couldn't sleep.

Even if I don't think about anything, even if my mind is empty, can't I fall asleep?

He sat up unsteadily. He felt his head a little heavy. He didn't know how to tie his long black hair. Although he was a man, he had long hair. He couldn't find anything on his body that could prove his identity.

With her long, disheveled hair floating softly and her slender figure, one could really mistake her for a woman sitting there.

Anzi told him that actually there was a reason why Shuangma rested here. They had to be adequately prepared to pass through Chaofeng Canyon, because the entire Chaofeng Canyon had been occupied by another bandit gang for a long time.

This thing is actually very complicated. An Zi was not so clear when he talked about it, and was a little evasive. He said, "They occupied the entire Chaofeng, and the caravans coming and going were basically in a panic." An Zi lay on the bed and looked at the magic lamp. The white light was in his eyes, and the white light was a little heavy: "It's really difficult. Big Sister actually wants to go to such a dangerous place."

Because of the control of the Dementors, people who escaped from this place basically had no memories. The person who released this news was a madman.

But already dead.

Madmen don't live long.

No one believed him in the first place, but one caravan after another failed here and there was no news.

"What is she going to do here?" Mei Lang also looked at the lamp, the candlelight flickering in his eyes.

"Actually, I don't know either, but the entire Shuangma Club is preparing to go to this place." An Zi couldn't help shaking his head, but closed his eyes and said: "Let me tell you this, do you know the business way?"

"Of course I don't understand." Mei Lang seemed to have accepted the fact that he knew nothing about anything, and even showed some self-mockery when he spoke.

He slowly lay down again and looked at Anzi's dark circles.

"We're following the path paved by the older generations of merchants with their blood. Once a road is confirmed to be a business road, people who want to cross it will basically walk on it and help each other. But this road is occupied by someone else now, so we can only take the small road." An Zi put his hand on his chest and lifted it up.

He did not say which trade route it was or who occupied it. He only said that the big sister had to take the small route to do business.

"Then the Justice Department won't do anything?" Mei Lang knew the Justice Department; it was a law enforcement department.

"The war in the east is bad enough, and Luoan's Justice Department cannot be mobilized at all. Even so, they can't let their people die in vain." Anzi had to twist his body to make himself more comfortable.

"War?" Mei Lang learned a new word.

"Yeah...it means war. There's a war in the east, with the Principality."

"why?"

"I heard that it was because they discovered a crystal mine. But they definitely want more than that. Even a fool can guess it... Big families won't make mistakes."

"Why can we fight for such a small reason?"

"Many things happen for no reason, and they have always been fought. It's just that the empire is relatively peaceful. Minor frictions happen from time to time, but now they are exposed." An Zi's eyes opened again: "But, in fact, there are some very hidden reasons."

"what reason?"

"I can't tell you. Whoever tells you about this kind of thing will die." Anzi smiled bitterly: "I'm doing this for your own good. Knowing everything is never a good thing. It's better to be half-ignorant. Don't ask too much. I just think so. It won't be a good thing if I implicate you." Anzi closed his eyes.

"I'm a confused person now." Mei Lang also closed his eyes, lay down, and sighed.

"It's okay to be confused, confused. I found that your amnesia is not that serious, maybe you have only lost half of it. I don't know why I have this feeling. However, the situation of each person who has lost his memory after his soul is sucked away is different. Some are stupid and some are not. The non-stupid ones are lucky, and the stupid ones can't do anything about it." Anzi yawned and turned over. The quilt was a very thin white cloth and fell to the ground. Meilang's quilt was already on the ground.

It is very quiet here. Brother Yang has left, and the rest of the people are resting in the ancestral hall. They have no place to rest, so they can only stay in the ancestral hall.

Xiao Zhang hasn't come back yet. He said he would be back soon. Is that what he meant?

"Actually, I really can't remember anything, but I can still speak and communicate normally, which means I have indeed only lost some parts of my memory. It's right to think so." Mei Lang opened his eyes again. He couldn't sleep. He didn't know why, but he just couldn't sleep and didn't feel sleepy at all.

"Yes, if you think about it this way, the more you communicate, the more likely your logic will be perfect. Plus with your unique learning ability, it's probably not too long before you regain your memory. The current situation may just be that you don't understand the unfamiliar environment." An Zi finally felt like taking a break: "If that's the case, you just had some of your memories sucked away by the Dementors. You're really lucky. Talk to the Big Sister tomorrow, and you won't have to clean the horse cellar anymore."

Anzi yawned again for a long time.

"What kind of memory could it be..." Mei Lang looked at Anzi who had turned his back. Anzi was already tired and didn't say anything. He had already answered too many of his questions, some childish like the rules of the Shuangma Club, some serious like the origin of the Shuangma Club, Anzi told them all one by one.

Anzi was hesitating and seemed to have fallen asleep, so Meilang turned around and didn't ask any more questions.

Shuangma Club is Luoan’s Chamber of Commerce. After resting here, they are heading to Chaofeng Gorge.

I was rescued by a spy team led by Xiao Zhang. According to his wishes, I fell in the front half of Chaofeng Canyon. He didn't dare to go deep into the middle section, so he carried me back.

A lot of memories are missing.

But slowly, after reading Anzi's book The General Rules of the Empire, he was a little less dull than before due to total amnesia.

As long as I watch over the stable here, I won't starve to death. This is a frequently rotated job here, because people with amnesia can basically only do things like this. No one pities them, because the food, water, and money needed by the entire Chamber of Commerce cannot support a person who can't do anything.

Basically, they would not throw them away directly, but keeping them around would definitely not please them. So their painted portraits, a kind of moving images, would be posted in Luoan's Justice Department room. However, the ending was basically hopeless. The Shuangma Club was not a relief club. If it weren't for the big sister, half of the people here would be thrown into the mountains. Those who had no memories would die in front of those wolves.

If he went to Chaofeng alone to practice and had his soul sucked away, he would deserve to die in the wilderness.

Anzi told himself that he should still hold on to some hope of being able to go back, because he was different from others. Compared to some people, he could still be seen to have a good family.

I already have the basic ability to live, so I won't be assigned to guard the stable for a long time, and I might even be driven away soon.

In fact, according to Anzi's description, his behavior changed suddenly. When he was carried out by Anzi, he was so dull and looked like a complete fool, so that meeting that looked like a meeting took place.

The big sister doesn't like fools, and many people with amnesia are fools.

According to her, the reason why she didn't abandon them to the wilderness was not out of pity, but because she really lacked logistical manpower.

As a chamber of commerce, Shuangmahui can only support fools, so who will support Shuangmahui? Shuangmahui's money does not come out of thin air. They travel through mountains and rivers to transport goods, and then travel through mountains and rivers to return. If they are not on the protected road section, they may lose their lives at any time.

It is no exaggeration to say that the money used to support a fool is earned with one's life.

In addition to certain reasons, people who can only do some physical work, and are extremely reluctant to do it, and who do not do it efficiently, are basically considered a blessing.

Anzi was recuperating here after breaking a hand. Since he had some knowledge, he was still able to get some food here.

He doesn't know his past, nor does he know his future.

This situation is actually the same as mine.

Anzi told me a lot of things, and now I understand why I came here.

I should be grateful for what An Zi said.

He thought so too and should be grateful. If he was in the wilderness, he would have been devoured by jackals, tigers and leopards. Without the Shuangma Club, he would have died long ago.

Naturally, nothing comes to mind.

The pain in my throat also disappeared.

He smiled, thinking that the kid named Xiao Zhang would probably come to him with the medicine tomorrow.

He was stunned, because he didn't know why he laughed. Was it because he felt a little cold and amazed at the thought that the disease had been cured but the medicine was still being boiled, which might have caused a deviation?

[You can take a rest here. Her death cannot be reversed. This is her fate.]

suddenly,
The sound was like a long worm running through his brain, stimulating it. Like thunder and lightning, his brain made a buzzing sound and he had some tinnitus.

"Who? Are you talking? Brother An?" Mei Langteng sat up, scaring Anzi next to him so much that he rolled under the bed.

"Um...what? What?" An Zi didn't know what happened yet, and looked at Mei Lang in panic who was looking at him in pain.

"I didn't say anything... I was asleep... huh..." Anzi rubbed his eyes and lay down again. He got up again, looked at the startled patients and smiled, "It's okay, it's okay. Let's go to bed early."

Anzi lay down again.

This time Anzi fell asleep very quickly, and almost instantly stopped making any sound.

Mei Lang felt the burning sensation in his eyes. He touched the area around his eyes. The burning sensation was so real.

He shed tears...

Why……

He stared blankly at the ancestral hall again.

Because it was late at night, the magic lights here were dimmed. Instead, the red light of the candles was very long. In places with slight shadows, the flames were sometimes calm and sometimes jumping violently.

There is wind, blowing through the ancestral hall.

He could not feel the cold, and the night watchman came over and put his hand next to a stove, and a fire lit the stove. Inside was a red crystal stone, burning, warming the place, and contrasting with the red light of the candle, Pula Pula.

"You haven't slept yet..." The big sister came over with a glass of wine. "I..." Mei Lang looked at her coming over, not knowing what expression to make, he just remained silent and nodded.

"You recovered so quickly." The big sister sat on another empty bed and handed the wine to Mei Lang.

Mei Lang took it and said nothing.

Look at the name of the wine, it is called [Hua Ling]

The aroma of wine reappeared here, floating onto Mei Lang's body and floating around his entire body.

"We speculate that you fell from the rocky mountain in the canyon." The eldest sister was still awake, but she was very energetic. She took a sip, pushed Mei Lang with the back of her hand and said with a smile: "So, you are really the luckiest of the lucky ones. You didn't die from the fall. You are amazing."

"I don't know...how to answer." Mei Lang looked at the small wine bottle with a bitter smile. The wine inside was very white and the bottle was very fragrant. "I don't deserve your concern in my current state. No matter what, we just met for the first time, and I shouldn't be so familiar with each other that I deserve the concern of the big sister."

"Anzi told you that?" The big sister looked at him puzzledly.

He nodded quickly.

"Indeed, I'm the boss here. And you're just a little idiot who was just picked up." The big sister looked into his eyes without any hesitation, while he avoided her a little.

He didn't know what to do.

How should he answer? Or, except for a question-and-answer conversation, he didn't know how to answer.

Because he has no past.

It’s not that there is none, but that I can’t remember it.

He had no choice but to nod.

"Hey - hey - wait -" The big sister seemed to have discovered something and shouted loudly.

They had just been talking in low voices, but now she was speaking a little louder.

The people here were awakened again.

"Go to bed! Go to bed!" The big sister noticed them and waved her hand holding the wine bottle.

"..." They all sat down with a smile. Those who thought something had happened almost jumped out of bed, but now, they smiled awkwardly and slowly lay down.

"I don't know... Miss Big Sister... why are you so surprised." Mei Lang didn't look into his eyes, but looked at the wine, which was rippling and unable to calm down.

"Yes, yes, that's it... This is what surprised me..." The big sister laughed.

"What?" Mei Lang looked at her in confusion.

"You can speak naturally now... and you sound like a scholar. Hahaha." The Big Sister touched her belly and laughed: "Hahaha, I don't call you Miss Big Sister either. What the hell is Miss Big Sister...hahaha..."

Her blood-red clothes had a veil fluttering in the wind, her mouth opened wide when she laughed, and when she touched her belly it was as if she was scratching an itch, her clothes were thin, and her skin was easily exposed.

"I...you were the one who called me Big Sister..." Mei Lang didn't know how to look at her, so he could only look at the wine again.

The wine is Hualing.

Fragrant as the sea.

"Hahahahahahaha, the more you act like this, the funnier I find it." The big sister was laughing naturally.

"You can call me... Miss Yue. My last name is Yue, and my given name is Yue Qingxue. Big Sister is just a nickname." Big Sister took another sip of wine and calmed down a little.

"Why...Ange said you have never been like this to other people." Meilang looked up and looked into her eyes.

"What did Anzi tell you?" The elder sister looked up at him while drinking. In her eyes, he was incredibly handsome even with a beard.

He is also looking at her.

"Um……"

"Yes, I don't treat other newcomers like this." Big Sister: "But you are different."

She still looked up, but he lowered his head again.

"why."

The wine is Hualing,

Intoxicating, not intoxicating.

"Because... you look a lot like someone..." The big sister looked at her. Her eyes were very beautiful. Even in such a dim place, there was a lively glow in them.

It was under this kind of light that there seemed to be something like fire in her eyes, burning his eyes.

"Which person?"

"Don't tell you."

"Why?" His question was so weak.

No reason...

"No reason." The big sister laughed.

"What if I am that person? My memories, and my past..."

"You can't be him..." The eldest sister's wine was empty, so she took his wine and opened the bottle.

"why?"

"Because I love him."

"What is love? I don't understand... Is it a relationship?"

he asks,

She didn't answer and slowly stood up.

“Why don’t you tell me who he is…” He also stood up, much taller than her: “This may be related to my past…”

"I told you that you are not him, so you are not him. Why are you so panicked...really." Big Sister: "I'm just telling you that you look like someone. Look like, understand? You are you, and he is him."

He lowered his head.

"Maybe. After all, I have no past. For people without a past, I am whoever others say I am, and he is my savior."

I am not your savior...

"Hahahahaha, yes! That's it..."

"Then what are you here to tell me... so suddenly... to tell you everything." Mei Lang looked at the big sister.

He had to lower his head to look directly at her.

But she had already turned back and was ready to leave.

"Maybe, this is what people want..." The big sister shook her hands: "I'm so happy to be able to tell you this."

"You are such a strange woman."

"Yeah... I think so too." The big sister turned around and smiled at him: "Go to sleep, go to sleep! Have a good rest. You don't need to go to see the horses tomorrow. You and Xiao Zhang can go explore the way."

He knew he had no right to refuse.

She stretched out her hand as if saying goodbye and did not look back.

He sat down and took a long breath.

Strange woman, why tell him this...

He took another deep breath and finally felt sleepy.

call--

He lay down.

Can you fall asleep?
my past……

Can you wake up?

my future……

(End of this chapter)