The Spirit World

Chapter 268 Why, why can't I do something so simple? !

For a moment, the girl named Ke Yue was thinking about other things in her sleep.

For example, the flowers that bloom today will wither today.

For example, whether the sun that rises tomorrow is the same as the sun that rises today.

For example, whether something that happened in the past will happen again in the future.

The pain woke Ke Yue up again, or rather, it was a very strong fragrance that woke Ke Yue up from her dream.

It smelled so good, that sweet and delicious taste made her suffer.

She opened her eyes and saw a familiar face.

Lin'er!

She was no longer sleepy and opened her eyes wide. The feeling of pain gradually disappeared with the majestic rise of flesh and blood.

Instead, her emotions became quiet again.

That's not Lin'er.

She is dressed in a fiery red dress and looks graceful. She has hair like nine phoenixes and looks like a fairy. She holds a three-foot sword and looks majestic. She has phoenix eyebrows and golden eyes, snow-white skin, jade fingers, and crimson red lips. She waves her sleeves without being noticed by the clouds, and touches her forehead without being noticed by the smoke.

Purple air comes from the east and the wind blows to the top, a rainbow penetrates the sunset for nine days.

She definitely looked like Lin'er, but in Ke Yue's eyes, she was definitely not Lin'er.

Because she was so strange, so strange that Ke Yue had to lower his expression for a moment, and then his mood also fell.

She didn't want to speak, but she had to ask, so much so that her voice trembled a little, and every word was hoarse.

"Who are you……"

"How will you be here?"

She seemed to recognize her and began to hide everything about herself, and then tore it apart one by one, ignoring it, all in vain.

"I wish I could tell you, too."

Her answer was direct, quick and unsparing.

"But it's not the right time yet."

She seemed to have really forgotten her.

how can that be possible……

It's nothing more than tacit pain.

Her lips and teeth moved slightly, but she made the sound so clear, and then it was so heartless and out of reach.

"You should understand that you didn't come here for no reason."

"I know."

Ke Yue shook her head, sighed, and lowered her head.

"This is such a nightmare, isn't it? I don't want this so badly. This."

"Hmph~" the woman said angrily, but between her eyebrows, she smiled dotingly: "That's just your wishful thinking. You are like this every time you see me, which makes me feel unlucky."

"I don't understand what's going on between you guys."

Ke Yue had some complaints.

"I don't want to get involved in what's going on between you. I don't know anything at all."

"Can……"

Ke Yue's words came one after another, but she was silent for a moment.

she says:

"I'm sorry that my situation has caused you so much distress."

Ke Yue looked up, her ponytail was loose, and in an instant her face turned from red to black, with gorgeous clothes on and her starry eyebrows shining brightly.

"It's nothing. I'm sorry, too."

Chang Yufeng placed his hands on his knees and continued sighing.

"I was thinking of saying something you couldn't refute, but forget it."

"You know, I hate this."

He shook his hand gently, moved it forward from his knees, and then retracted it.

: "To be honest, I don't know... what the situation is between you and me... No, I should say, what is our relationship..."

"I am not the Chang Yufeng you know..."

He blurted it out without any further ado.

"I really don't want you to think of me as the Chang Yufeng you know... no matter which one it is..."

"Although my name is Chang Yufeng...but I..."

"I……"

His mouth closed again.

Lips and teeth intertwined.

"I really have no choice... I don't want to hurt you... but I don't want to lie... to be honest... I..."

"you……"

He shut up again and pinched his thigh. He really shouldn't have said that...

"You're cute...at least cuter than the guy I know."

The wind blew her long hair, and she appeared and disappeared in the purple mist of the eastern clouds.

"Of course I know you are not him, but you are still his eleventh life, and there is no way to change that."

"Once you enter the cycle of reincarnation, this is it. You can't escape it."

She stopped talking and just looked at him quietly. Her eyes were filled with sorrow, and then she calmed down.

He is still so young, as if he will never age, he is still so quiet, wrapping himself up like a hedgehog, he still wants to protect others, hurting himself to the point of being speechless.

"I...I don't know."

He said.

"I don't want to admit it... I found all the Wilderness Magic Stones, and I want to fulfill my wish... but..."

"But I know that the Huangyi Magic Stone can't help me... The Huangyi Magic Stone requires a price. The more difficult the wish is to fulfill, the heavier the price it will cost..."

"I don't know what to do... I make a wish, I make a wish... to go back to the past... it will distort everything I know..."

"I make a wish..."

He began to talk, opening the painting box of pain to her who was willing to listen.

"I made all my wishes...but it can't fulfill them at all..."

"I don't know what I want...Yu Su..."

"I am in pain... I don't know what I want..."

As if he was truly remorseful, he shook his hands on his knees, stretched them out, spread them out, and then retracted them.

Everything he said was timid and hesitant.

"No one showed me the way... I felt empty inside..."

“I… I don’t have any dreams… I don’t have any ideals… I don’t have anything I want… I feel that it’s all meaningless… I’m trapped in a vortex of nothingness… In countless time and space, there are countless [me]s, they are doing completely different things, doing everything I want to do… and then they come back to me, forcing me to reject everything I want…”

"I don't think that's interesting at all... Whenever I have the idea of ​​doing something or getting something..."

"I would feel that... I have already done it at a certain time and space... I know the consequences of doing it, I know the cause and effect of doing it... I know the cause and effect, I know... after doing it, I will not be happy at all..."

“I’m so sad…”

"I simply can't imagine how I would feel it would make sense..."

"No no no..."

He shook his head violently again.

He lowered his head, the blade of the sword called Artes tilted.

"I tried to change my mind..."

"I don't think about what's meaningful or not..."

"What I'm thinking about now is... how can I find something meaningful..."

"I want……"

"I will destroy this meaningless world..."

"If I have the power to destroy it, I will definitely do so..."

"I……"

"Will I become a bad person?"

For the first time, he cast his doubts aloud. The woman in front of him listened to his troubles, and in his thoughts, he felt as if he were in another world.

"Have I become a bad person...Yu Su..."

"I mean... I can't think of any reason to protect this world..."

"Or, wouldn't it be better if this meaningless world disappeared sooner?"

"I think it's meaningless... I will just destroy him..."

“I want to build a world that makes sense…”

"If I could do that..."

He lowered his head, and his black hair became more and more terrifying, covering his face.

He was bored, so he stretched out his right hand again and waved it in front of him. He wanted to say something, but nothing came out and he put his hand back.

She laid on his lap, head bowed, trembling slightly.

He cried...

“Why was I born into this meaningless world?”

"Yu Su... isn't everything meaningless? There are so many of me! There are so many of you! What's the point of me living? Every memory, every relationship, every life I have, will end with the decay of this body..."

“I don’t have any direction to move forward…”

“I don’t have any motivation to keep going…”

"I... am becoming more and more like a walking corpse..."

"I don't look like a living person..."

"I don't seem like... a meaningful person..."

“I don’t even have the qualifications to find meaning…”

"I am in pain..."

His hands clutched his thighs.

He is in pain.

"Yu Su, I'm in so much pain... I really don't know... what to do..."

He sobbed and choked, and the soft sobs hidden in his painful throat vibrated out the sound of resentment.

"I will destroy this meaningless world..."

He raised his head, and his beautiful eyes seemed to be filled with black ink, suddenly shattered by the pain.

"including you……"

He was even sobbing, but the words he spoke inevitably turned his sobs into a trembling grunt.

"Including you, Yu Su, I can feel your pain... You still look so beautiful, and have everything the so-called Queen Mother of the Nine Heavens has, but you can only live in this small space forever... and lose your freedom..."

"Nothing can be done..."

“Nothing can be done!”

“Nothing can be done!!!”

He groaned loudly and through gritted teeth.

His throat was broken and he made his voice hoarse, blood kept flowing from his mouth, and his cries were hoarse and filled with tears.

"Yu Su...why...can't you do anything..."

He looked ferocious, stretched his hands forward and questioned harshly.

Why do you...

Can't do anything?
The magic sword hummed and slowly rose up. Behind the gorgeous clothes, the purple light disappeared.

This small space slowly began to crack.

Why……

Why……

Why can't I do anything...

why why……

Why nothing is coming...

His eyes were like flames, burning his mind and driving him crazy.

"Wake up! Ke Yue!"

"Wake up! Ke Yue!"

But the moon...

He suddenly remembered something.

Her long hair turned from black to red, her gorgeous clothes suddenly retreated, and her body slowly fell to the ground, as if she was crawling, a memory that was difficult to talk about.

"Ke Yue! Wake up!" Ke Luna suddenly appeared in front of him. The carriage was swaying from side to side. The harsh sound became louder and louder, accompanied by a different kind of collision sound, and what came to his ears was a very rhythmic beating.

"There are too many Dark Claw cat monsters!" Redelde cursed loudly, but she was outside the door, and the countless terrible voices made Ke Yue's spirit tense.

This is... where to go?

The voice of the Dark Claw cat demon!
This is on the road back to Wenti County!

"Keyue, don't sleep anymore, hurry up, hold the window, don't let those damn guys crash in!"

Ke Yue suddenly realized, and without saying a word, she dragged her still tired body forward and blocked the cabinet with her whole body, but she had to sit down so that she could be more comfortable.

Ke Yue's health was too weak, like a dying bottle, and she had no idea where she got the strength to move.

She sat next to the cabinet under the window, gritted her teeth, and pushed hard to keep the dark claw cat demon, who was launching a fierce attack, out of the door.

"This is terrible! Redeld! Think of a solution quickly! I can't hold on any longer! Ah!"

Ke Luna's body was also blocking the window, but the other window cabinets were not as many as Ke Yue's side. Every few seconds, she would be knocked forward as if she was being thrown, and would fall to the ground if she wasn't careful.

"I can't cast any spells at all now! Damn it! We can't stop at all. If we stop, we will die!"

Redelde used her knees to hit the dark-clawed cat demons that pounced on her. Their white flesh had already rotted away, and although Redelde was afraid, she had no choice but to push her elbows hard into their skulls, being ruthless and without any mercy.

"They caught the horse!"

Redelde shouted loudly and did not report his situation to the carriage.

hateful!

"Ah! Redeld! They're coming! In!"

But Luna screamed loudly, making Redderd in a dilemma. If he stopped the carriage now, he would definitely die! As a magician, Redderd had to hold the reins tightly with both hands that released magic, so that the carriage could charge quickly.

She hoped to charge out, but the situation of these Dark Claw cat monsters was far beyond her imagination.

They were a group of dead creatures, launching a fierce attack on the living in their blood and flesh lust!

"You hold the reins! Koluna!"

Redelde called out to Koluna loudly. Koluna opened her arms wide, held the window hard, and shouted loudly with her eyes closed.

"No! Redelde! I can't get away! As soon as I leave!"

She panted tiredly and shouted much louder in pain.

"what!"

"As soon as I leave, they will rush in! But Yue is still in the car! I can't get away!"

"I'm sorry! Redeld! I can't come to you!"

Redelde gritted her teeth, but Luna couldn't get away at all. Just like her, she was also unable to escape because of the fierce attack of the Dark Claw Cat Demon.

As soon as Koluna left, the Dark Claw cat demon would rush into the carriage and tear the weak Ke Yue to pieces.

But, what should I do now? !
"Redd! We have to find another way!"

But Luna's voice became louder and louder, and although it was no longer clear, she was obviously still rational.

"I'm thinking! Koluna! This is an emergency! Listen to me!"

"I'm listening! Redeld!"

Koluna looked at Ke Yue, who coughed violently. There were continuous collision sounds behind her, and her face became more and more ugly.

"listen!"

"I'm going to cast a large-scale spell now. You and Ke Yue better crawl into the closet!"

Redelde looked at the horse in front of her that had been bitten several times. The bloody flesh of the horse splattered on her face, making her unable to bear to swing the whip again.

The moon and the arc of light intertwined, sprinkling silver on it, like blood-colored stars, falling majestically to the ground!
(End of this chapter)