The Spirit World

Chapter 307 No Need to Daydream
[The desire that humans constantly struggle to obtain is nothing more than the inexhaustible desire of the human heart. ]

"If there was no Chang Yinglan, there would be no Xun Huangying today, and you, Chang Yufeng, would not be able to live in this world."

"I can say without hesitation that it is because of Chang Yinglan that I am here muttering and nagging to you."

"It was never because you were the reincarnation of a sheep."

"Ning Feng can be a sheep, but I will never stand on his side."

Xun Huangying spoke casually, but he stared directly into Chang Yufeng's eyes with every word, never moving away.

Chang Yufeng kept responding to Xun Huangying's gaze.

He stared at the lamb that spoke his mother's name.

"If it weren't for your mother, how could you have received so much help from so many people?"

"Everyone is impressed by your mother's character and her abilities, not by a young boy like you."

"Now, let me tell you which of your Chang Yinglan friends are helping you, the uncles, aunts, and even grandparents who are helping you. Can you name them all?"

"In other words, when you meet them, can you handle the social etiquette properly? Or do you have enough charisma and ability to convince them, impress them, and make them willing to help you?"

"Don't disbelieve what I say or think it's ridiculous or even disdainful."

"How can I, a great Old One, argue with you about the nonsense of human so-called masters?"

“It really works.”

Xun Huangying was not shy about it, and was even a little regretful.

"Hey, to be honest, I've been following you for so long, but I haven't gotten anything in return. I've been working so hard, but it's thankless."

"Do you think I'll feel good about it?"

"Am I a fool?"

Xun Huangying asked a seemingly extremely stupid question.

"No one will think that I am a fool, even if I eat and sleep by your side every day."

Xunhuangying's eyes sparkled like light.

"It's not that they don't dare, but because they know that it's you who are not doing your best. That's why I feel powerless."

"If you didn't pursue your 'self' at the beginning, and didn't say that you were confused about this and that, I could probably tell you earlier how to become 'the only one', how to save your mother, and how to save everything you want to save, without having to go around in circles."

"They all know that I am indulging you."

"I let you do whatever you want, let you find yourself, let you foolishly pursue the so-called self in this cruel world."

"Where is your self?"

"You are the son of Chang Yinglan. Your mother is in prison in Datongtian. You can even abandon your own mother and ignore her. Who else can you expect to help you?"

"Do you really think that everyone is stupid? You did something despicable like that, disregarding your mother's blood feud. If someone else were to suffer, would they first think of a bastard who disregarded the safety of his own mother?"

“Can they believe it?”

"Can I believe it?"

"I am indulging you, but it can also be said that I am harming you."

"That is beyond doubt. I told you from the beginning that Chang Yinglan was tortured in Datongtian. You might even feel guilty for smiling."

"I don't want my sheep, that is, you, to feel pain even when smiling." "Perhaps, I should be thankful that things will work out naturally and this is real."

“Only when you are mentally mature can you understand that there is indeed something you must do in your life.”

"But this thing is not all that you have in life."

"When you finish it, no, even if you don't finish it, you can laugh out loud. It doesn't matter."

"Because we all hope that you are okay."

"Including Chang Yinglan, including me."

"You may find it ridiculous that Xun Huangying, who obviously doesn't care about other people's opinions, is so concerned about other people's thoughts at this time, and is here to tell you some social etiquette that he seems to have never mentioned before."

"I'm telling you now. Since you've realized that you're a human being, then as a human being you must understand how to live a good life in the human world."

"Don't tell me you don't want a happy family, a happy life, or a great career."

"If you feel that living alone for the rest of your life is in line with your personality, and you are disliked by the people around you for being a loner, or even that you don't have anyone you can truly call a friend from birth to death."

"Well, let me tell you, that kind of person is a complete waste. Doesn't he want a happy life?"

"He can't do it. He lives in his own world and does what he wants. He thinks everyone should revolve around him, but he doesn't know that others think he is a fool."

"Well, he can live in his own world all his life and not care about others. He is such a loser. Others play together in groups, but he is alone like a fool saying, "I don't want to play with you guys. You guys are losers. I want to be different from you. I am unique."

"If you're not a waste, then what is? To put it bluntly, who are you? You don't fit in, you're isolated, and you deserve to be lonely."

"Of course, I'm not saying you're just going along with the crowd. You should at least learn to admit your mistakes. You have a lot of problems. Even if you can't please your superiors, you should at least please your peers, right?"

"I'm not talking about people of the same level. I'm talking about people of the same kind, people who want to die alone like you. You have to make some friends, right? Or is it that people like you who always live in your own world are less likely to like each other?"

"Isn't that bullshit?"

"None of you can do anything."

"Not worldly-wise at all."

"Don't you have any troubles in this world?"

"Or do you really disdain to ask for help from others?"

Xun Huangying's questioning continued, making the atmosphere increasingly tense.

This is not ridiculous at all, and Chang Yufeng was even more convinced when Xun Huangying said it.

He never said he would help, but in fact, after knowing the whole story, anyone would know that Chang Yufeng was almost a hopeless case.

Mentally immature, always silly, naive, causing others to worry, having no foresight, and not knowing what situation one is in!
We turn a blind eye, ignore the sight and deaf ears of so many enemies, and just live in our own world, pursuing aimless things.

"Let me tell you this now. When Chang Yinglan escaped from her hometown, she indirectly killed her mother. She regretted it, but she couldn't regret it for the rest of her life because she worked hard to make a career and proved to her mother that she was right to escape."

"Your mother, like you, has also thought about her life aimlessly and felt lost, not knowing what to do."

"But she is more determined than you to pursue the life she wants."

“That’s not just wishful thinking.”

"She's proving that she's right."

(End of this chapter)