The Spirit World

Chapter 338
"Sometimes, I don't even know whether I should continue." Chang Yufeng's face was gloomy.

I don't know how to continue.

"I won't be your psychiatrist. How you want to move forward is entirely your own business." Xun Huangying sat next to him, eating potato chips that he had taken out from somewhere.

"I don't know what they will do now, but it's better for you to have an outsider's perspective to look at this issue, so that you can at least prevent it from happening."

Chang Yufeng shook his head.

He knew that Xun Huangying's advice would not do him any harm, but would be of great help.

But how can this be possible?
An outsider?

How can I be an outsider?

How can I be an outsider?

Ignore all the people you meet, know, and even the countless living beings?
"No matter how many times, I'm unwilling." Chang Yufeng looked at the roof of the palace. A golden beast was crouching on the magnificent eaves.

It is square in size and looks like a lion, with its little hands raised up, looking contented.

"Do you know...desire?" Xun Huangying was eating potato chips, chewing loudly with her little mouth that seemed to always smile.

"desire……"

Chang Yufeng shook his head.

"You have too few desires now. Do you just want to protect Lin'er from getting hurt? You even want to protect this family?" Xun Huangying didn't look at him, but threw the potato chips into the air. The potato chips rolled in the air and fell into his mouth accurately as if by magic.

"Well... this... is not possible?" Chang Yufeng certainly wanted it this way. Wouldn't it be great if they could live in peace and health for the rest of their lives?
Why...are you asking this?
Isn't it possible? Isn't it possible to wish them the same blessing?

"You even feel that you can't leave them for even a step? Right?" Xun Huangying's words were strange.

Chang Yufeng paused for a second, not knowing how to answer.

If…if something like this happens again, it is definitely something he doesn’t want to see again. He has long been familiar with this feeling. Facing an incurable disease, everything else seems to be completely unimportant.

That level of pain is simply beyond comprehension.

No matter what, you should not confront the illness.

This is absolutely unforgivable behavior.

No matter where it appears, using virus-like terrorist methods to deal with anyone, no matter what the circumstances, will be infamous for all eternity.

"Right, what you want is too little, and you can guess it with just a guess. It's too easy to deal with." Xunhuangying clapped his hands as if to brush off the potato chip crumbs.

Those potato chip crumbs were like drifting snowflakes dancing in the air, falling into the abyss and turning into ashes.

It turned out that they were sitting on the edge of this platform. There was no sunrise or sunset here, only piece after piece of nothingness. Purple clouds rolled in the three thousand palaces and came to their side, as if to say hello, then leaped out and disappeared without a trace.

"So, you should expose more of your human weaknesses so that they can take action against you. However, since that is your disguise, you don't have to care so much. The best way is to turn yourself into a villain who wants everything. No, no, no, in our words, it is infinite chaos. When you don't know what you want, this information must be conveyed. They want to attack the people around you and try to threaten you, so you must not be anxious for them. Once you are anxious, the direction of everything will play into their hands, and then it will make you unable to do two things at the same time."

Xun Huangying glanced at Chang Yufeng when he spoke. Of course, he knew that Chang Yufeng might not understand. However, as long as something like this happened, he would definitely be scared and even at a loss.

【“That’s terrible. There is no way to resist. If I could become omnipotent, wouldn’t that be much simpler? Just like the hairs of Sun Wukong, I could create more of myself and move in the same direction together. This would definitely be much better than my current situation.

However, there is no way to deal with things like that. Even Sun Wukong only learned 72 transformations and a somersault cloud that could travel a great distance. His golden cudgel also belonged to the old Dragon Palace in the East China Sea. The three life-saving hairs of the Bodhisattva can indeed be used to split into two, but their only function is to prevent him from being defeated like the monkey.

It is indeed very impressive to title him the Great Sage Equaling Heaven, but the later Fighting and Victory Buddha was much more eccentric.

It's like using monkey hair to accomplish something that the original body has never done. That's ridiculous.

You need to take every step yourself.

The taste of sweet, sour, bitter and spicy is not something that will disappear without a trace after you experience it once.

Only by spending time in this seasoning-like world over and over again can one be considered to have traveled through this world and become a "human being".

To truly become a "person".

It is absolutely not possible to just be kind.

Just like in A World Without Thieves, if there is only one good person in the world, there will always be a thief who has a change of heart, and whether it is due to his own reasons or not, that kind person will always be infected.

But there is not just one good person in this world. Good people and bad people live in this world, but whether they are good people or bad people, they can be called "people" because people themselves are complex. As an energy-consuming body, they always need to eat.

Starting from primitive humans, they made tools for hunting and killed countless creatures in this world. Can you call them evil?
Of course not. Without their killing, it would be impossible for them to become the eighteenth generation ancestors of everyone. Those who do not hunt and kill living creatures would have died long ago and would never be the eighteenth generation ancestors of mankind.

We do not call them evil.

They also don't know what evil is.

They only know that if they don't hunt living creatures, dig up edible wild vegetables, and pick fruits that can fill their stomachs, they will starve, their stomachs will rebel, and their children will die.

It has been passed down from generation to generation, and no one thinks that this is wrong.

But at some point, people began to become civilized and began to distinguish between good and evil, beauty and ugliness.

There is a gap between one generation and another.

They tell their children what is ugly, what is evil, what is beautiful, and what is good. However, because each person is different and each person has different experiences, all the understandings that emerge are completely traceable and forgivable, and no one will say that this is wrong.

Because desire itself is something passed down from generation to generation.

The desire to indulge in pleasure.

Gluttony.

The desire for physical gratification.

Lust.

The desire for unlimited possession.

greedy.

The desire for everything that one wants but does not have.

Hey.

The desire to hate everything.

fury.

The desire to be free and not to be bound.

arrogant.

A desire that disregards responsibility.

Laziness. The aesthetics of everything is human.

For this collection of desires, there are also many beautiful things.

courage,

For the tremendous mental strength that is not afraid of power.

friendship,

A bond that any group of people desires to have.

love,

This is something that everyone is crazy about.

wisdom,

Groping in the dark and singing along the way.

Kind,

The most incomprehensible treasure in the world.

honest,

There is no need to tear off hypocrisy, just stick to it and your personality will shine.

Innocence,

Good times for anyone, there is no going back. ”】

Every word of Xun Huangying sounded like a song, and the melodious singing was indescribably beautiful in this vast world.

Xiao Lan floated to his side. She sat on the lamb's head, shaking her head and swaying with Xunhuangying.

The flying flowers in this empty world are like flying music scores.

Chang Yufeng remained silent.

Xun Huangying continued slowly: "In fact, not everyone has all the desires, and no one can possess the so-called truth, goodness and beauty at the same time. Those who can do this must also have pain and hardship, because in order to maintain them, sacrifices must be made, and this kind of sacrifice is not as simple as just saying "sacrifice". "

"That must be a very painful process. People who overcome all desires will also seek bliss in the afterlife. Isn't that also a desire? It's just not the desire that ordinary people usually have. That kind of thing is just a cover."

Xiao Lan flew to Chang Yufeng's shoulder, sat down at ease, sighed, like a dull breath, Chang Yufeng touched her head. She happily leaned on Chang Yufeng's shoulder again, and lay down at ease.

"Everyone has desires, and everyone has so-called shining points, which is why they can be called "human beings". They can coexist in one person, or they can be repelled in one person. This is absolute and will never change."

Xun Huangying naturally spoke to himself: "Perhaps, you still don't understand what I am saying. But it doesn't matter at all, because everything I just said was made up."

Chang Yufeng didn't speak, didn't nod, didn't shake his head, and didn't look at him.

Nothing was done.

Just stay here quietly.

In this empty world, I want nothing, I don't think about anything, I don't want anything.

Whether it's life or death, I don't care.

"But I didn't make them up. Humans made them up. Rage, jealousy, lust, greed, laziness, gluttony, and arrogance were all made up by humans. When they were created, they were given the motivation to pursue things they didn't have. Gods and demons didn't have such names. They were man-made. There is no word for creation in the legendary talents. Living with humans is a scary thing in itself. Their destruction comes from endless desires. All their fantasies hope to be related to gods. God created them, which is just a more advanced rhetoric. Anyone who disagrees with this will be slaughtered. In the dark ages, people are just people. Many gods say that this is what people should be like. That is a very scary thing."

Xun Huangying was increasingly at a loss for words.

But Xunhuangying seemed to be very happy when he said it.

The lamb's hooves swayed back and forth under the platform, like a young girl in love.

"Sometimes, you don't know how all the races in this world resolve their conflicts. They fight without sleep, they slaughter without stopping, and everything they do is based on their desires. It's really pathetic."

"They need a common enemy to resolve their disputes. When this common enemy is stained with the blood of their companions, their moments of killing each other will come to an end. This is not their fault. The fault is that we don't have a better way to resolve this dispute. We can't have a big reshuffle. All human beings are our hard work, and all "creations" are our love for this world."

"us?"

Chang Yufeng looked at Xun Huangying, but he had no doubts. He just looked into Xun Huangying's eyes, and there was no doubt.

He was not dull, but calm, like water.

Few people would have such eyes. He was like an old man, listening to the narration of this sheep-like young man, which came from such an old age and seemed like a long time.

Is that a rare past that seeks desolate shadows, or is it what one seeks in this life?
"We may not be us. As for the past, as long as it is destroyed, it will no longer exist." Xun Huangying happily touched Chang Yufeng's thigh.

He said: "You must have your own countermeasures, but I hope you will listen to me this time."

"No, this time, if I hadn't accidentally rescued Chun, I would have not known what to do." Chang Yufeng lowered his head.

"I don't have any next plan. I've even thought about giving up. I'm alone and I have too many weaknesses. I'm doomed to fail."

"That's really bad." Xunhuangying touched his little nose and looked at Xiaolan.

"I prefer to believe that you don't want to lose."

"lose……"

"Lose. Even if there is no noun added after it, just putting it alone will still make people feel scared. It is really a scary word." Xun Huangying looked at Chang Yufeng and nodded.

"However, we must accept loss. This is a compulsory course in life. Loss itself is something that is everywhere. If you have something, you will naturally lose it."

"...I, actually don't understand..."

"Of course, what you have is far more than what you have lost, so you definitely won't understand. Few people can know the pain of losing when they have something. Without experiencing one or two desperate setbacks called "loss", you won't really understand the meaning of living." Xun Huangying spoke earnestly and asked Chang Yufeng to look at him.

"Then...what should I do?"

"There's no need to do anything. Just let things take their course. Sometimes doing nothing is the best thing to do." Xun Huangying touched his wool, which was half black and half white. He didn't look like a Dalmatian now, but was divided into two separate halves.

Black and white interweaving.

"This is different from what you just said..."

"What does it matter? Changeability is also a special talent. You have to get used to it."

This is not betrayal.

Just a change of words.

This is not a whim, but advice.

(End of this chapter)