The Spirit World

Chapter 354 Because...

"Nice to meet you." Chang Yufeng extended his hand.

Yan Feilang also extended his hand to shake it.

The doors and windows around were opened all at once, as if the wind was opening them consciously.

"What is your next move?" Yan Feilang took the medicine and gave it to Chang Yufeng.

"It's not clear yet, but the action must be strong and effective, otherwise all our efforts will be in vain." Chang Yufeng shook his head and then nodded.

Lin'er beside him just listened in silence. This was the most important thing at this moment.

"Well, it's a good idea, but, no. Without a definite plan, you will make mistakes every step you take." Yan Feilang looked at Chang Yufeng, his face as serious as iron, and every beard was extremely stiff.

"Please give me your guidance." Chang Yufeng clasped his fists, stood up, bowed and lowered his head.

"Do you know that you have been practicing on Bailing Mountain?" Yan Feilang waved his hand, grabbed his arm and asked him to sit down.

"I know... but I can't confront him. I'm not afraid that my power has reached the star level. I'm afraid that someone is willing to acknowledge the existence of another "me." Chang Yufeng said this to me, gritting my teeth.

It is obvious that the other self who was practicing in Bailing Mountain must have acted out the whole set, otherwise he would not have revealed any flaws for such a long time.

What I am afraid of is not that the person acting is too good, nor that no one can tell the difference, and that there is a traitor.

The ghost inside,

This must exist and will definitely exist.

Whether we have infiltrated the enemy or the enemy has infiltrated us, this is extremely normal, but it is something that cannot be understood at the first time.

Guard against day and night, it is difficult to guard against house thieves.

That's it.

If someone collaborates with the enemy, it is very serious.

Not to mention those who remain silent and do not take sides.

Everyone will be afraid, and only at this time can they tell the difference.

Those who cannot awaken their conscience are those who have discarded their conscience.

The most troublesome.

"If that's the case, we're in trouble. The Prime Minister participated in the seal a hundred years ago. I'm sure he is on our side. He has already arrived at Bailing Mountain, and you must win his help." Yan Feilang said slowly, stroking his beard: "My father told me that the Prime Minister had communicated with Lord Xunhuangying, but I don't know if his memory was deleted. Lord Xunhuangying had a very bad temper at the time. You must get his support first."

"Well, this is what I thought...but the situation is very complicated now. If nothing unexpected happens, my spiritual power will be restored tomorrow. I don't know how to get in so as not to alert the enemy." Chang Yufeng looked at Lin'er, and Lin'er also looked at her. Although she didn't understand, she listened seriously and didn't dare to be negligent.

She blinked, and in her bright big eyes there was confusion and indescribable emotions.

"In fact, you should already know the answer, but you still need time. If you don't want to let go, then you should fight for it. If you let go, no, you can't let go." Yan Feilang nodded and knocked on the table: "Do you believe it? As long as you are willing, everyone who has met you will help you. After knowing everything about you, there are definitely many people who are willing to risk their lives to help you. As long as you are willing."

Yan Feilang knew that this included himself.

"I don't want to... I can't ask them to do anything for me. How can I deserve it? Asking them to do things for me, even to sacrifice themselves... That's what I don't want to see. I would rather continue on alone." Chang Yufeng lowered his head and looked at the table. There were cracks on the table, winding and twisting, as if someone had hit it. Could it be that a patient who was being treated got angry and hit it?
At that time, Yan Feilang was either angry or smiling.

Or maybe, it's fear.

"I understand..." Yan Feilang stood up and put his hands behind his back.

"I'm a doctor... you know? The you I've seen and heard are all so consistent. You have to believe in human beliefs. Just like people who have recovered from an illness are usually more likely to have a great enlightenment. Human emotions have the ability to create such earth-shaking miracles. You should believe that they... are willing to sacrifice for you. Willingly, until everything is at peace. Wait until you become everyone's hero. We urgently need a hero to lead us against all the difficulties and obstacles we may encounter in the future." Yan Feilang turned and looked at Chang Yufeng, his resolute expression still unchanged.

"I can't be that kind of hero." Chang Yufeng answered quickly.

"I..." Chang Yufeng shook his head...

There's no way I could be that kind of hero.

My cowardice is accompanied by incompetence.

I have no choice but to have someone die with me.

There is only one life.

No?
If their bravery turns into my failure, it would not be an exaggeration to say that I would be a sinner for all eternity.

"I will leave Bailing Mountain tomorrow as planned." Yan Feilang said, tapping the table with his hand: "You still need more time, this is very important to you. Once you accept the sacrifices made by everyone for you, you can make further progress."

"Take care...on your journey..." Chang Yufeng stood up and bowed.

I lowered my head, but my heart was uneasy.

Yan Feilang also stood up and bowed.

It seems... the atmosphere is weird.

Lin'er also bowed.

"It's also good to let nature take its course." Yan Feilang said these last words before leaving.

It seems to be meaningful.

Until he saw Yan Feilang for the last time, Chang Yufeng was still walking on the desolate road.

So what does it matter?

"Brother Yufeng, where are we going now?" Lin'er continued to follow Chang Yufeng.

The ribbons are flying, I don't quite understand.

"Actually... I'm very tired now... I want to go back and rest." Chang Yufeng walked slowly, going against the flow of the crowd. Suddenly, he felt very tired.

I don’t know why he hasn’t contacted anyone in the past two months. Maybe it’s out of fear?

Involved?

What should we do if it involves those who know and those who don’t know?

How long did it take Lin'er to find herself?

"Lin'er, how did you find this place?"

"Tsubaki told me."

"Ok."

It's obviously so confusing.

But it is still moving forward.

If I regain my spiritual power, what should I do? Will I return to the mud house like this and do nothing?

What am I waiting for?

Every time, unexpected people gather around me.

It was as if, on purpose, if he acted alone, he would not be bound by any shackles and would be much freer. Even Lin'er should not appear beside him at this time, and he was "trampled" and could not move forward.

It was clearly for Lin'er, but even Lin'er was unintentionally used to restrain his actions.

It's all due to lack of strength, isn't it?
Now, I have no way out if I go on alone, but why not? I am willing to try, willing to try again and again, and not let anyone sacrifice for me.

Chang Yufeng wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and he remembered many things.

death,

death,

death.

Your dead faces,

The person I loved most fell without hesitation.

My father, whom I had only met a few times, rushed towards death without hesitation.

All those innocent lives disappeared before his eyes.

death,

death,

death.

When you die, there is nothing.

The beauty is gone.

The emotion is not there.

The beating heart was also missing.

Death, death,

death.

How can it be,

It's just that,
Two words,
Only.

"Brother Yufeng, you are crying..." Lin'er saw his actions, and the crystal drops of water that appeared from his hands flashed in her eyes under the sun.

"Well... it's strange, right... why am I crying..." Chang Yufeng smiled and wiped away his tears.

"No...it's not strange...I know why you are crying..." Lin'er stood still, her beautiful purple clothes swaying gently among the crowd, like a purple flower swaying.

"Why?" Chang Yufeng wiped his tears, stopped and turned to her.

"You were made to cry by that drugstore owner. Let's go find him now." Lin'er said these foolish words very seriously.

"Lin'er, do you know what he said?" Chang Yufeng looked at Lin'er, stood with her in the middle of the road, tilted his head and smiled.

He smiled brightly, but there was a hint of fatigue in the corners of his eyes, as if he had been crying. He wiped his nose with his elbow.

"I know, he said you will become a great hero." Lin'er said this proudly, something she should be proud of.

"No, he said that only I can be the hero." Chang Yufeng smiled again. Facing Lin'er, he smiled, put his hands behind his back, and swayed his body gently, as if he was shy when they first met.

"The great hero... of course only Brother Yufeng can be the one..." Lin'er nodded.

Her expression has left behind the childishness, and has a somewhat shy beauty. Her eyes are wide open, and her seriousness is indescribable. Just by looking at her, one can feel her incomparable seriousness.

"Why?" Chang Yufeng looked at her.

why.

Why does Lin'er think so?
I could clearly see my own embarrassing situation in the mud house. There was nothing and I could do nothing.

Even having a full meal is so difficult that it's outrageous.

Embarrassing, I could only watch her cry.

Can't do anything.

Nothing...can be done.

Isn't it strange?

Every time, it's like this...

I always end up in a situation where I can't do anything and can't achieve anything.

The enemy is so powerful, and I have never given up. Everything seems to be beyond my expectations, but also within reason. The constant changes will always lead to the current situation.

Whether or not you have spiritual power is actually no longer important.

Accepting spiritual power does not mean continuing to work hard.

He could totally give up, and continue to use his spiritual power to travel around, and do everything he wanted, pursuing pleasure. No one could stop him from doing anything he wanted.

But, it's like...it was destined.

He refused.

So many, millions of dead lives, millions of dead everything.

Everything that died before his eyes.

They all reminded him.

Giving up is equivalent to falling into an endless hell. My heart will not allow this to happen. The nightmare is gone, but my heart is playing tricks on me endlessly.

Refusing to stop,

Unwilling to give up.

I don't want to watch them die for me over and over again.

Perhaps, this is the human heart.

Unlike Yilong and Xunhuangying, he has his own heart.

This one comes from the human heart.

To lead myself, sadly, as if accepting an endless cycle of reincarnation.

Endure such suffering.

Not fun at all.

But, I have to keep going.

It's not just because of pity for the dead, but also because of hope for the living.

[Because, you are Chang Yufeng...]

"Because you are Brother Yufeng."

Chang Yufeng was frozen for a second as if he was struck by lightning.

He clearly heard two voices.

"Because you are Brother Yufeng...it's only natural for Brother Yufeng to become a great hero." Lin'er continued. Seeing Chang Yufeng in a daze, she waved in front of his eyes.

"What's wrong with you, Brother Yufeng?"

"No... Yes, I am your brother Yufeng. If I can't be a great hero, then I should at least be a small hero." Chang Yufeng turned around and walked slowly. The fatigue in his body seemed to have been lifted and he could not feel anything.

As strong as a thunderbolt.

she……

Wake up.

Was it because... I killed that person that she didn't continue to sleep? It didn't cause her to sleep three years later, and it didn't cause her to arrive later.

If... without me... how would the original Lin'er have survived?
No future of my own.

How should all of this go on?
Will the current situation happen?

How sad.

Familiar faces and new people arrive one after another.

Those who have nothing to do with you and those who are inextricably linked to you are all around you.

"You know what? Lin'er. Actually, I've seen you before." Chang Yufeng laughed in front, and the mud house was almost there.

"Really? Pineapple Pineapple Mountain? Or...somewhere?" Lin'er seemed to care a lot. She faced Chang Yufeng and looked at his long eyelashes, which hung on his eyes like a crescent moon.

It turns out that the sun is already so bright.

Golden and moving.

"No, it's in my heart. In my heart, I have seen you a long time ago, a hundred times, a thousand times, you know?" Chang Yufeng looked at the golden sunlight. There were few passers-by, and there was so much gold on that small hillside that it illuminated the two small houses.

The ochre-colored house, under the golden sunlight, seemed to blend into one, like a magnificent palace, waiting for the return of its king and his queen.

A girl threatened a boy and spun around, happily saying, "Really? How could you have seen me in your heart hundreds or even thousands of times?"
The boy tapped her forehead, shook his head and stopped talking.

Beneath the doting smile, there was a gentle breeze caressing her long hair, which fluttered in the air. She tucked her hair behind her ears with her hands.

Nod and lower your eyebrows.

"Hateful Brother Yufeng."

"But you just said I was a hero."

"Hmph, annoying and great hero, they are all Brother Yufeng. Is that not okay?"

"Of course. Ouch, stop tickling me."

“Hahahahahaha, Brother Yufeng is so mean! Hahahahahaha.”

“Hahahahaha…who told you to tickle me first…hahahaha, don’t…don’t…it’s itchy…hahaha it’s itchy…hahaha”

“La-la ...

“La-la ...

“Woo-woo ...

(End of this chapter)