The Spirit World

Chapter 357 The Same Dilemma [Mei Lang]

"I learned a word." Mei Lang stood at the gate of Majia Village and looked at Anzi with some sadness.

Anzi saw him off.

He was about to leave Majia Village. No matter what, he had to leave.

Perhaps, only by leaving can we find a way out.

"What word?" Anzi took a mouthful of noodles, slurped it, and swallowed it.

The villagers were having noodles again today, but these were not specially prepared noodles for a practice party, and Anzi was the only one to see them off.

Even if no one comes to see me off, I won’t feel sad. In order to find the memories I have lost, I need to understand everything I have lost.

No matter what you have or lose, it only exists as long as you remember it, in your own world.

"Being smart."

"Huh?" An Zi asked with a crooked mouth, "What? Being smart?"

What's this new word?
"Yes..." Mei Lang nodded and raised his bag a little.

"In fact, I feel like I'm a little too smart for my own good. I haven't learned anything yet, but I'm about to start making my way in this world on my own."

Mei Lang's words made Anzi chuckle, then he shook his head and stirred the noodles in his hand. The cabbage was stirred to the top of the noodles. He rolled it up with chopsticks, slurped it, and ate a large amount of noodles.

Compared to the Double Horse Club, there are many things that can be completely ignored, such as the desire for a big meal, the desire for meat, and the desire to constantly reduce expenses.

Shuangmahui is preparing to transport the goods to Chaofeng Canyon. If they don't ship the goods, Shuangmahui may fall apart in just a moment. Without enough supplies, Meilang's departure is also a general trend?
It's a bit of a coincidence that my leaving is in line with the personnel changes of the Shuangma Club, and it is completely possible that it is in line with everyone's wishes.

"It's terrible. I really think I was a bit too smart for my own good. And there's absolutely no way to make up for it." Mei Lang held his bag tightly, veins bulging on his hands. It seemed that, as he said, the current situation was a bit heavy for him.

"What did the president say to you yesterday? Did it hit you so hard? No way... I don't understand it at all?" An Zi said with a smile: "You were called stupid? You look a little funny now."

"Is that so..." Mei Lang's eyes were hesitant, with deep eye bags, as if he hadn't slept all night. He blinked and said in a low voice: "If I hadn't been so smart, perhaps none of this would have happened. If I made a mistake, I wouldn't even have a chance to make amends, which makes me feel ashamed."

"You... have recovered your memory?" Anzi looked at him in surprise and asked such a question. What exactly happened between Meilang and the president last night?
Why... so melancholy?
"No..." Mei Lang shook his head gently, but no one knew what he was thinking. He was just as dull and even stupid as when he was rescued to Majia Village.

Anzi didn't say anything.

"You're being too smart, eh..." Mei Lang packed up his things again, clasped his fists and said, "Take care...Brother An."

"Okay, okay... go ahead. I will not leave Majia Village. If you encounter any difficulties, you can still come back. When you are successful outside, remember to come here to pick me up and go out to enjoy a good life." Anzi also quickly put down the noodles and saluted.

"No matter what, I will come back to see you." Although Mei Lang was in a bad mood, this sentence was absolutely true.

"Then I! Leave..." Mei Lang turned around.

I really hope that I will never come back.

No?
I should repay you for saving my life, but it's hard to say, everything has changed...

How could this unspeakable sadness be... so hard to bear?

"Take care! Meilang!" Anzi stood at the door and waved to him.

In fact, this is how encounters in the world work. After being sincere to others, you also hope that others will be sincere to you. However, how can there be so many people who are willing to be sincere to you? And how can there be so many people you are willing to be sincere to?

In the end, there will still be a centripetal feeling that tends to be towards people who are related to oneself, whether in the past or in the future, which have already been classified and layered in the mind.

Some people say that Mei Lang is just a horse dung cleaner in the stable, and An Zi would naturally feel belittled if he were to get along with him.

Being able to come and see him off was naturally a way for them to do so despite the pressure. Not to mention that Mei Lang had chosen a meal time to leave, when everyone was having a meal, An Zi wouldn't be embarrassed, and neither would they.

right.

That's it.

Mei Lang shook his head. Are you sad?
Is it the sadness of leaving here?

isn't it...

Who knows?

Will my heart beat normally along with everyone else's?

Mei Lang touched his heart. The sad feeling was unimaginable, uncontrollable, and even impossible to disappear.

I have a wife who has passed away.

Although I don't know who she is, her departure made me crazy. Even now, I can't help thinking about her face, or even everything about her.

What kind of person would she be?
What kind of experience will she have?

How kind she is,

Maybe it is because of her kindness that I love her so much? Even when I knew this, my heart couldn't stop aching.

Everything about her,
in case,

If I don't take the initiative to find it back,

Will she be like a person who has disappeared without a trace and has never existed in this world?

my wife.

Even so, I can't help but think that everything about her, including everything about myself, is just a fantasy with nowhere to go.

There is no trace at all.

Poor?

Is it sad?
Is it ridiculous?
No, it's just me, being clever.

I should not have any daydreams. I should take every step down to earth and not be so eager to find my past. I cannot stand everything in Shuangma Club. I need to endure any hardship, instead of leaving in such a self-righteous way.

Do I have the passion of a teenager?
Do I have the maturity of an adult?

I am so confused.

I have no idea where the future lies.

Walking on the tree-lined path, Mei Lang sighed and began to daydream.

You obviously can't do anything well, but you are smart enough to pursue a better position. You don't even know your own capabilities. That kind of potential in you may just be a joke. If you don't learn in depth from the master, you will be a complete waste, right?
This feeling is so complicated.

Is this the sadness of a person whose name is just given by others?
Amnesia...

lost memory……

Lost all memories...

It's like falling into an endless cycle.

There were clearly no clues, but they still left in a way that made people unable to understand.

I……

Chaofeng Canyon...

Will there be an answer?
What was I doing there?

What reason would there be to go there?
Everything about me should start from there.

Will there be any powerful enemies?

Or, some people, some things? Or... things that I have no way of knowing now.

Would you find it funny?
The person who once lost his memory there is now slowly heading there again.

I am afraid of how to obtain the past and how to move towards the future.

That's bad, isn't it?

My dear wife.

If you are watching me from heaven, could you please give me some direction?

Let me find you, your past, and everything about you.

All yours all.

There is no future for me.

"I hope you remember! We are here! Not to eradicate demons! But for Ziming, he is still young! We must take good care of him! He is the only heir of the Ning family now!"

A voice said sternly.

"I know, I know, but I'm so hungry now... Where can I find food? There's really nothing around here, and Chaofeng is just ahead. I'm afraid we can't get through. We're too weak..."

The other voice was more relaxed, but the second half of the sentence was obviously nervous, even scared, and it sounded like he had just complained about being hungry.

Mei Lang stopped and looked in the direction of the sound.

A very thin man was holding a small child. I heard that the child was called Ziming. A short, fat man next to him was also looking at him in surprise.

"Human! Human!" the fat man shouted loudly, circling around the thin man in panic, while the thin man grabbed the fat man and whispered, "Idiot! We are also human now!"

Mei Lang listened carefully, took a step back in fear, it seemed impossible for them to just pass by each other like this.

Monster... Monster...

No way……

Mei Lang touched his self-defense knife with some fear and held it tightly.

"Oh no. He wants to pull out the weapon!" The thin man yelled, put a sleeping child in the fat man's arms and stood up. He looked at Mei Lang and did nothing, but his pointed and monkey-like face coming out from the shadows made Mei Lang even more panicked.

"Are you an enemy or a friend? Why are you following us?" the thin man shouted loudly, and he looked a little scared.

monster……

Mei Lang could naturally see the red aura emitted by thin and fat people, which was different from that of other humans.

That is the aura of a demon.

Even if it transforms into a human form, it cannot be concealed.

"I... am just passing by." Mei Lang had an ugly look on his face. If he encountered a scary man-eating monster, he really would not be able to deal with it.

And they seemed to be hungry, and there was no food nearby.

"In that case! Get out of here right now!" the tall and thin man shouted loudly, as if he never stopped.

"Yes! Yes! If that's the case! You'd better leave quickly! We won't interfere with each other!" The fat man agreed.

The way he twisted his arms and legs looked funny, but he was holding a baby and couldn't completely relax his arms and legs.

"I'm sorry for the offense..." Mei Lang looked at them, withdrew his hand holding the knife, and quickly ran towards Chaofeng Canyon.

The fat man stared at him and ran out, hugging the baby tightly in his arms.

"Hey hey hey! Where are you going?" The thin man saw him running towards Chaofeng Canyon, and immediately called out to him as if to stop him.

Mei Lang had just run out not long ago.

This time it stopped immediately.

How can I stop when the monster calls me?
Oh my god, so I was really too naive.

"You're going to Chaofeng?"

The thin man and the fat man remain where they are.

"Yes... I... am going to Chaofeng..." Mei Lang secretly cursed himself for answering so obediently. He was used to being honest in Shuangma Club, and now, he really didn't know what to do.

Being smart.

is it?

Mei Lang didn't dare to make any move.

"Do you know what Chaofeng has? It's a mess there now... You, a human, want to cross Chaofeng?" The thin man was surprised, but also confused.

"I...are you monsters so nosy?" Mei Lang was also a little confused. His movements were stiff and not so natural.

Or even, stopped in the middle of the road, not knowing what to do.

"Chaofeng has long been a place that cannot stand any human being passing through. You will surely die if you go there now. Even if you are extremely powerful, it is impossible for you to pass through Chaofeng Canyon. If you are not ill, or have done anything shameful, we suggest you return the same way you came." The thin man nodded as if pointing out a maze, and pointed to the original path.

"Well...then why can you go..." Mei Lang knew that he had met a relatively good little monster, and he was not so nervous.

But it's still a bit strange, why can they go to Chaofeng?

I originally wanted to find some clues. If it was impossible, it would be reasonable for me to die here.

There is nothing wrong with this.

If I come from the morning wind, then everything should have an ending.

Whether the ending is good or bad.

Well, he was afraid of death. But so what? People without a past, as always, should not...

Well, no matter what, we should live happily, instead of being worried, anxious, or even innocent and beheaded.

"We are monsters... Monsters and the demon army have a contract, they will definitely let us go and won't make things difficult for us." The fat man shook his shoulders and continued: "You look so gentle, how come you don't know this?"

"I...it's hard to put it into words..." Mei Lang shook his head, not knowing how to explain.

It doesn't seem to make sense to explain it to the monsters.

Everything now happened without any reason. It was all carried out based on my own ideas. I even came to Chaofeng Gorge to look for clues without any basis.

The abyss lies ahead.

It is such a strange thing, unbearable, even unimaginable, so complicated and confusing.

"As for me, I would definitely advise you to go back as soon as possible, otherwise, your head and body will be separated, it is definitely a matter of time." The thin man shook his head and said: "How can the people in this world be so stupid, running to the most dangerous place, I am really impressed."

"But I really can only go to Chaofeng." Mei Lang looked at the skinny monster and could only say: "Thank you for your kind reminder, but I really can only go to Chaofeng Canyon."

After saying that, he really turned around again and walked towards Chaofeng Canyon.

"What a fool! He's not even afraid of death... I don't know what's wrong with him..." The thin man took the baby back into his arms.

"Ming'er doesn't cry or make a fuss, and I don't know who he looks like! Oh..."

(End of this chapter)