The Spirit World

Chapter 360 Untitled [Mei Lang]

Low-end fear.

It is through non-intuitive visual and auditory senses that you are frightened, then there is physical injury, or the misery or even extinction of your own kind, and finally, there is mental devastation.

Nothing more than blood, flesh, bones, filth, decomposition, combination, and distortion.

If an ordinary person saw this, he would naturally be frightened to death. Those who are a little braver would naturally be able to deal with it calmly. Those who ignored it were not heartless but angry first. Anyone who saw this scene would be distressed and in the end, could only close their eyes, daring not to think about it or look at it anymore.

Unheard, unseen.

Mei Lang did not reach the intersection of Chaofeng. In the end, he retreated.

He didn't know why either.

He now feels like a big fool.

He couldn't do anything, and he was actually thinking about doing something aimless. Wasn't this courting death?
There were no stars or moon last night, only a little blue spiritual light shining on the two of them. There were no insects chirping, no singing, nothing, nothing.

This left Mei Lang with no choice but to look at the woman in red. Her name was Yue Qingxue, and her wine gourd had run dry.

She staggered in front of him and seemed to fall several times.

Her drunkenness was like visible sorrow.

"Sometimes, I really wish that none of this had happened." Yue Qingxue held his shoulders and lowered her head. Her pointed hairpin was like a white fish lightly dotting her bunted hair, and she was standing upright in front of Mei Lang's eyes.

She lowered her head, looking as weak as a fallen tree.

“If I could do it all over again… would you still love me…” Yue Qingxue said: “What a fate, what a fate. Hahahahahahaha…”

The laughter made Mei Lang sad. If Yue Qingxue was saying this to him, then this sentence was too sad.

I don't remember anything.

It's like everything I own has disappeared from the world.

How desolate that would be.

All of my past.

Mei Lang could only watch. Whether it was true or he was crazy, he could do nothing.

What can he do?

Comfort this woman?
Will my wife, who has never heard of this, agree?

There was only pity in his eyes.

Only people who cannot have any intersection with each other will have this trouble.

Although Yue Qingxue is the president of the Shuangma Club, she is also a strong woman with little femininity. Although it is only heard that her parents died early, it is also sad. However, Mei Lang has no way to improve his mood now, and even looks at her coldly.

Obviously, knowing one's past, even if one only knows a little bit, one should not hide it from oneself.

"Oh, listen carefully!" Yue Qingxue looked up suddenly.

The blue eyes looked at him.

Mei Lang was stunned. He saw a pair of angry eyes. Those big and bright eyes looked ferocious and seemed to want to eat people.

She yelled, "You will never learn about your past from me!"

Yue Qingxue roared like crazy!

"No! Not even a word!"

Mei Lang was stunned, his mind was as if he was being yelled at, his eyes were fierce but he could only frown slightly, as if he was reacting to the anger.

"Why!"

He shouted loudly.

"No reason!"

Yue Qingxue swung the wine gourd, and it shattered. The fragments flew to the ground, bounced up and down, and rolled to the ground.

She left at a brisk pace.

As if she was running somewhere, she touched her eyes with her hand. She felt that she shouldn't shed tears, and what she wiped away were just tears of indifference.

That's so stupid.

I have no future at all, so it's impossible for me to grow old with him.

She should be so heartless like this time and time again, and let the man whom she could only look up to be broken like this!
No reason!
No reason!
No reason!
Yes! That's because! Why can't the person you love be me!
She wanted to yell out like a shrew, but she walked away quickly and there was nothing she could do except wipe away her tears.

So stupid.

Why would I expect someone like that to like me? One was him in the past, and the other is him now.

No matter which one it is, they all look at each other coldly.

Meilang is sad
He wanted to roar too.

But it's really hard to speak.

Of course he knew that he had nothing left.

It's not the loss of something you once had, but the loss of something you never had.

He knew nothing and was even hesitant about whether he should ask about his past.

No matter what his past self was like... doesn't he even have the right to know?

Do you understand?

"I don't understand..." He suddenly answered the voice in his head.

"Who?"

He reacted.

Suddenly I looked at everything around me in confusion.

The blue spiritual light began to disappear as its owner left.

And that woman has disappeared into the night.

Without the moon, even going back home by myself is difficult.

There was no response again.

It seemed as if the voice was also stunned for a moment.

No further response.

Mei Lang looked at his hands in a daze.

He gained spiritual power.

He clearly couldn't feel any spiritual power before.

He gritted his teeth, and the blue light source finally disappeared completely. He seemed to want to catch the blue light that illuminated him, but it was difficult to catch it, so he clenched his fists.

Are you confused?

There's something frightening about this familiarity.

Why……

in case……

If only this were a dream.

The self in the dream is nothing, the self in the dream can do nothing, the self in the dream wastes all the time, and then disappears. After waking up, everything is gone.

I remembered everything.

Who are you?

Who can I spend the rest of my life with?
Maybe, it's all a dream?
There was nothing in the dream.

only myself.

It's just wishful thinking, it's just wishful thinking on your part.

Nothing.

The grass is growing and the birds are flying.

The bright moon is in the sky,

Some are just illusions.

Mei Lang was running in the fields, and then he turned back.

He looked at the hole in the forest,
Like a net that swallowed up the sound.

He looked at the bones at his feet.

The foot that had stepped forward was then brought back.

Ridiculous, isn't it?

Back off at this time.

[Actually, you don’t need to care so much about who you are.] The voice appeared again.

It’s weird.

This is the only voice that lingers in my mind.

Come anytime, leave anytime.

Come and go freely, and talk to yourself.

"who are you?"

[Who I am...is not important, just like who you are is no longer that important...]

The voice was very distant, yet so melodious, as if it was singing a soulful ballad.

"Why... I don't know who I am... Isn't it sad?" Mei Lang looked at the dark cave entrance and the forest beyond it. Where could it be?

To the wind?
This soul-devouring hole is very much like one's confused heart.

Empty. Dark. Nothing.

[Hey... don't be so pathetic all the time. If you know who you are, there is a way to live that way. If you don't know who you are, there is a way to live that way. ]

"So, who are you?" Mei Lang found it difficult to move forward and stopped.

It’s not that I don’t know whether I should go on, but it’s because this voice talked to me so much and it felt a little strange.

To some extent, today, something is unusual.

[I...Okay, I'll tell you, I am you...Only you can hear my voice...]

"You... are me..." Mei Lang stood still, turned around, and looked around. There was no sound, no movement.

No,

No!

No!

Nothing!

Where could that sound come from?!

[Well, I am you... This answer is more accurate. ]

"Then do you know my name? If you were me, you would definitely know my name!" Mei Lang said anxiously, muttering to himself, meticulously.

[I'm sorry... I don't know...]

The voice seemed to change its tone suddenly.

"How could you not know! I am you! You are me! How could you not know!?" Mei Lang seemed to be shouting, a little excited.

[I really don’t know… Even if I were you, it would still be like this! I don’t know! ]

"How is that possible! Aren't you me? You must know!" Mei Lang repeatedly wanted to...

He shouted angrily, as if asking for an explanation.

[You are such a waste now... such a failure...]

The friend was still talking to himself, but this time he was saying something sad [If the future is still like this... I will enforce it, don't blame me for being rude to you! ]

"What! Tell me! Since you are me! Why don't you tell me! Since you are me! Why don't you tell me! Everything about me! Everything I have!" He became angry.

sudden.

Again no response.

His fist smashed hard on the stone next to him, causing it to crack and blood to fly everywhere!
Meilang shouted.

There was no response.

"who the hell are you!"

“Who am I?”

"why treat me like this!"

"why treat me like this!"

"why treat me like this!"

Shouts.

Crying loudly.

One voice after another was hoarse.

“I’m obviously scared.”

"But I just keep losing everything. I have nothing."

Do not!no!

Suddenly, Mei Lang ran back like crazy.

Let's run.

Meilang!

All the clues you know now are clearly about what happened last night.

hurry up!

Yue Qingxue is leaving!
He ran stumblingly, his foot slipped and he almost fell.

He started running.

There was a hint of red madness in his eyes.

He was losing his mind.

I was suddenly confused and didn't know what was going on.

do you know?

Does anyone understand?
Your past.

Only you understand your past, only you care about your past, and only when you own your past can you move towards the future with peace of mind.

Even if the past is full of holes, even if the future is full of holes.

You have to try everything, all of this.

Past, present, Future.

What I can’t see clearly is everything about you.

It was like the first time he saw her on that sunny afternoon.

in this world.

He waited for her arrival from the street where he had hurried that day.

He knew she would come, and he knew all the pain she would go through.

However, he accepted it silently, silently shedding tears.

“Even now, looking into your eyes, I feel happy,” he said.

"Why? What's wrong with my eyes?" She smiled, and when she was confused, her eyes were like crescents and she squinted.

Her purple dress was so dazzling that the man, the fox and the tree demon were all amazed.

"No reason, I'm just very happy." He lay on his back, looking at the gentle sunshine and the soft breeze blowing, it was so beautiful.

all of these.

This now.

"Is it because we meet again after a long separation?" She smiled even more beautifully, and her face was so white in the sunlight.

What a beautiful and generous girl.

he thought.

"Is that part of the reason?" He laughed foolishly.

"So, why is this happening? Brother Yufeng, is there something funny on my eyes?" She blinked. She certainly couldn't see her own eyes, but when her eyes looked up, they were so playful and cute.

"Of course not, I just feel happy looking at you, your eyes are so beautiful, anyone would feel happy." He looked at the sun peacefully, he did not avoid it, he just looked happily at this intense, hot object, such a wonderful temperature between the vast stars. It makes people fall into a deep sleep, this kind of beauty can make everyone let down their guard and have a good sleep.

"Hate it, brother Yufeng, are you coaxing a child? Don't look at me like this, I'm actually 17 years old." She knocked him gently with her little fist.

On the contrary, it is even more lovely.

"No, I think your eyes are really beautiful. Very, very beautiful. But we have been here for six years. It must be hard for you to come here from such a far place." He touched her head. Her hair was so soft, like natural hair, black and shiny, and no one could take it down for a long time.

His hands, even his touch, were frighteningly gentle.

"It's not hard, not hard. Hehe..." She shook her little head lovingly.

"You must have met a lot of people and encountered a lot of interesting things."

"Of course. This place called the spirit world is really interesting."

"So what happened to you? I'm so bored in this little village called Wenti County."

"I encountered so many interesting things, how can I possibly tell you all of them at once? Besides, it's been so long, how can I remember so much!"

"That's true, but I think your little brain is not big enough to remember it."

"Humph, ╯^╰Of course not, I remember a lot of interesting things, I'm not stupid. Brother Yufeng is so annoying."

"But, having said that, I will find a way to help you get rid of this state."

"What state?"

"A state of stupidity in the brain."

"Huh! I thought it was something else. But it turned out to be just like this. Brother Yufeng is so mean!"

"Okay, this is the state of a child. Aren't you almost an adult now? Isn't it troublesome to keep using a child's body?" He looked at her, her chubby face was cute and beautiful.

It's really complicated.

"It's quite troublesome..." She nodded, and then suddenly smiled happily, with dimples on her face so cute: "But if it's the same as Brother Yufeng, isn't there no difference at all?"

"That's right! I'm a child now too!" He pounded his palm as if suddenly realizing something.

"Hahahahaha, right! There is no difference!"

"Hahahahaha, yes yes!"

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(End of this chapter)