The Spirit World

Chapter 434: Heavenly God Chang Yufeng

Ning Yufeng walked along the river bank. The white fog was like a white beast covering the sky and the sun, swooping down on the ground, and its sharp teeth and claws were cutting Ning Yufeng's flesh!
His eyes were already blurry, the mist rushed into his eyes, and the heat washed away his eyes. He could no longer cry, but the calmness that came over him made him look down at the rolling mist waves...

This feeling of despair weighed on his shoulders, making it difficult to breathe.

The walk along the river was too long. The dry grass by the river rustled. The black water slowly flowed into the riverside and then disappeared without a trace. They flowed into the river, like a silent and boring poison, covering the entire river. Under the barrier, the rolling white mist burned Ning Yufeng's heart to death.

That person!

No, that pervert!
How on earth could he swim in the water without making any sound... The slight sound of the water flow was hopelessly silent in Ning Yufeng's ears, even silent...

He wanted to jump into the river and jump to the place where the car fell. A police comrade had already helped him do it. As a result, the car's doors and windows were already open, but the man was nowhere to be seen...

With such a quick reaction, if we can guess, the pervert must have thought of jumping into the river a long time ago. Even though he would still be unable to escape, the pervert still did it. He was angry, helpless, and regretful. He became even more useless. His sadness was simply indescribable. There was really no movement by the river, and coupled with this unbearable long wait, it was really hard to imagine why this happened...

From the initial search, to falling into the river, with no trace left, this strangeness had confused his mind, and even had a direct impact on his feet. His feet felt a little light, and even when he stepped on the stone slabs by the river, they felt even more light...

"Good show... I didn't see it..." Chang Yufeng followed this increasingly confused and tired vision and couldn't see any "good show"...

Although I know they are looking for the murderer, I am rarely anxious. What's the point?
I'm so anxious to beg for help...

I really don't understand what's the use of this...

However, when a strange idea suddenly exploded into Chang Yufeng's mind... many things were solved...

"This murderer...is not a human?" Chang Yufeng looked at Hua Yin in shock.

"You can't say that. They can't become spirits after the founding of the country... They are... people whose minds have been bewitched. This statement is more accurate..." Hua Yin shook the fan, leaned against the invisible wall, and casually swung the hem of his white clothes.

"I don't really understand how I should explain this to you, but from what I can see right now, Xun Huangying is coming..." Di Yao searched her vision, but it was all white, so she couldn't really see anything. But as she spoke, a figure slowly walked up to them...

He should have walked to the side of Ning Yufeng. In the field of vision, only one leg was exposed. The man was as tall as Ning Yufeng. The leg was like the armor leggings of ancient people, with star frost patterns, shining above the white mist.

"Here comes...your old friend...Xun Huangying..." Hua Yin stopped smiling. He should have said something joking at this moment, but he didn't look happy at all.

"Xun Huangying?" Chang Yufeng looked at the leggings. If that was really Xun Huangying, it would be rare to see Xun Huangying fully armed like this?

"Xun Huangying." Di Yao and Hua Yin both nodded, then looked at Chang Yufeng and said, "If you are not surprised enough, I can only tell you that with your current mental state, it is really difficult to escape Xun Huangying's control..."

"I don't understand what you mean..." Chang Yufeng heard strange words again, but this is also a common thing...

There's nothing he can do... No matter what others say, it basically won't affect his judgment.

"Well...if you keep talking, I'll be crossing the line...then I'll have to participate in your game...I won't do that. I just need to be a herald..."

"Hey! Boy!" The figure in the white mist crossed his arms disdainfully. Even without seeing his face, one could see the disdainful expression on his face.

"Who?" Ning Yufeng stood still in surprise, looking at the inexplicable leg armor... No matter how surprised he was, he could only clench his fists and keep his distance. His instinct told him that the person must be carrying a knife... If he was chopped down by a knife, he might die...

"Listen, I'm giving you a chance now!" Xun Huangying's face did not emerge from the white mist. His open, even hearty voice came out with an extremely youthful aura...

He is more like a young man who has not experienced the world. His arrogance bursting out, the arrogance from his bones, makes people uncomfortable.

"Ha... It's really a wasteland shadow..." Chang Yufeng touched his hoof with interest...

"Who are you?" Ning Yufeng hesitated a little. The white fog here made it difficult to make out anything.

"It doesn't matter who I am. Do you want revenge? I will help you blow it up, but the prerequisite is that you have to pay the price of your life..." Xun Huangying's voice was too natural, making people feel that this person was a madman and had no idea what he was talking about.

Maybe this is a common problem among the powerful...

I always feel that I am superior to others, so I don’t need to explain myself...

Explaining too much is like playing the lute to a cow...

Chang Yufeng certainly knew how Xun Huangying would speak. His logic was straightforward, without any beating around the bush...

If it were someone else, they would definitely speak in a gentle and persuasive way.

Are you having any difficulties?
Do you want to get rid of difficulties?

I can help you out of your troubles...

But helping you out of trouble comes at a price...

The price is not high, you just need to listen to me...

You do this, you do that...

That's it...

What? You said the price has changed?
Don't be funny, the price won't change. You just didn't hear clearly what I said the price was. It's your own problem.

Do you regret it?
How could I possibly make you regret it?

But Xunhuangying is different...

Do you want revenge, kid?

The price is that you will die, but revenge will definitely be taken!
Hahaha, it’s kind of funny when I think about it, this stubborn guy can be quite cute sometimes…

Although I have been called a stubborn person by others...

"Do you know what I want to avenge?"

"Of course I know. It's just a life for another. If you agree, I will do it for you and your life will be mine. If you don't agree, you will miss this opportunity."

Xun Huangying spread his hands indifferently, and his wristband appeared from the white mist, the green jade on the wristband glowing.

"who are you?"

"It doesn't matter who I am..."

Chang Yufeng was stunned... The conversation became even more boring...

I really don’t know what to say…

He probably already guessed what would happen next...

Xun Huangying avenged himself, and then this person died...

Maybe that’s how it should be…

Those gods behind the scenes can actually kill people with just a flick of their fingers...

But they don’t do that…

Because I personally killed people and stained my hands...

A worse reputation... But a good or bad reputation does not require this kind of false kindness...

Even if I'm really mean to you, I'm really mean to you. There will always be people who say it takes two to tango...

That's fine, it's not about morality... Only those who know the truth know the truth...

This is not right either…

"Informed" is just a synonym. People who have experienced it firsthand may also be vague... They don't know what they are doing...

"I don't want to watch any more... It's meaningless..." Chang Yufeng lowered his head, and the sudden lack of energy made him feel a little depressed...

Yes, what’s the use of knowing these things?
Those are just things that happened in the past... They have nothing to do with who I am now...

No matter how tragic the past was, it had nothing to do with me...

He is not a spectator...

Nor should I be a rational person...

He has more things of his own to do...

Even if you say that this world really has a mission that befell him... that is not that important...

Live your life well first...

Do your own thing first...

It is actually a very difficult thing...

Nine out of ten things will go wrong... I won't be surprised... I will just accept them with pleasure... I won't be a machine without emotions, nor a sentimental person with overflowing emotions...

Perhaps nothing in the past surprised him... This inexplicable feeling of loss made him feel bad...

He then realized that he had no way to get rid of his bad emotions... He could only let the bad emotions spread wildly in his body, or even grow wildly...

He didn't have such passion like Xun Huangying, he even accepted everything calmly...

Including the death that you have to face...

Everyone is afraid of death...

But he is no longer afraid...

It’s not the kind of adolescent impulse that’s not afraid…

But the kind of indifference and fearlessness...

How to live, we should not look at the past, or dwell on what happened in the past...

"Actually, Xun Huangying didn't take revenge..." Hua Yin put the fan away, and then said in a serious tone: "This may be beyond your expectation... but it is true... Xun Huangying and you should both do this... that is, what you are going to do next... should not be done with selfish motives..."

"No, I don't want to do what you want me to do now..." Chang Yufeng raised his head and took a deep breath. His breath was a little steady, but heavy, and it made people feel like they were dying...

"That's not what we want you to do..." Di Yao was a little dissatisfied.

"You will understand later... In fact, no one is forcing you... Just do whatever you want... It's enough if our words are passed on... You don't need to treat us too well... After all, we may never meet again..." Hua Yin nodded, he smiled, and there was no point in looking at Ning Yufeng's vision again...

He patted Di Yao's shoulder, as if to signal her to stop talking...

"Then how can I go back? I don't want to know anything anymore... You people who know a lot always talk to yourself. Even if I know how the whole thing happened... and what Xun Huangying did... but that's not important. I know it's stupid for me to decide who my enemy is, because I may not know the past events. But I can only tell you that whoever hurts me can be my enemy... They are not my parents. Even if they are my friends, and they do things to hurt me in the name of doing good for me... I still can't accept that kind of kindness... Because I'm not the kind of person who is fickle. You can tell me what the consequences of my doing this will be, just like Xun Huangying said, if I avenge Chen Lin, I will die, and I can accept that, because the final choice is mine... and it will not change because of the choice made by others for me... because in the end, I am the one who accepts the good or bad results... I may thank him for the good result, but I will still hate him for making the decision for me..."

Chang Yufeng sighed again...

"I'm sorry, I don't know what to say anymore... Ever since I became this sheep, my mind has been full of random thoughts... even random thoughts without any reason..."

He sat down and looked at Hua Yin with some sadness. Hua Yin closed his eyes and listened without saying a word the whole time.

"Are you done?" Hua Yin asked, fanning himself gently.

"Well... I'm sorry... Actually, I was just having random thoughts just now... I feel like I'm having random thoughts every day, thinking about this and that... How should I live, what is the meaning of my life... or self-awareness... I vaguely thought I had figured it out, but my mind is still very confused... I'm so sorry... In the past two days, no, since I became this sheep, I have been thinking more than others, even thinking all the time, and I can't sleep at night..."

"You... are too anxious... Actually, you don't want to live as this lamb again, right?" Hua Yin thought thoughtfully.

"Well... I just got my original body back from Yu Su... I really! Really! Not a child anymore... I shouldn't go on like this... You know... Just like many people will have troubles when they grow up... As a child, I can not be responsible for what I have done, but I really am not a child anymore... I need to be responsible for myself..." Chang Yufeng's tone and speaking speed seemed too high and too fast.

This made him look even more anxious...

"You are even more anxious... because up to now, you still haven't done everything Xun Huangying said, nor have you done everything you wanted to do... or even nothing at all... You have accomplished nothing... so you are extremely anxious... right?" Di Yao looked at Chang Yufeng seriously, and Chang Yufeng just lowered his head.

His mind was buzzing... He was thinking about everything, but when he thought about everything, he was thinking about nothing...

“I have accomplished nothing... I am confused about the future... or rather, I am confused about how to move forward... They are all very real in my mind... I don’t even know what I want to do... Really... I feel like I have no desires or demands... This feeling is terrible... It’s like... a corpse that knows how to be optimistic... Apart from thinking positively about certain things, everything else is meaningless to me... I feel that my life is terrible... From the very beginning, I felt that I was not living for myself for a single minute... I didn’t do anything, and I wasn’t physically tired, but I was just exhausted... Really... I felt that I was too tired... But I actually didn’t do anything well... I was just wasting my physical strength and energy in vain…”

Chang Yufeng looked at his hands...

"I am such a failure...really...I have never saved Lin'er once, not even once like snatching food from a tiger's mouth...I failed...like a...waste..."

"You... are depressed... Tianyu King of Kindness... has human emotions. That's it. The more you think about what you didn't do well, the worse your mood will be... The worse your mood is, the worse you will do..." Di Yao looked at Chang Yufeng with some heartache, but she always stood there, standing there, doing nothing.

"But I am always optimistic... I always have an inexplicable confidence that I can do it well... But in fact, I can't do anything..."

Chang Yufeng became paranoid and his voice became louder and louder...

"I shouldn't move myself... Actually, I have only tried so far... I have never done it well..."

"You can't think like that... The universe has its own destiny..." Hua Yin hesitated and stopped talking...

He slowly squatted down, stretched out his hand, touched Chang Yufeng's head and said: "The road is never a dead end, you don't need to deny yourself like this... Your strengths will naturally shine and make people admire..."

Hua Yin watched the white fog in his vision turn into endless darkness.

[Ding-ling～Ding-ling～]

A person gets up from bed, brushes teeth, and washes up, so naturally.

He opened his phone, glanced at it with a smile, typed something, pressed recall, typed again, and threw the phone on the bed...

He opened the window...

In the tall buildings, under the dim street lights, pedestrians are hurrying... Countless car lights flash by... In the prosperous places... The lights and feasting never stop...

"Even if you are indomitable, you can still become strong! The God of Heaven... Chang Yufeng..."

(End of this chapter)