The Spirit World

Chapter 673 The End of Great Old Ones
"When you were being chased all over the world by others...what was the first thing you thought of?" Xun Huangying stood up and looked at Chang Yufeng with a strange look.

"In fact, what I think about most is why they want to kill me." Chang Yufeng answered this question calmly: "When I was in Bailing Mountain, your majesty's people chased me because of Wutong Division's military power and Bailing Mountain's ownership. Other than that, most of the meanings are unclear."

"Are you sure it's not for your money, or because you're preventing others from making a profit? Are you so sure it's meaningless?"

Xun Huangying opened one eye and looked at Xun Huangying, as if to say, just deceive yourself.

"Hey...how should I answer you...Should I say it's all in the past?" Chang Yufeng understood it himself, so what could he do?

Now that he has obtained Xun Huangying's power, will he seek revenge? Maybe that's what Xun Huangying is thinking, but he is not Xun Huangying after all.

We should be more open-minded about this issue. For example, if they are not doing it now, there is no point in talking about it.

No, this is wrong. This is too saintly. He feels very uncomfortable too. He is being chased by others, but because of his own weakness he has no way to resist. He can only run away quickly, run away quickly.

"Actually, I told you a long time ago, do you remember? As long as you become the most powerful person in the world, even if the mastermind never cared about you, and you become the best in the world...it's impossible for him not to come looking for you." Xun Huangying glanced at Gong Xinlin and said, "This is called luring someone into a trap. Think about it the other way around. Now, the mastermind hasn't revealed his whereabouts, right? If you want to find him now, it's like looking for a needle in a haystack. You don't even know his name, and you don't know how to destroy the world, let alone the specific time and place. What you are doing now is completely meaningless."

"I know... but I don't really want to know."

Chang Yufeng sighed slowly.

He removed his disguise.

He really had no clue...

"He wants to destroy the world, so of course he will kill threats to himself one by one. The more chaotic the world is, the more conspicuous the strong people in this world are, and the more he will hunt them down. You don't need to look for him at all. Once you become famous, someone will naturally come to find you and kill you. Do you understand what I mean?"

Xun Huangying looked at Chang Yufeng who was dressed in white.

"Ah... I really shouldn't sigh at this time, right? I want to protect this world, but looking back, I realized that I have been hurt a lot by this world. I can't prove myself, so most people have suffered more. I have too many things in my heart, but I can't find the culprit behind it, which only makes me more disturbed."

Chang Yufeng fell silent and thought calmly. In a sense, everything he had done had lost its proactive meaning.

He knew a lot of things so well that he couldn't think of bad things. There were so many good people, but he couldn't help thinking about the bad people.

His heart was really miserable.

How to put it? He had no way of understanding how everything should end for him. This kind of loneliness in reincarnation was really hurtful. He was not a saint, so when his negative emotions appeared, he could only digest them by himself.

This process was painful. He had already experienced it, and had experienced a lot... The reason why he hadn't cried yet was simply because he felt that crying was useless...

"If it was Lin'er who was killed, if it was Erica who was killed, if it was Rajel, Amina, or even your relatives who were killed, could you still keep your composure and continue to act one by one? Can you still be calm? Can you still chat and laugh here? Didn't we just talk about it? If there are people with negative emotions who want to destroy the world, how should you deal with it? This is something that can be thought of very easily, right? Right? If no one comes to digest this hatred, isn't it the most suitable excuse for killing? Such a grand dream of dragging everyone down with you, if that person really achieves it, I think it is also a grand plan."

Xun Huangying actually started praising that person.

"So, it really wasn't you?"

Chang Yufeng smiled clearly.

In return, he received Xun Huangying's affectionate denial.

"I'm sorry, I thought about it, but that's not me. I don't have any ill will towards ordinary people, just like Lan Luo would not intentionally kill innocent people. It's the same for me. The one who has a grudge against me is Lu Zhongxing, not anyone else. I know this clearly, so I think you are really a fool now."

"Yeah...I think so too."

Chang Yufeng admitted it.

He stretched out his hand in the still sunlight: "I'm not a purely kindhearted fool... Do you understand? Xun Huangying, I'm a selfish fool. I admit that you really stumped me just now. If everything I love is hurt as much as I am, how should I face it? This is really a very hurtful question, but I have to face it and answer it."

[My answer is, I will definitely take revenge.]

In fact, when I believed in rationality and law, I had doubts about whether I was a cold-blooded person. I was not as kind as I appeared to be. I was surprised to find that my own selfishness...

Too big, even too strong...

Do you know? When I first realized that I had to answer this question, my heart was trembling, trembling without hesitation...

My heart is broken. Even if I hear that all the people I love have suffered unforgivable harm, I will be sad...

Even breathing hurts.

Even if they don't happen, what will I do when this thing that I don't want to think about at all happens?

Will I be so heartbroken that I can no longer face myself? Will I rush to the murderers with my knife in hand and tell them that I will kill them?
Why did they kill my friends! My loved ones! Everything I loved!
I can’t imagine the people I love lying quietly in their coffins, because they are already dead, and even the thought of their death is too painful for me to extricate myself…

When someone told me that rational laws would punish that person, and told me not to seek revenge and kill people, rational laws would only put them in jail for a few years, or even reduce their sentence if they reformed, and they might appear in my world again in a few years...

My life...will definitely fall apart...

I will cry uncontrollably...I will cry until my eyes go blind, or even leave this world together with the one I love.

Accompany them to leave, this is what I will do...

Accompany them to leave, this is what I will do...

If someone told me at this time that the dead cannot be resurrected, and that I could accept my condolences, or even forgive the "murderer!"

murderer!

How can I forgive you!

The person I loved was killed by that person! How can I forgive that murderer!

What a joke!
What a joke!
What a joke!
Damn it!
What a joke!
Let me forgive the murderer!
I will not only hate the murderer, but also the person who advised me to forgive!

The one who died was not their loved one! The one who was hurt was not their beloved one! The flesh of their heart was not cut from their body! Why should they ask me to forgive, to forgive on my behalf? !
My selfish desire!

My selfish desire!

My selfish desire!

My selfish desire is just to protect everything I love...

Can't I even do this?
Why am I such a waste?!

Why should I be so kind?

My selfishness is so strong!

So huge!

so!

terror!
How could I care about other people's affairs?! Asking me to protect others is just a derivative of my kindness. To exchange the life of my beloved for the lives of all innocent people is simply wishful thinking!

There are so many things that make me sad, I bury them in my heart...

Even I couldn't foresee it.

Where should I go in the future?

Am I really suitable to be a god who doesn't care about worldly affairs? 】

Chang Yufeng crushed the still sunlight in his hand...

"Ying, I simply can't complete the sublimation of my godhood... I have come into contact with too many people I want to protect. If you had thrown me into a deserted place to train me, I think my character would have been resolute, even decisive, instead of being cowardly like I am now, or... too kind - although this kindness has a bottom line, it still made me think about things from a different perspective."

"So you have deconstructed your own personality. You are no longer a little brat with a stereotype. You begin to understand that deep down in your heart, you are selfish. It's just that to a certain extent, your selfishness is completely normal in the eyes of others. It would be abnormal if you didn't think so."

Xun Huangying touched his belly.

In the conversation between the two of them, all the stillness is actually flowing slowly, but this flow is so slow that it is equivalent to stillness.

"I still can't accept this power. Seek the shadow of the wilderness."

Chang Yufeng shook his head.

"You know what? This is not a task I can accomplish at all, because for me, everything is too selfish. I really can't abandon my family and save anyone. I should stay with them. Instead of playing pretend games with you here."

"Who says gods can't have their own selfish desires?"

Xun Huangying shouted loudly to stop Chang Yufeng.

"Who says gods don't have selfish motives? Hmm? Do you know where the concept of gods comes from?"

Xun Huangying asked Chang Yufeng in return.

Chang Yufeng naturally didn’t know.

"Gods are just a group of powerful people. However, their power is so strong that it makes the heaven and earth jealous, so there is a stage of tribulation called heavenly tribulation."

"If you understand, I'll tell you that this world has orthodox gods, they are called [Old Gods], and some unorthodox gods, called [New Gods]. The old gods are no longer recorded, and the new gods are powerful humans. In addition, now there are powerful people who can match the new gods and have completed the tribulation of heaven's jealousy and earth's resentment and become [Heavenly Gods]. Therefore, the gods have rules and regulations, and everything is as long and cumbersome as the power institutions in the human world."

"As the God of Xinyu, you are not bound by those rules and regulations. No one stipulates that gods must live in the Heavenly Palace, no one stipulates that gods cannot descend to the mortal world, and no one stipulates that gods cannot have selfish desires. Mortal gods who have long been separated from the mortal world are no longer willing to care about the life and death of the world. Your godhood only makes you understand that you must have a rational and kind heart. You are such a person. Many people are like this, but you are special."

"It's just because Yilongzhidu and I love you deeply."

"So we want you to come back to us."

"We don't want to see you suffer."

"Just like what you just said, when Yilongzhi and I heard the news of your death, we were so angry that we wanted to cry. We actually cried for several days and nights!"

"But what's the use of crying? I hate Lu Zhongxing!"

"Crying is useless! No matter how much I hate Lu Zhongxing, I will not let you come back. No one asked me to forgive Lu Zhongxing back then, and no one will ask me to forgive Lu Zhongxing now!"

"Yilongzhi and I don't want to see you suffer, but we hope that you can be happy. Even if this world is destroyed, the Three Thousand Palaces will become your harbor."

"You go and feel everything in the world..."

"You touch everything in the world..."

"Be brave and love everything you love!"

"We are all willing to accompany you."

"Even if you don't save the world...we won't blame you..."

"When we gave you the right to choose, we actually already knew your choice."

"But we really can't help you, because someone has surrendered to the Old Gods. He relies on the power of the Old Gods and wants to destroy the world again and again. Let all worlds be destroyed in an instant."

Xun Huangying still told the truth that this world should have.

"The power of the old gods is too strong. In the past, we had to join forces to defeat them one by one, which caused them to fall into the abyss."

“We have no choice…”

"The Demon Sealing Well is also to seal away the influence of all the old gods. But they are too dangerous. We sent our seven most trusted heroes to guard it, but we failed..."

"They were constantly infected by the evil spirit and became real demons."

"The emergence of the seven demons has served as a wake-up call for us. This is no longer a problem we can solve."

It is a problem that someone must step up and face again.

Face the old gods again.

But the twelve gods of Xinyu in the past are no longer here, and what is left is just a mess.

Too many gods have abandoned this world...

So that... those who stayed were tortured.

This was the first time Chang Yufeng heard of such a thing.

"The only way we know now is to find that person, but with my ability and that of Yilongzhi, it's not going to work."

"do you understand?"

"In this world, not everyone has the ability to prevent the world from being destroyed."

"If you understand..."

"With your selfish desire, go forward bravely!"

"My sheep."

This chapter is the most core chapter, but the logic is actually problematic. There are loopholes. Please pay attention.

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