The Spirit World

Chapter 717 Hello, α17503038, Hello, Chang Yufeng.

Author Iris, Gongxing, declares: When I talk about fate, what I rely on is pale and powerless, what I rely on is hypocritical, and what I want is known to everyone. However, my heart is sincere and clear, but it is difficult to make progress. I am too proud of myself, which is really not right...

Fate is like a long night, class is like a stubborn stone, and preaching with gentle persuasion is not as good as the warning of cold-blooded observation.

This cycle of fate will also end, and my heart is clear.

When many people go together, the principles become more and more apparent.

When you are at your wit's end, you will eventually see the light of day.

[Principality May 2021, 6]

When the Dragon Boat Festival came to an end, thirty female corpses, all of them unrecognizable, lay lying on the street.

The next day, the Longxing Society held a funeral and paraded it through the streets.

Chang Yufeng was a little over six years old. He sat opposite Xun Huangying, discussing philosophy on a hill not far from Wenti County.

"What will my future be like?" Chang Yufeng closed his eyes and looked calm and unconcealed.

At the slightest sign of trouble, all the rats looked at the two people in confusion, and they did not move at all. Something strange was indeed happening.

Chang Yufeng's entire body was covered in hot sweat, and red evil spirit quietly overflowed from his veins, making his entire body red. The corners of his mouth moved slightly as he endured the heat caused by the evil spirit.

"The word destiny is not easy to explain after thinking about it." Xun Huangying chuckled and tapped his chest lightly, hitting his heart with black flames. The black flames burned fiercely and rushed into Chang Yufeng's heart. The golden heart surrounded by red evil spirit was like a majestic war drum, blocking the evil spirit but making it difficult to defeat it.

Xun Huangying looked solemn and frowned. He could only exert his strength again and press forward. The black flames surged forward, but it became even more difficult to attack.

"You really haven't changed at all..." Xun Huangying sighed, but this evil spirit was about to burn Xun Huangying's heart and would not let him rest in peace.

The surrounding water birds cried mournfully, and the sadness of searching for the desolate shadow welled up in my heart.

"This is just your own fate... Yi Longzhi is right... Let it be your choice. Based on your personality, this will definitely be the result."

Xun Huangying recalled the time when this kid could still laugh. But till now, his laugh was three parts dull and seven parts frightened, as if he was tortured beyond recognition.

"No one can carry their memories and run through the reincarnation again and again." Xun Huangying sighed and shed tears, which was rare. He really felt that this young man was too determined. After experiencing the torture of the suffering of reincarnation, it was difficult for him to have a happy life...

Why……

All living things are suffering...

Is there anyone who can give him an answer, even if it is just a fraction of a second?

"Especially for someone as kind as you, going to the young prince's place would be heartbreaking..."

Xun Huangying looked at Chang Yufeng's tears of pain. The eyes that had never shed a tear for him now shed hot tears, like a clear river flowing on his cheeks.

"I'm not sad for them, I just can't understand what the meaning of such a life is."

Chang Yufeng didn't understand and it was difficult to get to the bottom of it.

"I don't know such an ancient and philosophical proposition..."

Xun Huangying felt that this question was too big, and it seemed like Chang Yufeng was joking, so he had no idea what to say.

"I don't understand...why even you don't understand."

Chang Yufeng's fire grew more and more intense, and those immortal herbs that had not yet been consumed had condensed into a green inner core and sank into his dantian.

"In fact, I've already told you... In this life, people live for fame, for profit, for others, or for themselves. It's really hard for me to think of other things..."

"It's useless to know this... it's just general talk..."

Chang Yufeng took a deep breath, and his tears were dried by the evil spirit, leaving traces of tears on his cheeks.

"A person should not think so much. It is better to pity oneself for suffering than to pity the suffering of the world." Xun Huangying retracted his hand. The natural demonic aura was crystal clear and furious, but it was like falling into a deep pool, with little rhythm.

The demonic energy was under his control, so he could suppress it and it wouldn't resist. However, if Chang Yufeng came, it would be difficult for him to make any progress.

"You are too dull like this. You became famous in the Dragon Assembly. I think someone will really come to trouble you this time." Xun Huangying retracted his king's Dharma image and turned into a little lamb: "It's better for me to stay by your side..."

"Yeah... I think so too. I'm too depressed right now. I always feel like there's a huge rock pressing down on my heart... It's hard for me to breathe. It's good that you're here. I can relax a little."

Chang Yufeng also put away his king's Dharma image and looked at the mountains and fields. He saw a few rare tits flying and roaming around, and his heart was hard to calm down.

In this world, there are really few people who are smart and shrewd.

“You said you don’t know why you live, but you still live like this… Isn’t this a way of living?” Xun Huangying flicked the dust off his wool, climbed to the top of Chang Yufeng’s head in three steps, and lay down obediently: “Hehe, it’s still comfortable this way… You just need to walk around more… Don’t put yourself so high, if you put yourself too high, you will reach the end…”

"You are carrying the hatred of your parents on your shoulders, young man. You are now being left alone here at most, just like the people in ancient times. With family hatred and national hatred, you are the abandoned child of Bailing Mountain and come to a foreign country to study! Return to your country with a sense of responsibility! Let them see! You revive the family business! Isn't that impressive..."

"Yes, in a trance... I have never wanted to see my parents so much..."

“No…” Xun Huangying shook his head lazily.

"I remind you again and again that no place you live in is heaven... Alas... Yilongzhi has been worried sick for you."

The birds in the mountains are so noisy that it's frightening, isolating themselves from the noise of people.

"Xun Huangying...you said...if I really go to look for my parents...will I be able to find them?" Chang Yufeng touched his face, which was pink and cute, with the luster of a child: "My...hmm...hatred for my parents? It may have disappeared...If I can really find them, maybe...I..."

“Do you still struggle with the meaning of life?”

Xun Huangying gently patted Chang Yufeng's face with his palm. He had a preference for Chang Yufeng's appearance.

As always, he loves his sheep with great passion.

"what?"

Chang Yufeng was puzzled.

“Do you still think that people need to find meaning in their lives?”

Xun Huangying repeated this sentence.

"I think..." Chang Yufeng twisted his waist and answered straightforwardly.

"No... The meaning of life is to be with your family... I understand now... right?"

"Why did you change like this?"

"Because I think... things that many people can't even do must be very precious."

Chang Yufeng sat down slowly and gently.

Looking from here at this foreign land where he had lived for many years, all the majestic dragons began to look small...

This place is called Wenti County... He has lived here for too long... He knows every road, but he has a bad personality... He is not willing to move around, so everyone here is so... small...

The sky is where the blue river ripples. No one would not want to go to the sky, because there is no worry in the sky...

He also understood a little bit that those gods who wanted to go to the sky actually thought it was so far away...

Humans...are quite troublesome...

Although they can cry and laugh, they are not free enough.

No one can escape the changes of birth, aging, illness and death, as well as the entanglement of various fetters...

He is like a duckweed floating in the world...

I wanted to do something, but when I looked back, I realized that I had not done anything.

"I'm actually still thinking about this... Can a strong body, or a strong physique, and powerful spiritual power really make one the best in the world? I'm beginning to doubt it..." The tragic scene of the thirty corpses echoed in his mind. It was not something he could really recall...

They are innocent... Everyone knows they are innocent, but they just died...

Someone should have sought justice for them, but most people don't even know their names... Nameless bodies, children without parents, are not eligible for justice.

Perhaps, this is the true face of the world, cruelty, primitive desires, intertwined with primitive violence, turning civilized people back to their original form.

I can sympathize with them, but it is too difficult to really do anything for them... They may not have done anything wrong, but the only thing they did wrong was that they were born in a place where... floods might happen...

When the flood washed away their homes and their parents could not survive, perhaps selling them to a wealthy family would give them a chance to survive...

Before the flood, they could have had a happy family...but between natural disasters and man-made calamities, this kind of happiness may never be found again.

Lin'er was a child abandoned in front of an orphanage... Like him, he understood the feeling of being abandoned, so when he passed by the flooded area, he would instinctively go over to take a look, or... would want to lend a helping hand...

But it only takes a moment for a disaster to destroy a person, but it takes great courage to help others. Lin'er was supported by her own kindness, and she was willing to be supported because she was such a kind person...

In this world, there are parents who abandon their children all the time. There is no end to saving them... Kind people should not be dragged down by their own kindness...

But sometimes, this kind of drag is inevitable... It doesn't matter whether there is grudge or not... It's hard to explain...

However, can one really be the best in the world if one has great spiritual power?
He began to doubt.

He didn't know that Lin'er was carrying thirty lives... Now, the sins of those thirty lives were all placed on his shoulders...

But he felt that it was not that serious, because to him, it did not seem to be a sin... but a kind of relief...

To put it bluntly... the person who should be blamed the most... is not him...

They want to live, but their lives are in the hands of others...

Chang Yufeng wanted to win... and relied on the explosion of his evil spirit to win the championship of the Dragon Outing Conference.

My own future, versus thirty unknown lives...

There is no way to measure it... But to be honest, he doesn't know this...

From another perspective, as long as these thirty people are still alive, Lin'er will always be held back by her own kindness, because Locke can use Lin'er's kindness again and again, so he doesn't think that this kind of thing is worth entangled in...

He just felt that if the sin was borne by himself, the sin he indirectly caused might be the best destination...

No one knows if this is the best ending...

But we can't stop living... To be cruel, it's someone else who dies...

He would cry for Lin'er, he would cry for his friends, he would cry for his parents, he would cry for himself, but forcing him to cry for a stranger was not right...

So now he feels that being with his family is the most important thing...

You are not a child anymore. The life or death of a stranger is really not that important. You don’t need to cry for a stranger…

At most... a little sad... a little indifferent, a little entangled with emotion...

Nothing is more important than this...

"Nothing is more important than family..."

Chang Yufeng looked at the clouds outside the window. They were moving so fast, as if they were playing, and they were flying down...

call……

In fact, his heart is so tired...

Tired of being unpredictable.

It turns out that being a god can be so tiring...

Gods are supposed to be carefree and immortal...

But as long as you get entangled in the trivialities of the human world, you will fall into the entanglements of the human world...

This kind of exhausting relationship... I really want to end it right away...

"This is what I think..." Chang Yufeng touched Xun Huangying on his head. Xun Huangying was startled because this was the first time Chang Yufeng touched him...

Chang Yufeng's small hand stroked Xun Huangying's wool.

"From my experience, it seems that there are not so many people who are reunited in this world. Some are far away from each other and it is difficult for them to meet, or they are entangled with each other and have grudges... It seems difficult to achieve the goal of reunion..."

"It's harder than climbing to the sky..." The lamb's belly was warm and touched Chang Yufeng's head. Chang Yufeng felt Xun Huangying's comfort...

"Is that so... Do you think so too? Is it harder to have a happy family reunion than to ascend to heaven..."

"Well... because some people, if they are gone, they are gone... not to mention birth, aging, sickness and death, just thinking about work or separation... is already difficult... what child will not leave home after growing up... Aren't you going to study in Fran too? My number one..."

yes……

What kind of child doesn't leave home when he grows up?

"I'm going to set a goal for myself..." Chang Yufeng watched the sunset slowly set...

“Number one in the world…isn’t this goal enough?”

There were colorful clouds in Xunhuangying's eyes.

The sunset in Wenti County is surrounded by mountains. Birds in the mountains also return home, and there is an amazing sight of white birds flying towards the phoenix.

"Look! That bird is so beautiful..."

Chang Yufeng did not answer this question.

They pointed at the flying bird under the colorful clouds. The bird's two whiskers were drooping, and its snow-white tail feathers were floating...

"If only I could be as free as a bird..."

Chang Yufeng's back was a little bent. He felt that he had to keep his back straight to be a real man...

However, after going through so much, his heart was scarred...

He needed someone to accompany him, and Xun Huangying really wanted to accompany him...

"Being able to beat others does not mean you can become the best in the world..."

Chang Yufeng lay gently on the hill...

Xun Huangying also fell down, and his sheep claws scratched Chang Yufeng's head.

"You have...white hair!"

Xun Huangying saw the top of the six-year-old boy's head. A strand of silver-like white hair seemed to be dancing, dancing against the backdrop of the wind and the sunset.

The dance of the white hair is like a newborn bird that is about to fly into the sky...

"really?"

Chang Yufeng looked at the stars above Shaoqiu and smiled...

"I am getting old too...right..."

"if you are willing to……"

(End of this chapter)