The Spirit World

Chapter 752: Transparent Life

There are more important things in this world than revenge or dreams, and that is to find the meaning of life. Because many people are unable to find the meaning of life, this important thing is not so outstanding.

The saying "At fifty, one knows the destiny" is probably about this truth.

Because when people are young, they follow the crowd too much, or they lack the ability, money, or knowledge, they need to set a goal or a dream to fill the gap in their ability to pursue. With the passage of time and the operation of society, everyone seems to passively accept the rules and unspoken rules of society when they are young, and then live in such a society, find a partner, give birth to offspring, and then work for half a lifetime before they can take a breath and look back on their lives. At that time, were they really willing to live their lives like this?

The answer you get is not important because it cannot be changed. Your life has entered the second half and there is no chance to start over. You have truly lost the opportunity to choose your life.

Then this important thing - exploring the meaning of life - will lose its meaning of existence, because no matter how you think about it, it doesn’t matter. What is over will end, and what is past will be the past. Some people cannot even live to the second half of their lives - illness or accidents will speed up this process.

Because when you are lying on a hospital bed, unable to move, your brain probably doesn't want to rest, so it will daydream endlessly, and get everything you didn't get - the search for the meaning of life.

This is also the reason why some people want to do something they really want to do after they get sick, have an accident, recover or are hopeless.

However, in this world, there are as many kinds of lives, or as many kinds of lives, as there are people.

In fact, most people cannot peek into other people's lives due to their limited abilities. Every [detail of life] affects people, but the number of life details should always be fixed. For example, people who love sweets mostly have diabetes. Such similar life detail characteristics should all be used as references. For example, eat less sweets. Similarly, eat less dirty and poor food, exercise more, go to bed early, study hard, and so on. These details of life should all be used as references for others in real life, or as advice from [experienced people] to achieve a rational suggestion that is beyond ordinary people's imagination and can avoid many unnecessary troubles or tragedies.

It is precisely because of this that other people’s life experiences, other people’s discussions on academic issues, and other people’s amazing creativity are all valuable assets.

However, this cannot really help the listener, because some things are too empty when they are said, and the listener has no experience and cannot get help from this wealth, or is forced to miss the help.

Chang Yufeng is a pragmatic person who is willing to listen to other people's experiences and put them into practice. However, his shortcomings are also obvious. Although he has his own opinions, he is not willing to fight for fame and fortune. Driven by a good family education and moral concepts, he does not have many [desires] and thus has lost the desires of ordinary people.

Or maybe he himself doesn't know where he comes from. Due to the childhood trauma of being without his parents, coupled with the love of his adoptive parents and appropriate living conditions, he has the ability and realizes that he needs to find the meaning of life.

Rather than living blindly.

Even if Xun Huangying did not exist, Chang Yufeng should be such a person: he has a certain love for life and is willing to study hard - although he does not know magic, he does have some talent in science and will also learn the operation of precision equipment.

And then have enough respect for others - of course, he sometimes uses national swear words, but national swear words should not be hindered by quality. There are also elegant and easy-going swear words handed down by the ancients, and they are not rare.

He will also pursue someone he likes rather than someone who loves him. This is very important and very natural, because when he is pursuing the meaning of life, he will naturally want to find someone he likes rather than someone who likes her.

In life, to put it bluntly, passing on the family line is the most normal behavior of species. It's just that humans are much more advanced, so they can really use the word "love" to describe their feelings.

He will find a job that he is capable of, with a stable income as the source of living materials. He should not represent any class, but a generalization of ordinary people. Devoting half of his life to a job may be his destination. It should also be the destination of most people.

He will educate his children well. He may not necessarily educate them well, but at least there will be no resentment, and his children's filial piety should be understandable.

Then, it is time to retire after reaching the age of fifty. You save money to spend on yourself and your spouse, and take care of your children, and then you can sit back and enjoy your retirement in the twilight.

This is how you live your life and complete your life as a human being.

But a person’s life should not be summarized in less than a thousand words. A person’s life, from the babbling at birth to the moment of old age, is lived every minute and every second, whether or not he is aware of his own behavior, his own language, and his own thoughts.

It cannot be summarized by a person living for a hundred years.

Chang Yufeng slept for a few hours today. How did he get up? Where did he stand after getting up? Then he made himself breakfast. What did he eat for breakfast? Which did he eat first? Which was left over? What did he think? Where did he go after eating? When he went to the toilet, did he zip up first or untie his belt first? How did he squat? How did he get the paper? How did he stand up? Then how did he leave the toilet? How did he wash his hands? Then he went to work. What did he do at work yesterday? What did he do at work today? Who did he meet? What did he talk about? He couldn't say a word all day. What did he say? What did he say without meaning? How did it go on in his mind? Then and then...

Life should pass by minute by minute, not jump, and end abruptly. If a life ends abruptly, that person will die.

If I have recorded so much and kept so many [minutes and seconds] in my mind, it is [very important] - because people live every day like this, minute by minute, but [not that important] - because these are not very [meaningful].

This kind of meaning in life is definitely not what we should pursue.

So, in a trance, the meaning of life and the meaning of living seemed to be positioned differently and not so accurate, and even began to become blurred again.

What is important and what is not important has lost its value of discussion. Even if I have the ability to find it, I am confused. Then I think that living every day, every minute and every second should be meaningful. Otherwise, why should I live? Isn't it meaningless?
The pursuit of the meaning of meaning itself is likely to put oneself in the position of a "practitioner" rather than a "seeker", because every minute and every second of life is practiced and spent meaningfully, but this kind of meaning is a meaning that has lost public recognition, because those who teach and answer questions do not understand the meaning of meaning itself - because no one is perfect - if there is, it must be some kind of unknown creature.

Only when you understand these, or take these words as a kind of [life experience], or as a reference, or as a topic of conversation when you look back after experiencing them, it can also be a kind of [proof of living a clear life].

Chang Yufeng understood what he loved and knew how to proceed.

He is not a knight, and he knows this very clearly and it is very important because his own abilities are limited and he cannot save anyone who needs saving, or maybe it is because the so-called saving is not so straightforward.

If someone is poor and he saves him, that means he is giving him money.

If someone has a grudge against him, and he goes to save them, that means he is seeking revenge, or even murder...

If someone is sick, he goes to save him, which means he goes to seek medical treatment and medicine... Is this kind of salvation something that a human can do?
No, is this kind of salvation something he can achieve?
He is not a person with too much wealth. It is impossible for him to give money to a poor person. If he meets a poor person, he will give money to him.

He is not a killer, right? When he meets someone he has a grudge against, he teaches that enemy a lesson, or even kills that enemy. How can this be justified? This is simply impossible and should not exist.

Even though he was acting out of chivalry, he should be punished by recognized laws to win the support of the public, instead of an outsider like him intervening in a feud case... That would be too embarrassing...

He is not a skilled doctor, and it is impossible for him to help the millions of patients in this world. Although his girl Lin'er is also suffering from illness, he also wants to help her very much, and even sacrifice his life to exchange for her health, but he is not a doctor in this field, and he cannot help Lin'er's illness...

Isn't this too... boring...

How can there be such a perfect person, or such a perfect life aspiration...

To live more transparently, perhaps we should [pay attention], [pay attention], [care], [think], and stop for a while every minute and every second...

The rainstorm was too fierce. No one could stay in it for too long. Lilia's frail body could not bear it at all. In this empty canyon, there was only one thing he could do, Chang Yufeng could do, which was to use the sword to make a small cave in the canyon wall, and then let everyone sit in this sword cave slowly...

Lilia was shivering because the heavy rain had not stopped, and Chang Yufeng dried the firewood he picked up, then burned it and ignited it to provide a warm campfire.

But Lilia had obviously caught a cold. This kind of coldness from the inside out could not be solved by the campfire outside. In fact, this feeling of hot in front of her face and cold in her back only made Lilia feel more uncomfortable.

Erica hugged Lilia and used her body to slowly warm her up, but Lilia was shaking on her body, and there was no improvement at all.

People with weak constitutions should naturally not be exposed to this kind of cold.

When entering the Winners Canyon, no one expected such a heavy rainstorm. The temperature of the air dropped sharply, and there was no shelter from the rain. Even slightly wet clothes would be very uncomfortable.

Lilia's lips had begun to turn purple, and her trembling became more and more obvious. She closed her eyes, her face turned pale, and her hands and feet began to become cold.

Erica put her face on hers. This way, perhaps only Erica could feel Lilia's...the cold and desolate life.

Elaine lay on Erica's back, like a piece of clothing, blocking the coldness of the campfire behind Erica.

It would be terrible if Erica got sick again… But Elaine could only look at Lilia with some pity, and the dragon's head rested on Erica's head, and she could only look gloomy.

"I'll go to the city to find a doctor..." Chang Yufeng said this with little hope.

Analyzing Lilia's current condition, the cold is just the trigger. Lilia's illness has already broken out, and the medicine searched from Lilia doesn't have much effect... It is very likely that complications have been caused.

For someone who is weak, special medicine alone cannot alleviate Lilia's current condition.

There's no point in worrying here, we must find Lilia's doctor.

"No, if possible, we still have to take Lilia to the Caroline family... There should be a doctor there who knows her condition..."

Chang Yufeng saw that there was no other way out and could only stand up. Looking at Lin'er who was also about to stand up, he said anxiously, "Lin'er, you stay here... If you encounter danger... you are the only fighting force here..."

The torture of illness is definitely not something that a person who is not sick can understand... However, judging from the symptoms, Lilia's convulsions and purple lips, and she is even about to lose consciousness, her illness is not something that ordinary people can understand.

"At the beginning, I should have taken you back..." Chang Yufeng felt a little guilty: "Instead of here... Lilia's current state is definitely caused by me... I must take Lilia to her doctor as soon as possible..."

"..." Lin'er did not refute Chang Yufeng's self-blame, but still said anxiously: "Then... what can we do... Lilia can't fly in the sky at all... Yilian and I can take her up, but Lilia definitely can't stand it..."

“Hmm…” Elaine shook her head.

"I'll take him there... I'll carry her on my back and run... and kill her in the city..."

Chang Yufeng placed the scabbard on his back.

Lilia could no longer withstand the cold air currents, and thus lost the fastest way to reach the city...

I could only run over there carrying Lilia on my back...

The city is now full of demons that attack living creatures. Even though they have lost their minds, their fighting abilities are still strong. If they gather together in large numbers, it will definitely be difficult to deal with.

Therefore, this canyon is still a safe place. It is not necessary to actually reach the city. People in the city also need to flee, so staying in the canyon is not a bad decision...

However, now, Chang Yufeng must return to the city to find a doctor for Lilia who knows their condition...

(End of this chapter)