The Spirit World

Chapter 781 Chapter Memories of Forgotten Life
"Shadow..." Chang Yufeng walked out of No. 202 Charles Street, closed the door gently, turned around slowly, pulled the hood of his black magic robe, stretched his sleeves, and put on the divine ring called the Heart of the Mountains.

This was a marriage contract he made with someone who promised to be with him for the rest of his life.

Although it is a pity that they did not stay together for the rest of their lives, their love still moved the stars in the sky.

The Heart of the Mountains was dug out by Pylos from the tomb of Quetzalcoatl, but this ring does not possess much power that can be used by anyone other than the gods.

However, the gems on it are still rare in the world, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they are priceless treasures.

"When I was in school, a junior once talked to me about a topic, which was love. It was about a young man, good-looking, about two meters tall. I looked like that at the time."

"This is not unusual for me, but for those girls who need to look up at me, it may leave a deep impression, so much so that now there should be quite a few who pay too much attention to me and have secret feelings for me."

Chang Yufeng pulled his hood even lower, completely covering his face, and began to walk around the apple trees, leading the elves who were following him like followers on the streets of Fran, which were once familiar yet unfamiliar.

"A man... two meters tall..." Xiao Lan was only the size of two or three fists. She was petite and sat on top of Chang Yufeng. She compared the heights of the people around her. It was impossible not to pay attention to a two-meter-tall man.

When he was in school, Chang Yufeng was two meters tall, gentle, hardworking and brave. Apart from his fatal flaw of not knowing magic, he basically had no shortcomings.

Whether you want to pay attention or not, you should basically be able to see it - literally.

In that case, it is common to attract a lot of attention from girls.

It's just that when Chang Yufeng said it, it might sound a bit narcissistic, but it was obvious that Chang Yufeng didn't have any narcissistic intentions.

He spoke the words of reincarnation very naturally.

He looks different in each of his reincarnations, and even just his name is the same.

This is also the reason why he appears here.

"Then that junior from the Magic Explosion School always told me that the girl he liked had been secretly in love with me, and he had no way to stop that girl from liking me. So much so that he had to be wary of me in everything."

Xunhuangying found it unbelievable and scratched his head.

"But in fact, the love letters I received did not include that girl's. Although I did gain attention from others because of my appearance and height, my personality at that time was just that of a "child" who could not perform magic."

"In this magical world, not knowing magic is indeed a tragedy. I don't know what you think, but I just hope that I can slowly break through and do something that I originally couldn't do."

This is what Chang Yufeng wanted to say, but this sentence was inconsistent with the previous words. Xun Huangying was confused and could only scratch the bangs and white wool under his hood.

"Little brat, were you afraid of fire before? Or are you afraid of suddenly getting other people's care? I think this is easy to understand."

The ice elf shook his index finger.

"You know what? Some girls like someone for no reason, and boys' intuition should be like this, so the junior and the girl should think that you are the kind of person who is loved by everyone but difficult to get along with, and you are not what you seem."

The ice elf’s analysis was not that accurate, or perhaps it was because Chang Yufeng didn’t need to think that accurately.

So, they were able to have a conversation without everyone being able to understand them.

"What... are you... talking about..." Xiao Lan was also confused. He looked at Xun Huangying on his shoulder with a blank look on his face.

"So, for me, I really shouldn't be as strong or easy to get along with as I appear to be. I simply can't get along well with others. If I don't have any entanglements or connections, perhaps I will end up alone for the rest of my life."

Chang Yufeng explained it clearly, and Xun Huangying also understood it.

"You mean..."

Xun Huangying touched his chin and looked at the children running happily on the roadside. Most of Fran's children were innocent and laughed happily. However, that was only limited to their childhood. As they grew up, they lost their innocence and innocence.

Because among the young people living in Fulan, only a few can break free from the constraints of their family and do what they want.

This is understandable. The family raised you, so you belong to the family. This may be the most important thing for parents.

What can we do about it?

"Perhaps you shouldn't be like this now. Should you be in another form?"

Xun Huangying shook his head fiercely and said, "That's not the case. You are like this in every time and space... My dear Yang, there is no need to discuss this. Half of everything about you is destined, and the other half is your own choice. How you choose will change your future path. There will be no fatalism in time and space."

Xun Huangying watched Fran's carriage speeding by. Chang Yufeng, a little boy in a black robe, was traveling around Fran. He was out of tune with the entire Fran, and even with the entire world.

"I used to wonder what kind of state I should be in to face the tragedy that might happen next. No matter which one it is, I think I should be able to face it bravely instead of avoiding it. I did so and really did it."

Xunhuangying was standing at the intersection.

At this crossroads rushing towards the torrent of the world, only a little bit of life can be seen clearly.

"But I lost the most important thing to me, which is fear..."

Chang Yufeng raised his head and looked at Victoria Manor in the distance.

In that grand, palace-like manor, there lived a god who was unwilling to wake up from beginning to end.

"I was born to be very scared. I have a very scared character. I am afraid of losing, and I should also be afraid of too many people leaving. I will always remember everything I have had to face..."

“But I’m just not scared anymore.”

The white doves in the sky are flying freely. They will not fall down, and will not bring the black evil spirit or the seeds of the devil to the human world.

The white dove really became a white dove, not a scary thing that inspires people to be brave.

That's the most important thing.

Let doves be doves, not peace.

"I am not afraid, so I have never been afraid. I am no longer afraid of losing the life I have lost. I no longer tell myself over and over again that I need to do better instead of standing still."

"Then that junior student told me what kind of person I should be. He told me what kind of person I should be, or in other words, what kind of person I should be in their eyes."

"For example, a man who can receive so many love letters, a tall man, a man with a good face, a man with a good character, a man who can appear in the Supreme Magic Academy without any magic, probably, perhaps, or, should be a man who entered this academy by relying on his face or relying on others."

What Chang Yufeng said was a bit unconventional, but it wasn't so confusing that it was hard to understand.

In other words, it doesn’t matter if you don’t understand.

"Oh my God..." The ice elf seemed to understand what Chang Yufeng meant, but Xiao Lan could only pout slowly, looking a little stupid.

"Do you understand? Shadow."

Xun Huangying answered without thinking, puzzled.

"Of course I understand."

Chang Yufeng didn't care whether he understood or not. "In other words, I should be and must be someone's sustenance, rather than a blind "person" who becomes what others think of me."

This sentence was too obscure, but the ice elf really understood Chang Yufeng's body and mind.

"Do you miss your... friend... the child... named... Lilia Caroline?"

The ice elf spoke intermittently and was a little embarrassed.

Chang Yufeng was stunned for a second, and the wind whistled past him.

"You are afraid that your friendship will turn into...real...emotion...I mean, emotion...yes...you can only use emotion, because your feelings for her...maybe they are real friendship. Not love, so you feel guilty..."

"Oh~ So that's how it is~"

Xun Huangying suddenly realized.

"My dear sheep, if you want to see anyone, you can do so! This does not violate the rules set by the [Time★Space★Magic★Cube]. However, No. 520 should no longer be here."

Xun Huangying didn't understand too much, so what he said was clear and understandable.

Chang Yufeng indeed understood it clearly, but others just couldn't understand it.

"Logically speaking, among the numbers that can be recovered from the Space-Time Cube, No. 520 is indeed a unique individual. This is also a disaster for her, because she will need to accept endless investigations and lose the qualification to [live]."

Xunhuangying's words are still superficial.

"It's a pity. I think she can be another Lin'er to replace Lin'er. It's such a pity."

But Chang Yufeng doesn't think so.

he shouted, interrupting Xun Huangying.

"I mean..." Chang Yufeng's voice became very low.

"I mean, can I respond to her feelings as I am now? I am not good at being loved. I should be someone who loves others endlessly and without purpose, and can only love others. Her appearance made me realize that I should be... this kind of person... I am brave, but also afraid. This is the real me. Right? I should have known this earlier and not let the Space-Time Cube appear."

"It does not matter……"

Xun Huangying spread his hands unceremoniously and snorted: "It doesn't matter at all. To love and to be loved is not important at all. The love that can accompany you is the most important love. Believe me, lost love is just an experience in life. Even if it is unforgettable, you can't go back. This is right."

Xun Huangying didn't understand what Chang Yufeng meant from beginning to end.

And only the Ice Elf nodded.

This should mean that, yes, you are nothing more than... one of the thousands and millions in life.

"Do you believe it? Little brat, if you see her again, you won't love her either..."

This sentence is so cruel to Lilia. Among the people she can meet, among the people she can fall in love with, among the people she can be in love with, the thread of fate is entangled together, and it is not difficult to return to its original state.

Go forward parallelly.

Chang Yufeng nodded.

"My life... should no longer need her... This is the most important thing. No matter how cruel this sentence sounds, in my world, maybe, if she appears, I will feel amazing. If she doesn't appear, I won't lose anything."

"It's just that, for the first time, I felt that my love for others could be reflected in their eyes and in their gazes. So much so that I, from beginning to end, was... constantly repenting."

He fell silent and lowered his head.

"Do you remember what she said to you at last?" Seeing Chang Yufeng who was in a depressed mood, the Ice Elf smiled instead, and looked at this life who was going around in circles in his own world and finally came to the starting point with some relief.

"He said, take care of yourself... Do you understand..."

The ice elf smiled quietly.

"I said that too!" Xun Huangying raised his hand, but it seemed as if he and Chang Yufeng were not in the same world.

"I understand……"

Chang Yufeng nodded.

The winds from all directions have calmed down, and the life that has fallen has also settled.

Maybe it shouldn’t be like this!
Don’t you know!
In your life, those who love you and those you love are not always the same.

"I think... I hope you can really understand. This is... a world of demons and monsters. It is not... unchanging."

The ice elf sighed, as if she had comforted a child, she breathed a sigh of relief.

"The most important thing is you. Take care of yourself, okay?"

"Understood……"

Chang Yufeng's steps really lifted up.

That is moving forward and leading to the future.

"What are you talking about..."

Xiao Lan looked at the busy world quietly from a state of bewilderment. This world is never short of anything...

There is never a child missing.

If one of the millions of children dies, perhaps no one will really care about him.

The indifferent adults are more or less confused.

The thing called love is always accompanied by the bitterness of life.

That kind of bitterness does not come from not being able to get the love you want.

The reason is that love happened too suddenly, inexplicably, and lost its direction.

Every moment of love requires understanding...

Very clear.

It is correct.

(End of this chapter)