The Spirit World

Chapter 792: Outstanding
If you really don't know how to face your life...

Well, I mean, a bad life.

If you feel that your life will be good, there is no need to have such worries.

For example, you don’t live well, you don’t eat well, you don’t have enough fun, you are not smart enough, you have a bad personality, the people around you are not nice to you, you can’t see a promising future for yourself, or you see a future where you can only survive by making do.

I hope you can understand this.

Everything that happens in this world is not entirely because of you, but also because of society, the country, and the entire living environment. Everyone in the entire environment is pushing you into a bad situation.

It doesn't necessarily mean that you have a bad personality, don't eat well, don't dress well, don't play well, or don't have enough wisdom.

Just like what I mentioned, some people are born without a future.

They live in hardship, in poverty, in a life where they are helpless and have no future, but can only live this long and painful life.

This is completely different from the "30,000 days" of life that must be faced seriously, must be faced calmly, and must be cherished.

Someone is suffering all the time.

Sometimes it is really their own fault. It is really their fault that they do not see clearly the essence of this world and the essence of promoting the development of human society.

In other words, when it comes to an average family: two parents and one child, both parents have jobs, earn a decent salary, and support their child's education. In their 30,000 days of life, they have gone through all the life experiences that humans generally need to go through.

It is generally believed that a person can receive education after birth, receive education from both parents and school, then grow up, find a suitable job under their own conditions, settle down, get married and have children, educate another batch of children, and then, in this form, carry out simple reproduction under idealistic marriage and childbirth.

Human beings can then continue human genes and the human race.

This overly idealistic life path is sometimes achieved by almost 90% of human beings.
At least, that's how it's described in words.

The difference is that almost no one can simply complete the above behaviors and end their life with the word "death".

Because human beings are too complicated, as mentioned before, a person's "30,000 days" requires experiencing 30,000 days of 24 hours, 30,000 days of 60 minutes of 24 hours, and 60 seconds of 60 minutes.

In such a huge number [minutes and seconds], no one is a machine that follows logic, even if they can repeat what humans generally believe to be possible to do in these huge numbers of minutes and seconds.

Various situations will also arise.

Such as physical and mental injuries, intentional or unintentional harm, and being resented by others leading to sudden events, disability, and death.

All of these will lead to the sudden end of this node in life. Although they will still end with having a "career", getting married and having children, in the final analysis, their lives have long been destined to be no longer the same as anyone else's.

When a person understands the so-called "dependent origination and emptiness of nature" too early, he may suddenly become attached to the concept of "emptiness".

Because no matter whether or not one has accomplished what humans generally believe humans need to do - study, get married, start a career, and then educate children over and over again, get married, start a career, and then die - such a summary of life that can be said in ten seconds, will end in the same way.

It is also [possible] [thirty thousand days] [twenty four hours] [sixty minutes] [sixty seconds].

That is [death], which is [emptiness].

Coming and going naked without any worries is the ultimate state of emptiness.

This will also lead to the fact that when pessimists encounter difficult days, they can only end their lives silently.

There are people in this world who give up on themselves. No, even some educated people must think so.

A person's life is at least 30,000 days, or an imprecise but convincing number. Then, every person, every day, every hour, every minute, lives like this.

However, in almost the same life, everyone lives differently, lives differently, and has a different future.

Let’s not discuss why it can’t be different.

Among these countless differences, the word "fate" can be highlighted to the extreme.

The third discussion on destiny is about every person, from birth, from their parents' assets and family education, to school education, to social lifestyle, social conditions and living environment, to the undiscovered secrets of certain genetic logic determined in their genes from birth, to the development of their character, to the way they deal with any situation, and then to the attitude towards ending this life.

To put it simply, life is a series of actions in the past tense, perfect tense, present tense, and future present tense, thoughts, and the [behaviors] brought about by the changes in them, which are intertwined, pieced together, and completed together, [the sum of time].

To put it more clearly, some people sleep in bed for a day, which is also a day; some people work for a day, which is also a day. In this "day" that confuses countless concepts, the "past", "completed", "present" and "future" that everyone needs to face are all different.

This is also the most metaphysical answer to fate.

First, deny the judgment that personal will controls one's life, and then think about how many days a simple human being must go through to complete this life.

This achieves the purpose of fooling people.

So, everything said before is the [truth] in my own feeling.

why?

Because, that 10% of humanity, perhaps, does not want to.

No, in other words, more than ten percent, or even more, of human beings, when they saw the illusion of emptiness in this world, chose to end their lives early.

This is a bit of negative energy, which should not be or is not allowed to be spread. However, every year, every moment, and everywhere, it is possible that someone is giving up his or her life.

This is what leads to the so-called "30,000 days", which is so ridiculous. Some people are so miserable that they don't even want to live for one more day.

It cannot be said that they understand the true meaning of life... nor can it be said that they fully understand... the meaning of life...

It is even more unacceptable to say that they do not cherish these [30,000 days]...

All I can say is that they are indeed in too much pain and their behavior is not positive, but their choices, perhaps, come from their truest selves...their truest thoughts.

Impulsive, or irrational, sometimes too narrow-minded, when you don't want to live anymore, you have to face the remaining few days.

Some people don't want to stay in the world for even one day.

It is no exaggeration to say that there are indeed people who want to end their lives.

With the greatest goodwill, we can understand that their thoughts are not that difficult to understand.

In this vast population of people, there seem to be too many things that can drive people to death, yet they seem too ethereal. They are the kind of people who have never thought about living for 30,000 days. They are one of the hundreds of thousands or millions of people in the crowd who want to leave.

The figures of hundreds of thousands and millions are scary, but they are not fake. Because they really exist, they can really scare people.

Normal people cannot imagine the kind of coercion that drags people down from the other side of life... one after another, life encounters unbearable pain. And when they encounter it, there is nothing they can do, so they can only quietly wait for a kind of relief that transcends the sea of ​​people.

"I once wondered whether I could live in this world," he said.

"I thought this question was stupid at first, because it seemed that I was the only one around me who wanted to express my dissatisfaction with my current life and the truth I wanted to explore."

He didn't tell any truth.

Probably, the truth of life.

"I am an abandoned person. No, I am a grandson abandoned by my parents. No, it should be my grandmother. My parents did not have any chance or strength to resist. They died and their souls were destroyed. It should not be me who should ask, are they really willing to die for me?"

He lowered his head, and the smiling girl also fell silent.

"You and I, probably, have both gone through this stage..."

His figure became increasingly smaller in the darkness of the moon.

"I have no choice. It seems too absurd for me to ask this question because I never think that the two adults need to die for me or sacrifice anything... I don't need them to die for me. I don't want them to die for me either. Everything they have in this world is far more precious than what I have... I mean... more..."

He raised his head, and only then could she see his tiny soul.

It was a weathered heart.

More and more dark matter is swallowing it. When it stops struggling and is willing to let go, its owner may lie on the train tracks, jump from a hundred-meter-high building, or sleep forever with the fish in the rushing river.

This left her speechless.

"Being able to foresee the future is not a good thing..."

she says.

"I once thought about the worst-case scenario, but, for me, it might not be... necessarily a good thing... so I gave up and stopped thinking that way."

She started, took a breath, and then put down the bottle in her hand, letting it fall to the ground with a plop-plop sound.

How wonderful it would be if this sound was a beating heart. At least, a heart beating like this wouldn't be... sad...

"I used to think of myself like this... What kind of person should I be? The answer I got was that I was definitely not as valuable as my parents. There was no meaning in my life... If I could use my worthless life to exchange for their lives, I would definitely do it resolutely."

He began to talk to himself.

However, there was another long silence.

In the distant, blue sky, a black cloud flashed by.

At the moment when the clouds flashed by, she quickly stood up from her seat in the classroom and looked at the endless darkness. It was clearly a clear night here.

She almost trembled, took a deep breath, and sat down slowly.

He was frightened by her, and slowly began to tell the story again.

They couldn't see each other's faces at all, except for the monitor hanging on the wall.

That was the monitor in the classroom, lacking in unpredictable...color.

The colors of this world at this moment seem to be redundant. No matter how thick the brushstrokes are, it is difficult to outline the fragile mortal heart.

“High-dimensional life forms don’t care about the invasion of low-dimensional life forms, but as far as I’m concerned, you still have to be careful.”

Xun Huangying shouted loudly in front of three objects that did not resemble human beings at all. Although they were completely unaware, they could only listen slowly and nod.

"I found it, the most original basis. Don't! Get lost! My dear sheep! Follow me closely!"

Xun Huangying swung Artes' rippled light blade with one stroke, and in the colorful light, a huge gap like a crack in the sky was created.

Xunhuangying destroyed a monster with countless purple tentacles with almost no effort.

Then, in an instant, the lamb holding Chang Yufeng's hand jumped into the opening. In an instant, a Rubik's Cube-shaped object flashed in from another entrance.

[The original base point is broken]

[Detected that xiun'hungl'yioh' is approaching! 】

[Detected that kuang'yuiy'hleng' is approaching! 】

[Alert! Alert! Activate super combat stance! ]

The Space-Time Cube was flying in the high-dimensional starry sky, and Xunhuangying in front of it obviously knew of its arrival and instantly increased its flying speed.

At the base point beyond light, the tentacle monster killed by Xun Huangying exploded instantly. In the original passage leading to the star realm, a strong hand stretched out from the exploding space.

Carrying sticky dark matter, the owner of the hand flew out of the explosion and immediately entered the passage opened by Xunhuangying.

Then, his appearance changed from a black shadow that flew over in an instant to a man in a suit and a top hat.

K, in the original passage opened by Xunhuangying, was looking at Xunhuangying's back in front of him as if he was chasing an enemy.

The lamb flying behind looked at K in almost astonishment.

He was getting a little scared.

The Space-Time Cube was flying faster and faster beside the two teams.

It sent out another warning sound.

[Low-latitude lifeforms detected, requesting exclusion. 】

K sneered and used his cane sword to cut the surrounding base points wantonly while flying.

One after another, the base points turned into monsters with tentacles and fell from the passage.

Transformed into a terrifying void passage.

(End of this chapter)