The Spirit World

Chapter 931 Two Years Later
[Do you really care... about the truth...? ]

"So, why did Lord Xun Huangying send these things over here..."

The ice elf stroked his little chin.

"Yes... it's obviously not necessary... he can just give it to the young master himself... why should a mortal give it to..."

Xiao Lan was also quite puzzled.

Although they believed that someone was changing the real world in a static dream, they had no evidence.

It's not their fault. After staying in the Three Thousand Palaces for too long, the [cause and effect] was naturally cut off. There was no one alive who was related to them anymore, and no things related to them were going on anymore - perhaps there was no cause and effect in the true sense anymore.

"Then there can only be one reason, that is, Lord Xun Huangying did this for a special reason... otherwise, he would have no reason to do this."

Xiao Lan glanced at Chang Yufeng who was breathing in and out. No matter how many times he did it, the spiritual energy in his body could not be condensed at all and could only be dispersed by the invisible thunder that came out of his body.

The young master also said nothing. This unpredictable silence and futile behavior left them puzzled.

Even though Xun Huangying sent so many important and extraordinary things, Chang Yufeng remained indifferent, which was really puzzling.

It seems like everyone has nothing to do with him.

Even though he was crying just now.

It has to be said that in a sense, both the Ice Elf and Xiao Lan have their own understanding of Chang Yufeng's unique personality.

Chang Yufeng changed from being reserved and introverted at the beginning to being open-minded in his attitude towards people and things, and then to being gloomy and depressed. Not to mention his current state of "living as a monk does", he is changing all the time.

Sometimes it's for others, sometimes it's for yourself.

Since arriving in the spirit world, he has been "inexplicably" afraid of [death], and has tried his best to protect himself and the people around him, to do the "wisest" thing, and to do what he thinks is the most rational behavior.

Being completely afraid of death and cautious, he also longs for life in vain.

Then, his obsession with others, especially Lin'er, made him do too many things that seemed out of character.

Or, in other words, he suddenly changed his view of the world, and then used this view to execute his own behavior, resulting in a less than satisfactory result.

Ah... to be precise, it seems that everyone is like this.

Grow up through learning little by little, accept yourself or reject yourself through changing little by little, and then, grow up in vain.

As a child, with the innocence of a child
As an adult, you have adult confusion.

Being yourself, having your own...endless trivialities.

It’s not all trivial matters. Most of the time these trivial matters don’t have to happen, but when they do happen, they become trivial matters.

When you are leisurely basking in the sun on the beach, the pedestrians walking back and forth beside your chair block your sunlight again and again, making you squint slightly because of the strong change in light whether you open your eyes or close them, feeling the scorching heat and brilliance of the sun, thus ruining your leisurely mood for the whole day.

Or maybe you are too busy and cannot get away from the small things to complete your set goals. You can only tell yourself over and over again what happened today that prevented you from accomplishing anything.

In this way, it becomes something that you don't know how to solve and I don't know how to understand. I can't do it from beginning to end and I can't handle it cleanly.

Perhaps no one will understand what Chang Yufeng is doing now.

Instead of doing this useless work, it is better to have a good sleep, or give yourself a break and don’t do things that you can’t do.

This doesn't seem to be in line with Chang Yufeng's character. He is not the kind of person who won't do something if he can't do it. He will naturally try again and again.

Although the final result was not satisfactory. If you think about it this way, Chang Yufeng and Lin'er are the same kind of people in a sense. They will try their best for something that they may not be able to do. I don't know if it's because they don't want to leave any regrets, or they just want to prove that they can do it, they will not give up openly.

This doesn't seem like a nagging, but rather a pursuit until death.

Too few people have the courage to pursue one thing from beginning to end.

The goal is far away, and giving up halfway may be the choice most people would make.

That would be too boring.

Therefore, when Chang Yufeng tried again and again, Xiao Lan and the Ice Elf did not think that it was a joke, but a kind of perseverance that made them - people who knew Chang Yufeng well - feel itchy in their hearts.

I have thought that he may not have a certain level of spiritual power a long time ago, or even be unable to use spiritual power.

And now, he could both see the spiritual power and breathe in and out, absorbing the spiritual power into his body bit by bit. However, the final result was still that he failed.

This kind of failure that makes you feel relieved will never be taken for granted in the eyes of Chang Yufeng or Lin'er, and they will never give up easily.

This is the tenacity that a "little brat" of the ice elf and a "little master" of Xiaolan should persist in.

Day after day they watched Chang Yufeng repeat the action of breathing in and out, and then his spiritual power was absorbed by the heavenly thunder, and then the spiritual power ran wildly around him, returning to a state where it was impossible to absorb.

They don't give up when they fail.

There wouldn't be too many words to motivate Chang Yufeng.

Because that would always make them feel ashamed.

This is a very subtle feeling, and Chang Yufeng's tenacity is moving.

One day, one month, one year, it was all like this. His spiritual power was obviously able to materialize. The blue in his whole body went from being calm to trembling slightly, and it took more than just countless years.

But apparently, that's not enough.

Spring, summer, autumn and winter, another year has passed. During this year, Chang Yufeng has made visible progress. Spiritual power flows through his body, turning everything he has given into blue light, shining and invisible, bit by bit.

But the thunder just couldn't bear to see him do well, and it would always strike at that moment, bringing all his efforts to naught.

When the blue light faded, Xiao Lan and the Ice Elf realized that the entire world might have no grudges against Chang Yufeng. It was just that everyone was walking on the same road and inevitably met, and then inevitably imposed "trivial matters" on each other.

When I look back, those trivial things come to mind one by one, and then they hide one by one quietly, until one day in the future, they become a strange thing that is difficult to reverse.

Then, it can't be undone.

The distant and long trivial matters are not yet finished. I thought the days repeating day after day would never end, but there will always be a day when an accident will happen.

The person you are always thinking about and who has caused the backlog of trivial matters in your heart will appear by your side again and tell you that those so-called "trivial matters" are nothing more than a kind of trouble after adulthood. You can just put them behind you and no longer need to solve them seriously.

Just need to be serious...

Just a few perfunctory words.

You can only understand this chapter if you have really encountered or experienced what I call "trivial matters". This is a very subtle philosophy.

As long as you can understand or experience it, it means that the trivial thing you experienced made you feel bad.

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(End of this chapter)