Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 2919 (Two Thousand Nine Hundred and Nineteen)

During that period, Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng thought that Li Pingrun was still not normal, but Li Pingrun himself did not feel anything obviously abnormal.

Later, he started to perform the ritual for the first time. During the time when Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng were ten feet away from him, although he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart while he was busy, his attention was focused on what he was doing at the time, so the feeling was not so obvious.

After he performed the ritual, when he faced Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng again, when he returned to the table with the Yin Qian Gong and the incense burner, and when he started to prepare things on the table after the two entered the circle, he did not show any obvious abnormalities. However, when he was preparing things later, he accidentally knocked over the candle. Although the candle was not burning at this time, Li Pingrun still remembered the burning candle that was accidentally knocked over by his sister Li Gengmi. Then, those memories of the past came to him like a tide, making him feel that he was doing something he shouldn't do again.

At this moment, he was seriously affected by that feeling and could no longer bear it. However, after all, Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng were behind him. If he suddenly stopped in the process of preparation, it would be difficult to tell Tie Hongyan. So he endured the uncomfortable feeling in his heart and continued to prepare those things. Until he was ready, turned around, and saw Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng again, he temporarily stopped thinking about the scene he didn't want to think about. The uncomfortable feeling flashed when he was chanting the spell, but after all, the magical power was obvious when chanting the spell, so he didn't have any abnormal reaction.

After he finished chanting the spell, he mentioned to Tie Hongyan that he would light candles in a while when he talked about practicing. When he said this, the scene of that year reappeared in front of him again, and he suddenly couldn't continue. When he tried to continue talking, he thought about lighting candles in a while, and those scenes reappeared, and he couldn't continue. After stopping several times, he felt that if he continued like this, he would light candles and practice without adjusting his mentality, which might cause serious problems, so he had to tell Tie Hongyan that he wanted to take a break.

When Li Pingrun was resting, he thought: Geng Mi, I shouldn't have done this a long time ago, what should I do? I really don't want to do it anymore, but now I have come to this point, I have to live! I want to stop, but I don't know what to do. In fact, not only do I want to stop, I also want to do something that is completely opposite to what I did before, so that the new things can offset what I did before. But in this situation, not only did I not find a way to do what I want to do, I also continue to do what I did before... I can only do this, and I can't suddenly regret in front of the young clan leader and the young clan hero, so I have to tell myself to do these things first, and then do things that are opposite to these things later, to see if I can offset some of them...

Li Pingrun was not sure whether doing something opposite to what he had done in the future could offset what he had done before. He could only comfort himself in this way temporarily to prevent problems from occurring when he was performing the ritual, and to prevent himself from continuing to appear too weird in front of Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng, so as to prevent himself from becoming hopeless due to any abnormality.

(End of this chapter)