Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 3094 (Three Thousand and Ninety-Four)
"Is it because you tested me before?" Tie Jinjue asked.

"This is just one of the factors." Li Pingrun replied.

"Are there any other factors?" Tie Jinjue asked again.

"There are many factors." Li Pingrun said, "For example, I believe that Elder Tie will not harm me. For another example, I have let go of my obsession now. Although I have promised Elder Tie that I will never commit suicide and have decided to live well as my sister said, I still will not be obsessed with 'living'."

At this point, Li Pingrun felt that this statement might easily lead to misunderstanding, so he added: "What I mean is that I will no longer actively want to end my life, and I will try my best to live well. However, for some things, I will not worry too much about their consequences. I will do what I want to do. If something I do causes me to lose my life while I want to live well, this is not something I can control. Within the scope of control, I will cherish my life."

Tie Jinjue said: "Look at Li Gengmi before and after the letter. He is like a different person."

Li Pingrun said: "The content of the letter gave me a great shock. Of course, the fact that I am what I am now is inseparable from the way Elder Tie treated me before. If Elder Tie had not treated me like that before, I probably wouldn't have undergone such a big change in such a short time."

Tie Jinjue said: "What if I hadn't treated you like that before?"

Li Pingrun said: "Yes, Elder Tie's attitude towards me is very important to me. Elder Tie said to me: 'If you want to think about something, keep thinking about it. I will wait until you think it through before talking to you. I will care about your situation and your mood.' For a long time, no one has said such words to me. I think no one cares about my situation and my mood. Even I don’t know how to care about my situation and my mood. I was moved by Elder Tie’s words, and I can think seriously here without worries. Elder Tie also said: 'For some things, you may think you may never get the answer in the last moment, but maybe in the next moment, the answer will appear in front of you.' After hearing this, I naturally didn’t think that this kind of thing would happen to me soon, but I no longer felt that this kind of thing would not happen to me as I did before. Elder Tie said to me: 'Your benefactor hopes that you will promise him one thing, It's not a difficult thing, it's not about what you do but what you don't do, are you unwilling to agree? 'These words touched me again, I felt that this was not a 'threat' to me, it was just Elder Tie's way of expressing his hope that I would live. When I didn't agree to Elder Tie immediately, Elder Tie didn't get angry, but was very patient. I asked Elder Tie if there was anything else for me to do, and Elder Tie decisively said there was nothing else, just this one thing. Later, Elder Tie said that he hoped I would agree to you, and said that if I agreed to you, you would show me that thing, and clearly said, 'What if you don't want to commit suicide after you see it? 'These words, although I still didn't think that I would immediately not want to commit suicide after seeing it, but I was touched again, at least I saw this possibility, and seeing that Elder Tie was still so patient with me, I felt that I couldn't push it any further. "

(End of this chapter)