Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 3273 (Three Thousand Two Hundred and Seventy Three) Contradictory

Tie Jinjue thought: I turned on that function without leaving any trace, but Li Fangshi treated me with sincerity from the beginning. At first, he didn't want to make it clear, didn't want me to know anything, that was also very clear, and I could clearly see that he didn't want to tell me. For so many years, I have been doing dangerous things and being cautious. Sometimes I don't like myself like this, but what if I like it or not? In my heart, I have already thought that it is not my choice. Li Fangshi spoke to me sincerely, but I turned on that function for him. After I used that function, I could feel that even if I didn't turn on that function, he would not lie to me. In his eyes, talking to me before was a confession, but I... I actually used a trick. If I hadn't turned on that function, he would have told me something, but he wouldn't have told me like that, and said so much, as if those words were flowing out of his heart. He seemed to have no scruples in front of me, as if he was confessing to a trustworthy person, but I, who he thought was trustworthy, turned on that function. When I knew that he didn't have much time left, I knew that what he said was true. If I could choose to turn off that function at this time, would I turn it off? No, I wouldn't! I'm used to doing things in a rigorous way. Even if I could turn it off at that time, I wouldn't consider it. Fortunately, once the function is turned on, it can't be turned off in the middle. This makes me seem a little helpless, and it also seems that my treatment of a life that will soon die has a hint of being out of my control. In fact... is it really completely out of my control? No, if it happens again, I will still turn on that function, without leaving a trace. He will still honestly tell me the truth I want to know, and he will still say a lot of things under the influence of the function I turned on, telling me things that he obviously didn't have to say. I will still use tricks like last time, even if the person in front of me is Li Gengmi's brother, even if this person will die soon, even if this person believes in me and will never lie to me...

Tie Jinjue looked down at the table in the conference room, and once again remembered the table in another room where the clothes Li Pingrun wore as a child were placed. Thinking of the scene when Li Pingrun took the letter out of the pocket, he felt an indescribable guilt towards Li Gengmi.

Tie Jinjue stroked the table with his hand, thinking of the table where the child's clothes were placed before. Tie Jinjue wondered if he could still feel from the bottom of his heart that the child's clothes were soft if he was touching the child's clothes that Li Gengmi asked him to pass on to Li Pingrun.

At this moment, he felt that it would be difficult to get that kind of "heart" back.

Tie Jinjue thought: Li Fangshi said he had already burned it, so why should I still think about it? Even if he didn't burn it, so what? The child's clothes are naturally soft, but how many things have I done that go against my heart over the years? Even if my hands can feel that the child's clothes are soft again, can my heart still truly feel that softness? Have those things related to the first few years of a person, those things related to the spirit, become something else to me?
(End of this chapter)