Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 4773 (Four Thousand Seven Hundred and Seventy-Three) Shame

"You think you weren't begging him at that time, you just wanted to ask him?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"Yes, I am asking." The man said, "Because... because I actually... actually don't think that the other party can... can do what I said."

"When the other party said 'please', didn't you have any other thoughts in your mind?" asked the man with gray hands.

"I felt a sense of shame in my heart at that time, but it was vague and not... as obvious as it is now," said the man.

"Why do you think that is?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"I feel... maybe... maybe it's because... I was really scared at the time..." the man said, "The fear in my heart at the time suppressed some of my... some of my sense of shame."

"You said that the shame you felt at the time was only vague, but wasn't there anything obvious in your mind that you wanted to say?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"Obviously trying to say something?" the man asked. "What kind of thing? What...what does it mean?"

"My question is, when you felt vaguely ashamed, did you say any specific words that made you want to deny what he said?" the Gray Hand Man asked again.

"At that time... no." The man said. "In other words, no different words appeared in your mind? Didn't you struggle with the different words?" the gray-handed man asked.

"It didn't happen at that time." The man said, "But... but if it happened at this moment, I think... it would happen anyway. I really feel... too... too embarrassed at the moment, and it's largely... because... because of the word 'ask'."

"In that world, even if you heard the word 'ask', no other words would appear in your mind." said the Gray Hand Man.

The man looked ashamed and said, "Yes. It's just... it's just that I have a vague sense of shame deep in my heart... but... but nothing... anything... anything came out."

"So, if he really knows what you are thinking deep down, he can only understand the voice that confirms his statement, but he can't understand the shame in your heart at all?" Gray Hand asked, "Do you think so?"

"I... I don't know either." The man said, "I can't explain it clearly. I don't know to what extent he can understand what I'm thinking... Is it that... I need to think of something before he can understand that, or... or is it that as long as I have a certain feeling, he can clearly understand it."

"Based on previous situations, you can't accurately judge this?" asked the man with gray hands.

"Yes, I think... I really can't explain it clearly." The man said, "In fact, even if he said some of the things, I don't know whether he really understood them from my heart, or guessed based on my behavior. Even if he... he really understood that I felt ashamed at that time, he could have... not said it in front of me. If he wanted to insist that I wanted to 'beg' him at that time, then... even if I said something in my heart because of the shame, he might... pretend not to understand it, and wouldn't tell me... In this situation, he didn't say it, but it doesn't mean that he can't understand that I feel ashamed."

(End of this chapter)