Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 4853 (Four Thousand Eight Hundred and Fifty Three) Self-Respect

"Did you answer his question?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"I answered." The man said, "I told him... I... I thought he was ridiculous."

"How did he react?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"He...he said...this is the right way for me...it's exactly what he wanted to see." said the man.

"And then?" Gray Hand asked, "What did you say?"

"I... I don't know why I actually... actually told him..." the man said, "I said animals... are just animals... and they are different from humans... Humans... often have self-respect, but he... he is an animal... Animals don't have self-respect... So... So when someone says he is ridiculous... he will still say that this is what he wants to see."

"Do you think now that you shouldn't have said that?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

“Now recalling what happened in that world… I… I don’t know whether I should have said anything or not… It’s just… I just feel that it’s totally unnecessary… I don’t need to say that to him… I was already in that situation… and…” the man said, “People should know how to protect themselves… When you know that the other person is going to attack you, you still say something to provoke the other person… This… This is a bit…”

"But you didn't think there was anything wrong with saying that at the time?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"That's right, I... I don't think there's a problem, and... I think I'm very powerful... My words were so sharp, it must have hurt him... Let him say something to attack me... Let him attack my heart, my words... are... just like a sharp knife... piercing his heart directly... Of course... That's what I thought at the time... That's just what I meant... It doesn't mean that I think he really has feelings for me, whether he loves or not... Even if he insists that he has feelings for me... That's... That's the heart of an animal... It doesn't matter... It doesn't matter..." The man said, "Anyway, at the time... I felt that I said it very happily... But... But when I said those words... I was even more afraid... I know that even if I stabbed the sharp knife into his so-called heart, then... I was still afraid... I felt that the darkness surrounding me did not... leave... My soul seemed to be still being torn apart by demons and monsters... Even if I shouted loudly... No one would save me... No one could save me."

"Do you think that your reaction is caused by the attack on your heart by him?" asked the man with gray hands.

"That's what I think at the moment," the man said.

"But you didn't think so in that world?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"It's not that I didn't have any... it's just... how should I put it... I had too many thoughts in my head when I was in that world. I was scared to death in the play... but I couldn't figure it out. I might have thought about this, but... but I couldn't admit that I was controlled by him... I couldn't compromise at that time... I needed that momentum too much... I thought that momentum could... could make me feel comfortable... but it wasn't like that..." the man said, "But I couldn't find any other way to solve my problem... so... I just continued like that."

(End of this chapter)