Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 5377 (Five Thousand Three Hundred and Seventy Seven) Violation of the Rules

The Gray Hand said, "Even if you were to live your life again, do you think you would still be unable to give up your fixed ideas?"

The man said, "That's true, but... I don't think... I will ever be the same as I was in my last life."

Gray Hand asked, "What kind of changes will there be?"

"I will probably... still bully the blue-armored people, but... I will control myself no matter what. I will strictly control myself." The man said, "I must... wait until I can no longer bear it before bullying the blue-armored people again. In this way, maybe... I won't reach the limit."

The Gray Hand Man heard important information from his words and asked again: "Have you ever restrained yourself before bullying the Blue Armor Man?"

That person said: "I have restrained myself, but I didn't try my best to restrain myself..."

"Why didn't you try your best to restrain yourself?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"Because... sometimes I think... the consequences won't be that serious." said the man.

"In other words, you don't absolutely believe the words of the person who cast the spell for you?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"I... absolutely believe it." The man said, "But ever since I left that spellcaster, the environment I'm in seems to... constantly tell me... that bullying the blue-armored people is normal."

“But you are the one who has been cast a spell.” asked the man with gray hands.

"I've thought about this, but... sometimes when everyone else does that, I feel like the problem isn't that serious. Every time before I bully the blue-armored people, I have an impulse... When that impulse appears, I comfort myself that it won't reach its limit, and give myself a reason to be dominated by that impulse. Maybe it's just... I'm hoping for a lucky break." said the man.

The Gray Hands asked, "Do you regret every time you bully the Blue Armored People?" The man said, "Yes, but I also feel ashamed because of my regret."

"Why are you ashamed?" the Gray Hand asked.

"Because I just think it's normal to bully the blue-armored people. It's something a lot of people do, and it's nothing... I regret doing it!" the man said, "I think I think that way, as if... I think too highly of the blue-armored people... I don't know how to put it, I just feel ashamed."

"Did you feel any shame when you restrained that impulse?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"Yes... yes." The man said, "If I don't try my best to control myself, I... will definitely 'break the precepts'. I don't know how to put it, so... just call it breaking the precepts. When I control myself, I tell myself... if I break the precepts too many times and reach the limit... the consequences will be serious."

The Gray Hand Man said, "Even if I tell myself, it's not enough?"

"After all... I don't know where the upper limit is. This... I have never known it. I was more scared when I 'broke the rules' at first, but after a few times, I... comforted myself that I might still be far from the upper limit." said the man.

The Gray Hand Man asked, "Didn't the caster tell you when the upper limit would be reached?"

The man said, "I asked him, and he said he couldn't know in advance. This... is also... related to some of my later experiences."

The Gray Hand Man asked, "I don't know what experiences this is related to?"

"I have no way of knowing." The man said, "I know that the caster has tried his best to help me... He has already told me everything he could tell me."

(End of this chapter)