Iron Snow Clouds

Chapter 5765 (Five Thousand Seven Hundred and Sixty Five) Autonomy

The brown-handed man said, "It's just that the situation is different from before, right?"

The Gray Hand said, “Not only are the external conditions different, but the internal conditions are also completely different.”

"By inner state, do you mean the state of mind?" asked the brown-handed man.

Gray Hand Man said: "Yes, at least I used to find it really hard to consider whether I was happy or not. Of course, I also didn't consider whether others were happy or not."

The brown-handed man said, "You are talking about the period before the transformation."

The Gray Hand said, "It must be."

"Do you think we will consider happy or unhappy things before we transform?" asked the brown-handed man.

"I feel like it should." said the man with gray hands.

"I vaguely feel that the environment we lived in at that time was not that good." said the man with brown hands.

"Do you think that in this situation, we can no longer consider whether we are happy or unhappy?" asked the Gray Hand Man.

"Not really." The brown-handed man said, "I think even when I'm hungry and cold, I can't help but vaguely think about whether I'm happy or not. When I'm hungry and cold, it's not easy for me to be happy. Of course, I'm not sure if this is the case. It's just a feeling, and it doesn't seem to have much basis."

The Gray Hands said, "You do have a point. According to common thinking, once a person is hungry and cold, he has no time to think about whether he is happy or not. But in fact, he may be thinking about whether he is happy or not all the time, but it is not so obvious. After all, when people are in a good situation, they are more likely to be happy."

The brown-handed man said, "But I feel that after we accept the transformation, we won't think about whether we are happy or not?"

The Gray Hand Man said: "After accepting the transformation, I don't feel like I am myself anymore."

"Our own happiness is 'my' happiness. Since 'I' don't think of myself as 'I' anymore, even if there is a happy moment, I won't think that is 'my' happiness." The brown-handed man said, "Is that right?"

The Gray Hand asked, "After accepting the transformation, you don't feel that you are you?" "Yes." The Brown Hand said, "It's obvious."

"I feel like this topic has been discussed before." said the Gray Hand Man.

The brown-handed man said, "It seems so, but not exactly the same."

The Gray Hands said, "Tell me, after you were transformed, have you ever been truly happy?"

"That won't happen." said the man with brown hands.

"Is the reason the same as what we just talked about?" Gray Hand said, "About whether it's 'me'."

"Is that so?" said the brown-handed man. "Of course, even if I regard that person who is not 'me' as 'me', it seems that there is no time to be truly happy, right?"

Gray Hands said, "What do you think will happen after we successfully complete our missions time and time again?"

The brown-handed man said, "It seems that there is no excitement in my heart."

"Many times, we have to complete the mission." Gray Hand said, "But even after completing it, we can't feel excited. What's the reason?"

"Maybe it's because the so-called mission we completed is not the mission that you and I as human beings want to complete voluntarily?" asked the brown-handed man.

"That should be about the same." The Gray Hand Man said, "It's like being forced to do something. Even if you succeed, you don't feel much sense of accomplishment?"

"Yeah, the motivation is not from my heart." The brown-handed man said, "How can I feel a sense of accomplishment?"

(End of this chapter)