Demon brother, don't be too ruthless!
183. Falling in Love Until Dawn 3
[Novel Reading Network First Release]
But how could he come to save her?Ruozhen is back, now he has only him in his eyes, maybe they are in love... But why did she suffer such humiliation?No one can save her, she can only save herself.
Yes, she can only save herself.
I don't know where the strong consciousness came from, grabbed the crystal lamp by the bed and smashed Pan Hai who was pressing on him, and Pan Hai fell down in response.
The broken glass scratched Pan Hai's forehead, and the bright red snow stained her fingers and even her clothes.
After Pan Hai was hit like this, he almost lost all his strength. Pan Luola pushed hard to get himself up from the bed.With trembling hands, she straightened her clothes, looked at the person lying on the bed, and felt uneasy.She was at a loss at all, with her hands trembling in the air, and finally ran out the door.
She ran furiously, furiously, until she was exhausted.
The evening wind hit her in gusts, and she was biting cold, wandering aimlessly on the road, she ran out without a bag, without a penny on her body, and now it was so late, she could go to where.She will definitely not be able to return home. What's the point of her going back to such a place.
Before she knew it, she came here again, looking at the resplendent facade, she couldn't help feeling sour again.How much she wanted to hug him and tell him the bitterness in her heart at this moment, or take a look at him, even just a glance.
However, this is only a fantasy.
Pan Luola didn't know how long she stood under the big tree until the gate was opened.Looking at the person who came out, he subconsciously hid himself behind the big tree.
The people who came out were Wu Ping and Ruozhen who were about to go home, Su Luoze followed behind them, she just watched them talking and laughing, looked at Su Luoze from a distance, and watched him treat Lin Ruozhen's lover There was a fiery look in her eyes, but she couldn't do anything, she could only look at it like this.
He didn't like her. He had conveyed this meaning to her many times, but she was still so persistent.She knows that she is cheap, but if she likes it, she likes it, even if she is cheap, she is happy with it.
After sending Ruozhen into the car, Su Luoze stood in place and watched the car drift away until it disappeared from his eyes before turning around.When the wind came again at night and the leaves were rustling, he looked this way, but he didn't see the figure standing under the big tree, but he wrapped his clothes around his body and walked in. in the room.
Pan Luola watched the door being closed again, her heart sank to the bottom of the valley instantly.He was so focused on Ruozhen, how could he see her existence.
She lowered her eyes in desolation, but someone gently patted her shoulders. She turned her head to visit, and was slightly surprised when she saw the person in front of her clearly.
"Senior Mu." Pan Luola yelled in disbelief, "You...why are you here?"
"Get in the car first."
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Mu Jilian took her to an apartment. Although the apartment is not big, it has complete facilities.
"You stay here first." Mu Jilian said blankly, as if she was talking about a very normal thing, but Pan Luola felt that this was not normal at all. The relationship between her and Mu Jilian The relationship isn't bad, but it's not much better either.She knew that Mu Jilian repulsed her, and she talked and laughed with her before, but it was just to play in front of Lin Ruozhen, she still had this self-knowledge.
"why……"
Mu Jilian pursed her lips and didn't speak, she also couldn't see through his heart, this man was always calm and thoughtful, ordinary people couldn't understand.
"Senior Mu, why did you help me?" Pan Luola asked again, she knew that he was not a kind person, and helping her for no reason must be to learn something from her.
"You are homeless now, aren't you?" Mu Jilian narrowed her eyes at her, her charming eyes are full of infinite danger at the same time.
"how do you know?"
He didn't answer her, but picked up the medical report from the table and handed it to her.
Pan Luola looked at what was written on that piece of paper, her eyes widened beautifully, "Why... what do you mean?"
"Do you want me to sacrifice myself to fulfill them? Senior Mu, don't you like Lin Ruozhen? Don't you just watch them get married like this?" Pan Luola pinched the piece of paper in her hand, her heart sank, and she frowned and asked road.
"Are you testing me now?" Mu Jilian smiled instead of anger, "Didn't you test the results on this paper yourself? Now it's a good match, don't you regret it?"
Pan Luola, who was seen through, sat on the sofa as if she had lost her soul, "Yes, I went to the hospital to have it done by myself. The doctor said mine matched his."
Pan Luola said word by word, when she knew that Su Luoze had this disease, she went to the hospital for a test, and the result... She never had the chance to go to the hospital to inquire, if it wasn't for Mu Jilian who gave She, she may have to wait a few days to find out.
"What do you think?" Mu Jilian looked at her and asked solemnly.
Pan Luola wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and clenched her fists, "Senior Mu, let's make a deal."
"what?"
"Acquaintance with me."
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With Mu Jilian's cover, Pan Luola no longer needs to be afraid of Pan Hai.When she stood in front of Pan Hai with Mu Jilian, Pan Hai was really taken aback. He wondered when this daughter had such a means to get Mu Jilian into her hands.
However, this woman's power is more important to him, and with the support of Mrs. Mu, then his position as the chief of the bureau can still be stabilized.Of course, he is now going to treat Pan Luola like a god, and he still has to rely on her to make himself better.However, Pan Hai is considered an old fox, and sent someone to watch them in the dark, just in case.Who is Mu Jilian, he knows very well in his heart, he can't fight him clearly, so he can only come secretly.
Pan Luola was sitting in Mu Jilian's car, and was about to go back to the apartment. She had to get ready in the next few days, take care of her body, and then...
"Someone is following us." Mu Jilian said while holding the steering wheel tightly.
Pan Luola's heart tightened, and she hurriedly said, "It should belong to my father, what should we do now?"
"Get out of the car and play."
Mu Jilian answered her simply, and she got out of the car without thinking too much, and entered the bustling shopping mall here.
It's just a coincidence that they ran into Ruozhen and Su Luoze who came here without taking a few steps.She and Ruozhen fell in love with the same dress.She saw that Su Luoze's eyes were very angry when he saw her. She didn't know why he was angry, and she didn't know what she had provoked him again.
Su Luoze calmly pulled her to another place, his complexion was not good, and his arms around her were also very strong.She felt like she was about to be crushed.
"What are you doing, let go." She was still wearing high heels about ten centimeters, but because of his quick steps, she could only be dragged away, and there was a tearing pain from her feet, but the man who was pulling her Refuse to have a little pity.
Finally, when he reached a corner, he threw her away with such a disgusted expression, as if she was a fly that couldn't be chased away.
Pan Luola touched the red area that was gripped, and looked at the angry man with a stubborn expression.
"Pan Luola, do you have to be so lowly!?"
Before she opened her mouth, he had already yelled out the words he had held in his heart.
She was slightly stunned, feeling as if she lost her soul for a moment, and asked with a smile, "Why am I so cheap?"
"What are you pestering Senior Mu for?"
Pan Luola felt a lump in her throat, and it took a long time to find her voice, "Does this have anything to do with you?"
Su Luoze seemed to be seeing her like this for the first time, his brows were tightly furrowed, and the unknown fire also came up, "Yes, it has nothing to do with me. But please don't appear in the future between me and Ruozhen. In front of you, especially when you are with Mu Jilian! Do you want Ruozhen to suffer? She got out of that quagmire with great difficulty, and you want to send her into the fire pit again? Do you want them to be together again? Then Can you just stay with me? Are you that vicious? Let me tell you, even if I'm not with Ruozhen, I won't be with you!"
"If you're not with Ruozhen, you won't be with me either? Hehe..." Pan Luola repeated his words, it's really not ordinary hurtful, but she didn't do anything wrong, why should she be slandered like this Being bullied!
"Su Luoze, you seem to be too narcissistic! Senior Mu is much better than you. He is willing to associate with me. Listen clearly, he is willing. There is no entanglement between me and him. We are now in love , love! We are so affectionate, how could I let him go? It should be that you don’t appear in front of us, you take your Ruozhen as far as you go, and don’t provoke Mu Xuechang is not good memories, as his current girlfriend, I have the obligation to help him block those annoying things!"
Pan Luola finished speaking in one breath, and was about to leave with her high heels on. She didn't want to stay here for a minute. Listening to his hurtful words, it was really, really hurtful.
"Wait a minute!" Su Luoze stopped her. What she said just now made him feel very uncomfortable. Although he didn't know why it happened, there was something wrong.
"Mu Jilian is not suitable for you." Su Luoze said bluntly, but Pan Luola turned her head with a sneer, "Only I know whether it is suitable or not. If you can't give me what I want, please don't provoke me."
She took Su Luoze's hand and was about to leave, but she couldn't help but stop, "I heard that you and Ruozhen are getting married soon. I won't go, I'm here to bless you, that's all."
Su Luoze raised his eyes to look at the figure, a strange light flashed in his clear eyes, but he quickly covered it up, and he warned himself that those strange things must have appeared because he was tired these days Only because of the hallucinations, I think of Pan Luola from time to time, it must be because I am too tired, it must be like this!
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In the next few days, Pan Luola went to meet the doctor who was the chief surgeon for Su Luoze.
Although Su Luoze doesn't want to see her, she is still willing to give her all. Her love is so humble, but she is still willing to do so.
"Are you sure you're ready?" the doctor asked her for the last time, and handed her the agreement on the table.
Pan Luola pursed her lips slightly. She kept asking herself this question, are you ready?Are you ready to hand over all these precious things of yourself?Don't you regret it even if it's all in vain?She thought about it for a long time, but her heart kept telling her, yes, she didn't regret it.
"I just have one request, please don't tell anyone about this."
"Don't worry, this is a volunteer's private secret, and we will keep it absolutely confidential. Even if you are still so young and have never been married, you may not be able to conceive a child in the future. Although your dedication is great, we still hope that you I can think clearly."
"Thought it clearly." Pan Luola said and picked up a pen to sign her name on the paper.
Looking at the beautiful font on the paper, she felt a feeling of emotion in her heart, but at the same time she put down a stone.The things that have been squeezing her mind for the past few days can finally be settled now.
When I walked out of the hospital, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, I felt a little more open.
"Do you really not regret it?" Mu Jilian asked in a calm voice when she got into the car.
"You are the third person to ask me that today. The doctor just asked me that too."
Mu Jilian frowned, "Who else?"
"Myself."
Mu Jilian listened to her words, paused for a moment, and finally started the car, "He is so nice, is he willing to make you willing to pay so much?"
"Isn't it the same with you? Ruozhen is so good, she is willing to let you pay so much." Pan Luola refuted him with a smile, they are all fools in love, and they are willing to do anything for the person they like , even at a heavy price.Although she didn't know what Mu Jilian was going to take from her, she thought it must have something to do with Ruozhen.
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Su Luoze and Ruozhen's wedding came as scheduled, Pan Luola was fidgeting in front of the vanity mirror, she couldn't help but wanted to take another look at him.She wanted to see him as the groom's official, wanted to see his glamorous side.That must be very handsome, he can finally be with the girl he likes, he must be very happy.During his four years in college, he put all his eyes and thoughts on Ruozhen, and he wanted to enjoy the sweetness that comes after all hardships.
Pan Luola involuntarily picked up the comb, and tied all her hair behind her ears. Without the cover of hair, her whole face looked more energetic.She put on a little makeup, and dyed her lips a touch of red, and her face was very delicate.She looked at herself in the mirror, slightly dazed, maybe this was the last time she saw him, and in the future, after she had the operation with him, she would never see him again.
Picking out a small white dress from the cabinet, imagining how wonderful it would be to see him by her side, but everything is just a fantasy.
To enter the wedding banquet, you need an invitation card, and the Su family didn't give it to her, perhaps because they were afraid that she would feel embarrassed.In the end, she mixed in with the people she knew.When she looked at the big red happy words pasted everywhere, and looked at the dazzling red, she couldn't tell what she felt.She knew that she would be sad when she came here, but she couldn't help coming, she was really conflicted.
The love that people can't understand, the people who are struggling in the ignorance, are suffering.
Although she was sad, she was glad that she came here. The moment she saw Su Luoze fall down, she could be by his side for the first time.Although the person he wanted was not her, she was still very happy. It felt like everything was worth it for her to be with him like this.
Su Luoze's blood pressure soared because of the unexplained photo incident at the wedding banquet, and the doctor suggested that surgery is not suitable.It can only be done when the blood pressure drops.Pan Luola hid in the corner of the hospital, and only tiptoed in when there was no one in the ward.
She watched him lying on the hospital bed with a pale expression, still yelling indistinctly.She didn't hear clearly, only the word Ruozhen made her understand.
Ruozhen, Ruozhen, Ruozhen, do you like her that much?Such an unforgettable memory.Just how infatuated are you, sticking to the same relationship for four years, even if it is only a one-sided relationship, after paying so much, but still not getting it, have you ever regretted it?
Pan Luola sat on the side, asking Su Luoze in her heart, and at the same time asking herself, is it worth it to like someone who doesn't like her?
However, sometimes love is such a grind.There is no value or not, no regrets, only love or not.
She stretched out her hand to hold his hand that was not given a needle, and interlocked her fingers, "Su Luoze, you must get better, and don't let me down. You must live a good life in the future. Be very happy, very Happiness, the best happiness makes me jealous. In this way... I will feel at ease."
She didn't know if Su Luoze could hear what she said, probably he wouldn't, otherwise he wouldn't let her shake his hand with his character, and he avoided her like a snake.Only at this time can she hold his hand without any scruples and tell him the most frank things in her heart.
For him, she can let go of all her pride. For him, she can stop being Pan Luola, and she can no longer be a high-ranking princess.She doesn't ask him to reciprocate the love that is as humble as dust, but only asks that in the future, when she meets her again, he will stop showing her a dead face and disgusting expression.Because his loathing could tear her whole heart apart.
"Luoze, I'm leaving. After tomorrow, you will have a healthy body. Remember to live happily." After Pan Luola finished speaking, she put his hands under the bed and stood up.
At the moment when she turned around, she didn't know that Su Luoze, who had his eyes closed, drew a tear from the corner of his eyes.
"Luola, why are you here?" Pan Luola ran into Mrs. Su after leaving the ward.
Pan Luola coughed a few times unnaturally, "Oh, I'm not feeling well, so I came to the hospital to see, by the way, I came here to see my old friends who were hospitalized."
"Well, is there any discomfort?"
"Maybe it's because I'm tired. The doctor told me to rest more."
"Then you listen to the doctor."
Pan Luola nodded, and just as she was about to leave, Madam Su said again, "We, Luo Ze, have found a source of liver. Thank God. From now on, he will have a healthy body like a normal person."
Mrs. Su said intentionally or unintentionally, she thought their marriage between the Su family and the Mu family had been blown away.Therefore, she had to catch the Pan family and not let this substitute be lost.
Pan Luola forced a smile, "That's good."
"I still have something to do, so I'll go first. You take good care of Su Luoze. Goodbye!"
Mrs. Su was dubious and was about to say something, but she heard the voice of the nurse behind her shouting, "The heartbeat of the patient in bed 1 is unstable! Doctor! Doctor!"
"1...1!" Mrs. Su finally realized that 1 belonged to Su Luoze. Not long after, she saw several nurses pushing Su Luoze out of the ward, and Mrs. Su hurried forward.
Pan Luola was dumbfounded by the sudden situation. She grabbed the doctor who was about to enter the operating room, "How is today? Is it okay today? I'm ready."
The doctor looked into her anxious eyes, "Let's change your clothes first."
Pan Luola finally followed the nurse to change clothes. She knew Mrs. Su was outside, so she followed the nurse into another door.She wanted to donate to Su Luoze, but she never thought of letting him know.What she wants is not his gratitude, because his gratitude will make her more painful.Without his love, she would rather have nothing at all.
This is the stubborn and proud Pan Luola, it is her principle to prefer queerness to abuse.
She was lying on the operating table according to the doctor's instructions, her eyes slightly squinted to look at the bright light that made people unable to open their eyes, and she knew that the one lying next to her was Su Luoze.
She didn't expect that one day, when she would lie down with him so close, it would be in the operating room.
Her eyes were always looking at Su Luoze, and out of the corner of her eyes, she saw the scalpel held by the doctor. To be honest, she was afraid. Since she was a child, her physique was pretty good, and she hardly had any injections. Time is to take medicine.It was the first time to be on the operating table like this, but for the person she likes, seeing the person she likes lying next to her, she knew that her sacrifice could be exchanged for his life, thinking about it, everything was fine.
There is no next chapter, let's look at others first
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But how could he come to save her?Ruozhen is back, now he has only him in his eyes, maybe they are in love... But why did she suffer such humiliation?No one can save her, she can only save herself.
Yes, she can only save herself.
I don't know where the strong consciousness came from, grabbed the crystal lamp by the bed and smashed Pan Hai who was pressing on him, and Pan Hai fell down in response.
The broken glass scratched Pan Hai's forehead, and the bright red snow stained her fingers and even her clothes.
After Pan Hai was hit like this, he almost lost all his strength. Pan Luola pushed hard to get himself up from the bed.With trembling hands, she straightened her clothes, looked at the person lying on the bed, and felt uneasy.She was at a loss at all, with her hands trembling in the air, and finally ran out the door.
She ran furiously, furiously, until she was exhausted.
The evening wind hit her in gusts, and she was biting cold, wandering aimlessly on the road, she ran out without a bag, without a penny on her body, and now it was so late, she could go to where.She will definitely not be able to return home. What's the point of her going back to such a place.
Before she knew it, she came here again, looking at the resplendent facade, she couldn't help feeling sour again.How much she wanted to hug him and tell him the bitterness in her heart at this moment, or take a look at him, even just a glance.
However, this is only a fantasy.
Pan Luola didn't know how long she stood under the big tree until the gate was opened.Looking at the person who came out, he subconsciously hid himself behind the big tree.
The people who came out were Wu Ping and Ruozhen who were about to go home, Su Luoze followed behind them, she just watched them talking and laughing, looked at Su Luoze from a distance, and watched him treat Lin Ruozhen's lover There was a fiery look in her eyes, but she couldn't do anything, she could only look at it like this.
He didn't like her. He had conveyed this meaning to her many times, but she was still so persistent.She knows that she is cheap, but if she likes it, she likes it, even if she is cheap, she is happy with it.
After sending Ruozhen into the car, Su Luoze stood in place and watched the car drift away until it disappeared from his eyes before turning around.When the wind came again at night and the leaves were rustling, he looked this way, but he didn't see the figure standing under the big tree, but he wrapped his clothes around his body and walked in. in the room.
Pan Luola watched the door being closed again, her heart sank to the bottom of the valley instantly.He was so focused on Ruozhen, how could he see her existence.
She lowered her eyes in desolation, but someone gently patted her shoulders. She turned her head to visit, and was slightly surprised when she saw the person in front of her clearly.
"Senior Mu." Pan Luola yelled in disbelief, "You...why are you here?"
"Get in the car first."
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Mu Jilian took her to an apartment. Although the apartment is not big, it has complete facilities.
"You stay here first." Mu Jilian said blankly, as if she was talking about a very normal thing, but Pan Luola felt that this was not normal at all. The relationship between her and Mu Jilian The relationship isn't bad, but it's not much better either.She knew that Mu Jilian repulsed her, and she talked and laughed with her before, but it was just to play in front of Lin Ruozhen, she still had this self-knowledge.
"why……"
Mu Jilian pursed her lips and didn't speak, she also couldn't see through his heart, this man was always calm and thoughtful, ordinary people couldn't understand.
"Senior Mu, why did you help me?" Pan Luola asked again, she knew that he was not a kind person, and helping her for no reason must be to learn something from her.
"You are homeless now, aren't you?" Mu Jilian narrowed her eyes at her, her charming eyes are full of infinite danger at the same time.
"how do you know?"
He didn't answer her, but picked up the medical report from the table and handed it to her.
Pan Luola looked at what was written on that piece of paper, her eyes widened beautifully, "Why... what do you mean?"
"Do you want me to sacrifice myself to fulfill them? Senior Mu, don't you like Lin Ruozhen? Don't you just watch them get married like this?" Pan Luola pinched the piece of paper in her hand, her heart sank, and she frowned and asked road.
"Are you testing me now?" Mu Jilian smiled instead of anger, "Didn't you test the results on this paper yourself? Now it's a good match, don't you regret it?"
Pan Luola, who was seen through, sat on the sofa as if she had lost her soul, "Yes, I went to the hospital to have it done by myself. The doctor said mine matched his."
Pan Luola said word by word, when she knew that Su Luoze had this disease, she went to the hospital for a test, and the result... She never had the chance to go to the hospital to inquire, if it wasn't for Mu Jilian who gave She, she may have to wait a few days to find out.
"What do you think?" Mu Jilian looked at her and asked solemnly.
Pan Luola wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and clenched her fists, "Senior Mu, let's make a deal."
"what?"
"Acquaintance with me."
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With Mu Jilian's cover, Pan Luola no longer needs to be afraid of Pan Hai.When she stood in front of Pan Hai with Mu Jilian, Pan Hai was really taken aback. He wondered when this daughter had such a means to get Mu Jilian into her hands.
However, this woman's power is more important to him, and with the support of Mrs. Mu, then his position as the chief of the bureau can still be stabilized.Of course, he is now going to treat Pan Luola like a god, and he still has to rely on her to make himself better.However, Pan Hai is considered an old fox, and sent someone to watch them in the dark, just in case.Who is Mu Jilian, he knows very well in his heart, he can't fight him clearly, so he can only come secretly.
Pan Luola was sitting in Mu Jilian's car, and was about to go back to the apartment. She had to get ready in the next few days, take care of her body, and then...
"Someone is following us." Mu Jilian said while holding the steering wheel tightly.
Pan Luola's heart tightened, and she hurriedly said, "It should belong to my father, what should we do now?"
"Get out of the car and play."
Mu Jilian answered her simply, and she got out of the car without thinking too much, and entered the bustling shopping mall here.
It's just a coincidence that they ran into Ruozhen and Su Luoze who came here without taking a few steps.She and Ruozhen fell in love with the same dress.She saw that Su Luoze's eyes were very angry when he saw her. She didn't know why he was angry, and she didn't know what she had provoked him again.
Su Luoze calmly pulled her to another place, his complexion was not good, and his arms around her were also very strong.She felt like she was about to be crushed.
"What are you doing, let go." She was still wearing high heels about ten centimeters, but because of his quick steps, she could only be dragged away, and there was a tearing pain from her feet, but the man who was pulling her Refuse to have a little pity.
Finally, when he reached a corner, he threw her away with such a disgusted expression, as if she was a fly that couldn't be chased away.
Pan Luola touched the red area that was gripped, and looked at the angry man with a stubborn expression.
"Pan Luola, do you have to be so lowly!?"
Before she opened her mouth, he had already yelled out the words he had held in his heart.
She was slightly stunned, feeling as if she lost her soul for a moment, and asked with a smile, "Why am I so cheap?"
"What are you pestering Senior Mu for?"
Pan Luola felt a lump in her throat, and it took a long time to find her voice, "Does this have anything to do with you?"
Su Luoze seemed to be seeing her like this for the first time, his brows were tightly furrowed, and the unknown fire also came up, "Yes, it has nothing to do with me. But please don't appear in the future between me and Ruozhen. In front of you, especially when you are with Mu Jilian! Do you want Ruozhen to suffer? She got out of that quagmire with great difficulty, and you want to send her into the fire pit again? Do you want them to be together again? Then Can you just stay with me? Are you that vicious? Let me tell you, even if I'm not with Ruozhen, I won't be with you!"
"If you're not with Ruozhen, you won't be with me either? Hehe..." Pan Luola repeated his words, it's really not ordinary hurtful, but she didn't do anything wrong, why should she be slandered like this Being bullied!
"Su Luoze, you seem to be too narcissistic! Senior Mu is much better than you. He is willing to associate with me. Listen clearly, he is willing. There is no entanglement between me and him. We are now in love , love! We are so affectionate, how could I let him go? It should be that you don’t appear in front of us, you take your Ruozhen as far as you go, and don’t provoke Mu Xuechang is not good memories, as his current girlfriend, I have the obligation to help him block those annoying things!"
Pan Luola finished speaking in one breath, and was about to leave with her high heels on. She didn't want to stay here for a minute. Listening to his hurtful words, it was really, really hurtful.
"Wait a minute!" Su Luoze stopped her. What she said just now made him feel very uncomfortable. Although he didn't know why it happened, there was something wrong.
"Mu Jilian is not suitable for you." Su Luoze said bluntly, but Pan Luola turned her head with a sneer, "Only I know whether it is suitable or not. If you can't give me what I want, please don't provoke me."
She took Su Luoze's hand and was about to leave, but she couldn't help but stop, "I heard that you and Ruozhen are getting married soon. I won't go, I'm here to bless you, that's all."
Su Luoze raised his eyes to look at the figure, a strange light flashed in his clear eyes, but he quickly covered it up, and he warned himself that those strange things must have appeared because he was tired these days Only because of the hallucinations, I think of Pan Luola from time to time, it must be because I am too tired, it must be like this!
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In the next few days, Pan Luola went to meet the doctor who was the chief surgeon for Su Luoze.
Although Su Luoze doesn't want to see her, she is still willing to give her all. Her love is so humble, but she is still willing to do so.
"Are you sure you're ready?" the doctor asked her for the last time, and handed her the agreement on the table.
Pan Luola pursed her lips slightly. She kept asking herself this question, are you ready?Are you ready to hand over all these precious things of yourself?Don't you regret it even if it's all in vain?She thought about it for a long time, but her heart kept telling her, yes, she didn't regret it.
"I just have one request, please don't tell anyone about this."
"Don't worry, this is a volunteer's private secret, and we will keep it absolutely confidential. Even if you are still so young and have never been married, you may not be able to conceive a child in the future. Although your dedication is great, we still hope that you I can think clearly."
"Thought it clearly." Pan Luola said and picked up a pen to sign her name on the paper.
Looking at the beautiful font on the paper, she felt a feeling of emotion in her heart, but at the same time she put down a stone.The things that have been squeezing her mind for the past few days can finally be settled now.
When I walked out of the hospital, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, I felt a little more open.
"Do you really not regret it?" Mu Jilian asked in a calm voice when she got into the car.
"You are the third person to ask me that today. The doctor just asked me that too."
Mu Jilian frowned, "Who else?"
"Myself."
Mu Jilian listened to her words, paused for a moment, and finally started the car, "He is so nice, is he willing to make you willing to pay so much?"
"Isn't it the same with you? Ruozhen is so good, she is willing to let you pay so much." Pan Luola refuted him with a smile, they are all fools in love, and they are willing to do anything for the person they like , even at a heavy price.Although she didn't know what Mu Jilian was going to take from her, she thought it must have something to do with Ruozhen.
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Su Luoze and Ruozhen's wedding came as scheduled, Pan Luola was fidgeting in front of the vanity mirror, she couldn't help but wanted to take another look at him.She wanted to see him as the groom's official, wanted to see his glamorous side.That must be very handsome, he can finally be with the girl he likes, he must be very happy.During his four years in college, he put all his eyes and thoughts on Ruozhen, and he wanted to enjoy the sweetness that comes after all hardships.
Pan Luola involuntarily picked up the comb, and tied all her hair behind her ears. Without the cover of hair, her whole face looked more energetic.She put on a little makeup, and dyed her lips a touch of red, and her face was very delicate.She looked at herself in the mirror, slightly dazed, maybe this was the last time she saw him, and in the future, after she had the operation with him, she would never see him again.
Picking out a small white dress from the cabinet, imagining how wonderful it would be to see him by her side, but everything is just a fantasy.
To enter the wedding banquet, you need an invitation card, and the Su family didn't give it to her, perhaps because they were afraid that she would feel embarrassed.In the end, she mixed in with the people she knew.When she looked at the big red happy words pasted everywhere, and looked at the dazzling red, she couldn't tell what she felt.She knew that she would be sad when she came here, but she couldn't help coming, she was really conflicted.
The love that people can't understand, the people who are struggling in the ignorance, are suffering.
Although she was sad, she was glad that she came here. The moment she saw Su Luoze fall down, she could be by his side for the first time.Although the person he wanted was not her, she was still very happy. It felt like everything was worth it for her to be with him like this.
Su Luoze's blood pressure soared because of the unexplained photo incident at the wedding banquet, and the doctor suggested that surgery is not suitable.It can only be done when the blood pressure drops.Pan Luola hid in the corner of the hospital, and only tiptoed in when there was no one in the ward.
She watched him lying on the hospital bed with a pale expression, still yelling indistinctly.She didn't hear clearly, only the word Ruozhen made her understand.
Ruozhen, Ruozhen, Ruozhen, do you like her that much?Such an unforgettable memory.Just how infatuated are you, sticking to the same relationship for four years, even if it is only a one-sided relationship, after paying so much, but still not getting it, have you ever regretted it?
Pan Luola sat on the side, asking Su Luoze in her heart, and at the same time asking herself, is it worth it to like someone who doesn't like her?
However, sometimes love is such a grind.There is no value or not, no regrets, only love or not.
She stretched out her hand to hold his hand that was not given a needle, and interlocked her fingers, "Su Luoze, you must get better, and don't let me down. You must live a good life in the future. Be very happy, very Happiness, the best happiness makes me jealous. In this way... I will feel at ease."
She didn't know if Su Luoze could hear what she said, probably he wouldn't, otherwise he wouldn't let her shake his hand with his character, and he avoided her like a snake.Only at this time can she hold his hand without any scruples and tell him the most frank things in her heart.
For him, she can let go of all her pride. For him, she can stop being Pan Luola, and she can no longer be a high-ranking princess.She doesn't ask him to reciprocate the love that is as humble as dust, but only asks that in the future, when she meets her again, he will stop showing her a dead face and disgusting expression.Because his loathing could tear her whole heart apart.
"Luoze, I'm leaving. After tomorrow, you will have a healthy body. Remember to live happily." After Pan Luola finished speaking, she put his hands under the bed and stood up.
At the moment when she turned around, she didn't know that Su Luoze, who had his eyes closed, drew a tear from the corner of his eyes.
"Luola, why are you here?" Pan Luola ran into Mrs. Su after leaving the ward.
Pan Luola coughed a few times unnaturally, "Oh, I'm not feeling well, so I came to the hospital to see, by the way, I came here to see my old friends who were hospitalized."
"Well, is there any discomfort?"
"Maybe it's because I'm tired. The doctor told me to rest more."
"Then you listen to the doctor."
Pan Luola nodded, and just as she was about to leave, Madam Su said again, "We, Luo Ze, have found a source of liver. Thank God. From now on, he will have a healthy body like a normal person."
Mrs. Su said intentionally or unintentionally, she thought their marriage between the Su family and the Mu family had been blown away.Therefore, she had to catch the Pan family and not let this substitute be lost.
Pan Luola forced a smile, "That's good."
"I still have something to do, so I'll go first. You take good care of Su Luoze. Goodbye!"
Mrs. Su was dubious and was about to say something, but she heard the voice of the nurse behind her shouting, "The heartbeat of the patient in bed 1 is unstable! Doctor! Doctor!"
"1...1!" Mrs. Su finally realized that 1 belonged to Su Luoze. Not long after, she saw several nurses pushing Su Luoze out of the ward, and Mrs. Su hurried forward.
Pan Luola was dumbfounded by the sudden situation. She grabbed the doctor who was about to enter the operating room, "How is today? Is it okay today? I'm ready."
The doctor looked into her anxious eyes, "Let's change your clothes first."
Pan Luola finally followed the nurse to change clothes. She knew Mrs. Su was outside, so she followed the nurse into another door.She wanted to donate to Su Luoze, but she never thought of letting him know.What she wants is not his gratitude, because his gratitude will make her more painful.Without his love, she would rather have nothing at all.
This is the stubborn and proud Pan Luola, it is her principle to prefer queerness to abuse.
She was lying on the operating table according to the doctor's instructions, her eyes slightly squinted to look at the bright light that made people unable to open their eyes, and she knew that the one lying next to her was Su Luoze.
She didn't expect that one day, when she would lie down with him so close, it would be in the operating room.
Her eyes were always looking at Su Luoze, and out of the corner of her eyes, she saw the scalpel held by the doctor. To be honest, she was afraid. Since she was a child, her physique was pretty good, and she hardly had any injections. Time is to take medicine.It was the first time to be on the operating table like this, but for the person she likes, seeing the person she likes lying next to her, she knew that her sacrifice could be exchanged for his life, thinking about it, everything was fine.
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