Qi Yu Millennium
Chapter 306 The choice of love
"Why?" Wang Yanpei asked in a soft voice.
"The horror descriptions about the underworld in the past were all rumors of people chasing rumors, the purpose is to scare the world from doing evil things. However, those who fabricate rumors have overlooked one point, that is, Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva is the real master of the underworld, and Buddhism is He pays attention to compassion, so Ksitigarbha will never instruct his underlings to punish the ghosts who have committed crimes cruelly, because that would violate the teachings of Buddhism, so there is no such thing as mercy.” I said here "However, the Ksitigarbha King will not allow those sinful ghosts to escape at will. Although they will not be punished in the underworld, they will be reincarnated with their sins to suffer in the next life."
"That's right, the underworld is not as scary as the legends say." Wang Yanpei nodded in agreement with my analysis.
"People in the world are too ignorant. It is a good thing to believe in Buddhism, but it would be stupid to blindly listen to and believe in it blindly. They don't think about it. If the hell simply punishes those criminal ghosts, what's the point? It doesn't make any sense at all. No! The sins they committed during their lifetime have not been eliminated, and the victims have not received any compensation. Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva reincarnates those sinful ghosts with their sins, whether they are humans or livestock, and do everything possible to compensate them. The sins I committed in my previous life. Therefore, the underworld is just a transit point between this life and the next life, not the terrifying and gloomy prison as rumored by the outside world." I finally figured out the true nature of the underworld, but at the same time I figured it out, I discovered Figuring out the nature of the underworld doesn't make any real sense to me, and it's not the primary problem I'm facing right now.
"You're right. Those ghosts who didn't have deep sins were very happy after getting the mirror, but they were quickly disappointed, because they saw from the mirror that their lover and relatives had forgotten themselves little by little, and in the end You will go to reincarnation only when you lose all hope." Wang Yanpei echoed softly.
"What did you see in the mirror?" I leaned down and looked.
"I saw all the things you did to save me, I also saw you use spells to transform my tomb, I got up tired and powerless, I also saw the expression on your face when you stepped on a landmine in front of my tomb, even more When you go to the Kunlun Mountains to find things and come back to give gifts to ask for help, I saw everything, can you imagine what kind of mood I felt when I saw it in the mirror?" Wang Yanpei asked softly.
Wang Yanpei's words made me instantly feel extremely relieved, and there was only one thought in my mind, that is, "She has seen, she has seen everything I have done for her, and I have not disappointed my woman."
"I laughed." Seeing that I didn't speak, Wang Yanpei spoke again.
I looked down at her in puzzlement, really not understanding why she was smiling.Just like I didn't understand her phrase 'Is my kung fu good? '" Seeing you suffer so much for me makes my heart ache. I wanted to cry but I didn't. So many ghosts in the underworld are crying because their relatives and lovers have forgotten them. And you I have been running around for me for many years, I, Wang Yanpei, are so lucky and happy, why do I still cry, I want to laugh, I want to let them know that I have a good husband and they don't..." Wang Yanpei broke down in tears.
She had such a stubborn personality during her lifetime, and she still didn't change the slightest after her death.Even if you didn't live long, you can still talk with a smile when you call me.
"You have seen everything and know everything, why don't you go back with me?" I asked, suppressing the sadness in my heart.
"Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty is not the only one who is sad. He has been Ruosi since ancient times and today." Wang Yanpei tried her best to stop crying and raised her head.
"I'm not Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, and you're not Mrs. Li. If I were really a fickle person, I would have let go." I couldn't help raising my voice.The reason why I emphasize the tone is that Wang Yanpei's sentence is a sentence in Bai Juyi's poem, which is about the concubine of Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, Mrs. Li, who refused to let Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty see her haggard appearance when she was dying of illness, so as to keep her in Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty. The allusion of the perfect image in the mind, and the idiom handed down from this, "the color fades and the love relaxes" is not a compliment.
"Chengfeng, don't be angry, I didn't mean that." Seeing my angry face, Wang Yanpei hastily explained, "I'm not afraid that you will dislike me and not go back with you, I believe you will always treat me well. But have you ever thought about it, love is mutual, you may have no regrets for what you pay, but I can’t feel at ease when I enjoy it, I can only enjoy it but can’t give it in return, I will feel guilty, I will be ashamed, I will suffer, you just have the heart to let it Have I always been by your side in pain?"
"With you by my side, I won't be alone, I'll feel fulfilled, and I won't let you go back to that dark and dark underworld." I frowned and shook my head with a determined expression.Wang Yanpei was previously given the five-sacred spirit summoning spell by me, and now she has six souls and fourteen souls and can no longer be reincarnated as a human being. I will never allow her to live in the underworld forever.
"Chengfeng, I am content. At this point today, I am really content. Before the master brought me back, I returned the mirror to the Bodhisattva. The Bodhisattva told me to come and go as I like. I am really I have no regrets anymore, it's time to let go, just let me be noble once, and do something for you, okay?" Wang Yanpei spoke softly but looked resolute.
"Not good! I don't want you to hold the mirror and cry when you go back." I shook my head and said, whether it is Xu Zhaopei in the previous life or Wang Yanpei in this life, they are all very possessive people in their bones. I have known this for a long time but I didn't feel uncomfortable Well, love itself has a strong exclusivity. No matter whether a man or a woman falls in love with each other, they will have an exclusive mentality. If not, it means that they don't love or don't love deeply.
"I won't ask the Bodhisattva for a mirror anymore. I know you like that white girl. I sincerely hope that you can be together." There was no reluctance in Wang Yanpei's tone, and it could be seen that she was speaking the truth.
Wang Yanpei's words made me smile wryly and shake my head. I couldn't open my mouth because I smiled wryly because it was impossible for me and Bai Jiuyu to be together, and I didn't explain because I did have feelings for Bai Jiuyu. No, I don't want to lie to a dead woman in order to show my greatness.
"You are jealous of the intimate behavior of the woman controlled by your soul, so you won't be jealous of what I do with other women?" I sighed helplessly.It seems that Wang Yanpei really won't go back with me, she is not Bai Jiuyu, she is not as submissive as Bai Jiuyu, Bai Jiuyu won't touch my brow, she will.
"Not jealous." Wang Yanpei replied without hesitation.
"Why?" I asked suspiciously.Her words were completely out of character.
"Because I took the initiative to let go, and if I don't let go, she has no chance." Wang Yanpei's thinking made it difficult for me to accept it for a while, but after a little thought, I understood her thoughts.Letting go is different from letting go passively. Letting go can make her feel noble, while letting go passively can make her feel humble.
"Why do I feel like I'm a broken shoe thrown away by you?" Wang Yanpei's words made me dumbfounded.When is this, and I still have to worry about those useless things.
"If you have worn out shoes, then other men have worn out socks." Wang Yanpei reached out and stroked my long hair, "I would like to wear them all the time, but now I have no feet."
"Let's stop making trouble, okay, come back with me." I tried my best to keep my voice down and said softly.
"Look at how old you are, why is your hair so gray?" Wang Yanpei didn't answer my words.
"Come back with me, the walnuts you smashed on me back then have grown into trees, don't you want to go back and have a look?" I tried my best to make her change her mind.
"I've seen it all." Wang Yanpei looked fascinated.
"And your parents, you don't want to see them again?" Seeing her thoughts moving slightly, I hurriedly struck while the iron was hot.
"They are used to life without me. Going back like this will only make them sad again," Wang Yanpei shook her head again and again, "My father likes to drink Shuanghou Biluochun. Next time you visit him, bring him some. Mom likes to eat fried broad beans, so buy some and bring them with you."
"Why the hell are you a donkey? If you don't go away, you will go backwards. Next time, I will bring them arsenic and rat poison. A litter of poison will kill you and your family will be reunited." Wang Yanpei's stubbornness completely made me furious, and it was hard. Seeing some hope, he turned his head and retracted.
"You belong to the donkey!" Wang Yanpei retorted not to be outdone.
"I've never begged anyone in my life, I beg you, you come back with me." Seeing that I couldn't do it hard, I had to be soft again.
"Chengfeng, I made such a decision because I love you, so you will fulfill my wish, okay?"
"You're not going back, are you? From now on, I'll sleep with other women every day, and every day will be different." If you can't be soft, you can change it to hard.
"It's exhausting."
......
......
"Sister, I'm afraid of you, tell me, how can you go back with me." I used all the methods I could think of, and in the end I was completely desperate.In summer, it dawns early, and it will soon be dawn.
"Chengfeng, I am really satisfied. I have told you everything I should say. I believe you will always remember me. Just let me do something for you. I have nothing to give you now. The only one All I can do is let go." Wang Yanpei turned her head and wept quietly.
"Let's find a place without sunlight first, the sun will come out soon." I rubbed my knees and stood up.
"I have to go back before dawn, you don't need to persuade me anymore." Wang Yanpei shook her head slowly, "Chengfeng, I still have a wish, can you help me realize it?"
"Tell me, I will help you achieve it." Sleepless nights and sadness made me fall into a dazed state.
"You once flew with me in your arms before I was alive, and I want to experience that feeling again." Wang Yanpei said softly.Her so-called flying is the popular volley technique that I used on the night I took her to bury the bones of the two of them in the previous life.
I stared at the familiar face in front of me, and the sadness in my heart once again made me cry quietly. I gently stretched out my arms to embrace him, and bent my knees to use my strength to soar into the sky...
"The horror descriptions about the underworld in the past were all rumors of people chasing rumors, the purpose is to scare the world from doing evil things. However, those who fabricate rumors have overlooked one point, that is, Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva is the real master of the underworld, and Buddhism is He pays attention to compassion, so Ksitigarbha will never instruct his underlings to punish the ghosts who have committed crimes cruelly, because that would violate the teachings of Buddhism, so there is no such thing as mercy.” I said here "However, the Ksitigarbha King will not allow those sinful ghosts to escape at will. Although they will not be punished in the underworld, they will be reincarnated with their sins to suffer in the next life."
"That's right, the underworld is not as scary as the legends say." Wang Yanpei nodded in agreement with my analysis.
"People in the world are too ignorant. It is a good thing to believe in Buddhism, but it would be stupid to blindly listen to and believe in it blindly. They don't think about it. If the hell simply punishes those criminal ghosts, what's the point? It doesn't make any sense at all. No! The sins they committed during their lifetime have not been eliminated, and the victims have not received any compensation. Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva reincarnates those sinful ghosts with their sins, whether they are humans or livestock, and do everything possible to compensate them. The sins I committed in my previous life. Therefore, the underworld is just a transit point between this life and the next life, not the terrifying and gloomy prison as rumored by the outside world." I finally figured out the true nature of the underworld, but at the same time I figured it out, I discovered Figuring out the nature of the underworld doesn't make any real sense to me, and it's not the primary problem I'm facing right now.
"You're right. Those ghosts who didn't have deep sins were very happy after getting the mirror, but they were quickly disappointed, because they saw from the mirror that their lover and relatives had forgotten themselves little by little, and in the end You will go to reincarnation only when you lose all hope." Wang Yanpei echoed softly.
"What did you see in the mirror?" I leaned down and looked.
"I saw all the things you did to save me, I also saw you use spells to transform my tomb, I got up tired and powerless, I also saw the expression on your face when you stepped on a landmine in front of my tomb, even more When you go to the Kunlun Mountains to find things and come back to give gifts to ask for help, I saw everything, can you imagine what kind of mood I felt when I saw it in the mirror?" Wang Yanpei asked softly.
Wang Yanpei's words made me instantly feel extremely relieved, and there was only one thought in my mind, that is, "She has seen, she has seen everything I have done for her, and I have not disappointed my woman."
"I laughed." Seeing that I didn't speak, Wang Yanpei spoke again.
I looked down at her in puzzlement, really not understanding why she was smiling.Just like I didn't understand her phrase 'Is my kung fu good? '" Seeing you suffer so much for me makes my heart ache. I wanted to cry but I didn't. So many ghosts in the underworld are crying because their relatives and lovers have forgotten them. And you I have been running around for me for many years, I, Wang Yanpei, are so lucky and happy, why do I still cry, I want to laugh, I want to let them know that I have a good husband and they don't..." Wang Yanpei broke down in tears.
She had such a stubborn personality during her lifetime, and she still didn't change the slightest after her death.Even if you didn't live long, you can still talk with a smile when you call me.
"You have seen everything and know everything, why don't you go back with me?" I asked, suppressing the sadness in my heart.
"Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty is not the only one who is sad. He has been Ruosi since ancient times and today." Wang Yanpei tried her best to stop crying and raised her head.
"I'm not Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, and you're not Mrs. Li. If I were really a fickle person, I would have let go." I couldn't help raising my voice.The reason why I emphasize the tone is that Wang Yanpei's sentence is a sentence in Bai Juyi's poem, which is about the concubine of Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, Mrs. Li, who refused to let Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty see her haggard appearance when she was dying of illness, so as to keep her in Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty. The allusion of the perfect image in the mind, and the idiom handed down from this, "the color fades and the love relaxes" is not a compliment.
"Chengfeng, don't be angry, I didn't mean that." Seeing my angry face, Wang Yanpei hastily explained, "I'm not afraid that you will dislike me and not go back with you, I believe you will always treat me well. But have you ever thought about it, love is mutual, you may have no regrets for what you pay, but I can’t feel at ease when I enjoy it, I can only enjoy it but can’t give it in return, I will feel guilty, I will be ashamed, I will suffer, you just have the heart to let it Have I always been by your side in pain?"
"With you by my side, I won't be alone, I'll feel fulfilled, and I won't let you go back to that dark and dark underworld." I frowned and shook my head with a determined expression.Wang Yanpei was previously given the five-sacred spirit summoning spell by me, and now she has six souls and fourteen souls and can no longer be reincarnated as a human being. I will never allow her to live in the underworld forever.
"Chengfeng, I am content. At this point today, I am really content. Before the master brought me back, I returned the mirror to the Bodhisattva. The Bodhisattva told me to come and go as I like. I am really I have no regrets anymore, it's time to let go, just let me be noble once, and do something for you, okay?" Wang Yanpei spoke softly but looked resolute.
"Not good! I don't want you to hold the mirror and cry when you go back." I shook my head and said, whether it is Xu Zhaopei in the previous life or Wang Yanpei in this life, they are all very possessive people in their bones. I have known this for a long time but I didn't feel uncomfortable Well, love itself has a strong exclusivity. No matter whether a man or a woman falls in love with each other, they will have an exclusive mentality. If not, it means that they don't love or don't love deeply.
"I won't ask the Bodhisattva for a mirror anymore. I know you like that white girl. I sincerely hope that you can be together." There was no reluctance in Wang Yanpei's tone, and it could be seen that she was speaking the truth.
Wang Yanpei's words made me smile wryly and shake my head. I couldn't open my mouth because I smiled wryly because it was impossible for me and Bai Jiuyu to be together, and I didn't explain because I did have feelings for Bai Jiuyu. No, I don't want to lie to a dead woman in order to show my greatness.
"You are jealous of the intimate behavior of the woman controlled by your soul, so you won't be jealous of what I do with other women?" I sighed helplessly.It seems that Wang Yanpei really won't go back with me, she is not Bai Jiuyu, she is not as submissive as Bai Jiuyu, Bai Jiuyu won't touch my brow, she will.
"Not jealous." Wang Yanpei replied without hesitation.
"Why?" I asked suspiciously.Her words were completely out of character.
"Because I took the initiative to let go, and if I don't let go, she has no chance." Wang Yanpei's thinking made it difficult for me to accept it for a while, but after a little thought, I understood her thoughts.Letting go is different from letting go passively. Letting go can make her feel noble, while letting go passively can make her feel humble.
"Why do I feel like I'm a broken shoe thrown away by you?" Wang Yanpei's words made me dumbfounded.When is this, and I still have to worry about those useless things.
"If you have worn out shoes, then other men have worn out socks." Wang Yanpei reached out and stroked my long hair, "I would like to wear them all the time, but now I have no feet."
"Let's stop making trouble, okay, come back with me." I tried my best to keep my voice down and said softly.
"Look at how old you are, why is your hair so gray?" Wang Yanpei didn't answer my words.
"Come back with me, the walnuts you smashed on me back then have grown into trees, don't you want to go back and have a look?" I tried my best to make her change her mind.
"I've seen it all." Wang Yanpei looked fascinated.
"And your parents, you don't want to see them again?" Seeing her thoughts moving slightly, I hurriedly struck while the iron was hot.
"They are used to life without me. Going back like this will only make them sad again," Wang Yanpei shook her head again and again, "My father likes to drink Shuanghou Biluochun. Next time you visit him, bring him some. Mom likes to eat fried broad beans, so buy some and bring them with you."
"Why the hell are you a donkey? If you don't go away, you will go backwards. Next time, I will bring them arsenic and rat poison. A litter of poison will kill you and your family will be reunited." Wang Yanpei's stubbornness completely made me furious, and it was hard. Seeing some hope, he turned his head and retracted.
"You belong to the donkey!" Wang Yanpei retorted not to be outdone.
"I've never begged anyone in my life, I beg you, you come back with me." Seeing that I couldn't do it hard, I had to be soft again.
"Chengfeng, I made such a decision because I love you, so you will fulfill my wish, okay?"
"You're not going back, are you? From now on, I'll sleep with other women every day, and every day will be different." If you can't be soft, you can change it to hard.
"It's exhausting."
......
......
"Sister, I'm afraid of you, tell me, how can you go back with me." I used all the methods I could think of, and in the end I was completely desperate.In summer, it dawns early, and it will soon be dawn.
"Chengfeng, I am really satisfied. I have told you everything I should say. I believe you will always remember me. Just let me do something for you. I have nothing to give you now. The only one All I can do is let go." Wang Yanpei turned her head and wept quietly.
"Let's find a place without sunlight first, the sun will come out soon." I rubbed my knees and stood up.
"I have to go back before dawn, you don't need to persuade me anymore." Wang Yanpei shook her head slowly, "Chengfeng, I still have a wish, can you help me realize it?"
"Tell me, I will help you achieve it." Sleepless nights and sadness made me fall into a dazed state.
"You once flew with me in your arms before I was alive, and I want to experience that feeling again." Wang Yanpei said softly.Her so-called flying is the popular volley technique that I used on the night I took her to bury the bones of the two of them in the previous life.
I stared at the familiar face in front of me, and the sadness in my heart once again made me cry quietly. I gently stretched out my arms to embrace him, and bent my knees to use my strength to soar into the sky...
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