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Xia Qi recalled the scene at that time.At that time, he had been looking at her lifelessly with beautiful but empty eyes, looking at her with horror, thinking that he was going to rush up to fight her.But who knows that until she finished playing with the sand and was about to go home, he didn't rush up to fight her, let alone say a word to her, but just followed her all the way home, even when she didn't let him follow , and grabbed her skirt tightly.

At that time, compared with now, his expression was even more pitiful.It was like a wooden man, he only answered when she asked a question.If she didn't ask anything, he could even squat beside her for a whole day without saying a word.

Xia Qi thought that Jun Jinyan would recall the first meeting with her when they were young, but unexpectedly he said indifferently, "I don't remember."

"Don't remember?" she asked in surprise.His memory has always been very good, and he can almost be described as a "monster".At the beginning, Xia Qi almost used Jun Jinyan as an encyclopedia dictionary. She didn't need to look through the books to find many questions, but just asked him, and she could get the answers.

"Yes, I don't remember." He turned his head away, avoiding her gaze.

Xia Qi didn't think much about it, "If you don't remember, don't remember. It was a long time ago. It seems that I used to play with a little boy in this small sandpit to pile sand, and I used branches I showed him pictures in the sandpit, but now, I also don’t remember his appearance.”

The only thing she remembered was that the boy was just like her, without a father, only a mother.Perhaps it was a sympathetic relationship, she remembered that she seemed to have said a lot with the other party.

He said that other children like to call him illegitimate son.

She said that there is nothing to be ashamed of being an illegitimate child, because she is also an illegitimate child, but because her mother loves her very much, she is not afraid at all.

She also drew pictures for the other party to see, but it's been too long, and now she can't remember what she drew at that time. She only remembers that she was talking while drawing, and then the other party seemed very He hesitated and said, "Can we be friends?" It seemed that he was afraid of being rejected by her.

How did she answer it?It's like saying, "We're already good friends" or something.

At that time, she thought that she could see the boy the next day, and she made an appointment with him. If anyone called him an illegitimate son again, she would help him beat him up.

But in the next few days, she was pestered by Jun Jinyan, and she couldn't come to this small bunker at all. When she was able to come here to play, she never saw the little boy again.

Xia Qi said to herself, squatted down, picked up a twig on the ground, and drew it in the sandpit as she did when she was a child, without paying attention, Jun Jinyan's face at the moment showed a kind of Unnaturally pale, the hands hanging down beside her were tightly clenched into fists.

His pitch-black eyes stared fixedly at the squatting figure in front of him.Once, when he was here, he saw her smile at another boy with his own eyes, the smile was so warm and brilliant.

It was precisely because of that smile that he, who never knew what "want" was, suddenly had a desire to "want".He wants her to smile at him like this, wants her to look at him firmly, wants her to play with him too, wants her to tell him that they are already good friends!

With so many wants, he couldn't bear to look away, he just stared at her without blinking, fearing that if he was not careful, she would disappear.

He followed her, and wherever she went, he would go there. When she wanted to drive him away, he only knew to hold on to her skirt tightly, and refused to leave a step no matter what.

At that time, he didn't understand why he had so many "wants" for her, but now, he finally knew, perhaps, that was the so-called love at first sight.

At the first glance, when he looked at her from afar and smiled, his world that had been closed all along was cracked because of her smile.

The gap got bigger and bigger until it pulled her into his world.

"It's been a long time since I've drawn or written on the sandpit. I'd like to ask you, do you want to play together?" Xia Qi asked enthusiastically.

"Stop drawing!" The cold voice suddenly sounded on the top of her head, and Jun Jinyan stared deeply at the garden that Xia Qi drew in the sandpit.

"Come on, didn't I bring you here to draw with me when you were young!" Before she noticed his strangeness, she lowered her head and continued to draw, while raising her hand, and raised her hand in his direction, saying hello Come here quickly.

"I said, don't draw any more!" He raised his voice suddenly, grabbed her arm, snatched the branch that was used as a paintbrush in her hand, and threw it aside viciously.

Xia Qi looked at Jun Jinyan in surprise, "What's wrong with you?" At this moment, he was like a violent lion, full of anxiety and impatience.It was completely different from his usual indifference.

His lips trembled, and the hand holding her arm let go, but then he held it even tighter, "It's nothing."

But his face at the moment is obviously ugly as hell! "It's really nothing?" She obviously didn't believe it.

"Yeah." He pursed his lips and said suddenly, "There's nothing to stay here, I'm hungry, let's go back." After speaking, he pulled her away from the sandpit involuntarily.

If he stayed any longer, he was afraid that she would think of more things, things he tried to cover up.

The things he hoped she would never think about.

Along the way, Jun Jinyan was unusually silent, and even Xia Qi deliberately found various topics to chat with him, but he seemed absent-minded.

Back in the apartment, Xia Qi was washing the dishes in the kitchen, while Jun Jinyan stood beside her without saying a word, like a sculpture.

After Xia Qi washed the dishes, when she turned her head, she saw Jun Jinyan lowered her head, her eyes drooping, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

"What's wrong with you today?" Xia Qi asked, as if something was wrong with him since the bunker, "If I said something wrong or did something wrong, then you can tell me directly instead of being bored." In the heart."

"You didn't say anything wrong, and you didn't do anything wrong." Eyelashes trembling slightly, Jun Jinyan raised his head slightly and said, "The one who said and did wrong is me."

"What do you mean?" she asked suspiciously.

He pursed his lips tightly, as if he obviously didn't want to say anything.If he were to go back in time and make a choice, he would still make the same decision.