The copy has 0 error tolerance, and the last words on the ground are all wrong for me.
Chapter 308 Love and Existential Anxiety
Chapter 308 Love and Existential Anxiety
Yu Siyi looked at the Henderson father and son who were chatting and laughing at the entrance of the building in the distance, and painted quickly with the brush in her hand, capturing the scene.
If you flip through her easel, you will find at least ten sketches of the Henderson father and son interacting with each other, all of which she drew during these ten days.
At this moment, Yu Siyi had removed many of the accessories on her face, and the piercing holes had healed.
Several tattoos on his body, including a butterfly with petals as wings between his collarbones, also disappeared, and his red and white hair was dyed back to black.
At this moment, she was wearing a white long skirt, a red jacket on her upper body, and a white beret on her head. She looked like a quiet and introverted artistic girl, without any trace of a rebellious girl.
The change was so great that Wu Chang was unable to recognize her in the initial safe area. Not to mention Wu Chang, even her parents might not recognize her now.
The change in her appearance does not represent a change in her heart. On the contrary, her restrained rebelliousness has doubled and transformed into madness and paranoia, hidden in her heart.
This outfit was what she predicted based on Lu Langfeng's psychological profile and what kind of female Lu Langfeng would like the most.
She can guarantee that no matter which body Lu Langfeng changes into, as long as they meet again, he will be attracted to her and can't help but contact her.
By then, she will definitely lock the other person tightly.
Yu Siyi raised the corner of her mouth and withdrew her gaze from Congressman Henderson to the drawing paper in front of her.
A sketch full of fatherly love has been completed.
Looking back on the past period of time, only a few days had passed in the real world, but it felt like several years to her.
After leaving Wanghai City, she was taken to Yanjing and joined an organization called the Abnormal Phenomenon Management Bureau.
There, she met Shi Ning, the most popular scholar in Xia Kingdom.
Shi Ning made a whole set of transformation measures for her. First, he made her a player of the Abyss Game, and then let her enter a special reward copy before the trial copy.
According to Shi Ning, it was originally an erosion copy. Due to the high degree of erosion, the copy was broken and did not merge with the real space. Instead, it became a free copy sandwiched between reality and the abyss game.
In the dungeon, she met the native inhabitant of the dungeon, a master who was proficient in talent enlightenment.
According to the master, she was born with the power of origin. The power of origin she possessed was called love, an ability that allowed her to gain love.
Her desire for love and her obsession with Lu Langfeng enabled her to quickly master the application of her own talents. Not only that, but under the guidance of the master, she also thoroughly understood the root cause.
The master had never seen such a gifted apprentice. In just one year, he was able to thoroughly comprehend the root of the wasteland and use his abilities at will.
In Shi Ning's plan, the time reserved for Yu Siyi is three years.
The master initially wanted to keep her and let her consolidate her foundation, but when she insisted on leaving, the master discovered that not only was he unable to scold her violently, he also gave Yu Siyi his treasured special props as a farewell gift.
It was not until then that the master discovered that during the one year of study, he had actually been influenced by Yu Siyi's ability and fell hopelessly in love with her. However, the love was not between lovers, but rather the love between master and disciple, or between father and daughter.
Although he was aware of it, he had already sunk into it and was unable to break free.
After having her ability tested by her master and leaving the free copy after completing her studies, she discovered that during the one year of study in the copy plane, only a few hours had passed in the outside world.
After that, Yu Siyi welcomed her trial copy, a real D-level copy.
Taking the D-level real copy as the trial copy, it can be ranked in the top ten among the geniuses of the Management Bureau of all generations. The copy pollution degree is as high as 68, even better than Jianxing.
In the dungeon, she made every dungeon native who saw her fall hopelessly in love with her. They cleared the dungeon without any obstacles and won the A-level clearance reward.
The trial copy had just ended, and in order to catch up with Lu Langfeng as soon as possible, she queued for the reward copy where every member of the management bureau had one chance.
This time, she queued for a D-level real copy that was on the verge of getting out of control. In this copy, she received an A+ rating, completed the breakthrough, and got a chance to draw a title at the end of the settlement.
She drew a golden title, "Cocoon Weaver".
The title of "Cocoon Weaver" combines with her root power to extract the target's love thread and weave it freely.
For example, now, the paintings she drew about Henderson are enough to express Henderson's love for his son.
Next, she poked the paintbrush into Henderson's chest in the painting, and then pointed the paintbrush outward, pulling out an orange thread from Henderson's chest. One end of the thread was on Henderson's chest, and the other end was connected to little Henderson.
The thread of love, using color to distinguish the types of love.
Red represents love, orange represents family, indigo represents friendship, and white represents one-sided longing and admiration.
Of the threads of love she saw in Henderson's body, orange was the thickest and most visible, representing that his youngest son was his greatest emotional sustenance.
That's why she chose this line.
Yu Siyi took out a pair of scissors, cut the orange thread, and tied the orange thread that was supposed to be inserted into little Henderson's body around her wrist.
The next second, the love in Congressman Henderson's eyes, who was chatting and laughing with his young son, quickly cooled, and when he looked at little Henderson again, his gaze had become the same as the one he used to look at a relative's child.
Listening to his youngest son asking him questions all the time, he even felt annoyed and impatient. He was not so clingy when he was a child. It seemed that he had spoiled him too much before, making the child weak.
Congressman Henderson shook his head and was about to ask the driver to take his younger son home first while he worked a little longer. When he looked up to find the driver, his eyes crossed the street and fell on a strange girl for some reason.
dong dong.
At this moment, Congressman Henderson heard his own heartbeat. Although he had never seen the girl, he thought she must be his child at first sight.
The delicate facial features, the deep and hesitant eyes, the calm and elegant temperament, although they looked nothing like him, he could see through the superficial appearance and see the inner similarities between them.
That kind of resonance of souls made him believe more than any DNA test report that if the girl was not his child, then there must be something wrong with the testing equipment.
He left his little son in front of him alone, stared at the girl, rushed through the traffic and came in front of the girl.
"I think I've seen you before."
Yu Siyi's eyes froze for a moment, and as she looked at Congressman Henderson, her gaze quickly changed from confusion to familiarity.
"Sir, I also seem to feel that we have met somewhere before."
Councilman Henderson looked at the easel in front of the girl and asked in surprise, "Are you painting me?"
Yu Siyi blushed slightly and lowered her head and said, "I'm sorry, I've been without a father since I was a child, and I really envy this kind of family atmosphere. I just happened to see you and your child playing, and I was envious, so I drew it without permission."
"If it offends you, I can tear it up right away."
"No, no, no!" Congressman Henderson hurriedly stopped Yu Siyi from tearing the painting horizontally. If she was going to tear it, she would tear it vertically. She could tear the half that belonged to her younger son, but his own half was a portrait drawn by his daughter for him, and he wanted to keep it as a treasure.
"You think you draw very well. I just heard you say that you don't have a father, right?" he asked nervously.
Yu Siyi nodded dejectedly.
Congressman Henderson took two deep breaths, used up all the courage in his life, and said:
"Then can I be your father? Not a sugar daddy, but a pure adoptive father. I think I should have a daughter, and she should be like you now."
Yu Siyi thought tactically for a few seconds and asked, "Can I really do this?"
Congressman Henderson patted his chest and said, "Believe me, no one can oppose me, and no one can oppose you, including myself."
"When you come to my house, no matter what you want, I will find a way to do it for you. There is nothing in Sigoff City that we cannot have a say in."
Yu Siyi said: "I heard that the great philanthropist Mr. Heping wants to run for mayor. He is a good man. Can you help him?"
Councillor Henderson: "Of course! As long as it's your request, I can satisfy you!"
Yu Siyi smiled brightly, "Thank you."
Congressman Henderson's breathing quickened, and his heartbeat felt as if it had been hit hard by a federal truck. It seemed as if he had lived his entire life just to hear this thank you.
"Would you like to come to my house today?"
Yu Siyi shook her head and said, "Wait a few days. I still have some things to deal with."
Congressman Henderson did not dare to force the girl. After the two exchanged contact information, he stopped disturbing the girl and returned to his youngest son in a daze.
The smile on Yu Siyi's face slowly disappeared and returned to a calm expression.
This is the result of the combination of her talent and title ability. It is precisely because of her ability that she was chosen by Hou Jingchuan and sent into the Doomed copy as a secret weapon.
She looked at little Henderson across the street. His father, who had been so obedient to him before, suddenly ignored him and turned to show his affection to a strange girl. This drastic contrast was difficult for the five-year-old boy to accept.
Yu Siyi saw her former self in little Henderson's face, but she did not feel the slightest bit of guilt.
Not to mention taking away love, even killing people, even things that are more cruel than killing people, she has already gotten used to it for Lu Langfeng. None of this matters, as long as she can see Lu Langfeng again and make him completely hers, she doesn't care about anything else.
She put away her easel, hailed a taxi, and hurried to another square.
Tonight's mission has not yet ended, and there is still a longing for a goal waiting for her to withdraw from.
Hou Jingchuan said that completing this copy would give her a huge boost, and she hoped he was not lying to her.
The Doomed copy is particularly suitable for Yu Siyi to perform well. For her, 90% attribute suppression is just changing the control that could be completed with one painting to ten paintings.
The next morning, Wu Chang received a call from Councillors Henderson and Caitlin, who took the initiative to announce that they would do everything they could to help him win the mayoral election.
Not only that, the two of them also persuaded several neutral lawmakers on his behalf, allowing his support rate to surpass that of Mayor Avery by a large margin.
After hanging up the phone, Wu Chang called Miles, the negotiation master and Colton and asked them to arrange the mayoral election as soon as possible. They should speed up any part of the process that could be accelerated using the rules, at any cost, and make sure to take the position of mayor within three days.
He had to get enough power quickly because he was running out of time.
To be precise, Amber is running out of time.
Last night, although Irene successfully protected the attic of her home with the power of the true body of the god, Amber was still awakened by a nightmare at one o'clock in the middle of the night.
This time, she remembered the scenes in her nightmare more clearly.
In the nightmare, the monster that was originally gnawing at the outside of the house changed its attack to the attic. The ceiling of the attic was very fragile and was easily bitten through in a few bites.
Just as it was about to enter the attic through the hole, a layer of pale golden light curtain temporarily blocked the monster and kept it outside the house.
But the obstruction was only temporary, because at the end of the nightmare, she saw the monster stretch out its fangs and begin to tear at the light curtain.
After listening to Amber's description, Wu Chang and Irene looked at each other and found that Amber's nightmare was not only affected by her will and inspiration, but also by their actions in reality.
As long as they can withstand the crisis brought by the Mark of Doom, they can delay the actions of the monsters in the nightmare.
But their actions outside alone could not completely solve Amber's troubles, because a thorn-shaped mark of doom was also placed on the wrist of Amber's other hand.
Not surprisingly, Amber's mental state worsened.
At this rate, in three to five days, even if the monsters in her nightmares can't enter the room, Amber's spirit will collapse.
It is for this reason that Wu Chang was eager to get the position of mayor this morning.
I don't know if the copy rules based on the city's influence can counter the rules of the Mark of Doom.
During school hours, Wu Chang continued to stand on the roof, overlooking Knox Elementary School.
The area marked by the mark of doom today is the parking area in the backyard of the school. Three huge heads rolled back and forth, rampaging in the parking area, smashing all the cars and bicycles parked on the path and swallowing them into their mouths.
After Wu Chang killed them, the parking area returned to its original appearance, but the bicycles and cars that were swallowed by the three heads were not spit out.
This included Wu Chang’s family’s car.
That was a new car Sean had just bought, and he still had 68 installments of the loan to pay off.
He sighed, controlled himself and got a car of the same model, trying to arrange the interior as much as possible according to the previous car, and delivered it before the end of the get off work day.
I hope Amber won't notice anything unusual.
Two consecutive days of accidents made him certain that the abnormalities encountered at Knox Elementary School and No. 26 Garden Street all originated from Amber.
This mark of misfortune that appears on a building will cause the building swallowed by the mark to completely disappear.
He wasn't sure if this was a sign that the copy plane was collapsing, because until now, he hadn't guessed why Amber's condition had taken a sudden turn for the worse.
After defeating her inner demons three times in a row, Amber no longer denied herself, closed her heart, or felt survivor guilt. Her mentality, which should have been getting better, suddenly collapsed. Why?
He didn't understand.
Just as he returned to the rooftop and looked down worriedly, a voice came from behind him.
"Teacher Sean, I finally found you."
The voice sounded familiar, Wu Chang turned around and looked carefully for a few seconds, and found that the other person was Teacher Ma Wei La who took him and Irene to visit the campus.
The reason I looked at it a few more times was because the tanning effect of Sigoff Beach was so good. Teacher Mavilla also participated in the previous women's beach party. Except for Amber and Irene, all the women who attended the party had an even tan.
Wu Chang was very suspicious that if they organized a few more beach parties, the members of Bai Lao K would target Knox Elementary School.
"Teacher Mavilla, do you have something to ask me?"
Mavilla said with a worried look on her face, "I want to talk to you about Amber's recent situation."
Wu Chang looked surprised. In order not to make him and Irene worry, Amber would try her best to pretend nothing happened during the day.
Even Grace, who often hangs out with Amber, didn't notice it, but Mavilla actually noticed it.
"Please tell me."
Mavilla said: "Ever since Amber took a break, I noticed that she was always absent-minded in class, looking out the window from time to time, as if she was afraid of something."
"I wonder if you have any clues about what Amber is afraid of."
Wu Chang had no idea what was going on with Amber, so he told Mavilla, in a desperate attempt to find a cure, that Amber was often awakened by nightmares at night, and the contents of her nightmares.
Mavila thought seriously. After more than ten minutes, just when Wu Chang was about to give up, Mavila spoke slowly.
"I think Amber may have suffered too many losses. She is afraid that her current life is just a dream. This dream will be shattered one day, and everything will go back to square one."
"But when she encountered danger in her nightmare, she didn't think of you. Instead, she faced the monster by herself and found a place to hide. This means that she subconsciously didn't want to ask you for help. This is a bit complicated."
Wu Chang: “Hmm?”
He had never intended to get answers from Mavilla in the first place, thinking that getting any inspiration at all would be like winning the jackpot.
After Marvella's analysis, combined with the faceless ghost in the old teaching building, Amber, who had experienced the deprivation of her beautiful memories, might indeed be afraid that because of some of her choices, everything today would be taken away by something just like in the past.
His inspiration told him that Mavilla was right and her analysis hit the nail on the head.
He said quickly:
"Your analysis makes sense. Something did happen to Amber that caused her to worry in this regard."
"We have tried our best to give her a sense of security, but this sense of security does not seem to reach her heart. Instead, it intensifies her heart and makes things worse."
From the initial mirror killer, to the faceless ghost in the old campus, to intercepting the armed helicopter last night and protecting the attic.
He and Irene have shown their ability to help her solve problems, and Amber's growing recognition of him is proof of this.
But the marks of bad luck on Amber kept increasing.
Mavila fell into thought again, and this time Wu Chang waited patiently.
A few minutes later, Mavilla said, "I can see, Mr. Sean, that you and your fiancée are both good people. From the fact that you insist on taking Amber to have lunch together every day, I can see that you are trying your best to love her and let her integrate into your group."
"But sometimes, the better you perform and the more troubles you solve for her, the more she will think that she has no positive value in the relationship with you, and she only brings trouble and is a burden to you."
"She would think that it would be better for you without her."
"I'm not accusing you, but I'm just saying it's a common existential anxiety."
"She is worried that everything she has now will disappear, but she also thinks that it would be better for you if she disappears. The two contradictory mentalities collided and eventually turned into anxiety about her own existence."
Wu Chang nodded beside him, "Yes, yes, yes, she seems to have this tendency. I think you are more suitable to be a psychology teacher than teaching history."
"If Amber's problem is what you call existential anxiety, how can we make her less anxious?"
Ma Wei La said: "I have two suggestions. The first is to increase the meaning of her existence and help her find the value of her own existence, or to find a goal for her."
"I think you and Erin are both good targets. Let Amber follow your example and keep moving closer to you."
"The second suggestion is a bit risky. Amber is afraid of losing her current situation and returning to the starting point. She is not only afraid of losing you, she is also afraid of the starting point itself."
"Maybe you can find this origin first, and then find a way to help Amber overcome her fear of the origin."
(End of this chapter)
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