Aunt Xue next door

"Well... well." Zhang Xueyan seemed a little embarrassed and said: "When we were studying, psychology classes involved this aspect. It can't be regarded as an unhealthy psychology. Boys like your age are in love with girls who are older than themselves. Generosity is a very common thing. Can you tell me why you like me?"

I replied truthfully: "Because you are beautiful and have a gentle and demure personality." I would not tell her that I went to the video theater to watch pornographic movies.

Zhang Xueyan frowned, and seemed a little confused: "It seems that I still have a big fault."

"It's not your fault, you are the culprit." I said half-jokingly.

"It's not that serious." Zhang Xueyan said with disapproval: "I think my biggest mistake is that I shouldn't live in your house. We are together every day. Of course, your little thoughts will only get worse and worse. .” Aunt Xue next door 138

Not without pride, I said: "It's too late now, I only have you in my heart."

Zhang Xueyan held her head, her slender fingers running through her hair, looking very distressed.I put my hand on his back and said to her, "Aunt Yan, I think neither of us is wrong in this matter. First we became neighbors, and later we became good friends. Now that Zhou Yatong has entered, You still live in our house, don’t you think it’s God’s arrangement, the two of us are destined for each other.”

"No, no." Zhang Xueyan shook her head: "Don't talk nonsense, how could it be possible for me and you, you are still a high school student, and I am in my twenties, the age gap is too big"

I said: "Age is nothing. From ancient times to the present, there are many women who find older women to be their wives. I am really not afraid of other people's gossip. The big deal is that we can elope. I am a freshman in high school." Finish, just not going to college. Wherever you want to go, I will take you there. As long as I can be with you in this life, I think it is more worthwhile than anything else. "

Zhang Xueyan raised her head, brushed her hair behind her ears, and said after a while: "Shen Ning, you are still too young, many things are not as you imagined."

She doesn't know that she speaks these truths, which are of no persuasive effect to me.I looked into her eyes and said affectionately: "Aunt Yan, tell me, do you like me too?"

Zhang Xueyan said, "Can't you see it?"

I said happily: "You mean, you like me too."

Zhang Xueyan took away the hand I was holding her arm because of excitement: "If it is my aunt who likes children, I must like you very much. But you are asking about the like between men and women. Although I don't want to make you sad, I still I have to tell you the truth, as a woman, I have never treated you as a big man, let alone have the slightest affection for you. Do you understand? I am your aunt, and will always be."

"Is there really nothing?" My mood quickly sank to the bottom.

"Not at all." Zhang Xueyan's tone was very firm.

I tentatively asked: "Then after a few years, I'll grow up, I'll be promising, and I'll pursue you, won't you agree?"

"No." Zhang Xueyan shook her head.

I have a heart-dead hopelessness.Tears started rolling in the eyes.I gritted my teeth, but let the tears roll down more easily.I resolutely said: "If I can't get you in this life, I would rather not get married for the rest of my life."

"I don't allow you to say stupid things." Zhang Xueyan's eyes also began to burst into tears: "You are still young, and you don't know what love is at all. When you really grow up and know what love is, you will feel that you What you're doing today is ridiculous. You wouldn't like me back then. You'll understand that you're going to love and marry a girl your age."

"No." I still said in a decisive tone: "I will never like others, and even if I do, I won't like you as much as I like you. I didn't say it just for fun, if I can't marry you, I will go You can be a monk in Shaolin Temple, a Taoist priest in Wudang Mountain, or you can be a priest in a church.”

Zhang Xueyan wiped away two teardrops: "This is the most touching words I have ever heard, but we really can't."

I was silent for a long time, it was getting dark outside, and I calmed down a lot.I said: "Okay, let's not talk about this, anyway, we can't be together now. I will never force you. From now on, I will always wait for you. It doesn't matter if you stay with me or not." It doesn't matter, anyway, I will wait for you quietly for the rest of my life."

"Then what if I wait until I'm seventy or eighty before I'm willing to marry you?" Zhang Xueyan asked.Aunt Xue next door 138

Her words hit my weak spot again, and I felt sore, I rushed to hug her, and burst into tears.She didn't comfort me, just let me hold her quietly.

"Aunt Yan, I love you, I really love you." I said while crying.

Zhang Xueyan may have felt great pressure, or was infected by my emotions, and she also started crying.