Aunt Xue next door

I got up from the ground, sat back on the bed, pretended to be confused and said, "Aunt Yan, what's the matter with you?"

Zhang Xueyan looked at me with tears in my eyes.The moonlight outside the window is very good, I can see clearly.I continued to pretend, and asked with concern: "Are you having a nightmare?"

"Say, what did you do to me just now?" Zhang Xueyan questioned.

"What did you do?" I asked suspiciously, "I slept just right, but you kicked me out of bed. Did I hug you again just now?"

Zhang Xueyan pulled the hem of her pajamas and lay down with her back to me.Aunt Xue next door 156

I also lay down, put one hand on her slender waist and said, "Aunt Yan, what's the matter, if you don't tell me, how would I know what mistake I made?"

"It's okay, go to sleep." Zhang Xueyan replied softly.

I also stopped talking, and my hand was still on her slender waist.After a while, Zhang Xueyan turned around and snuggled into my arms, crying.

I thought it was what I did just now that made her sad.He took the initiative to apologize and said, "Aunt Yan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that just now."

"Don't talk, Mingming." Zhang Xueyan continued to sob.

After a while, Zhang Xueyan got up and went to the toilet, probably to wash her face.When I came back, she snuggled into my arms as usual."Am I being too naive?" she said.

"How could it be?" I didn't understand what she meant by that.

"Maybe I was wrong again this time." Zhang Xueyan said: "Shen Ning, I'm sorry, I really can't accept such feelings, you are much younger than me. I don't even know if we are really together, what should I do?" To face it. I originally wanted to make myself very bad and bad in this month. Let you hate me and reduce your feelings for me. But I can't do it, I can't go to another man I can't get angry with you by pretending to be very close. I have always been a very weak woman..."

"Do you regret it?" I was extremely lost and scared in my heart.

Zhang Xueyan shook her head in my arms: "No, I will definitely do what I promised you. No matter what happens in the future, during the summer camp, I will be your girlfriend worry.

I hugged her tighter: "Aunt Yan, please give me more time. We can take it slowly. I will be an adult soon. I will take good care of you and love you well. And I promise I will respect your last choice.

After a long time, Zhang Xueyan said: "Do you think there have ever been men in this world who have married women who are much older than themselves? Especially married women who used to call themselves aunts."

"Of course, the great South American writer Llosa is..., I said.

"Llosa...I seem to have heard of it, but I don't know about his marriage," Zhang Xueyan said curiously.

I said: "Do you still remember that time when a book seller came to the yard to sell books? I bought two copies, one for your Marquez's "New Year's Greetings and Solitude", and the other is Llosa's "Writer With Aunt Julia, that's his autobiography, and he married an aunt ten years older than himself. The age difference between them is the same as the two of us."

"How is it possible, go to your aunt, isn't that incest? Could it be that their relatives and friends also allow such things to happen?" Zhang Xueyan asked in confusion.

I explained: "I didn't make it clear that Julia is not his real aunt, but his aunt's younger sister. Apart from the incompatibility of seniority, there are no other issues such as blood relationship. Even so, their Love and marriage still caused dissatisfaction with the whole family, after secretly renewing their marriage certificates, they fled the country and returned to their home after many years."

"Then have they been living together, and have they had any children?" Zhang Xueyan continued to ask.

I know that I can’t tell the truth next. It is not stated in the book that Llosa and Aunt Julia were divorced in the end, and I have torn up the preface about their marriage introduction.Even if I lied, Zhang Xueyan would not know the truth.Aunt Xue next door 156

I said in an envious tone: "Of course we are still together. And very happy. Although Aunt Julia is a very nice woman, she is far less beautiful than you. They had a son later, and they seemed to become a writer."

Zhang Xueyan didn't answer the conversation immediately, but thought about it.I added fuel and said: "Aunt Yan, in order to get the love I want, I will be as brave as Llosa. Although I will not become a writer, I will definitely become someone else."

"Does Aunt Julia love Llosa too?" Zhang Xueyan raised her head, twirling the beard on my chin that had just transformed from fluff.

I compared the situation between us and replied: "I didn't love at first, because Aunt Julia thought Llosa was too young, and she was also afraid of criticism from the outside world. But after ten years of long-distance love, they finally separated. They are together. And now most of the outside world is admiring and envious of their marriage. You know, now we live in a world that pursues change and novelty, and things that break taboos will always be accepted and praised by everyone. "

"Zhang Xueyan was silent for a long time again, and she said after a long time: "I really don't love Zhou Yatong anymore, and I still go to see him now, just thinking about my past relationship.I never thought that I would fall in love with another man again... As for the relationship between us, don't think about it so much, let the future and fate tell us. "

If she can say that, it means that her position has been compromised, even if it is for a moment or a small one, but for me, it is a certain self-improvement.

I grasped this measure, stopped pushing her, and instead said softly: "Xueyan, can I hug you to sleep?"

"Aren't I in your arms?" Zhang Xueyan replied.