The concubine lifted the table, the prince was too rampant

155: The so-called fate is beyond words 155: The so-called fate is beyond words

The so-called fate... one makes people happy, the other makes people worry, and the one that makes people happy is a good fate given by God, and lovers will eventually get married.What makes people worry is that when an enemy meets an enemy, he will never give up until he dies, but he still faces each other with a smile on his face.

Zi Jin looked at Chu Junqiu in front of him, no, the clothes were so familiar, it was clearly the third young master Wu Zhen who walked into the Jinghai Hou Mansion with Yao Changjie today.Zi Jin narrowed her eyes, and a sarcasm appeared on the corner of her mouth. It was the same face, still charming, but today's hair was tied up in a neat way, without the evil charm that I saw that day for the first time. There is an extra sense of calmness and nobility.

There is such a kind of person in this world, with a different attire and a different demeanor, they are like two completely different people, either seductive and unreasonable, or righteous and awe-inspiring. They are obviously two extremes, but they blend just right.

Chu Junqiu... No, it should be that Wu Zhen didn't expect to meet Zi Jin in this way. He was stunned for a while, but soon came back to his senses, and was about to speak, but heard Zi Jin's sarcastic voice had already spread. Come on, "I don't know if I should call you Young Master Chu or Third Young Master Wu?"

He had long known that Zi Jin was a wild rose covered in thorns. Hearing her sharp words, Wu Zhen didn't care at all. With a slight smile, the dignified eyebrows and eyes were suddenly stained with a layer of charm, making her Unable to move his eyes away, Zi Jin's heart skipped a beat again, this man is so beautiful, he really is a monster.

"To be honest, I prefer you to call me Mr. Wu on such occasions. If we get married in the future, you can also call me Junqiu, I don't mind." Wu Zhen said with a smile on Mimi, his tone was very solemn, like Same as guaranteed.

Zi Jin quietly took a step back, then looked at Wu Zhen, not knowing what to say for a while, and asked, "Why do you know how to sing? Won't you be beaten to death?"

Such a family would not allow their children to come out and do such dirty things, Wu Zhen is really a freak.

Hearing this, Wu Zhen looked at Zi Jin, and asked very unscrupulously: "Are you caring about me?" In the blink of an eye, Chu Junqiu's unscrupulous tone appeared on his expression, and Zi Jin was extremely depressed.

"Goodbye." Zi Jin wanted to pass Wu Zhen and walk towards the inner courtyard. When she passed by, she suddenly heard Wu Zhen say: "You don't like me using despicable means to get you. I came to propose marriage, seeing that the marriage has been completed, and after a year, you will become my legitimate wife, how do you feel?"

Zi Jin paused, and took another step forward, suddenly some indescribable feelings came to his heart, he did not expect that he really gave up those despicable methods, so he came to marry him and go home in a fair manner.

When you think of a person very viciously, he suddenly makes a gorgeous turn and becomes the spokesperson of justice. The feeling is so powerful that Zi Jin can hardly hold back.

"I think you are quite stupid. Why do you want to marry a woman who has another man in her heart? It's not fair to you. If you want to regret the marriage, please do so early." Zi Jin said slowly, she really felt that this was against Wu Zhen is not fair, if Wu Zhen didn't know about the matter between herself and Ye Mingxuan, she would try her best to be the most perfect wife after marrying, but he knew, she didn't know how to face such an embarrassing situation, Zi Jin There is no way to calmly face a husband who knows his wife is having an affair.

Wu Zhen always felt that he should be able to grasp Zi Jin's thinking, but when Zi Jin said this, he felt that he was wrong.He didn't expect to meet Zijin here. Before proposing marriage, he had thought about what Zijin would do if she knew that the person she was going to marry was the person she hated the most?

Trying hard to please yourself?After all, her status can be considered pretty good, at least she, Yao Zijin, is married to a high-ranking girl.In fact, he really wanted to see Zi Jin face his embarrassment at a loss.But he was wrong again, Zi Jin actually said that it was unfair to him, and asked him to withdraw from the engagement...

"Yao Zijin, do you think you are great? If you really feel sorry for my future husband, then learn to forget Ye Mingxuan from now on." Wu Zhen was a little irritable because he couldn't figure out Zijin's context.

Zi Jin froze, forgot Ye Mingxuan? "If I could forget it, I would have forgotten it a long time ago, so why wait until today? If I could forget it... how good it is..."

Zi Jin's murmured voice slowly came through the cold air, Wu Zhen frowned, "No husband would want his wife to think of someone else."

"So, quit the engagement. I can't forget him. I love him. I can't face you who know the truth. This marriage was wrong from the very beginning. If you are destined to torture each other in the years to come, then please be straightforward. Long-term pain is better than short-term pain, at least I will be grateful to you." Zi Jin felt that she was cruel again, she could say such things, she hated herself, why even the man she wanted to marry was a man in this world? The only man who caught her having a private meeting with Ye Mingxuan told her how to face her future marriage, how to find reasons to deceive herself and pretend to be happy, how to make her strong, she really couldn't do it, first Ci Zijin felt that God was so cruel, why did her hope of living in the future have to be trampled on the ground like this, what should she do?

Wu Zhen was angry, and took a step back, but saw Zi Jin whose face was full of tears, and was stunned for a while, "You hate me so much?" He asked in a dry voice, seeing her cry, he actually felt uncomfortable , Stuffy, a little suffocating feeling, so strange feeling... It seems that a big hole has been split in the heart, and the north wind is whistling.

Zi Jin lowered her head, tears fell one by one, melting into the soil on the ground and disappearing. "You tell me how should I face a husband who sees my future wife having a private meeting with another man? You tell me how can I face you and still have the courage to live? You tell me why God is so unfair, I have already made up my mind that if I can't marry Ye Mingxuan, even if I marry another man, I will still be a qualified wife. If that man doesn't know that his wife had an affair with another man Yes, then at least I still have the courage to face it, and I will do my best for my family in the future, so that he can be a happy husband. Even if there is someone else in my heart but he doesn't know, I will It can make me have the courage to face and manage my own marriage. But why am I going to marry you? You are the only one in this world who knows that I have someone else in my heart! When all the pretense is not needed, you let me How can I face you with this dirty soul? I will feel that life is worse than death, I have no way to face it like this, there is no way."

If the man you are going to marry doesn't know your past, then you will probably have a marriage that treats you as a guest, at least Zijin will try her best to manage it.However, if the man you want to marry not only knows that you are unfaithful, but is also the only person in the world who has seen it with his own eyes, Zi Jin has no way to face a relatively backward and conservative ancient man in such a situation. It’s not modern times. Even if you slept with other men before marriage, maybe your husband doesn’t care, because your husband will sleep with other women before marriage. Everyone is equal and there is no psychological barrier.But not in ancient times, Zi Jin's behavior can already dip into a pig cage.

If we were able to fight against Chu Junqiu before, after all, Chu Junqiu is an outsider and has no substantial intervention in her life, but now it is different, Chu Junqiu has become Wu Zhen, her future husband, Zi Jin can't accept it, she There is no way to face him, and there is no way to face the future life.

Wu Zhen looked at Zi Jin quietly, watching the crystal clear teardrops falling on the ground, listening to her almost desperate murmur, and suddenly realized that the woman in front of her had the most fragile heart in the world, and all her disguises were It was just a shell to protect himself, the teardrops didn't fall on the ground, but fell into his heart, and the scorching heat made him feel uncomfortable.

"I've already forgotten what happened that day. I only know that I'm going to marry the fifth girl of the Yao family. What does it have to do with Ye Mingxuan?" Wu Zhen said word by word, "I don't mind, as long as you only have me in your heart from now on. alright."

Zijin took out a handkerchief and wiped away her tears. After she said it, she felt much happier and her thinking became clearer. The premise of deceiving herself and others to let her live blindly was that her future husband didn't know anything.But now, Wu Zhen knew everything, he said he didn't care, he said he forgot, Zi Jin was very grateful and touched, but she couldn't pass her own test, she couldn't pass it.

"But I don't mind." Zi Jin took another step forward, bypassing Wu Zhen, such a man, no matter whether what he just said is true or not, he is not worthy of him.He is not a modern person, do you mind?Liar!There is a song in which there is such a line, I would rather believe that there are ghosts in this world than believe your mouth, it is really apt.

"Yao Zijin, have you always used your own thinking to think about others like this?" Wu Zhen looked at Zijin's back and asked, "You said if I cared, why did you come to propose marriage? I'm not interested in wearing a cuckold, The marriage has already been settled, and I will never withdraw. I marry you only because of the woman who stood under the golden osmanthus tree facing the sun, with a smile on her face, but who stayed in my heart with a single glance. I don’t care what she liked before Man, I just want to be sure that you will stay with me for the rest of your life. You said you don't like me using despicable means to get you, so I compromised with the family and exchanged the freedom of the rest of my life for being with you for the rest of my life. What do you want from me? Do? I abandoned Chu Junqiu for you, isn't that enough?"

Zi Jin covered her mouth in horror, and stared blankly at Wu Zhen, "What did you say? Your...freedom?"

There was tenderness on Wu Zhen's face, and the arc of anger softened just now, he looked at Zi Jin and smiled, "When I didn't know who you were, I saw the woman under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, and suddenly moved Heart. Later I found out that you are Miss Yao Wu. I once hesitated whether to marry you, but my heart was very strong. What should I do? I can control my hands and feet but I can’t control my heart. Later, I deliberately provoke you. You and I are witty I still remember you saying, if you have the surname Chu, just let it go if you want to do anything, if my sister-in-law frowns, my surname will not be Yao! At that time, I knew I was over, I actually fell in love with a woman who loves other men. After I went back, I struggled for a few days, and finally felt that I would obey my own heart. Since my heart is moved, I will marry back. Watch it every day. I am not a willing person. People who torture themselves, so it doesn't matter who you have in your heart, I have a lifetime to make you forget that he is in love with me. Therefore, marrying me is not to make you suffer, but to make you happy. "

Zi Jin looked at Wu Zhen, her heart was so stuffy and uncomfortable, she couldn't breathe suddenly, facing such a man, she couldn't continue to be strong, she grabbed her heart with her hands, she didn't know what to do, she was in another At the fork in life, God always seems to be willing to make things difficult for her, and every choice will be painful, but she always has more choices than others.

"Cough cough..."

Suddenly there was a voice, Zi Jin forgot for a moment that this was the door of Chuihua, her face suddenly turned pale, it was over, she... was so excited, she even forgot to avoid suspicion, this time it was really over.

Zi Jin looked up, only to see that there was no one around Yao Changjie in front of her eyes, she suddenly let go of her heart, and understood in her heart, Yao Changjie didn't know how long Yao Changjie had stood here, and how much he had heard, but Zi Jin was sure , Yao Changjie must have cleared the area around here, and ordered his servants not to come over.

The elder brother who is too considerate will always make Zijin want to rely on her, making herself weak, and without thinking about it, she throws herself into Yao Changjie's arms and chokes up, "Brother...Brother, what should I do? You tell me what should I do? Why is God treating me like this? I really just want to live a good life, why is it so hard, why is that?"

Yao Changjie didn't feel embarrassed about his eavesdropping behavior at all, he stretched out his hand and patted Zijin's shoulder, and said softly, "Good boy, don't be afraid, big brother is here."

Zi Jin nodded vigorously, wishing to cry out all her grievances, holding Yao Changjie's hand around his waist, tears wet a large area of ​​his chest.The snowflakes fell suddenly, freely, and suddenly frozen this corner of the world.

Yao Changjie comforted Zijin in a soft voice, Zijin just kept crying, kept crying, she didn't know what else to do besides crying, she wanted to release all the grievances in her heart.

Wu Zhen stood there quietly, motionless, just looking at the two brothers and sisters, one crying devotedly, the other persuading gently.It's not the first day Wu Zhen and Yao Changjie met, but I've never seen him treat anyone with such tenderness and patience. Often when others talk nonsense, he always frowned, but faced the constant Zi Jin who was crying was so gentle.

A thin layer of snow fell on the shoulders of the three of them. Zijin had cried enough and felt that her hands and feet were completely cold, so she slowly straightened up.Yao Changjie reached out to take his cloak and put it on Zijin, and said softly, "Go back, brother will take care of all your worries, okay?"

Zi Jin nodded silently, raised her head to look at Yao Changjie, blinked hard to keep the tears from flowing again, and said after a long time: "Brother, I want to live a good life, I just want to live a good life, that's all. "Zi Jin actually wanted to say that death is very simple, a rope is enough, but she can't implicate everyone, so she can only live, but she can't face Wu Zhen, he is her knot.

Everyone has a hurdle that they can't get over, and now Wu Zhen is the hurdle that Zi Jin can't get over.He knew all her secrets, she couldn't face him, especially when facing such an affectionate man, she couldn't face him, it would make her feel cruel, like a hangman, ruining everyone's happiness, She couldn't bear it, really couldn't bear it, and would collapse.

Yao Changjie sent Zijin away, and then looked at Wu Zhen who was still standing at the door of Chuihua, his expression gradually turned cold, "What's going on between you and my sister??"

Wu Zhen raised his eyebrows and looked up at the sky. The snowflakes seemed to be falling, covering the whole world one after another.His eyes passed through the snow curtain, and he seemed to be frozen in a certain place. After a long time, he said: "Changjie, do you believe in love at first sight? Do you have the feeling that you will not love love in your life, and you will love it and then you will hurt lovesickness? I think that love is a lie, and it is a joke that this kind of illusory, invisible, and ungraspable things will make people die."

Yao Changjie paced over slowly, stood under the vertical flower door to hide from the snow, and looked straight at Wu Zhen without speaking.

Wu Zhen seemed to have long been used to Yao Changjie's cherishing words like gold, and with a wry smile, he said again: "So people, when you haven't met yourself, don't make fun of other people's stupidity. When you come to the house for a concert that day, just In this hanging flower gate, I was standing here, seeing Zi Jin standing under the golden osmanthus tree, smiling against the sun. At that time, I wondered who she remembered, who would smile so happily and sweetly, no one could do this It ran into my heart when I was unguarded, and when I found out, I fell in love with it, and it turned out that love at first sight is true in this world, didn't I suffer retribution?"

Yao Changjie never thought that there is such a reason, but it seems that things should continue, "Then what?"

"Then? After I finished singing, I searched for her. When I was on stage, I saw her walking this way alone. When I chased after her, I saw another man complaining to her. Sincerely, at that time I realized that she had fallen in love with another man before I came, so I was still one step too late. Later, I found out that they were not engaged, and I knew the reason for it. Now that Mrs. Liang Guogong came to propose marriage, that's all." Wu Zhen said, his bottomless eyes made it impossible to see whether what he said was true or not, and he felt that there seemed to be a kind of hope in the endless black pool. Unseen storm.

Yao Changjie didn't expect such a coincidence. According to Zijin's temperament, she might not be able to accept such a thing. How could she accept that her future husband saw her private meeting with Ye Mingxuan with his own eyes.

No wonder Zi Jin cried so sad and hopeless, she has always been a sensitive person, but she hides it so deeply that few people know about it.

"Jun Qiu, quit the engagement, Zi Jin won't accept you." Chang Jie sighed, "If you don't know it's fine, but you know that she has someone else in her heart, and she can't bring herself to face you."

Wu Zhen looked at Yao Changjie, and suddenly asked sharply: "Changjie, have you ever loved someone in your life? Do you know that feeling? You know how much you want the woman you like to be with you all your life. Is it important? I'm jealous, I'm jealous that Zijin fell in love with someone else before me, but I care more about who she will be with in the long years to come than this."

Seeing that Yao Changjie didn't speak, Wu Zhen squinted his eyes, exuding a dangerous breath, "I won't return this marriage, I've never liked someone like I do now, so long as I can be with her , I don't even care that she loves another man in her heart. I have a lifetime to make her forget Ye Mingxuan and fall in love with me. I will spend it with her to the end!"

Chang Jie also had a headache. He didn't expect things to get to this point. He walked around restlessly, and then said: "Zi Jin is a stubborn person. What if she can't fall in love with you in this life? Can you Guarantee that you will not be hated because of love? You promise that even if this is the case, you will treat her the same for the rest of your life? You promise that you will not hurt her? Jun Qiu, I know your temperament, you can't do it, until now I'm afraid that you and Zijin will lose both. You two have similar temperaments. Before today, I never knew that Chu Junqiu was the third son of the Jinghai Houfu. Before just now, I didn't know that the relationship between you and my sister There is still such grievances between you. If I know that you are the third son of the Jinghaihou family, I will try my best to stop this marriage."

"I know, so I didn't confess to you before this." Wu Zhen frowned, clenched his hands into fists, and slowly released them, saying: "Changjie, I will treat her well, at least I promise you and me I would rather hurt myself than her. Do you know? I originally planned to leave the Jinghaihou Mansion, but for her sake, in order to marry her, I compromised with that person and handed over the rest of my life to this family. Yao The family will not marry their daughter to an actor, just like the Ye family will not let Ye Mingxuan marry a concubine from a fifth-rank official family."

Yao Changjie looked at him, he had heard it just now, but he still felt a little weird when he heard Wu Zhen say it again, "You have struggled for so many years to leave there, and you really want to go back? Are you willing?"

"I'm not reconciled, I don't want to go back, but in order to marry Zijin home, I am willing to bow my head. Life is never perfect. If you want one thing, you will lose the other. Between freedom and love, I still choose love " Wu Zhen stared blankly at the sky, in fact he is quite stupid, he has fought for freedom for so many years, and now he is willing to sell himself for a woman who doesn't love him.

"If you treat her badly in the future..."

"I don't know what other people's love is like, what kind of vows they will make, at least I will treat her better than myself." Wu Zhen cut off Yao Changjie's words.

Speaking of this, Yao Changjie has no choice. The old lady has agreed to this marriage, and everyone in the family knows that if he regrets the marriage at this time, everything will be involved, and it will be even more unfavorable to Zijin.If Wu Zhen cared about Zi Jin's love for Ye Mingxuan, he would break up this marriage even if he tried his best, but Wu Zhen didn't care at all, Zi Jin's worry was nothing at all. In the world, I don't know what to do.

"She is the girl I care about the most. If you lose to her, don't blame me for disregarding brotherhood." In the end, I could only say this.

Wu Zhen nodded and said, "Okay, I'll remember." Wu Zhen looked in the direction where Zi Jin had disappeared long ago, if one day he betrayed her, he would be more cruel to himself before then.

One is to seek guarantee for the girl, and the other is to give guarantee for love, but in the world, if everything can go according to the wish, where will there be so many grievances and hatreds?

Maybe you have paid, but you may not be able to get anything in return. Maybe you have loved, but it is a sharper knife. Maybe they shouldn't meet. Maybe if three people must end in this life, one of them will be killed. The injury was beyond recognition.

Wu Zhen couldn't think of it, Ye Mingxuan couldn't think of it, and Zi Jin couldn't think of it, their future has been entangled from this moment, tightly entwined into a dead knot, which can never be untied until death.

After that day, Zijin fell seriously ill and did not get better until near the end of the year.Zijin thought that it would be great if she died of this illness, and would be able to return to modern times after death, without having to face so much pain again.But God was right with her, she got better after all, Chang Jie came to see her once, conveyed Wu Zhen's words, and made Zi Jin feel at ease.

In fact, Zi Jin really wanted to use this illness to pass away, leave this time and space, and return to the world she was familiar with.But she is reluctant, reluctant to part with Ye Mingxuan, no matter how painful it is, as long as she lives in the same time and space with him, as long as there may be encounters passing by in this life, for this humble encounter, she would rather bear all the pain and sorrow.

After the new year, the marriage between Zijin and Wu Zhen was also on the agenda. The Wu family was very active. The matchmaker came to the door, and the two families met each other again. They officially went through the procedure of acceptance, and then I asked for the Geng post and combined the eight characters, and it has been agreed that the first month will come out, and the small ceremony will be performed on the day when the dragon raises its head on the second month of February. In this way, the marriage will be announced to the public.

Zi Jin looked at the dragon and phoenix jade bracelet in the brocade box, and then she felt that she really agreed with others. She really had a marriage contract with Wu Zhen, but she was not happy at all, and even a little scared.

Shui Rong looked at Zi Jin's expression and couldn't hold back anymore, she gritted her teeth and said, "Girl, Master Ye is back, and I want to ask you to meet."

Zi Jin stared blankly at Shui Rong, frowned slightly, and asked in surprise, "What did you say?"

Shui Rong bit her lip, and said: "It's like this, the servant girl will visit my parents yesterday, and on the way back, I didn't expect to meet Master Ye. Master Ye said that he wanted to see the girl, and asked the girl if she could go to the Princess Mansion for a while. trip."

Zi Jin didn't have the slightest doubt, because Shui Rong really went home yesterday, and when she heard that she looked at the phoenix bracelet on the table, she shook her head lightly, "No, it doesn't matter if you see it or not. It just adds to the sentimentality.”

Shui Rong snorted coldly, and said: "What is the third son of the Wu family? Isn't that Chu Junqiu? Today, it seems that Chu Junqiu's approach to the girl may have ulterior motives."

Zi Jin glanced at Shui Rong with displeasure, and said: "From now on, don't talk nonsense, if you look at Wu Sanshao and don't like it, you don't have to follow me after I get married."

Shui Rong was terrified when she heard that, she knelt down with a plop, and hurriedly said: "Girl, I don't dare, don't be angry, it's just that I look at Master Ye so pitifully. When I saw him yesterday, I was so thin After walking around for a long time, his expression was a little bad. Although he was angry in fresh clothes, he still looked very sad. What's more, Master Ye is also sincere to the girl..."

"Shui Rong!" Zi Jin said angrily, "Then what do you want? Do you want me to refuse the marriage and elope with him? Is it my own decision on this marriage? Don't you want to be free? "

Shui Rong had never seen Zi Jin lose such a temper, she was frightened for a moment, looked at Zi Jin in a daze, and couldn't say a word.Zi Jin looked at her, rubbed her forehead, and said, "Go down, think about what I said, if you don't know how to behave, go home early, lest you get killed here."

This society is so helpless, everyone has to keep their own duty and do what they should do, if Shui Rong does this, even if Zijin is protecting her, sooner or later there will be a catastrophe, when the time comes Zi Jin wanted to protect her, but she might not be able to protect her. Instead of letting her talk nonsense and hurt her own life, it is better to let her go home early to save her life.

Shui Rong went out in a daze, Xianqiao saw Shui Rong greeting her at the door, Shui Rong didn't even see it and passed by, this appearance made Xianqiao jump, and hurriedly changed Hanmei to see See if she is sick.

Xianqiao walked in quietly, and saw Zijin's expression was very bad. He made tea, and then stepped aside.

Zijin looked at Xianqiao, and said slowly: "Put this bracelet away, I'll lie down for a while, don't call me if it's okay."

"Yes, my servant will help you there." Xianqiao hurriedly helped Zijin into the inner room, waited for her to lie down, and then lowered the bed curtain, then quietly backed out, watching the jade bracelet on the table put away In Zijin's make-up dowry, I felt a little uneasy in my heart. The girl's serious illness just happened, so don't let anything happen again. When she went out, she ordered the girls in the yard to be careful not to disturb Zijin's rest. Then I went to Fengjintang.

Here are [-] words, I wrote about the entanglement in my heart. In fact, I think that there is no reason for the beginning of any relationship. Sometimes, the more unreasonable it is, the more sad it is. I can tell everyone to write I was crying and couldn't write any more, I squatted in the corner...