Lu Xue didn't sleep almost all night, all kinds of past events were churning in her mind, tormenting her with a splitting headache.

The most embarrassing past...the person she didn't want to recall...all appeared, what should she do?

At 7 o'clock in the morning, she woke up, Doudou was still sleeping, and there was no movement in Lin Fang's room.She washed her face, changed her clothes, went down to buy breakfast, and took a walk to change her mind. What she needs most now is to calm down.

The air in the morning was fresh and slightly chilly. She wrapped her coat tightly and walked slowly, letting her thoughts churn.

"Lu Xue," a familiar voice floated from the side of the road.

She frowned and looked over, the peaceful mood in the morning was gone.

"Xu Nan?"

Xu Nan said: "Xiaoxue, I have something to ask you, let's find a place to talk."

I haven't seen you for so many years, I didn't expect the first sentence of the reunion to be like this.

Lu Xue bit her lip and looked away, "I'm sorry, I don't have time, and we have nothing to talk about."

"Is there nothing to talk about about Doudou?" Xu Nan asked forcefully.

Lu Xue was startled suddenly, knowing that she could no longer hide this matter.

Some things, once you do something wrong, you really can't turn back, and some people, you can't hide.

She loved Xu Nan, and Xu Nan also loved her. When the love was strong, the two young people exchanged each other carefully... The mood at that moment is still deep in her memory, sincere and moving.

However, no one thought that this incident would have sequelae.

If she did it all over again, she didn't know if she would still choose to give birth to that child.Maybe she'll think it over and give up.

Doudou is a good child and brings her a lot of fun... However, raising a child is not an easy task. He needs mother's love and father's love, and father's love is something she can't give... She spent a lot of money on Doudou. He has put in a lot of effort, but he is always worried that because of being a single parent, he is not given enough.When Doudou was a child and cried for her father, she could only hug him and cry silently...

Then, since this irresponsible man in front of him has disappeared for so long, why should he talk to her about Doudou now?

He just contributed an unwanted sperm, what qualifications does he have?

When her childhood love faded away, she realized that this man was her greatest disaster. Unfortunately, at that time, she didn't understand.

"Xiaoxue, please." Xu Nan looked at her persistently, his eyes full of firmness that could not be refused.

Lu Xue laughed at herself, his face was tightly set, with fanaticism and exhaustion in his eyes, and a solemn heaviness locked between his brows, what was he worried about?

Lu Xue nodded, let's talk, she can't continue to escape.

It was so early, and many places were not open. They went to a 24-hour KFC, ordered coffee and milk, and sat down at a table in the corner.

The two sat facing each other, but they were just silent, not knowing what to say for a while.

Xu Nan finally said, "I'm sorry, it was my fault back then."

"No, you are not wrong, we broke up, it's over, all choices have nothing to do with you." Lu Xue laughed at herself.

"No—I'm sorry for you. Xiaoxue, tell me, is that little boy my child—" He asked with difficulty, expecting and panicking.

"How do you know?" She was curious, how could he be so sure after seeing Doudou just once.

Xu Nan frowned, it seemed that this question was a bit difficult, but he still answered: "I... I guess, Doudou looks very like the Xu family, he is very similar to my little nephew... just one look at me feel familiar."

"Hehe, no, he is not your child, you guessed wrong."

Xu Nan's heart stopped for a moment. He looked at Lu Xue with a really calm look.How could it not be?They look so much alike.

His mind was in a mess, but he had a flash of inspiration, "Impossible, I checked, Doudou is my child, the child you gave birth to me.".

There was finally a flaw in Lu Xue's expression, that panic was more telling.

"He is my child." Xu Nan was finally sure, with ecstasy in his heart.

However, he has neglected their mother and child for so many years... He is guilty.

The matter was exposed, and Lu Xue didn't want to hide it anymore; "What do you want now?"

"Why didn't you tell me about him then?" he asked bitterly.

Lu Xue thought it was funny, "Why do you want to know?"

"I am her...Father, I have the right."

"Is three years enough? Is five years enough?"

He stared at her in astonishment.

"Xu Nan, I've been waiting for you for so many years, from one side of the earth to this side, no matter how far we are together, it is enough for you to come to us. But you gave up, you married another woman, now, you run away What exactly did you want to tell me when you came here? Yes, Yanyan is your son, but he was brought up by me, and he has nothing to do with you! He doesn't even know that there is a father like you, and his father is Lin Fang...he has someone who loves him, and he is no less than his peers. If you want to feel guilty and want to make up, there is really no need, because he lacks nothing." Just sleep with her.

Lu Xue spoke these words very calmly, without great fluctuations in tone, just like a teacher who is persuasive and persuasive to his students.

Because of despair, so numb!

She had no hope for him, so she was not disappointed.He is already an unrelated passerby.

The burden of life has not crushed her these years. She is a weak woman, and she becomes stronger with the pressure... Tears, regrets, etc., have long been thrown into the Pacific Ocean by her.Crying can't change any problems. She has two people to support, her life is hard, and she has time to cry. It's better to do more private work to make money.

"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I know, I can't erase your wounds by saying sorry, but back then, I..."

"Don't talk about it, Xu Nan." Lu Xue shook her head, "It's over a long time ago, and it doesn't make sense for us to worry about who was right and who was wrong back then. That's it, we have no fate... just pretend we haven't met each other. I miss you Maybe I am not ready to take on the responsibility of a family, and I am not ready to be a father... So, I will not tell Doudou his life experience, please understand. Although I have blamed you back then, I still want to thank you for your support. I doudou."

"Xiaoxue, you can't be so cruel." Xu Nan begged... Is that his child, who can't even know his existence?

"Xu Nan, do you know what you're doing? You already have a wife, so what's the use of fussing about it now? I'm getting married soon, Lin Fang will be a good father, Doudou won't be wronged by following us, Do you want to continue to make trouble because you want to ruin the two families?" Lu Xue pointed at Xu Nan and cursed, and the atmosphere in her heart gushed out, "If it wasn't for Shao An's face, you thought I would see you? I My sister's good marriage will be messed up by your time bomb... What else do you want? Are you happy only when your family is ruined? I'm sorry, I don't want to continue to fight with you. "

With a buzzing sound in his head, Xu Nan clenched his lips tightly, and he couldn't help crying bitterly.

These words hurt him more than tens of thousands of curses and accusations, and hundreds of slaps.

The young mother hugged the child and waited for someone who would not come back. These days, he closed his eyes to see this scene.

He knows how harsh this society is to unmarried mothers, and how difficult it is for a fresh graduate to raise a child... And all of this was brought to Lu Xue by him, and his heart hurts.

When he broke up with Lu Xue, his idea was to calm down temporarily. They quarreled too frequently. The two were young and energetic, and they were both angry. If they continued to quarrel, it would hurt their relationship.

But later, when she went abroad and she also graduated, they lost contact like this... He tried to find her, but none of her classmates knew about her.He probably thought about her for a few months, and then, during his busy study abroad, he slowly forgot about her.

At that time, Mo Shaojie was already by his side...

Over time, her figure had disappeared from his mind, and when he remembered it occasionally, it was only when he dreamed back at midnight.

Who can keep love fresh?Who will know that his lover is waiting for him in a distant place?

He was too young at that time, the vows he made can be easily forgotten, and the people he loved can also slowly give up...

"Xiaoxue, please, let me do something for Doudou."

"He doesn't need it. Doudou has parents and has nothing to do with you."

A sharp knife pierced straight into his heart, and blood flowed profusely, no pain, no pain, he just felt cold.

"What you can do for him is stay away from him, never expose that lie, let Doudou continue to live peacefully and happily, and let my poor sister live a stable life...Xu Nan, I don't know what you are thinking, However, this secret should never be revealed, so that Xiao Yi can get along with you without any burden. If you dare to reveal it because of selfishness, I will never let you go in this life!"

Xu Nan sighed heavily, "Xiaoxue, I'm married, but Doudou is my only child. You keep me away from him, I can't do it."

Lu Xue smiled indifferently, "If you decide to be so selfish, then you can just wait to destroy two families and yourself!"

"Please, Xiaoxue..." Xu Nan didn't give up, he took a few steps forward, "Please don't be so cruel, I just want to get close to Doudou and see him... I have already missed his birth, I missed his growth, didn't fulfill the obligation of being a father, I am neither qualified nor worthy to have him. I swear that I will swallow this secret in my stomach, and then take it to another world, where I will continue to suffer from my conscience. I promise you that this will not affect Lu Yi and Shao An's marriage, but please don't reject me because of this...I want to see my child."

He begged sadly and humbly.

"You're dreaming." Lu Xue's eyes gradually became wet.

"Please, just let me take a look at him from a distance... Please." Xu Nan shook his hands and was already sobbing.

"You two men and women! It makes me sick!" Following the words, a woman appeared next to them.

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