Military Marriage: Young Master Han's Intriguing Wife
Chapter 182 The Impossible Gap
Chapter 182 The Unbridgeable Gap "If you like it, I'll help you buy men's ones next time." Song Lingzi smiled.
Han Shaoting was stunned when he heard the words, and fell into memory.When we were together with her, there was a dispute over shower gel and shampoo. Han Shaoting insisted on using a man's brand, but she insisted that both of them use the same brand.Han Shaoting disagreed, she threw away the brand Han Shaoting used in private, and replaced it with a brand she liked.
At that time, Han Shaoting was young and energetic, and he couldn't tolerate others disobeying his will like this.For this matter, the two fought coldly for half a month.Thinking about it now, Han Shaoting felt that he was naive and shouldn't have had an argument with her over such a trivial matter.Perhaps, their love was slowly dying out in such meaningless disputes, but he foolishly thought that their love was still going on and had no end.
"As long as you like it." Han Shaoting replied. "I don't care about these things."
Song Lingzi heard the meaning of his words, and had an idea: "The brand you use is also good. I heard that there are women-only ones out now. Why don't we buy both brands, and we can use them in turn."
Han Shaoting also approved of this idea. "Just do as you say."
Song Lingzi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't want the husband and wife to argue over trivial matters.It is not the catastrophe that destroys the relationship, but the details. "Then it's decided."
"Hmm." Han Shaoting smelled the smell of food, his stomach rumbling. "Is the food ready?
"It's already cooked. Wait a minute." Song Lingzi turned off the fire on the stove casually, took out a bowl, and filled Han Shaoting with a bowl of green onion noodles, with a layer of golden fried eggs on top. "Let's eat a bowl of noodles first."
Han Shaoting took the bowl and looked at the empty pot. "Why are there so few?"
"Don't eat too much at night, it's bad for your stomach." Song Lingzi pinched his nose: "Also, you are not allowed to eat what's in the bowl and think about what's in the pot."
"You cooked the bowl and the pot, what's the difference?" Han Shaoting smiled, and took the opportunity to kiss Song Lingzi's forehead. "Go and rest first, I'll go to sleep after I finish eating the noodles and watching the news."
Song Lingzi didn't leave, she just stood there.
Han Shaoting was surprised. "What's wrong?"
"Last time you said you were going to teach me how to drive." Song Lingzi blinked her long eyelashes, her black eyes sparkling. "I don't know when you are free, can you arrange a time for me in advance?"
Han Shaoting raised his eyebrows. "Are you not afraid?"
"Fear is one thing, and learning is another." Some things, if you never face them, you will never be able to overcome them.Only when a person is brave enough to face what he fears can he overcome his fear. "If I don't learn to drive, what will I do in the future? Besides, if you go back to the army, I will still live alone. It is convenient and safe to drive to go shopping."
Han Shaoting was a little distressed, and a thought flashed in his mind. Maybe it was a good thing for him not to return to the army. At least, he could take care of his wife and family.Over the years, he has worked hard in the army, and he once expected in his heart that he would have a happy family.
"Ling Zi, I don't need to go back to the army, it's not bad to stay in the military academy as an instructor." Han Shaoting found that he was getting tired of those days of fighting and killing.He wants to be an ordinary man, an ordinary husband, by his wife's side, and live a down-to-earth life.
Song Lingzi couldn't believe her ears. "Shao Ting, do you really think so?" If she had the choice, Song Lingzi would not want her man to go through life and death to pursue the fame and wealth of those troublesome things.
"Of course." It was the first time Han Shaoting saw Song Lingzi being so pleasantly surprised, and a trace of guilt flashed in his heart.It turned out that she still wanted to be by her side instead of working hard outside. "However, you have to think about it, if I don't return to the army, maybe I will be an instructor for the rest of my life."
"The instructor is the instructor." Song Lingzi was full of joy.Those military ranks, those official positions are all illusory, the most important thing is that two people stay together. "When I married you, you were a soldier. The instructor is also a kind of soldier."
"I thought you wanted to be the general's wife." Han Shaoting teased. "As a result, you have no ambitions."
"The general's wife is very imposing." Song Lingzi narrowed her eyes. "But the instructor's wife is also good. If you teach a few general-level students, I will be the general's teacher's wife, and it will be more impressive to say it."
Han Shaoting laughed loudly, and put his arms around Song Lingzi's waist. "How about, isn't it more practical for us to give birth to a few little generals?"
Song Lingzi's face turned red all of a sudden. "It's getting late, I'm going to bed."
Han Shaoting watched Song Lingzi fleeing in despair, feeling uncomfortable.They have been together for more than half a year, and it stands to reason that it is normal to have a child, but Song Lingzi insists on her own opinion on this matter and refuses to back down.Han Shaoting really didn't understand that getting married and having a baby was a necessary step in life. What exactly was Song Lingzi rejecting?Why don't you want to have children?
When I was young, my court.Suppressing the doubts in his stomach, Han Shaoting quickly solved the noodles in the bowl.
"Dinglingling---" When the alarm clock rang, Song Lingzi stretched out a hand to turn off the alarm clock, but was held by both hands. "Lingzi, get up, I'll teach you how to drive."
Hearing the word driving, Song Lingzi woke up instantly. "Shaoting, didn't you go to work?"
"I'm on vacation." Han Shaoting smiled, showing his neat and white teeth. "I forgot to tell you last night."
Song Lingzi knocked on her forehead. "But, I still want to sleep, what should I do?" It was a rare Saturday, she didn't want to get up so early.
Hearing what she said, Han Shaoting had malicious intentions: "Why don't we do some exercise, and I promise you will feel refreshed later."
Song Lingzi just woke up and was still in a daze. "Sports? What sport?"
Han Shaoting rushed forward, easily overwhelmed her, and approached Song Lingzi with a handsome face: "Naturally, exercise on the bed, how about it?"
"No..." Song Lingzi wanted to object, but Han Shaoting didn't give her a chance at all. He lowered his head and sealed her small cherry mouth with his own lips.
He didn't let Song Lingzi go until Han Shaoting had a full meal and was satisfied. "Honey, get up and have breakfast."
Song Lingzi gave Han Shaoting a sad look. This man's energy was so good that he asked her three times before he would let her go.
Han Shaoting smiled. "Honey, don't look at me like this. If you look at me like this, I will think you are dissatisfied and miss me..."
Song Lingzi covered Han Shaoting's mouth. "Forget it, I'm afraid of you, so stop talking nonsense."
Han Shaoting grabbed Song Lingzi's catkin, put it to his mouth and kissed it. "Hurry up, if you don't get up again, it's getting dark, we don't go, just spend it in bed."
Song Lingzi secretly fought a cold war, if she spent a day in bed with Han Shaoting, her life might be in danger.For the sake of her own life, Song Lingzi quickly got out of bed, got dressed and went out.
In the restaurant, Han Shaoting put fried eggs, sliced tomatoes, cucumber slices, and lettuce on the table, and then placed tuna, jam, and peanut butter...
Song Lingzi sat down and was flattered to see such a rich Western-style breakfast: "Are we having breakfast or dinner?"
Han Shaoting gave her a blank look. "Nonsense, sit down and eat." After speaking, he handed the baked toast to Song Lingzi.
Song Lingzi took the toast and ate breakfast quietly.
After breakfast, Song Lingzi was the first to get up, ready to clean up the dishes.
Han Shaoting waved, "Come here."
Song Lingzi approached him, and Han Shaoting stretched out his index finger and hooked his hand again. "Come closer."
Song Lingzi hesitated, if this guy got too aggressive and tried to rectify himself on the spot, wouldn't she have to spend the whole day in bed today?
Han Shaoting's face darkened.This woman really doesn't know what is good or bad, she has good intentions, but she looks like she is guarding against a pervert, as if she is afraid that she will eat her alive. "Come here, I won't eat you."
Song Lingzi curled her lips, this man spoke beautifully, just now who pressed herself on the bed and ate it three times.However, seeing more and more haze on Han Shaoting's face, Song Lingzi still took a few steps forward.
Han Shaoting stretched out his hand, and his strong arms wrapped around Song Lingzi's slender waist, holding Song Lingzi tightly in his arms.The two of them were so close that they could see themselves in each other's eyes, so close that they could breathe on each other's face.
Two bright red clouds flew up on Song Lingzi's cheeks, and her heart thumped faster.Looking at those black eyes as deep as a deep pool, Song Lingzi seemed to see a touch of tenderness rippling in them.
She licked her lips involuntarily, but she didn't know that such a movement was a provocative signal to Han Shaoting. "Lingzi, you still want me, don't you?"
Song Lingzi was startled, looking at the handsome face so close, a look of embarrassment flashed in her eyes.
Han Shaoting lowered his head, stretched out the tip of his tongue, and lightly touched Song Lingzi's mouth, then smiled and said to Song Lingzi, "Your mouth is covered with jam."
Song Lingzi wiped it with her fingers, and could clearly feel a trace of sweetness, and her face was full of annoyance. .
Han Shaoting likes the current Song Lingzi very much, unguarded, unguarded, naive, just like a little white rabbit.Of course, Han Shaoting knew that this little white rabbit was an illusion, and if he made her anxious, he would be unambiguous if she would bite someone. "Lingzi, I like you like this."
Song Lingzi's heart was beating like thunder, and she opened her black eyes, trying to tell the truth from Han Shaoting's eyes. "Are you serious?"
It is undeniable that she still has unrealistic expectations for Han Shaoting, hoping that one day he will truly fall in love with her.Marriage does not necessarily need to be maintained by love, but a marriage without love is tantamount to being built under a dangerous wall, which is in danger of collapsing at any time.
"I'm serious." Han Shaoting replied sincerely. "I really like you. Otherwise, I wouldn't marry you as my wife. I think our relationship is very good now. Without love, we can still live on."
Song Lingzi's heart slowly descended from the top of joy to the bottom of the valley.She slowly retracted the smile on her face, and then pretended to be indifferent: "I'm going to the bathroom, wait for me."
Leaving Han Shaoting behind, Song Lingzi quickly rushed into the bathroom, tears pouring out the moment she turned around.She thought, she shouldn't have had such expectations a long time ago, why should she be so stupid, thinking again and again that there is such a possibility between them?
Looking at herself in the mirror, Song Lingzi tried her best to smile, but there was a dull pain in her heart.In her previous life, she and Zhuo Tianyuan also quarreled and broke up because of their marriage.Every time, when she was disappointed with Zhuo Tianyuan, she rekindled hope because of Zhuo Tianyuan's soft words, but in the end, she was still disappointed again and again.
Putting her hand on her chest, Song Lingzi showed a pale smile. "Song Lingzi, you are too greedy, you shouldn't expect a man who doesn't love you to love you."
Closing her eyes, Song Lingzi remembered the missed appointment last night.At this moment, her mind was unusually sober, no matter what reason Han Shaoting didn't pick her up, she believed that he would not be so busy that he didn't even have time to send a text message.The only explanation was that he didn't care about her, and didn't really put her on the top of his heart, allowing himself to wait for him in the empty hall.Of course, Song Lingzi also thought that there was a problem with the mobile phone signal, but she didn't believe that the mobile phone signal would continue to be problematic.If it doesn't work in the suburbs, when you return to the urban area, you should send a text message as soon as possible, not for anything else, just to report that you are safe.
She was worried about him, thinking wildly all night, for fear that something would happen to him, but what about Han Shaoting?Did he worry about himself?A lonely woman hitchhiking outside, didn't she think that she would be in danger?Even if he felt sorry in his heart, he would not say sorry in person. Does it make sense to say sorry to a person who is already asleep?
Sliding softly down the sink, Song Lingzi at this moment hated herself, hated this self who would never learn a lesson and was always looking forward to love.She would rather be a ruthless person than to be hurt emotionally again.
Han Shaoting couldn't see Song Lingzi coming out, so he knocked on the door.
Song Lingzi opened the door, saw Han Shaoting's worried eyes, and smiled: "My eyes are a little uncomfortable, but they are much better now."
Han Shaoting looked at Song Lingzi's red eyes with suspicion. "Are you okay? Do you want to see a doctor?"
"No need, doctors are not omnipotent." Song Lingzi tried to relax her tone.
The doubts in Han Shaoting's heart deepened, but he never guessed that the root of the problem was in him. "If you're okay, let's go now. I'll teach you how to drive."
Song Lingzi nodded, picked up her bag and followed Han Shaoting out.Han Shaoting walked in front and Song Lingzi walked behind.
Looking at the man's broad shoulders and tall figure, Song Lingzi laughed at herself.She must have been bewitched by this man's beauty, otherwise, how could she have those unrealistic thoughts again and again.
Han Shaoting chose a very remote parking lot, sat beside Song Lingzi, and instructed Song Lingzi to drive.Song Lingzi learned to drive in her previous life, and within a short while, she was able to drive steadily.
Han Shaoting was a little surprised: "I didn't expect that your driving skills are not bad."
At this time, Song Lingzi had adjusted her mood and returned to her usual attitude towards Han Shaoting. "Of course, I've always been a quick learner."
A look of pride flashed across Han Shaoting's face. "Now I'm relieved. I was worried that you would smash my signboard before."
Song Lingzi smiled calmly and did not answer.
Han Shaoting was a little disappointed.In his imagination, Song Lingzi would definitely fight back after hearing this sentence. At that time, he would have a reason to grab her and kiss Fangze. If he could have a so-called car shock, it would be considered an unexpected surprise.
After that, no matter what kind of words Han Shaoting used to tease Song Lingzi, Song Lingzi responded to Han Shaoting with a smile on her face.
Han Shaoting was very depressed, none of the planned things were achieved.
At night, when the two of them were having sex, Han Shaoting could even feel some resistance from Song Lingzi, which had never happened before.Even if she is newly married, she is not yet mentally prepared to accept herself, and she will not have such unwilling resistance.
Holding Song Lingzi, Han Shaoting fell into deep thought, what went wrong?
At dawn, Song Lingzi woke up with a start, and heard the sound of Han Shaoting getting up and getting dressed. She closed her eyes and continued to doze off, not wanting to face Han Shaoting, nor trying to find ways to please him as before.
Han Shaoting walked to Song Lingzi's bedside, and saw that she was still sleeping, a flash of nostalgia flashed in his eyes.Gently caressing Song Lingzi's brow with his fingers, Han Shaoting thought of her frowning, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Han Shaoting walked out of the room, and Song Lingzi got up instantly when she heard the sound of the door closing.
Walking to the window sill, Song Lingzi looked at the figure downstairs, and remembered a passage: The farthest distance in the world is not when you can't resist this kind of yearning but you have to pretend that you are not at all in your heart, but the face For those who love you, with an indifferent heart, you have dug an insurmountable ditch.
There was an insurmountable gap between her and Han Shaoting from the very beginning. It was she who repeatedly crossed the line and tried to cross it with her own ability.And the truth is, when a person refuses anyone to enter, no one can enter his heart and open his heart.
Song Lingzi's hand hangs down. There are many things in the world that can be obtained through hard work, except love.What she should learn now is not how to be a good wife, but how to be a good Mrs. Han.
In the evening, when Han Shaoting came back, he saw a table full of hot dishes, and Song Lingzi was still busy in the kitchen. "What day is today?"
"It's okay, I'm idle and bored, so I cooked a tableful of dishes." Song Lingzi scooped up a bowl of rice, "Today is Sunday, do you still have to go to work?"
"No." Han Shaoting had a headache when he thought of Qin Lei.
If it was the past, even if Song Lingzi didn't ask, she would still be full of curiosity, and there would be a little bit of meaning in her eyes.
But today, Song Lingzi ate dinner quietly, without saying a single word, but Han Shaoting couldn't hold back anymore, and recruited himself: "I went to the hospital to see an injured female student."
Han Shaoting was stunned when he heard the words, and fell into memory.When we were together with her, there was a dispute over shower gel and shampoo. Han Shaoting insisted on using a man's brand, but she insisted that both of them use the same brand.Han Shaoting disagreed, she threw away the brand Han Shaoting used in private, and replaced it with a brand she liked.
At that time, Han Shaoting was young and energetic, and he couldn't tolerate others disobeying his will like this.For this matter, the two fought coldly for half a month.Thinking about it now, Han Shaoting felt that he was naive and shouldn't have had an argument with her over such a trivial matter.Perhaps, their love was slowly dying out in such meaningless disputes, but he foolishly thought that their love was still going on and had no end.
"As long as you like it." Han Shaoting replied. "I don't care about these things."
Song Lingzi heard the meaning of his words, and had an idea: "The brand you use is also good. I heard that there are women-only ones out now. Why don't we buy both brands, and we can use them in turn."
Han Shaoting also approved of this idea. "Just do as you say."
Song Lingzi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't want the husband and wife to argue over trivial matters.It is not the catastrophe that destroys the relationship, but the details. "Then it's decided."
"Hmm." Han Shaoting smelled the smell of food, his stomach rumbling. "Is the food ready?
"It's already cooked. Wait a minute." Song Lingzi turned off the fire on the stove casually, took out a bowl, and filled Han Shaoting with a bowl of green onion noodles, with a layer of golden fried eggs on top. "Let's eat a bowl of noodles first."
Han Shaoting took the bowl and looked at the empty pot. "Why are there so few?"
"Don't eat too much at night, it's bad for your stomach." Song Lingzi pinched his nose: "Also, you are not allowed to eat what's in the bowl and think about what's in the pot."
"You cooked the bowl and the pot, what's the difference?" Han Shaoting smiled, and took the opportunity to kiss Song Lingzi's forehead. "Go and rest first, I'll go to sleep after I finish eating the noodles and watching the news."
Song Lingzi didn't leave, she just stood there.
Han Shaoting was surprised. "What's wrong?"
"Last time you said you were going to teach me how to drive." Song Lingzi blinked her long eyelashes, her black eyes sparkling. "I don't know when you are free, can you arrange a time for me in advance?"
Han Shaoting raised his eyebrows. "Are you not afraid?"
"Fear is one thing, and learning is another." Some things, if you never face them, you will never be able to overcome them.Only when a person is brave enough to face what he fears can he overcome his fear. "If I don't learn to drive, what will I do in the future? Besides, if you go back to the army, I will still live alone. It is convenient and safe to drive to go shopping."
Han Shaoting was a little distressed, and a thought flashed in his mind. Maybe it was a good thing for him not to return to the army. At least, he could take care of his wife and family.Over the years, he has worked hard in the army, and he once expected in his heart that he would have a happy family.
"Ling Zi, I don't need to go back to the army, it's not bad to stay in the military academy as an instructor." Han Shaoting found that he was getting tired of those days of fighting and killing.He wants to be an ordinary man, an ordinary husband, by his wife's side, and live a down-to-earth life.
Song Lingzi couldn't believe her ears. "Shao Ting, do you really think so?" If she had the choice, Song Lingzi would not want her man to go through life and death to pursue the fame and wealth of those troublesome things.
"Of course." It was the first time Han Shaoting saw Song Lingzi being so pleasantly surprised, and a trace of guilt flashed in his heart.It turned out that she still wanted to be by her side instead of working hard outside. "However, you have to think about it, if I don't return to the army, maybe I will be an instructor for the rest of my life."
"The instructor is the instructor." Song Lingzi was full of joy.Those military ranks, those official positions are all illusory, the most important thing is that two people stay together. "When I married you, you were a soldier. The instructor is also a kind of soldier."
"I thought you wanted to be the general's wife." Han Shaoting teased. "As a result, you have no ambitions."
"The general's wife is very imposing." Song Lingzi narrowed her eyes. "But the instructor's wife is also good. If you teach a few general-level students, I will be the general's teacher's wife, and it will be more impressive to say it."
Han Shaoting laughed loudly, and put his arms around Song Lingzi's waist. "How about, isn't it more practical for us to give birth to a few little generals?"
Song Lingzi's face turned red all of a sudden. "It's getting late, I'm going to bed."
Han Shaoting watched Song Lingzi fleeing in despair, feeling uncomfortable.They have been together for more than half a year, and it stands to reason that it is normal to have a child, but Song Lingzi insists on her own opinion on this matter and refuses to back down.Han Shaoting really didn't understand that getting married and having a baby was a necessary step in life. What exactly was Song Lingzi rejecting?Why don't you want to have children?
When I was young, my court.Suppressing the doubts in his stomach, Han Shaoting quickly solved the noodles in the bowl.
"Dinglingling---" When the alarm clock rang, Song Lingzi stretched out a hand to turn off the alarm clock, but was held by both hands. "Lingzi, get up, I'll teach you how to drive."
Hearing the word driving, Song Lingzi woke up instantly. "Shaoting, didn't you go to work?"
"I'm on vacation." Han Shaoting smiled, showing his neat and white teeth. "I forgot to tell you last night."
Song Lingzi knocked on her forehead. "But, I still want to sleep, what should I do?" It was a rare Saturday, she didn't want to get up so early.
Hearing what she said, Han Shaoting had malicious intentions: "Why don't we do some exercise, and I promise you will feel refreshed later."
Song Lingzi just woke up and was still in a daze. "Sports? What sport?"
Han Shaoting rushed forward, easily overwhelmed her, and approached Song Lingzi with a handsome face: "Naturally, exercise on the bed, how about it?"
"No..." Song Lingzi wanted to object, but Han Shaoting didn't give her a chance at all. He lowered his head and sealed her small cherry mouth with his own lips.
He didn't let Song Lingzi go until Han Shaoting had a full meal and was satisfied. "Honey, get up and have breakfast."
Song Lingzi gave Han Shaoting a sad look. This man's energy was so good that he asked her three times before he would let her go.
Han Shaoting smiled. "Honey, don't look at me like this. If you look at me like this, I will think you are dissatisfied and miss me..."
Song Lingzi covered Han Shaoting's mouth. "Forget it, I'm afraid of you, so stop talking nonsense."
Han Shaoting grabbed Song Lingzi's catkin, put it to his mouth and kissed it. "Hurry up, if you don't get up again, it's getting dark, we don't go, just spend it in bed."
Song Lingzi secretly fought a cold war, if she spent a day in bed with Han Shaoting, her life might be in danger.For the sake of her own life, Song Lingzi quickly got out of bed, got dressed and went out.
In the restaurant, Han Shaoting put fried eggs, sliced tomatoes, cucumber slices, and lettuce on the table, and then placed tuna, jam, and peanut butter...
Song Lingzi sat down and was flattered to see such a rich Western-style breakfast: "Are we having breakfast or dinner?"
Han Shaoting gave her a blank look. "Nonsense, sit down and eat." After speaking, he handed the baked toast to Song Lingzi.
Song Lingzi took the toast and ate breakfast quietly.
After breakfast, Song Lingzi was the first to get up, ready to clean up the dishes.
Han Shaoting waved, "Come here."
Song Lingzi approached him, and Han Shaoting stretched out his index finger and hooked his hand again. "Come closer."
Song Lingzi hesitated, if this guy got too aggressive and tried to rectify himself on the spot, wouldn't she have to spend the whole day in bed today?
Han Shaoting's face darkened.This woman really doesn't know what is good or bad, she has good intentions, but she looks like she is guarding against a pervert, as if she is afraid that she will eat her alive. "Come here, I won't eat you."
Song Lingzi curled her lips, this man spoke beautifully, just now who pressed herself on the bed and ate it three times.However, seeing more and more haze on Han Shaoting's face, Song Lingzi still took a few steps forward.
Han Shaoting stretched out his hand, and his strong arms wrapped around Song Lingzi's slender waist, holding Song Lingzi tightly in his arms.The two of them were so close that they could see themselves in each other's eyes, so close that they could breathe on each other's face.
Two bright red clouds flew up on Song Lingzi's cheeks, and her heart thumped faster.Looking at those black eyes as deep as a deep pool, Song Lingzi seemed to see a touch of tenderness rippling in them.
She licked her lips involuntarily, but she didn't know that such a movement was a provocative signal to Han Shaoting. "Lingzi, you still want me, don't you?"
Song Lingzi was startled, looking at the handsome face so close, a look of embarrassment flashed in her eyes.
Han Shaoting lowered his head, stretched out the tip of his tongue, and lightly touched Song Lingzi's mouth, then smiled and said to Song Lingzi, "Your mouth is covered with jam."
Song Lingzi wiped it with her fingers, and could clearly feel a trace of sweetness, and her face was full of annoyance. .
Han Shaoting likes the current Song Lingzi very much, unguarded, unguarded, naive, just like a little white rabbit.Of course, Han Shaoting knew that this little white rabbit was an illusion, and if he made her anxious, he would be unambiguous if she would bite someone. "Lingzi, I like you like this."
Song Lingzi's heart was beating like thunder, and she opened her black eyes, trying to tell the truth from Han Shaoting's eyes. "Are you serious?"
It is undeniable that she still has unrealistic expectations for Han Shaoting, hoping that one day he will truly fall in love with her.Marriage does not necessarily need to be maintained by love, but a marriage without love is tantamount to being built under a dangerous wall, which is in danger of collapsing at any time.
"I'm serious." Han Shaoting replied sincerely. "I really like you. Otherwise, I wouldn't marry you as my wife. I think our relationship is very good now. Without love, we can still live on."
Song Lingzi's heart slowly descended from the top of joy to the bottom of the valley.She slowly retracted the smile on her face, and then pretended to be indifferent: "I'm going to the bathroom, wait for me."
Leaving Han Shaoting behind, Song Lingzi quickly rushed into the bathroom, tears pouring out the moment she turned around.She thought, she shouldn't have had such expectations a long time ago, why should she be so stupid, thinking again and again that there is such a possibility between them?
Looking at herself in the mirror, Song Lingzi tried her best to smile, but there was a dull pain in her heart.In her previous life, she and Zhuo Tianyuan also quarreled and broke up because of their marriage.Every time, when she was disappointed with Zhuo Tianyuan, she rekindled hope because of Zhuo Tianyuan's soft words, but in the end, she was still disappointed again and again.
Putting her hand on her chest, Song Lingzi showed a pale smile. "Song Lingzi, you are too greedy, you shouldn't expect a man who doesn't love you to love you."
Closing her eyes, Song Lingzi remembered the missed appointment last night.At this moment, her mind was unusually sober, no matter what reason Han Shaoting didn't pick her up, she believed that he would not be so busy that he didn't even have time to send a text message.The only explanation was that he didn't care about her, and didn't really put her on the top of his heart, allowing himself to wait for him in the empty hall.Of course, Song Lingzi also thought that there was a problem with the mobile phone signal, but she didn't believe that the mobile phone signal would continue to be problematic.If it doesn't work in the suburbs, when you return to the urban area, you should send a text message as soon as possible, not for anything else, just to report that you are safe.
She was worried about him, thinking wildly all night, for fear that something would happen to him, but what about Han Shaoting?Did he worry about himself?A lonely woman hitchhiking outside, didn't she think that she would be in danger?Even if he felt sorry in his heart, he would not say sorry in person. Does it make sense to say sorry to a person who is already asleep?
Sliding softly down the sink, Song Lingzi at this moment hated herself, hated this self who would never learn a lesson and was always looking forward to love.She would rather be a ruthless person than to be hurt emotionally again.
Han Shaoting couldn't see Song Lingzi coming out, so he knocked on the door.
Song Lingzi opened the door, saw Han Shaoting's worried eyes, and smiled: "My eyes are a little uncomfortable, but they are much better now."
Han Shaoting looked at Song Lingzi's red eyes with suspicion. "Are you okay? Do you want to see a doctor?"
"No need, doctors are not omnipotent." Song Lingzi tried to relax her tone.
The doubts in Han Shaoting's heart deepened, but he never guessed that the root of the problem was in him. "If you're okay, let's go now. I'll teach you how to drive."
Song Lingzi nodded, picked up her bag and followed Han Shaoting out.Han Shaoting walked in front and Song Lingzi walked behind.
Looking at the man's broad shoulders and tall figure, Song Lingzi laughed at herself.She must have been bewitched by this man's beauty, otherwise, how could she have those unrealistic thoughts again and again.
Han Shaoting chose a very remote parking lot, sat beside Song Lingzi, and instructed Song Lingzi to drive.Song Lingzi learned to drive in her previous life, and within a short while, she was able to drive steadily.
Han Shaoting was a little surprised: "I didn't expect that your driving skills are not bad."
At this time, Song Lingzi had adjusted her mood and returned to her usual attitude towards Han Shaoting. "Of course, I've always been a quick learner."
A look of pride flashed across Han Shaoting's face. "Now I'm relieved. I was worried that you would smash my signboard before."
Song Lingzi smiled calmly and did not answer.
Han Shaoting was a little disappointed.In his imagination, Song Lingzi would definitely fight back after hearing this sentence. At that time, he would have a reason to grab her and kiss Fangze. If he could have a so-called car shock, it would be considered an unexpected surprise.
After that, no matter what kind of words Han Shaoting used to tease Song Lingzi, Song Lingzi responded to Han Shaoting with a smile on her face.
Han Shaoting was very depressed, none of the planned things were achieved.
At night, when the two of them were having sex, Han Shaoting could even feel some resistance from Song Lingzi, which had never happened before.Even if she is newly married, she is not yet mentally prepared to accept herself, and she will not have such unwilling resistance.
Holding Song Lingzi, Han Shaoting fell into deep thought, what went wrong?
At dawn, Song Lingzi woke up with a start, and heard the sound of Han Shaoting getting up and getting dressed. She closed her eyes and continued to doze off, not wanting to face Han Shaoting, nor trying to find ways to please him as before.
Han Shaoting walked to Song Lingzi's bedside, and saw that she was still sleeping, a flash of nostalgia flashed in his eyes.Gently caressing Song Lingzi's brow with his fingers, Han Shaoting thought of her frowning, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
Han Shaoting walked out of the room, and Song Lingzi got up instantly when she heard the sound of the door closing.
Walking to the window sill, Song Lingzi looked at the figure downstairs, and remembered a passage: The farthest distance in the world is not when you can't resist this kind of yearning but you have to pretend that you are not at all in your heart, but the face For those who love you, with an indifferent heart, you have dug an insurmountable ditch.
There was an insurmountable gap between her and Han Shaoting from the very beginning. It was she who repeatedly crossed the line and tried to cross it with her own ability.And the truth is, when a person refuses anyone to enter, no one can enter his heart and open his heart.
Song Lingzi's hand hangs down. There are many things in the world that can be obtained through hard work, except love.What she should learn now is not how to be a good wife, but how to be a good Mrs. Han.
In the evening, when Han Shaoting came back, he saw a table full of hot dishes, and Song Lingzi was still busy in the kitchen. "What day is today?"
"It's okay, I'm idle and bored, so I cooked a tableful of dishes." Song Lingzi scooped up a bowl of rice, "Today is Sunday, do you still have to go to work?"
"No." Han Shaoting had a headache when he thought of Qin Lei.
If it was the past, even if Song Lingzi didn't ask, she would still be full of curiosity, and there would be a little bit of meaning in her eyes.
But today, Song Lingzi ate dinner quietly, without saying a single word, but Han Shaoting couldn't hold back anymore, and recruited himself: "I went to the hospital to see an injured female student."
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