Chapter 190 Looking for "Travel?" Song Lingzi shook her head, "Forget it, I don't like to go out when I'm in a bad mood."

"If you don't want to travel, then you can go shopping." Han Shaoting suggested. "Didn't I give you a subsidiary card?"

Song Lingzi still shook her head and refused, and looked out the window quietly. At this time, the colorful lights were blooming, and the whole city was shrouded in a blurred light.

Back home, Song Lingzi took off her coat and sat on the sofa, still worrying about what happened today.

Han Shaoting stepped forward lightly and sat down. "What's wrong? Still worried?"

"No, I just feel confused." Song Lingzi looked into her husband's shining black eyes, and said directly, "My heart is messed up, and it's none of other people's business." It's not that she didn't want to confess to Han Shaoting, but, this matter, She really can't tell.

"Then don't think about anything, drink a glass of milk and go to sleep." Han Shaoting touched his wife's head, clearly feeling the soft hair in the palm of his hand. "The more you think about it, the more chaotic it will become."

Song Lingzi's eyes flickered, and a hint of approval appeared on her delicate face. "Okay, I'll go to bed first."

Song Lingzi stood up neatly and walked into the bathroom.

Han Shaoting watched Song Lingzi flash into the bathroom, a pair of deep pool-like black eyes flashed with worry.

Song Lingzi came out after taking a shower, and saw Han Shaoting lying on his side on the bed, reading a book on military exercises. "Don't read, reading at night is not good for your eyes."

Han Shaoting put the book aside, took the hair dryer from Song Lingzi's hand, and helped her dry her hair. "Washing your hair at night will give you a migraine, why do you still wash it?"

"I'm used to it." Song Lingzi thought of her previous work, which was always busy until late at night.At that time, she washed and dried her hair late at night, Zhuo Tianyuan never said anything to her about this habit.Perhaps, he never cared about these things.

"This habit needs to be changed." Han Shaoting said without doubt. "I don't want my wife to have migraines at a young age."

Song Lingzi looked at herself in the dressing mirror and smiled. "Okay. I'll listen to my husband."

After Han Shaoting finished blowing his head, he placed a kiss on Song Lingzi's cheek. "Hey, go to bed, tonight, I will let you go first."

Song Lingzi turned around and hugged Han Shaoting, showing a little shyness: "But, I want you, what should I do?"

The voice was soft and waxy, with a hint of coquettishness and sweetness, which made Han Shaoting feel angry. "you sure?"

"I'm sure." Song Lingzi was very sure, she wanted Han Shaoting, wanted him to fill every emptiness in her heart, whether it was physical or spiritual.

"You must be a fairy." Han Shaoting, who was deeply confused, lowered his head and grabbed Song Lingzi's red lips after saying this.

In a short while, the bedroom was full of spring.

The next day, as soon as Song Lingzi opened her eyes, she looked at the wall clock on the wall, and the hour hand pointed to twelve o'clock.

Song Lingzi hurriedly got out of bed and rushed into the bathroom to wash up.In less than 10 minutes, she rushed into the kitchen again, and saw the sandwich Han Shaoting had made, lying alone on the plate.Song Lingzi poured a glass of milk and paired it with a sandwich to complete the meal.

After breakfast, she changed into a light brown knitted dress, put on black beaded boots, and a thick windbreaker, and hurried outside.

As soon as Song Lingzi walked downstairs, a strange man stepped forward and said to Song Lingzi, "Hello, Ms. Song, I'm Mr. Qin's secretary, can you come with me?"

Song Lingzi looked in the direction the man pointed with a hint of doubt.Not far away, a black Lincoln sedan was parked.

The car window rolled down slowly, revealing Qin Feng's side face.

Song Lingzi had long thought that this man would come to her, but she didn't expect it to be so soon and in this place.She stepped forward, opened the car door and got in.

"Mr. Qin, hello." Song Lingzi said politely and alienated. "Excuse me, is there anything you can do for me?"

Qin Feng was a little dissatisfied with Song Lingzi's attitude, and frowned slightly, "Lingzi, I want to clarify something with you, lest your mother..."

"I think you misunderstood. My mother made it very clear that day." Song Lingzi smiled, and was about to open the door and get out of the car.

"Do you believe your mother's words?" Qin Feng said, speaking at a leisurely pace: "After she has been hiding it for more than 20 years, can you still believe her words?"

Song Lingzi didn't get out of the car, but turned to look at Qin Feng: "Could it be that the words of a heartless man are more believable?"

It's also a posture.A red cloud quickly floated across Qin Feng's face. He clenched one hand into a fist and put it to his lips, pretending to cough, and then cleared his throat: "Some things, you can't listen to one side of the story."

Song Lingzi knew that Qin Feng insisted on talking to her, and if she refused, he probably would not give up. "Okay, you find a place."

Now, it was Qin Feng's turn to be stunned. "you……"

"What's wrong with me?" Song Lingzi asked back, "Don't you want to talk to me?"

"Okay." A trace of nostalgia flashed in Qin Feng's eyes, this temperament was very much like her.If that accident hadn't happened back then, she would have been his wife.

The car stopped at the door of a teahouse. Qin Feng's secretary got out of the car, opened the door, and waited respectfully aside.

Song Lingzi looked at the signboard on the teahouse, and a cold smile flickered on the corner of her mouth. This man is even better at disguising than she imagined.

Song Lingzi would never believe that a man who thrived in the political arena would be a gentle and noble man. Qin Fengfeng brought her here just to create an illusion for her to make her psychologically uncomfortable. It is easier to accept his explanation.

Song Lingzi followed Qin Feng into the teahouse, and found that this teahouse was very distinctive, most of the decorations were made of bamboo, just like the screens separating the seats were also made of bamboo.

Song Lingzi and Qin Feng walked into the box. They said it was a box, but it was actually a small space separated by four bamboo screens. The space was not big, but it was very quiet.

Song Lingzi sat down, stared at the cakes on the table, and cut straight to the point: "Mr. Qin, if you have something to say, hurry up, I still have things to do."

Qin Feng smiled wryly, really shameless. "Your mother should have mentioned me to you."

"Yeah." Song Lingzi didn't deny it, "She said, you used to be her fiancé."

Qin Feng was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Zhuang Ya to talk about him like that.In his heart, he has always believed that he is Zhuang Ya's sweetheart and only lover.Even if time has passed, when she mentions him, she should use words like childhood sweetheart or first love instead of fiance.

Perhaps, some people think that the word fiance is more intimate than childhood sweetheart and first love.To Qin Feng, or those

For the children of a famous family, the fiancée or fiancé may also be a stranger.

"We're not just engaged." Qin Feng didn't want his feelings to be erased just like that. "We are childhood sweethearts and a pair of lovers. We used to be together. You are grown up now, you should understand what I mean."

Song Lingzi lowered her eyes, she completely understood what Qin Feng meant, the so-called being together meant having a substantial relationship.However, for Song Lingzi, what about having a real relationship?The current relationship between men and women is chaotic, and many people still engage in one-night stands and have sex, which does not mean that they really have affection and love for each other, nor does it mean that they belong to each other's souls.

What's more, Song Lingzi herself has a lesson from the past. She and Zhuo Tianyuan lived together. When it was time to break up, they still broke up or became strangers.Song Lingzi never thought that when a woman had sex with a man, it meant that the man was the woman's world, and only some silly women would hang themselves from a tree.

"That's something in the past between you, I'm not interested in knowing." Song Lingzi poured a cup of tea, handed it to Qin Feng, poured another cup of tea for herself, then pointed to the teapot, and said to Qin Feng: "For example For this tea, the water in the teacup comes out of the teapot, but once the tea leaves the teapot and is poured into the teacup, the tea has nothing to do with the teapot. If we drink it in again, it has nothing to do with the teacup Any relationship. A teapot, or a teacup, is a carrying tool, just a medium.”

Qin Feng is a smart person, after hearing Song Lingzi's words, he already fully understood what she meant. "The relationship between people is not the relationship between teapot and tea, but more often, the relationship between tea and tea. Without tea, there will be no tea. Don't you understand this truth?"

Song Lingzi had to admit that she underestimated Qin Feng. "Mr. Qin is right. Tea is inseparable from tea. It is because of the existence of tea that tea is created. However, tea is not the only drink in this world, such as coffee, such as milk tea. People often choose not one, but There are many kinds."

"But I only prefer one kind." Qin Feng maintained a faint smile on his face, "I will never change this habit in my life."

"That's your personal habit, as long as it doesn't affect other people." Song Lingzi's words were hidden. "I hope Mr. Qin can understand that my mother and I are not the kind of people who prefer to drink tea."

"Lingzi, whether it's tea or coffee, you can't do without water. The Chinese say that when you drink water, you think about the source. What's the difference between drinking tea and coffee? They're all family, they're just drinks." Qin Feng was a little excited. "Over the years, I have been looking for the whereabouts of your mother and daughter. I have sworn that I will find you in my lifetime. Ling Zi, I know you blame me for not taking good care of your mother and daughter. But all of this is not me. The fault is that your mother took you away and made our father and daughter separate for so many years, and it was your mother who insisted on going her own way that created the situation today."

Qin Feng's words point to the blood relationship.Unfortunately, his opponent is Song Lingzi, and she is not someone who is easily persuaded.

"Mr. Qin, first of all, I have to solemnly declare that you are not my father, and I am not your daughter. Secondly, what I want to say is that my mother did nothing wrong. You are all married, and it will be okay to contact me again." It doesn't make much sense. Finally, I hope you can understand my mother, she doesn't like to see you, please take a detour next time you see her." Song Lingzi said very calmly, but her heart was uneasy.

Qin Feng smiled wryly, "Your mother still doesn't intend to forgive me, does she?"

"Maybe, it's not forgiveness, but forgiveness. She doesn't intend to forgive you." Song Lingzi smiled sarcastically, "You stabbed her hard when she needed you most. This kind of behavior is not worthy of forgiveness, nor is it worthy of others Forgiveness. Even if you are a stranger, you will reach out to save others when they are in trouble, but you, as my mother's fiancé, nothing you did back then is worthy of others' forgiveness. "

"I have my reasons." Qin Feng murmured in a low voice, "Can't she forgive me?"

"Forgiveness is based on mutual equality. You are superior, why should my mother forgive you?" Song Lingzi said sarcastically: "Besides, you betrayed the relationship between you first, and it is too late to ask for forgiveness now." gone."

"Ling Zi, I am your father." Qin Feng repeated, "Don't you believe it even now?"

"My mother has already made it very clear that you are not my father." Song Lingzi was a little annoyed, "Even if it were, I would not stand by your side just because of blood relationship. The wrong person is indeed you, not me. Mom. Back then, if you were in trouble, do you think my mother would stab you like this?"

"How do you know you can't?" Qin Feng asked back. "People are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves. Do you think your mother can be your own master?"

Song Lingzi smiled, and there was a hint of understanding in the smile. "I understand. Up to now, you still stubbornly think that you have done nothing wrong, right? Since you have done nothing wrong, why are you still looking for my mother? "

Qin Feng was at a loss for words and was speechless for a long time.

"Are you going to give your sympathy or your love? Do you want my mother to kneel at your feet and ask for pity or beg for mercy? Let me tell you, Mayor Qin, my mother is not that kind of person, you I don’t deserve her love either.” Song Lingzi sneered, “As a human being, you shouldn’t be so greedy. If you want power, don’t think about love. love."

"Ling Zi---" Qin Feng called out in a low voice, "I love your mother, and it will never change."

"Yes, it won't change." Song Lingzi smiled knowingly. "Men are so ridiculous, do you think your love is great? Do you think your love is what my mother wants? Let me tell you, no, your love is really cheap, just like street goods, Worthless."

Qin Feng widened his eyes, "Is this how you speak to your elders? Ling Zi, your mother never taught you..."

"You are not worthy." Song Lingzi interrupted him coldly. "Since you are not worthy, why continue to pester me, my mother will not look back for you, you should take back your love and return to your wife."

Song Lingzi stood up and was about to leave, but Qin Feng blocked the door. "Lingzi, you haven't finished listening to me."

"What else can I say?" Song Lingzi really didn't understand why this man was still obsessed with it. "If you want to explain what happened back then, I don't think so, because these things have nothing to do with me."

"It's related to you." Qin Feng looked cautious. "When your mother left me, she was pregnant with a child. You know your mother's character. Even if she hated me to death, she would not take the child away. And you are your mother's only child. "

Song Lingzi trembled all over, just like what Qin Feng said, Zhuang Ya loves children more than anything else, even if she left Qin Feng back then, she would not harm her own flesh and blood. "you sure?"

"How could I be unsure?" Qin Feng's eyes were complicated. "I really didn't know she was pregnant at the time. If I had known, I wouldn't have let her leave me for half a step."

"You were already married back then, even if you knew she was pregnant, what's the use? Could you still keep her by your side?" Song Lingzi was not a fool, how could she be deceived by Qin Feng in just a few words. "Or, what you want is a child, not a mother?"

Qin Feng bowed his head, "It's impossible for me to let the children of the Qin family live outside. If your mother is willing to follow me, I won't..."

Song Lingzi took a few steps back, she finally understood the meaning of her mother's words, Qin Feng's ruthlessness and shamelessness were indeed more powerful than Song Jing's. "You are really powerful. It's not worth stabbing her, but you still want to kill her."

"I didn't." Qin Feng hastily denied, "I love her so much, how could I treat her like that."

"Love?" Song Lingzi smiled sarcastically. She finally understood one thing. Love is just a tool for a man who pursues power. "Is your love for my mother just to hurt her? To betray her love, you still want Take away her child, don't you think that since she has nothing, you can't let her live and leave the child to her?"

Just like Zhuo Tianyuan back then, he knew she loved him so much, but in the end, he betrayed her and married another woman, and ended her career with his own hands, cutting off her last retreat, without thinking about it at all. , She has nothing, how can she live on?Is a man's love really that scary?When a woman gives everything and has no use value, kick her away and let her fend for herself?

"I..." Qin Feng was speechless, under Song Lingzi's dominance, he felt a deep sense of guilt. "I'm sorry for your mother and daughter."

Song Lingzi sat down on the chair again. "You're sorry, we really can't afford it." Song Lingzi's heart was in turmoil. Such a father was more terrifying than Song Jing. Song Jing was a man who knew how to exploit, but he was not a cruel and heartless man.Some people have said that any man in power must be indifferent to love. In the eyes of such a man, there is nothing other than power.If she is Qin Feng's daughter, then she will become Qin Feng's pawn in the future.

When Song Lingzi thought about it, she suddenly realized, no wonder he came to her in such a hurry, maybe what he really needed was not Song Lingzi, and he didn't care if she was his daughter or not, as long as he made her believe that she was his daughter, that was enough.Because what he wanted was Song Lingzi, the granddaughter-in-law of the Han family, not the real blood.

For Song Lingzi, she really couldn't afford a father of Qin Feng's status, no matter if he was a blood relative or not, in short, she would not recognize him.

"I'm very sorry, I lost my temper today." After taking a sip of tea, Song Lingzi's mind cleared up a lot. "However, I still say that, I am not your daughter. You have found the wrong person."

Before Qin Feng could react, Song Lingzi walked out of the box.Qin Feng caught up and shouted: "Ling Zi, listen to me, you are really my daughter. If you don't believe me, you can take a DNA test."

Qin Feng was too anxious, and couldn't control the volume at all. Song Lingzi felt ashamed and embarrassed when she heard it, so she rushed to the door and bumped into a group of people.

"Lingzi?!" Lan Siyu was very surprised when he saw Song Lingzi.He heard a man named Song Lingzi just now, and he thought he heard it wrong.

Song Lingzi really wanted to dig a crack in the ground and got in.How could it be possible to meet an acquaintance, Lan Siyu at such an embarrassing time?

Seeing Qin Feng catching up, Lan Siyu stopped him, with a grim expression on his face: "Excuse me, who are you? What are you doing after my friend?" Lan Siyu knew Qin Feng's identity, so he pretended not to know, but it was Give each other room to maneuver.

"Let's go." Song Lingzi didn't dare to turn her head, for fear that Qin Feng might say something earth-shattering and scare the others.She didn't dare to look at other people at all, she just wanted to leave quickly, leaving a word in a hurry, she rushed out the door.

Lan Siyu was worried about Song Lingzi, so he said sorry to Director Zhang behind him, and ran out first.Qin Feng wanted to chase him out, but seeing the strange eyes of everyone, he had no choice but to give up and return to his box.

Lan Siyu chased Song Lingzi after a certain distance. "He didn't come after him, so don't run anymore."

Song Lingzi stopped and looked back at Lan Siyu, the wind blew her hair and covered her face. "How did you come out?"

"Didn't you say, let's go?" Lan Siyu asked with a smile, "Did I hear wrong?"

Song Lingzi looked slightly embarrassed, she had already forgotten what she said.Perhaps, at that time, she felt that Lan Siyu was a trustworthy person, so she couldn't help shouting that sentence.

"Sorry, I'm self-willed." Song Lingzi showed a trace of apology. "You can go back now."

Lan Siyu walked up to Song Lingzi. "After using it, do you want to kick it away?"

Song Lingzi didn't expect Lan Siyu to say that. "What did you say, I don't seem to be using you?"

"Why didn't you use me?" There was an intoxicating tenderness in the amber eyes, and Lan Siyu said softly: "I didn't chase after you just now, do you think that uncle will give up?"

Song Lingzi lowered her head and looked at her toes. "So, I should thank you, right?"

"If you're willing to give me your body, I'd be more than happy." Lan Siyu said this in a joking tone, his amber eyes gradually became darker.

Looking at the person in front of him, Lan Siyu's thoughts turned to this morning.Last night, he had a dream. In the dream, he was in love with a woman. When he got up early, a certain part of his body was still hard. He made a phone call and found a woman to solve this physiological need. As a result, , when the woman stood naked in front of him, he lost interest.

He thought he didn't like that woman, so he sent her away casually. After the woman left, he accidentally saw Song Lingzi's photo. At that time, his body changed immediately.

Lan Siyu always thought that he was a normal man, but he didn't expect that he could also react to the photos, and even get extreme enjoyment from the photos.When he reached the peak, his mind was full of her appearance, smiling, frowning... In the end, Song Lingzi's appearance overlapped with the woman in the dream, becoming the same woman.

Lan Siyu never thought that such a situation would happen to him, he would dream about a woman, even in his dreams.

Now that she was standing in front of him, he just wanted to hug her, hold her, repeat everything in his dream, and possess her completely and completely.

"It's a pity that I have a beautiful woman, so I can't promise you with my body." Song Lingzi retorted with a smile, completely taking his words as a joke.

"It's a pity." Lan Siyu showed a regretful smile, "Missing me must be the biggest loss in your life."

"I admit it." Song Lingzi laughed loudly, "However, it would be a greater loss to miss my husband."

Lan Siyu did not expect that Song Lingzi would mention Han Shaoting.At this time, he was deeply jealous of Han Shaoting, why was that man so lucky to hold Song Lingzi in his arms at the very beginning.The so-called proud son of heaven is like this. God always leaves the best things for him, including women.

"Have you had lunch?" Lan Siyu asked, "I'll treat you to it."

Song Lingzi hesitated for a moment, but still agreed: "Let me treat you, lest you call me stingy later."

"You are stingy in the first place." Lan Siyu criticized bluntly, "Every time you treat a guest, you have to ask me."

"It's not that I don't want to invite you, it's that I can't open my mouth." Song Lingzi was a little helpless. "You know, I'm a small person, and you are a big person. You take care of everything every day, so how can you have time to fool around with me?"

"If you invite me, I will always have time." Lan Siyu whispered, "You know, I can't refuse an invitation from a beautiful woman."

When Song Lingzi heard the first half of the sentence, she was really startled, but she was relieved when she heard the second half.She is really stupid, how could she think that Lan Siyu is interested in her?He is obviously a friendly friend, how could he develop a non-friendship relationship?What's more, with Lan Siyu's conditions, as long as he is willing, he can throw a lot of women on him.

Song Lingzi got into Lan Siyu's car, and Lan Siyu led the way.

Lan Siyu took her to a Malay restaurant.Song Lingzi frowned, "I don't eat spicy food."

"En." Lan Siyu hummed, and added: "Don't worry, I don't like eating too spicy food either."

"Malay food is very spicy." Song Lingzi said.

"So?" Lan Siyu looked at Song Lingzi amusedly, with a trace of tenderness pouring out of his amber eyes.Her frown and smile are very touching.

Song Lingzi's shoulders drooped, "You are clearly taking revenge on me."

"Haha." Lan Siyu laughed. "Malay food also has non-spicy dishes. Besides, you can ask the chef not to be too spicy."

Song Lingzi's eyes sparkled when she heard the words, "Really?"

"Of course it's true." Lan Siyu smiled and took Song Lingzi's hand.

Song Lingzi looked at the hands of the two people, feeling very unnatural.Taking advantage of the moment she entered the box, she quietly withdrew her hand.

A trace of disappointment flashed in Lan Siyu's eyes.

Song Lingzi took out the menu and handed it to Lan Siyu.

Lan Siyu took the menu and asked Song Lingzi with a smile, "Is there anything you particularly want to eat?"

"I want to eat satay sauce. I heard it tastes good, but I haven't tried it yet." Song Lingzi asked Lan Siyu with a smile. "Or, can you recommend some delicious food?"

Lan Siyu was also polite, and recommended several items in succession.

Song Lingzi closed the menu. "Just do as you say."

Lan Siyu didn't refuse, ordered a few dishes he liked, and said to Song Lingzi: "After you have been here, you will definitely like Malay food. There are many things that you will never know if you don't try them."

Song Lingzi smiled lightly. "As for me, if I like it, I like it. If I don't like it, I don't like it. As for trying, I can try, but I always feel that it's not as good as what I like."

"Not as good as what I like?" Lan Siyu retorted with a smile, "That's not necessarily the case."

"Yes, but I always feel that what I like must be the best, isn't that enough?" Song Lingzi smiled and took a sip of the juice, "There is no need to follow in the footsteps of others."

"That's true." Lan Siyu's eyes darkened, and he changed the subject. "You know Mayor Qin?"

Song Lingzi felt a little uncomfortable when she heard this. "I know Mayor Qin, and he knows my husband." Song Lingzi was uneasy, and sneaked a few glances at Lan Siyu.

Lan Siyu lowered his eyes, "I'm not asking about your personal affairs, I'm just worried about you. At that time, your complexion was very bad."

Song Lingzi touched her face. "Yeah?"

"Ling Zi, did something happen?" Lan Siyu asked with concern, "If I can help, just tell me."

"No." Song Lingzi subconsciously refused to say that. "I'm fine."

Seeing her like this, Lan Siyu didn't force it.

Just in time, the waiter came up with the dishes one after another. He first picked up the chopsticks and greeted Song Lingzi: "Eat, Malay food, it tastes good when it's hot. If it's cold, it won't taste good."

Song Lingzi was very interested in eating authentic Malay food for the first time, her eyes sparkled. "It looks like it tastes good."

"It doesn't look delicious, you'll know if it tastes good if you eat it." Lan Siyu smiled, with a hint of tenderness and pampering in his eyes. "Does your husband rarely take you out to try new things?"

"He's very busy." Song Lingzi picked up a skewered chicken satay and tried a bite, "Not bad, but a bit spicy."

"Then what do you usually do?" Lan Siyu asked casually.

"Just cook at home, watch TV, go for a walk if you have time, or take me for a walk around." Song Lingzi doesn't think this kind of life is boring, ordinary life, without much disturbance, but Down to earth.

In her previous life, she was busy just for a meal and alone, but in this life, she was also for a meal and a person, but the feeling is different.No matter how much you pay for your boyfriend, he may not be able to appreciate it. What you pay for your family is for the home we share.

"Why didn't you think about traveling there?" Lan Siyu felt a little regretful. "Is he willing to leave your beautiful wife at home?"

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