Chapter 217 Entering the crew Song Lingzi heard the movement and walked out of the bedroom, only to see Han Shaoting's cell phone fell to the ground, torn apart.She stepped forward, picked up the phone and looked at it, and knew that the phone was considered reimbursed.

Walking in front of Han Shaoting, Song Lingzi asked in a low voice, "Do you want some tea?" Song Lingzi woke up when the phone rang.However, hearing Han Shaoting's voice was a bit strange, she chose to pretend.

But she never expected that Han Shaoting's emotions would fluctuate so much because of this phone call.

Han Shaoting wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, pretending to be calm: "No need, you go to sleep." He really didn't want Song Lingzi to see him in a mess. In his heart, he hoped that the impression he left on Song Lingzi would be The omnipotent kind.Even if he knew, he was not omnipotent.

Song Lingzi approached a few steps, her gentle gaze, like a bend of clear lake water, looked straight into the depths of Han Shaoting's soul: "Are you hungry?"

"I'm not hungry." Han Shaoting looked at Song Lingzi with red eyes, not understanding what she wanted to do? "You have something to ask me?"

"No." Song Lingzi's expression was very calm. Since Han Shaoting can answer questions freely, it means that his problem is not serious.So Song Lingzi stood up, ready to leave.

Han Shaoting didn't intend to let Song Lingzi leave. When Song Lingzi turned around, he stretched out his iron arm to block Song Lingzi's way: "Lingzi, do you really have nothing to ask me?"

Song Lingzi raised her head, her black eyes were shining like stars in the sky.

She didn't answer Han Shaoting's question directly, but asked instead: "Do you want me to ask you?"

When Han Shaoting heard these words, he couldn't help feeling a great loss, which had already covered up the pain that surged up before.

His complexion was pale, and his lips trembled slightly: "Do you think I'm not worth your asking?" I don't know why, but whenever he thinks that Song Lingzi doesn't care about him, Han Shaoting feels like a stone is crushed in his heart.

Song Lingzi lowered her eyes, "Did you know? Some scientists say that love is caused by a hormone secreted by human beings. But I don't agree with this view." If it is really a hormone, why is it called the heart after the hormone dissipates? Will it hurt so deeply and so hard?

Raising her head again, Song Lingzi put her hand lightly on her left chest, "When we really love someone, we will be hurt for that person, just like a knife stabbing our heart hard, and then Pull it out. Shaoting, you loved her, just like I once loved Zhuo Tianyuan, this is an undeniable fact." In the end, both of them are people who have been greatly hurt in their relationship, and both of them are loved Abandoned, in the end, all chose to marry a stranger.The only difference is that Song Lingzi has loved Zhuo Tianyuan for six years, while Han Shaoting has loved that woman for ten years or longer.

Han Shaoting remained silent. Whether it was Zhuo Tianyuan or Jiang Yuanyuan, it was a hurdle in their hearts. They wanted to get over it, but found that they were powerless.

"No matter how strong a person is, it takes time to heal all the wounds when they are hurt emotionally. I don't want to sprinkle salt on your wounds." Song Lingzi was extremely calm.She knew that Han Shaoting needed time to forget that relationship, maybe ten years, maybe twenty years, or a lifetime.Of course, if Han Shaoting really needed a lifetime to forget that woman, Song Lingzi at that time could only admit that she was the one who failed. "I'm not asking, I just want to give you more space."

"Are you trying to give me more space? Or do you not care about me at all?" Han Shaoting growled, as if he felt another scar in his heart. "Don't tell me you still love Zhuo Tianyuan, right?" Han Shaoting realized that he was very concerned about this issue.He knew that his thoughts were unfair, but he just couldn't control them.

"If you want to think that way, there's nothing I can do." Song Lingzi lowered her hands and walked into the bedroom.She didn't want to quarrel with Han Shaoting at this juncture.The current Han Shaoting is like a wounded beast. When attacked, he will become extremely ferocious.

Han Shaoting grabbed her wrist: "I don't allow you to love him, no! Did you hear that?" As long as he thought of Song Lingzi's heart still living in such a person, Han Shaoting couldn't breathe.

A wry smile slipped across the corner of Song Lingzi's mouth, his current behavior was like a child cheating, forbidding other children to move his toys. "If I don't allow you to love her, will you do it?"

Hearing this, Han Shaoting unconsciously let go of his hand.His heart was extremely disturbed, and his reason told him that he would never love that woman again, but he really couldn't let go.Perhaps, he still needs time to slowly dilute this relationship that has persisted for more than ten years. "I'll do my best. Trust me."

Perhaps it was because Han Shaoting's words were too weak, Song Lingzi looked at him fixedly: "I hope you can remember what you said today."

Han Shaoting was annoyed: "Don't you believe what I said?" As an honest man, what Han Shaoting hated most was the suspicious eyes of others.

Song Lingzi bowed her head. It's not that she doesn't believe Han Shaoting's words, but that many things are not controlled by her own rationality, and are completely dominated by her irrational side.The reason why emotions are unforgettable is because there is no reason and no rules at all. "It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that there are some things that you can't just do whatever you want."

Han Shaoting was not convinced. "I don't believe I can't do it."

"If you can really do it, then why did you drop your phone just now?" Song Lingzi tried to control her tone to avoid hurting Han Shaoting's self-esteem. "Shao Ting, some things, the more you want to forget them, the more you will never forget them. It's better to let nature take its course." Song Lingzi has a deep understanding. Back then, she tried her best to forget Zhuo Tianyuan. remember him.In this life, she let nature take its course, only to realize that things are people and things are not things.

Han Shaoting's face turns blue and white.He was not angry with Song Lingzi, but angry with himself.He clearly said that if he wanted to forget about that woman forever, why would he lose control of his emotions?Don't say that Song Lingzi didn't believe what she swore to Song Lingzi just now, even if Han Shaoting said it himself, he lacked confidence. "Give me a moment. Really, Lingzi, give me a moment."

It is easy to let a person live in it, but it takes a heart-piercing piercing to remove a person to do it.

Song Lingzi nodded and walked to the bedroom.She would not force Han Shaoting, the more she forced, the more opposite the effect would be.Many women, after their husbands cheated, always force their husbands to break up with their mistress. In fact, if a man wants to break up, he doesn't need to be forced, he will leave it clean. If he doesn't want to, the result of persecution can only make men Get closer to Xiaosan.

Lying on the soft Simmons bed, Song Lingzi closed her eyes and tried to fall asleep, but her sleep was interrupted by disturbing thoughts.Lying on her side on the bed, she thought of the whole story of her marriage, and every detail of her life with Han Shaoting.

In the end, all thoughts converged into one question.If Han Shaoting finally decides to return to that woman, what should she do?Thinking of this possibility, Song Lingzi couldn't keep calm.

Han Shaoting walked into the bedroom from the living room. He thought about it for a long time outside, and finally decided to come in and explain some things to Song Lingzi. "Lingzi, I, I may not be able to forget that person for a while, but you must believe that I am serious about our marriage. As a soldier, the most important thing is loyalty. I am loyal to the country and will also be loyal to us. marital fidelity."

Song Lingzi turned her back to Han Shaoting, her eyes continued to be closed tightly.From beginning to end, what he can give himself is loyalty.

Han Shaoting didn't have the courage to continue to swear in front of Song Lingzi, so he could only stand on the other side of the bed, babbling: "Maybe, you don't understand my personality yet, but I'm just too stubborn. When others hit the south wall, they turn back. Even if I hit the south wall, I will not look back. A few years ago, when I was in love with her, we often had disputes over some trivial things. However, I always thought that quarreling and bickering were common things, and it was not worth taking it to heart. Now that I think about it, I was negligent, ignoring her feelings, ignoring her..." Halfway through the speech, Han Shaoting regretted it again.He shouldn't have mentioned Jiang Yuanyuan, after all, Jiang Yuanyuan represented his past relationship.

Song Lingzi continued to pretend to sleep with her eyes closed. In fact, she found that she really didn't have the courage to face Han Shaoting's previous relationship.This is like saying that a person who has liked something for more than ten years, no matter how cruel and ruthless he is, has certain feelings for this thing.What's more, what Han Shaoting likes is a woman, not a dead thing.

Han Shaoting stood where he was, a little disappointed to see Song Lingzi not moving. "Are you mad at me?"

Song Lingzi's hand clenched into a fist unconsciously. She was not angry, but she couldn't pass her own test.She couldn't pretend to be generous, and patted Han Shaoting on the shoulder, saying that she didn't mind, and she couldn't tell Han Shaoting that she only wanted his loyalty, not his heart.

Silence rippled through the silent confrontation between the two.I don't know how long I stood there before Han Shaoting walked out.

Hearing Han Shaoting's footsteps, Song Lingzi breathed a sigh of relief.She moved her hands and feet, and changed her position to lie down again.Not long after, Song Lingzi fell asleep, breathing evenly.

Han Shaoting came in two more times after she fell asleep.Each time, though, his stay was brief.

When Song Lingzi woke up, she found that the room was pitch black.She turned over and sat up, a trace of confusion flashed in her black eyes like moyu.What time is it now?How did she fall asleep?

After climbing out of bed, she stepped on the ground with bare feet, and the cold feeling made her wake up in an instant.She bent down in a hurry to find the slippers, but accidentally bumped into the bed cabinet, grinning her teeth in pain, wishing she could faint.

In a panic, she stretched out her hand and pressed the switch of the desk lamp. The soft light instantly soothed her flustered heart.Song Lingzi followed the light and found the slippers under the bed.

Stepping out of the bedroom, Song Lingzi heard Han Shaoting's voice: "Mom, I really trouble you."

"No trouble." Zhuang Ya's voice was as mellow as ever. "Hey, Lingzi is spoiled by me. If there is anything, you can take it easy."

Song Lingzi stood at the door, silent.As a mother, she always belittles her daughter in front of her son-in-law, just hoping that her son-in-law can tolerate her daughter.

"Mom, don't worry, I will take good care of Ling Zi." Han Shaoting was very clear about Zhuang Ya's thoughts. "I won't let her down."

"That's good." Zhuang Ya has worried about her daughter the most in her life. "Husband and wife must support each other to be considered as one."

Han Shaoting nodded, agreeing with Zhuang Ya's meaning: "I understand what Mom means."

Zhuang Ya didn't dare to say too much, just stop. "Longevity noodles are already cooked, you can eat first, I'll call her."

Song Lingzi suddenly remembered that since ancient times in S City, there has been a custom of eating longevity noodles on the morning of the first day of the new year.

After Zhuang Ya took a few steps, she found her daughter standing at the junction of the hall and the bedroom. "you're awake?"

Looking over at a glance, seeing that the clothes on Song Lingzi's body were extremely thin, Zhuang Ya immediately felt distressed. "Why are you dressed so lightly in such a cold day?"

Song Lingzi also realized that a chill was coming, and shrugged her shoulders unnaturally. "I forgot."

Zhuang Ya gave her a hard look. "You can't even take care of yourself. How can you take care of your husband? After sleeping all day, why don't you think about whether Shaoting is hungry?"

Song Lingzi blinked her eyes. "Mom, at his age, he can make his own food."

Zhuang Ya was a little annoyed, and gave Song Lingzi a gouged look: "Fortunately, you don't live with your mother-in-law." In the past, Song Lingzi's attitude would be the best example of unvirtuous and unfilial.

Song Lingzi shrugged indifferently, turned around, took a thick coat and put it on, and then walked towards the restaurant.

There was a bowl of hot Changshou noodles on the dining table. Song Lingzi walked over to take a look and found that the soup base was ribs soup. She guessed that this soup was made by Zhuang Ya last night. "Mom, sit down and eat together. I can't eat so much."

Zhuang Ya shook her head. "I ate it in the morning. I made it specially for you and my wife." Zhuang Ya waited all morning, but she didn't see her daughter, so she went upstairs to find Song Lingzi, but she saw Han Shaoting holding instant noodles, ready to eat .

Song Lingzi sat down, picked up chopsticks and began to eat slowly, but Zhuang Ya went into the kitchen again to prepare dinner.

When Song Lingzi finished eating and took the bowl to wash, she found soup was boiling on the gas stove. "Mom, I'm full, don't cook any more."

Zhuang Ya pushed her daughter out of the kitchen. "It's still early, and you'll be hungry later. Besides, this year is the first day of the new year, so you have to have a reunion dinner."

After hearing the reunion dinner, Song Lingzi fell silent.

Han Shaoting, who was sitting on the sofa watching the news, was a little surprised when he saw Song Lingzi's listless look: "What's wrong? Isn't one afternoon's sleep enough?"

Song Lingzi glanced at him with extremely sad eyes.Is this man human?He didn't sleep all night, but he was still full of energy, as if the person who attended the banquet last night was not him at all.

Han Shaoting saw the dissatisfaction in Song Lingzi's eyes, and rubbed her hair: "Don't think so much, I am a special soldier, and I am training in the army. What is it if I don't sleep for 24 hours? Sometimes, I have to sleep for days and nights. Those who don't sleep, just to kill some dangerous people."

Song Lingzi shuddered, but fortunately she was not a soldier, and fortunately she was a woman. "So cruel?"

Han Shaoting remained silent, stretched out his long arms, and pulled Song Lingzi into his arms, leaning his chin on her shoulder, but staring at the changing screen on the screen: "In the army, there are more cruel things than this. Soldiers are here to protect this pure land."

Song Lingzi understood what Han Shaoting said.In order to defend the country, sometimes special measures must be taken, and sacrifices are inevitable. "I just want you to be safe."

Han Shaoting smiled, his eyes shining like stars. "Well, I will be careful." After he got married, he realized that no matter how close a boyfriend and girlfriend are, there is always a layer of responsibility missing.To Song Lingzi, he has an inherent responsibility.Can Song Ting me.

Lying in his arms, Song Lingzi felt the heat from his skin, her eyebrows and eyes stretched.Even if they will be separated in the future, at least, the current him is completely his own.

"What are you thinking?" Han Shaoting was a little nervous when he saw that Song Lingzi's eyes were blurred.To be honest, Song Lingzi was too calm about what happened in the morning, the more calm she was, the more frightened Han Shaoting was.In Han Shaoting's view, there were only three reasons why she was so calm, either Song Lingzi had no feelings for him at all, or she was brewing a big storm, waiting for him to be caught off guard and completely erupt.Of course, he was even more afraid that Song Lingzi would make this matter a big deal and affect his future career.

Song Lingzi raised her eyes and smiled. "It's nothing." She wouldn't be so stupid. In front of her husband, she frequently mentioned that woman to deepen her husband's "good" memories of her.

"That's good." Han Shaoting hugged her slender waist tightly. "Tomorrow, I'm going out for a trip, you and Mom go shopping."

Song Lingzi didn't ask him where he was going, but just nodded obediently. "I see."

Han Shaoting's palm slid down the silky hair. "Why don't you ask me?"

"Are you going to elope?" Song Lingzi smiled lowly. "If that's the case, I'll look at it differently."

Han Shaoting sniffed the fragrance from her body, and a smile flashed in his black eyes. "Well, if I want to elope, who do you think I should take?"

Song Lingzi tapped his chest. "Who cares about you. Anyway, the person who eloped with you must not be me."

"That's not necessarily true." Han Shaoting leaned closer to Song Lingzi's face and pressed his forehead against hers. "Ling Zi, maybe you are the only one in this world who can kidnap me."

Song Lingzi's heart was pounding, and her autumn-like eyes flashed with confusion. What exactly did Han Shaoting mean?The so-called abducted, does it mean literally, or...

Halfway through the thought, Song Lingzi forced herself not to continue thinking about it.She shouldn't have too many illusions about marriage.The more fantasies, the more sadness you get.

At that time, the needle pointed to 07:30, and Zhuang Ya's dishes were served.Song Lingzi helped Zhuang Ya serve the dishes, Han Shaoting was busy serving the rice, and Gao Yangyang, who just came back from outside, was in charge of opening the wine.

That night, the four of them surrounded each other happily, as if they were a family.

In the early morning of the next day, the winter morning sun broke through the clouds and cast a golden light on the earth.Song Lingzi slowly opened her eyes in the morning light.As soon as she opened her eyes, her eyes swept to the side of the bed.

She stretched out a hand and touched the place where he had slept, it was cold, it could be seen that he woke up earlier than she thought.

"Ding dong, ding dong." The two successive rings of the doorbell shocked Song Lingzi.She put on a thick nightgown, then walked out, through the peephole, saw Gao Yangyang outside the door, opened the door to let Gao Yangyang in. "Why did you get up so early?"

Gao Yangyang raised the thermos in his hand: "It's already 08:30, isn't it still early? No, this is the loving breakfast your mother specially prepared for you."

Song Lingzi grinned. "What's for breakfast today?"

"Soymilk and steamed buns." Gao Yangyang reported the name of the breakfast, and then, a pair of black eyes rolled around Song Lingzi,

Seeing her like this, Song Lingzi asked first, "Do you have something to ask me?"

Gao Yangyang bowed his head, slightly shy: "I want to go to filming. Last time, your uncle promised me to join Director Zhang's crew."

Song Lingzi also knew the news, but she was not sure what Gao Yangyang was thinking. "Are you really going? Don't forget, that Gao Yuanyuan is also there."

Gao Yangyang raised his head, "If she is here, I will go even more." Gao Yangyang couldn't let go of Gao Yuanyuan's betrayal.

Song Lingzi rubbed her forehead. "you sure?"

"I'm sure." Gao Yangyang was extremely firm. "Now I know, people can't be too weak. I used to be too soft, so I was eaten to death by Gao Yuanyuan. Besides, she didn't think of sisterhood first, so why should I be affectionate?"

Song Lingzi was very satisfied with Gao Yangyang's change. "Then let's go to the crew after breakfast. I heard that the crew will have a day off. Work will definitely start today."

Gao Yangyang was very happy, hugged Song Lingzi's arm, and quickly kissed Song Lingzi on the cheek: "I knew you were the one who loved me the most."

Song Lingzi raised a smile. "It's good that you know."

After breakfast, Song Lingzi drove her Maserati to the set.When Director Zhang saw Song Lingzi and Gao Yangyang appear, he felt a little embarrassed.However, the director is the director, and in less than a second, he can quickly adjust his emotions, step forward, and greet Song Lingzi: "Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year." Song Lingzi smiled lightly, with a smile that wiped away all grievances.For her, Director Zhang is a good person.At least, he won't take the opportunity to rule actresses unspokenly. As far as this kind of character is concerned, it is really rare in the entertainment circle.

Gao Yangyang bowed obediently to Director Zhang: "Director, please give me your advice in the future." Gao Yangyang was kicked out of the crew for the first time, and he was very angry with him.However, after this period of empathy, she gradually understood Director Zhang's situation.For a director, he not only needs to make a good movie, but also needs to secure sponsorship and consider publicity... The more famous a person is, the greater the responsibility behind it.

Director Zhang was very happy. He felt a little bit guilty about that incident. Now that Song Lingzi and Gao Yangyang were willing to step down the steps for him, his impression of these two people was very different.

So, he was full of pride: "After joining the film crew, we are also considered a family. If you don't understand anything in the future, just ask me. If I can't answer, you can still ask Sister Chen."

"Is Sister Chen here?" Song Lingzi had a good impression of Sister Chen, and she was a little excited when she heard Sister Chen's name.

"She's an art director." Director Zhang nodded, a little embarrassed. "I let her rest at home, but she couldn't stay idle."

Song Lingzi fully understood what Sister Chen was thinking. "Sister Chen likes to work, so let her do it. After all, it's rare to have a job you like, and it's also a pleasure to work with your husband."

Hearing this, Director Zhang felt that what Song Lingzi said was somewhat reasonable. "You're right."

"Hi." A young girl came from the side, her facial features were exquisite and flawless, and her fair skin was like white snow shining with crystal luster.She wore a wine-red S-shaped wave, and her thick hair was held in place by a bow headband. "I'm Shen Man."

Shen Man? !Song Lingzi and Gao Yangyang looked at each other, and the alarm bells rang in their hearts.

Sure enough, as soon as Shen Man's words fell, Shen Yan's voice followed. "Hello, beauty."

"Hello." Song Lingzi was a little embarrassed: "You should call me Mrs. Han or Miss Song."

Gao Yangyang had known about this drama for a long time, and Shen Yan had invested in it, so he was still the one with the most money, but unexpectedly, he would appear in the crew. "We can't bear the name of beauty. You deserve it." Gao Yangyang's words concealed sarcasm, mocking Shen Yan for being merciless.

Shen Man heard Gao Yangyang's words and looked at Shen Yan suspiciously. "Did you do something to apologize to her?"

Shen Yan jumped and protested dissatisfiedly: "What nonsense are you talking about? I am your real brother anyway."

Shen Man pouted, "It has nothing to do with kissing or not, right? You're sorry for him, it's your fault."

"Why did I feel sorry for her?" Shen Yan really felt that he was wronged more than Dou E. "If it wasn't for me, would she be able to walk in?"

"Then I really thank you." Gao Yangyang had a cold sarcasm on the corner of his mouth. "However, I sincerely hope that I don't know you."

Shen Yan was angry. "Don't go too far..."

"Why did I go too far?" Gao Yangyang retorted immediately. "What I eat is not yours, and what I use is not yours. When did I treat you too much?"

"Okay." Song Lingzi took Gao Yangyang's arm, and whispered in her delicate ear: "If you don't want to be in the limelight, just accept it as soon as you see it. Don't bring yourself a lot of hatred."

To survive in the crew, interpersonal relationship is more important than acting skills. Gao Yangyang is not a fool, how could he not know?

Gao Yangyang closed his mouth and stood quietly aside.Before she has enough ability, she still has to be patient, patient, and patient...

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