bad youth

"Okay, let's make it so!" Zou Yang's parents are both officials, and they obviously inherited their excellent bloodlines, and they have obvious talents in politics. They are first-class means to buy people's hearts and win people's hearts.

The class cheered again, and who could not be happy that they could eat a free meal on the first day of school.

"Everyone go, all go." Zou Yang said happily, but suddenly changed the subject: "Of course, except him!"

The class immediately quieted down, and my scalp began to tingle, and it finally came.I didn't even have to turn my head to know that Zou Yang was talking about me.Now he must be pointing at me, and everyone's eyes must be on me.I didn't have the courage to confirm it, I kept my head down and lived like a year.

The class was very quiet, and my breathing became heavier and heavier.Although I lowered my head, I could see Liu Zihong's expression out of the corner of my eye, and the dull four eyes were also looking at me in astonishment.No one understands why on the first day of school, the monitor would crowd out an ordinary classmate like this.

Zou Yang knows, I know, and no one else knows.

Such days are finally about to begin again...

I worked so hard, even kneeling down to Zou Yang, just to be able to study in Chengnan High School, just to get rid of the shadow of junior high school.But now, everything will be staged again, being squeezed out, humiliated, and ridiculed. Those are days that I can't even imagine.

Why, why do people like Zou Yang appear in my life?Did the heavens test me? Why did they arrange such a powerful opponent!He has money, a son, strength, popularity, scheming, and means, and he can kill me with his little finger!

"He is not worthy to eat with us." Zou Yang sneered.On the first day of school, he gave me a slap in the face.The intention is obvious: don't think that you can escape my five-fingered palm by hiding in Chengnan High School!

My face was so hot that I really wanted to get into the cracks in the ground.If this was in a junior high school classroom, I might feel better, because I can taste this kind of treatment every day.But now, new high school, new classrooms, new classmates.Zou Yang made me feel so embarrassed right in front of them.

Are you going to rush over and hit him?I clenched my fist.I know that I can't beat him, and I can't beat him with my size and weight.But if this continues, I can only suffer endless bullying.

The class gradually started whispering, I don't know where the courage came from, and I turned my head back numbly.

Zou Yang was indeed pointing at me, with a sneer on his face.As soon as I saw his face, I remembered the days when I was bullied by him for three years in junior high school.When I think about those days, the fear haunts me again.

"What are you looking at me for?!" Zou Yang said "bah": "Everyone, don't blame me for not giving him a good face. This guy and I are both from Dongguan Town, and I know what he is best! About his story, noon I'll tell everyone slowly during the meal!" A mocking smile appeared.

What to do, what to do, what to do?I asked myself in my heart.I hate my clumsy tongue, I hate my timidity!

"Let's go, let's eat!" Zou Yang took the lead to walk to the door of the classroom.Everyone stood up one after another, some looked at me, some didn't look at me, but they all walked out of the classroom in unison.My deskmate Liu Zihong glanced at me, opened his mouth, didn't say anything, and followed me out.

It didn't explode... At that moment just now, I really wanted to throw my fist at Zou Yang's face.In fact, this idea has been bred in my mind many times, but no one dared to really assist in action.I lowered my head again, listening to the fewer and fewer students in the class, listening to their footsteps getting farther and farther away.Slowly, the classroom that was still noisy just now completely quieted down. Although I didn't look up, I knew there must be no one there.

I heaved a long sigh.Forget it, I've gotten used to it for three years, it's nothing more than another three years.

I lowered my head, and suddenly saw a pair of pink sneakers, not new, but clean.When I looked up, it was Xia Xue.

Xia Xue didn't follow Zou Yang to eat!There was a burst of excitement in my heart, and I was even more surprised and happy.Xia Xue sat in front of me, with a bit of anger on her face: "Zou Yang said that about you, why didn't you talk back?"

I opened my mouth, but nothing came out.Yeah, why don't I talk back?It's not like I didn't talk back when I was in junior high school.But the end of retorting is to provoke deeper ridicule, or be kicked by him in the air.

"Speak up." Xia Xue became even more angry.

"I dare not." I mustered up the courage to say this.To admit that I am cowardly in front of the girl I like is really...

"Why?" Xia Xue looked at me in surprise.

Xia Xue is very beautiful, well-dressed, sweet-speaking and kind-hearted. This kind of girl has lived under the doting of the people around her since she was a child. Whether it is at home or at school, few people will trouble her. Will rush to be her flower protector.Such a girl will probably never know what it's like to be bullied.

Facing Xia Xue, I suddenly lost the desire to confide.I don't want to reveal the scars to her, it makes me feel ashamed.

"It's okay." I shook my head, stood up, and prepared to leave the classroom.

"Next time he talks about you, you have to fight back!" Xia Xue said behind me: "If you don't work hard, no one will help you."

"Heh..." I smiled wryly and left the classroom by myself.

I didn't have any companions, so I walked to the cafeteria by myself, prepared the meals by myself, ate them slowly, and walked back to the dormitory by myself.

I have been used to such a lonely life for three years, and I don't care about another three years.Lying on the bed in the dormitory, I somehow recalled Xia Xue's words in my mind: "If you don't work hard, no one will help you!" I put my hands under my head and stared blankly. ceiling.

The dormitory was very quiet, everyone went to eat Zou Yang's meal.After an unknown amount of time, the door of the dormitory was pushed open, and all the roommates walked in.They were all beaming and flushed, and they seemed to be eating and drinking well.Even when they entered the dormitory, they didn't relax, chatting chattingly.

"Our squad leader is really cool. We set up four tables without batting an eye!"

"It's still the most handsome at the checkout! I was still worried about whether he had enough cash, but he just took out his credit card!"

"He is a real rich man, this time is really an eye-opener!"

My bed is on the upper bunk, and I suspect they didn't see me at all, otherwise, they wouldn't have said the following.

"By the way, the monitor said that Wang Hao had a really miserable time in their junior high school..."

"Hey, you were beaten in junior high school, but it's still the same in high school!"

"Squad leader wants to deal with him, he's having a hard time..."

"Shh..." Someone hissed lightly, and I saw him pointing at me quietly out of the corner of my eye.

And the others all looked suddenly enlightened, probably only then did they know that I was also in this dormitory.My heart is like a thousand arrows piercing my heart, and now they still have scruples about my existence.After a while, when you get used to bullying me, you will be blatant.

Bastard... I clenched my fist, but let it go again.Why are you always so cowardly, who can rescue me from the sea of ​​suffering?

I turned my head to the wall and quietly shed tears.

Zou Yang has gradually become a figure who calls the wind and rain in the class.

This is what I can think of a long time ago, it is too easy to win people's hearts with his means.He mingled with the few sleazy students in his class, and cherished each other with Li Jie as brothers.Not only are they the best in the class, but they are also well-known in the whole first year of high school.Li Jie and the others were already well-known hooligans in Beiyuan City, but now with the addition of rich Zou Yang, it is really a strong alliance.

The classmates in the class surrounded them all day long, flattering and slandering, delusional to walk with them to enjoy the scenery.Back in the dormitory, Zou Yang often scurry around.Of course also come to our dormitory.When we arrived at our dormitory, other students in the dormitory would surround him, and I lay on the upper bunk alone without saying a word, as if I were in a different world from them.There is a kind of person who is the central point wherever he goes, and Zou Yang is such a person.

Of course, the ridicule for me has never been less, but my left ear goes in and the right ear goes out, and I look like a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water.Presumably, Zou Yang also felt that it is not good to be too arrogant in a school outside the city, so he didn't rough me up.The classmates in the class naturally classified me as a marginal figure, and no one would take the initiative to talk to me, including my deskmate.The four-eyed person named Liu Zihong seemed to be dumb in front of me.

After the self-study that night, Xia Xue sat in front of me again.At that time, Zou Yang and Li Jie were sitting in the front row of the classroom fighting, and I could clearly feel that Zou Yang looked at me with hot eyes, with a hint of viciousness.

"Why are you always like this?!" Xia Xue's expression was even more angry this time. "How am I?" I pretended to be stupid.

"What's the matter?" Xia Xue lowered her voice, as if trying to save me: "He bullies you like that every day, why are you indifferent!"

"I'm used to it." I smiled: "It's good, no one disturbs my study. When I am admitted to university, I can get rid of this kind of life."

When I was in junior high school, I was eager to be admitted to Chengnan High School, thinking that I could start a new life here.Now I am in the key class of Chengnan High School, but I pin my hopes on the college entrance examination.The so-called ostrich psychology refers to my current state, right?

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Xia Xue couldn't help raising her voice: "No one disturbed your study? What about your English books being torn up? What about your math homework being thrown into the water? In your pencil case What if it's filled with chalk dust?"