bad youth

Xia Xue is indeed a girl who is attractive at first glance.She is beautiful, enthusiastic, cheerful, and kind, like a red rose that you can't put it down. When you muster up the courage to get in close contact with her, you accidentally find the hidden thorns on the stem.Want to give up, but can't.

And Tao Zi is a girl who catches people's eyes when they meet for the first time.She is graceful, introverted, tender, and pure, like a lily blooming in the mountains, so ordinary yet so outstanding, one can't help but be attracted to her, and when she gets close, she feels the fragrance.Want to leave, but can't bear it.

My mother is now full of affection for Xia Xue's red rose, and Xia Xue's mouth is sweet enough, and each mouthful of "auntie" makes my mother's heart burst with joy. While pointing at me secretly laughing.I guess my mother told me about the embarrassing things when I was a child, like wetting the bed when I was six years old.

Three rounds of wine, five flavors of food.Everyone had drunk enough, my dad stood up staggeringly to pay the bill, then took a taxi to send us to school, and told us: "Don't let the teacher find out that you have been drinking, and be smart!" My mother pulled me aside and whispered: "Xia Xue is really a good girl, you have to treat her well. Of course, don't delay your studies. I just asked, Xia Xue's grades are much better than yours. , you have nothing to do, ask others for advice and advice! Also, Xia Xue's parents are both civil servants, you should seize this opportunity to become famous in the future..."

"Mom, you are enough." I quickly stopped her from continuing: "Go and help my dad, he drank a lot." Then my mother ran to my dad and scolded, "Why do you drink so much?" Well" while carefully supporting him.My mother has no education, and her thinking is also a typical small peasant consciousness. She is impatient and soft-hearted. Generally speaking, she is still my good mother.

My parents went back to Dongguan Town by car, and we drove to Chengnan High School.The taxi stopped at the gate of the school, and a group of us got down and walked towards the teaching building.This group of people were very winking, deliberately leaving Xia Xue and me behind.I looked at Xia Xuehong's flushed face, and said softly, "Don't worry, my mother is that kind of person, she's so superficial."

Xia Xue giggled and said, "No, I think Auntie is very nice. It would be great if my mother is as open-minded as Auntie."

I knew she was saying that my mother agreed with our relationship and wanted us to get engaged, and I remembered her crying and running behind the police car yesterday, and the sentence "Wang Hao, I'll wait for you to come back, I didn't talk to Su The emotional confession of Xiaobai together" made me feel tenderness in my heart at the moment.If you have a thorn, you can have a thorn, even if you are bruised, I am willing!

I couldn't help but wanted to hold her hand, but just as I touched her fingertips, Xia Xue gently shook her away.

"What's wrong?" I asked her suspiciously.

"Wang Hao." Xia Xue said: "Don't listen to the wind and the rain in the future. I am not with Su Xiaobai. He came to me and said he wanted to get back together with me, but I didn't agree. I know that I don't love him at all. .That's right, he did dump me first in Little Garden that day, but even if he didn't dump me, I would still break up with him, because at that time I already knew that I liked you."

Listening to Xia Xue's confession, my heart was infinitely tender and touched, and I couldn't help but hold her hand.

But Xia Xue shook it off gently again, and continued: "Wang Hao, I know that I have a bad temper, and I will get angry every day. But don't I just want you to coax me? I like to be The feeling of being held in the palm of my hand, I like the feeling of being pampered and loved by others. Isn't this what a girl desires most? Wang Hao, why can't you give it to me?"

The last time we broke up, I coaxed Xia Xue a few times, but seeing that it didn't work, I thought about dealing with Maizi first, and then ignored her for a few days. It turned out that she was still brooding over this matter.I said apologetically: "I'm sorry. I was busy planning with Ye Zhan and the others to clean up the wheat these few days, so I thought that I would come to you after the wheat was resolved, and then we could be together with peace of mind. "

Xia Xue nodded: "I know. When I heard that you stabbed Maizi and was taken away by the police car, I understood everything. Only then did I know what big things you were busy with, and made troubles between us. What kind of sacrifice and hard work. Because of this, I have strengthened my determination to be with you, and I will recklessly chase the police car in front of the teachers and students of the whole school. I just want to tell you that no matter what I will wait for you to come back, and I will be with you!"

What a red rose full of thorns, but it makes people mesmerized!My blood surged up, and I couldn't help stretching out my arms to hug her on campus.Xia Xue took a step back, avoiding my passionate and moving hug.

"Wang Hao." Xia Xue said word by word: "Tell me, do you like peaches?"

I froze for a moment, never expecting that Xia Xue would ask such a question.

"I saw you hugging her." Xia Xue said sadly: "Wang Hao, do you know? You looked at her with helplessness, reluctance, shame, and love. Do you know that? It's the expression of falling in love with someone but not being able to be with her. Wang Hao, so I want to ask you, who do you really like, me, or Tao Zi?"

I opened my mouth and didn't speak.This question, which I have been thinking about all night in the police station, still has no answer.

"Can't you answer?" Xia Xue said, "I really hate that I found this out. Before that, I thought you were with Taozi just to annoy me. It was that time you spent a whole day Taking time to write Shakespeare's notes to Taozi just made me feel slightly resentful and jealous. But this time, I discovered that your feelings for Taozi are different."

My heart cooled down bit by bit. Xia Xue's insightful eyes saw through me like a torch. Take a look at me bit by bit.

"Why?" Xia Xue's tone became even more sad: "Why did I find this unbearable and unacceptable thing just when I decided to be with you desperately?"

I was speechless and had nothing to say, so I sighed and lowered my head.

"Wang Hao, you're right." Xia Xue went on to say, "I'm with Su Xiaobai, and I don't care how many girlfriends he has because I don't love him at all. When one person loves another At that time, what I hoped was to own [-]% of him, and I would never allow anyone to share or share with him. Wang Hao, I love you, so I can't accept that you still love others. "

"So?" I felt my heart slowly tearing apart.

"So." Xia Xue said: "We should not be together for the time being. Wang Hao, wait until you think about who you love, me or Taozi, and then go find one of us."

These few words of Xia Xue completely extinguished all my previous enthusiasm.What Xia Xue said is right, I haven't considered who I love, no matter who I'm with, it's a harm to this girl.

Xia Xue breathed out, and said: "Wang Hao, I hope that you will choose me in the end. I hope you can tell me honestly and with a clear conscience that you only love me, and I am waiting for that day to come! "

After speaking, Xia Xue hurried forward to the teaching building, leaving me alone in a daze.

Like looking at Taozi's back, I looked at Xia Xue's back with a sense of loss, and I was so sad that I couldn't breathe.

When I was escorted to the police station, I thought I had regained everything I had lost. Taozi was still there, and Xia Xue was still there. Maybe the Slap King wasn't lying to me.It was only when I left the police station that I realized that the Slap King had indeed lied to me, and then Tao Zi left, and Xia Xue followed suit.

I, became a person again.

Life is so fucking fun, because life fucks with me.

From owning to losing, but one day.God is fair, never let greedy people get everything.

I'm that greedy person, I can't let go of Xia Xue, I can't let go of Tao Zi, and I'm eager for the Slap King to really come to save me.A person like me deserves to lose everything, deserves to be cheated by the Slap King, and deserves to be abandoned by Tao Zi and Xia Xue.

I walked on campus with a wry smile, even though the class bell had already rang, I had no plans to go back to class yet.

As a person who just came out of the police station, even if he missed a class, what would the teacher say?What's more, the head teacher may not know that I have come out, maybe he still thinks that my expulsion is a certainty.After all, the police station's explanatory materials have not been handed over to the school, and the school has not yet posted a unified public announcement.

My mind was in a mess, and I walked around the school in circles. Occasionally, a student in physical education class would pass me by, and immediately put on a surprised face, obviously recognizing that I was The student who killed the wheat.

My face was expressionless, as cold as ice, and the question Xia Xue raised was always circling and circling in my mind.Who am I in love with? Why don't I even know the answer?Has anyone encountered such a ridiculous problem? !

About halfway through the class, I returned to the classroom in silence.Surprisingly, there was no teacher. When I walked to my seat, I found that my desk had disappeared.The classmates in the class looked at me, and I looked at my empty seat.

"Where is my desk?" I asked Liu Zihong next to me.

"He was moved away by the teacher in charge." Liu Zihong said timidly, "He said you would be expelled anyway..."

My anger surged up, I was already in a bad mood, so give me this!

"Gong Ning, Li Mu, Liu Zihong, Ou Jiahao!" I yelled, "Move the desk down!"