brother too

After Chen Wei finished speaking, we finished off the remaining half glass of wine in one gulp, grinning our teeth one by one and hurriedly picked up vegetables to eat. After I ate a mouthful of donkey meat, I looked at Chen Wei and said, "Boss, what are you doing?" Well, it's so sensational, it's not like I won't see you in the future, it's like saying goodbye to life and death!"

"Grass, we have been together for the past two years, eating together, sleeping together, fighting together, damn it, it's really interesting to think about it, but suddenly it won't work in the future, I feel a little uncomfortable!" Chen said As Wei was talking, his eye circles turned red. He quickly lit a cigarette, wiped his eyes in the smog and said, "Grass, this broken smoke really smokes my eyes!"

We didn't laugh when we saw Chen Wei like this. In fact, when Chen Wei said this, I was quite touched. Thinking about when I was a little coward, life was nothing but learning. I was always listening to my mother, to be a good boy, to be a good student, now that I think about it, I seem to be living for my parents, but after getting to know these brothers, I changed completely. The first time I drank, the first time I smoked, the first time I fought, and even the first time I entered the detention center, all of them were with them. Although my academic performance plummeted, I was very happy and lived as I wanted , During this period of time, I felt that I was truly living for myself and following my own heart. ┃- ┃

However, after today, it is impossible for us to go back to the days when we were arrogant together and had fun together. Therefore, when I saw Chen Wei obviously shed tears, I couldn't help but shed tears .

Although the other buddies didn't have the ability like mine, they could shed tears as soon as they were said, but they were all silent, with sentimental faces all over their faces. For a while, the dormitory became quiet again.

"What are you doing?" When Chen Wei saw that we were silent, he couldn't help shouting with a smile: "That's all I said, I just didn't go to school, and it didn't mean I left us. In the future, everyone will still be able to Those who are together, don't act like a woman, you are really playing with Qiong Yao, hurry up and drink!"

After Chen Wei finished speaking, the brothers all laughed and did not make a sound, and started pouring wine into their own cups. It was only me. After hearing what Chen Wei said, it suddenly occurred to me that Chen Wei would not go to school in the future, and the conditions in his family would be different. Poor, Chen Wei will definitely suffer in the future, and the tears started to flow down even more violently.

"Fuck, Jiuer, what are you doing, you have to change it in the future, a man who urinates every now and then, is it embarrassing!" Chen Wei laughed and joked at me again when he saw me like that.

I knew that Chen Wei was trying to coax me, so I wiped my tears vigorously and said, "Boss, you won't go to school anymore, what will you do after that, what are you going to do?"

As soon as I mentioned it, the brothers all looked at Chen Wei quickly, nodded and asked, "Yes, boss, what are you going to do?"

"What are you doing?" Chen Wei was stunned for a moment when he heard me ask this question, and then he thought for a while and said, "I really haven't thought about it, but I don't want to go up for a long time. Now that I have been expelled, I will I'm a social person," said Chen Wei, looking at me again and saying, "Jiu'er, you said I want to hang out with your Uncle Zhao, will he accept me?"

I thought about it, shook my head and said: "I don't know, but I guess most of them won't. You don't know me, Uncle Zhao, and the others. Although they are gangsters, they treat us like children, especially you My buddy, they won't take you with me!"

"Why?" Chen Wei hurriedly asked as soon as he heard me say that.

"Think about it, my Uncle Zhao treats me as a nephew, so you are my brothers, so he naturally treats you as a nephew. He said before that he doesn't want us to hang out like him in the future, saying that it's all because of If you play with your life, you have to worry about it every day, this is the most hopeless, and if he says you want to play, then you should go to the right path, let others play with your life, and make a good appearance!" I recalled Uncle Zhao said.

"Let others kill us, who is stupid, can you do this?" Fat Duner shouted, in fact, we were still very young at that time, and we could not fully understand what my Uncle Zhao said, so we all Shrugged his shoulders, expressing his incomprehension.

"That said, I really can't hang out with Uncle Zhao, but I don't want to hang out with others either!" Chen Wei scratched his head and said.

"Then boss, what exactly do you want to do?" Wang Xin asked Chen Wei again.

"Yes, Boss, you haven't graduated from junior high school, and you were fired. It must be difficult to find a job, right?" I also said.

"Fuck, don't think about it!" Chen Wei suddenly raised his glass again and said: "One day is one day, damn it, I don't believe it at all, I can't even do this, come on, drink , don’t mention that, let’s not mention anything other than drinking today!”

"Okay, drink, let's make a fuss!" We toasted again, shouting and starting to drink.

In this way, we drank for a whole day, until everyone was unconscious. As a result, no one left the dormitory that day. It was not until the next day that we all packed up our own things. Moving out of this place filled us with memories. After that, I never lived this kind of group life where I ate, lived, and fought together.

In the days that followed, life was very ordinary, we could no longer live together, Chen Wei was fired again, we seemed to have lost our backbone, we seldom got together again, at most it was between classes Sometimes, brothers and sisters would get together in the toilet or water room to smoke and spank. Occasionally, Chen Wei would find us to have a drink together.

Chen Wei really went to a construction team as he said, and became a migrant worker. Because he was young and a native of the city, he was just raising sand and moving bricks. We went to see him at the construction site. , Seeing him under the scorching sun, with a gray face and a dirty body, lifting the sand with shovel after shovel, I felt very sad, but Chen Wei smiled and said to us: "It's nothing, in fact, working as a migrant worker earns a lot of money. I have gained a lot, and I can lighten a lot of burden for my dad. You see, am I stronger than before? !"

We looked at Chen Wei, who was much stronger and stronger than before, but his whole body was dark, and his skin was sunburned in many places. We didn't speak, but we felt even more uncomfortable, and it didn't feel good.

"Boss, you better stop doing it, this is not your job!" I said to Chen Wei.

But Chen Wei just smiled and said: "It's okay, I don't do this all the time, when I save some money, I will do other things!"

About a month later, we finally got the news of Ai Hongwei. He was sentenced for the crime of intentional injury, but because he voluntarily surrendered himself and because he was still a minor, he was sentenced to stay in a juvenile detention center. In the past two years, as for the student status in Ninth Middle School, he was naturally expelled.

After knowing the news, everyone was very depressed and felt sorry for Ai Hongwei. Ding Shuang cried a lot after getting the news. Moreover, Ding Shuang and I visited Ai Hongwei on Sunday. Hongwei, when I saw Ai Hongwei, he had a shaved head, and the studs on his ears had long since disappeared, and I also saw purple bruises at the corners of his eyes, obviously he had been beaten.

I asked Ai Hongwei how he was doing in there, and Ai Hongwei just smiled and said it was nothing, it was similar to school, except that it was a little stricter, and he usually had to work, but doing it could reduce his time in it. He also jokingly said that here you can learn as much as you want, and no one will force you to learn if you don’t want to.

Both Ding Shuang and I knew that Ai Hongwei was trying to ease our hearts. Looking at his injuries, we knew that he must have had a hard time, so Ding Shuang has been crying since he saw Ai Hongwei until he came out.

When the visiting time came, Ai Hongwei finally said something seriously to me: "Jiu'er, I can't take care of Ding Shuang during the time I'm inside. You must take good care of her and don't let her be bullied." , especially you, you can't let her be wronged, otherwise I will go out and won't let you go!"

After listening to Ai Hongwei's words, I nodded to him with certainty, and he was taken away in satisfaction.

Ai Hongwei was imprisoned in the juvenile detention center, which made us very scared, especially since Chen Wei was not by our side, we all became honest and never fought again, although we didn't study hard, but Because there are objects around, everyone spends most of their time with their objects.

As for Liu Xiaoyu, since the last time I came out with Ding Shuang at her house, I haven't seen her again. I also thought of her, remembered her being stabbed for me, and remembered her infatuation for me. I thought about meeting her. I just met her face to face, said thank you to her, and asked her how her injury was, but Ding Shuang watched me very closely, and I thought that every time I saw her, Ding Shuang would definitely appear, so I went to see her again. I dismissed this idea, and Liu Xiaoyu, I don't know what Ding Shuang said to her during the time Ding Shuang took care of her, and he never looked for me again.

The year of the third year of junior high school passed without passion like this, and we ushered in the senior high school entrance examination.

I had already lost interest in going to school, and I didn’t study at all in the three years of junior high school. I had no hope of being admitted to high school, so when the teacher asked us to get the volunteer application form, I directly received a mechanic I know that my family will definitely want me to go to school, so I might as well go to a technical school and learn a skill.

But when I took this form home, my mother, who had always hoped for me, refused to do anything. She went to school with my watch, exchanged it for a high school volunteer form, and forced me In the first choice, I filled in No. [-] middle school, and in the second choice, I filled in No. [-] middle school. Fortunately, there was a third choice. My mother felt that there was no school she thought was ideal, so I filled it out by myself. I chose After half a day, I filled in a technical secondary school, a business school.