Addicted to a kiss, woman, you are so sweet!
Chapter 180: Tang Yichen's Monologue
The engagement banquet continued, and everyone gave best wishes to the new couple, Song Yunxi and Gu Chengqi.
Today's birthday star Song Yunxi is undoubtedly enviable.
A wealthy family background, beautiful appearance, and a fiancé who loves her to the bone.
Not to mention that Gu Xuewen, the second child of the Gu family, and his wife Zuo Panqing both support this matter.
The engagement just allowed Gu Chengqi to publicly reveal Song Yunxi's identity.Two years later, when Song Yunxi graduated from university, the two will get married.
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Gu Chengqi never concealed his possessive desire for Song Yunxi.This has always been the case in the past, and it is even more so today.Wherever he went, he never forgot to put his arms around Song Yunxi's waist.
That sweet look made Gu Chengyao and Gu Chenglin joke with each other.
In addition to expressing the identity and status of one's own family, the banquet of a wealthy family is more important to connect feelings.Especially the feelings of the noble circle.
Qiao Xinwan was holding a tall wine glass, socializing with some wives from well-known family members. From time to time, someone asked about Gu Chengyao and Gu Jingting.
As we all know, Gu Jingting is the most beloved daughter of the Gu family.Not only the Gu family is concerned about her lifelong event, but other famous families also want to take this opportunity to get in touch with the Gu family.
However, it seems that Gu Jingting has never had any news about having a boyfriend.
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Qiao Xinwan's lips had always had faint smile lines, but in her heart it was not the same thing at all.
When Gu Jingting came back from the United States, she was seriously injured.She knew that Gu Jingting looked like a normal person now.But I don't know how to be sad and tangled in my heart.
She is someone who has experienced it, she didn't care about Gu Xuewu's indifference on the surface back then, every time she quarreled with him, she argued with him.But I don't know how many times I have been hurt and hurt behind my back.
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But now, her daughter's love life seems to be more bumpy than hers. As a mother, what can she do except feel distressed?
Therefore, Qiao Xinwan practiced Tai Chi for several aristocratic families who wanted to marry.
"The children are all grown up. They also have their own ideas. As an elder, I can't control them."
For her now, her daughter's happiness comes first, and she will never let anyone hurt her daughter again.
The noble ladies present were all startled, but they also understood that their children might not have a chance.
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Circles in twos and threes, toasting and staggering.Push the cup and change the cup.
Since Gu Jingting has taken over as the general manager of the Gu Corporation, socializing is inevitable, not to mention that all the people here today are family friends.
Needless to say, the Gu family brothers, Du Qinglan, Du Qingrui.They are the twins of my aunt's family.Song Yunxi, and her younger brothers Song Lang, Hu Sixian, and Shen Mengchan are all of the same generation.
Gu Jingting chatted and joked with the crowd.For a moment, Lei Sifan was forgotten.When the banquet was over and she wanted to find Lei Sifan, she realized that Lei Sifan had disappeared again this time.
But this time, she searched all over the hotel but couldn't find Lei Sifan.
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It was already night when Tang Yichen came out of the office, his brows were a bit tired after a busy day's work.
In the past few days, he kept himself busy with business.The previous plan has now been implemented.The new company in Beidu has also opened.
On days when he is not looking for Gu Jingting, he is busy with his own affairs.
Ever since he knew that Gu Jingting had joined Gu's to work, he wanted to have some contact with her on the other hand.
And what he has to do now is to use the fastest speed to gain a foothold in Beidu.
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Gao Bo followed behind him, looking at the tiredness on Tang Yichen's face, with concern in his eyes: "Boss, I'll take you back to rest."
In the past few days, he could tell that Tang Yichen was not in a good mood and kept himself busy.
Tang Yichen showed his broken lips in front of everyone at work that day, so he probably guessed the reason, but he didn't know how to persuade Tang Yichen.
Some things, as early as when they decide, there is no turning back.
"No, I can go back by myself."
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Rejecting Gao Bo's proposal to send him back, Tang Yichen got into the car, and drove the car around the side of the road in a daze.
When he came to his senses and came back to his senses, the car had already parked downstairs in Gu Jingting's apartment.
He put his body down on the car, raised his head, and gazed at the upstairs with soft eyes.
What is she doing at this time?There should be no rest at this time.
Are you reading a book like before, or studying the latest futures and stock trends?
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Thinking of how she used to be so delicate and snuggled in his arms, so gentle and charming.
And now, all of that has become a thing of the past.
Some things, he thought he didn't care, or thought he would forget.But I found that as time goes by, not only will I not forget it, but it will become more and more clear in my mind.
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The accident when I met Gu Jingting in Taiwan for the first time, and the surprise when we met again in the United States.
And meet Korea, her galloping demeanor on the racing track.Every time, she brought her a big surprise.
She completely subverted his previous views on women.
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In his nearly 30 years of life, too many women have come and gone for physical reasons.But none of them made him take it to heart.
Apart from the people from Tang Zhai, Gu Jingting was the second one.
The first one, of course, is Xiang Nuan.
But Gu Jingting is different from Xiang Nuan.
He remembered the first time he saw Xiang Nuan, she had scratched her hands and was in pain, but she smiled and asked him if he was okay.
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At that moment, the sun shone into his heart.Except for Aunt Zhong and Uncle Zhong who grew up with him since he was a child.Xiang Nuan was the first person who cared about him from the bottom of his heart.
Getting along with Xiang Nuan is undoubtedly a very relaxing and joyful thing.
She is gentle and considerate, with the quietness and gentleness unique to Jiangnan women.She never puts pressure on him.
She may have known that there was a secret in him, but she never asked.She just keeps giving.
So at the earliest time, he was serious about staying with Xiang Nuan for the rest of his life.
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If it wasn't for Tang Zirou's design, if it wasn't for the paranoia in his childhood that affected his judgment.He won't do so many irrational things.
He has to bear a large part of the responsibility for Xiang Nuan's pain.
Today, he is willing to admit.At the beginning, deep down in his heart, he actually felt inferior to himself.
Tang Zirou has been bullying and insulting all the year round, and she is a little bastard who always speaks out.The kind of depression that can't breathe under the pressure.
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Convince him that he is unloved and will not be cared about.
That's why I saw that when Xiang Nuan was with another man, he fell into madness, listened to and believed, and seriously injured Xiang Nuan.It also had irreversible consequences.
When sanity returned, he said to himself.He wants to become stronger.
One day, he will trample the world under his feet.Let everyone know.He, Tang Yichen, can also stand on a high place.
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After Xiang Nuan escaped from him by committing suicide, he once believed that he would never fall in love with any woman again in his life.
But deep down.The yearning for the sun and the expectation for warmth have not disappeared at all.
And at this time, he met Gu Jingting.
She and Xiang Nuan are two completely different types.
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Xiang Nuan is lovely and gentle, like a beautiful flower of interpretation.It is like a jasmine, fresh and elegant.
Gu Jingting is different.She is the daughter of a real family.
She doesn't look like the successor of Qilintang at all.More like a rich lady.The kind of daughter of a famous family who has been cultivated by generations of wealth and honor, her gestures are full of elegance and grandeur.
She is not arrogant, but compassionate.
She is engaged in illegal business, but has her own bottom line.
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When he first saw her, he was amazed.Perfect facial features like sculpting, crystal clear Bai Xi's skin, and a slim figure.Most notable are her eyes.
Those eyes are charming and charming.But clear and transparent.
There is always anger in it.Either coquettish, or arrogant, or charming.or domineering.
Each one is full of style and elegance.
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She was very strong, and when she was kidnapped by Park Zhengyuan, she refused to help him even to the death.
She is also stubborn and sticks to her principles.
She was still very impulsive, Ye Mei was picked, and she went to Macau to settle the score with herself without waiting to find out.
At the gambling table, he admired her calmness and composure at that time. If she hadn't met him, he thought, she would have won everything she wanted. .
She really is a changeling girl.No matter which side it is, it makes him marvel and admire.Then it became a heartbeat.
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In the beginning, she had actually been resisting herself.But later, such resistance was dispelled by his soft-heartedness.
He didn't know it himself, but he would be so patient with a woman.And so persistent.He appeared in front of her again and again, asking her to give himself a chance again and again.
She accepted him.When she was pressing on him, she said condescendingly in a commanding tone: "Be my man."
At that moment, he heard the sound of flowers blooming.
Gu Jingting's love is very absolute.When you love someone, you do it with all your heart.Give it all.
She accepted him and fell in love with him.Start giving everything for him.
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But he hesitated.When he faced Xiang Nuan, deep down in his heart he still had no confidence in his life experience.
When facing Gu Jingting, even if he didn't want to feel that emotion, it wrapped around his heart like a poisonous snake.
He suddenly began to feel a little worried, a little scared.
What if Gu Jingting knew his original thoughts?If Gu Jingting knew the purpose of his approach?
Will he lose her?Will he never be able to stay by her side again?
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The answer is yes.Even if two people have only known each other for a few months.Together, it was just a few months.
But he was very sure that with Gu Jingting's personality, she would never be with him again.
The more time passed, the more obvious that worry became.He began to worry about gains and losses, he began to worry.How long can he have her heart?
He never thought about Gu Jingting's possible reaction after knowing the truth when he shot Qilintang again and again.
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Don't think about it, and don't dare to think about it.
Once he thought about it, he couldn't do it anymore.
But he told himself when Xiang Nuan died that he was going to become a heartless and heartless person.
He was gentle and kind to Gu Jingting, and he said it was just acting.
But after a long time, he may not be able to tell whether it is a play or real.
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"I love you." When Gu Jingting asked him if he loved her, those three words were said directly.
He thought he must be a good actor.Because he acted so well that he believed in himself.
But he knew very well in his heart that this was just a play, a play he directed and then performed himself.
until the last time.He has not recovered from Gu Jingting's sentence "he is his own", and he has decided that he will never betray Gu Jingting again.
Forget about the past.In the past, he will guard her.Tang Sect's power has begun to grow through his hard work.
He doesn't need and is no longer willing to use Gu Jingting.
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When Gu Jingting said she loved him, he had already made up his mind.From now on, I will never deceive Gu Jingting again, or hurt her again.
He wants to be with her for real.Be her own.
He wants to implement his plan, he is going to the northern capital.He wanted to stay with Gu Jingting for the rest of his life.
It's just that just after he made this decision, he saw Tang Zirou in the Tang family.
"Kirin Hall has a deal with David from Columbia. I want you to rob the goods."
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At that moment, he felt like being shocked by electricity.He stared blankly at Tang Zirou motionless.
He was sure that Gu Jingting's subordinates would never betray her.He has seen them getting along, the maintenance and support for Gu Jingting in those eyes.
Although they are called Miss Gu Jingting, but most of the time, Gu Jingting is like a sister of them, siblings.
So, he just found out that Gu Jingting had a deal with David, how did Tang Zirou know?
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There was a chill in his heart.Is he too careless?Did he show something?
Or did Tang Yichen never give up monitoring him from the beginning to the end, and put a bug around him?
he does not know.
"What? Can't do anything?" Tang Zirou snorted coldly.Standing in front of him, with a look of contempt on his face: "Now I'm starting to think I can't do anything?"
"Don't you think it's too late?"
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"Ma'am." He really didn't want to do anything, he had already made up his mind.In this life, I will never betray Gu Jingting again, nor will I do anything to hurt her.
"You don't have to do anything, but I will tell Gu Jingting what you have done before." Tang Zirou looked at him with a very proud expression, but also with certainty: "You have to think clearly."
"You—" He changed his face. If the person in front of him was not the mother who gave him life, he believed that he would attack Tang Zirou.
"After you finish the last thing, the Tang Sect will be yours. No one will force you to do things you don't like. Tang Yichen. I can think clearly about whether to do it or not."
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consider?
He said he was thinking about it, but Tang Zirou didn't give him a chance at all. If he didn't do it, Tang Zirou would stab Gu Jingting about his betrayal of Gu Jingting before.
And he just made a decision to be with Gu Jingting.How could Tang Zirou ruin his determination?
It's just a deal, right?Is it the last time?
good.he does.
Anyway, this is the last time, as long as he gets the Tang Sect and becomes the Patriarch of the Tang Sect, then no one can force him in the future.
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When this matter is resolved, he can be with Gu Jingting in an open and aboveboard manner.
He will slowly make up for Gu Jingting's loss and Qilintang's loss.And when he gets the position of Patriarch of Tang Sect, no one can threaten him again.
It is even more impossible to affect the relationship between him and Gu Jingting.
The robbery process went very smoothly.
After all, he knew all of Gu Jingting's plans this time.
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After finishing it, it's not that he didn't think about going to see Gu Jingting.But he knew better that Gu Jingting's subordinates were all very skilled.And his appearance at this time will undoubtedly only make Gu Jingting doubt him.
he can not.
He could only pray secretly, hoping that Gu Jingting would be safe.
And he fulfilled Tang Zirou's order, he fulfilled Tang Zirou's request.
He believes that starting today he is free.He believes that he will live with Gu Jingting in the future, and live happily and happily.
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But all of that stopped when he saw the photo Tang Zirou gave him.
Xiang Nuan.
Besides Gu Jingting, there was another wound in his heart.
Young and frivolous, he couldn't stand betrayal.I can't bear my own inferiority complex.Vent all negative emotions innocently on a weak woman.
He himself despises himself and hates himself like that.
He blamed himself, felt guilty.Before he knew Gu Jingting, when he dreamed back at midnight, he thought more than once that if he had the chance, if he did it again, he would definitely not hurt Xiang Nuan, let alone do it so extreme.
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He found that Xiang Nuan was not dead.All his guilt and self-blame poured out again at this time, and he couldn't suppress it at all.
If he wants to be with Gu Jingting, shouldn't he sort out his previous relationship first?
If he wants to stay with Gu Jingting, shouldn't he resolve the entanglements in his previous relationship first?
The answer is yes.
He owed both Gu Jingting and Xiang Nuan.
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Everything has its own sequence.He was going to apologize to Xiang Nuan.He asks her forgiveness.
Only with Xiang Nuan's forgiveness can he let go of the past.Free yourself from dwelling on the past.
He can use a brand new self, Tang Yichen, who only has Gu Jingting in his heart, who only cares about and loves Gu Jingting, stays with her.
Just apologize to Xiang Nuan, just ask her to forgive herself.
He can let go of the burden of the past and be with Gu Jingting when she doesn't know it.
At that time, the idea was really beautiful.
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But the truth is cruel, and the truth is bloody.
Xiang Nuan has a child, one of his children.
The moment he saw that child, he was completely dumbfounded and shocked.Everything he wanted to say.Everything changed at this point.
He didn't even know how he reacted at the time.
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In Hawaii, in that family hotel.All his prepared words became so pale.
If you said that you felt guilty towards Xiang Nuan before, blame yourself.Now, that sentiment has undoubtedly reached a peak.
He suddenly felt like an asshole.
He wanted to make amends, no doubt about it.But Xiang Nuan, who had been seriously injured by him, refused to give him a chance.
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He knew that he was unforgivable, but he didn't want to give up his rights as a father.
He hadn't seen his father since he was born.How could he have the heart to let such a small child suffer such pain?
He hasn't figured out a proper solution yet.But he saw Gu Jingting at a glance.
At first, he didn't think that Gu Jingting already knew everything.
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He intuitively wanted to explain, to explain his relationship with Xiang Nuan.
But he never thought that Gu Jingting would point the gun at Xiang Nuan and the child in her arms.
At that moment, he really panicked.
He thought of what Gu Jingting had said.She said that if he had another woman outside, she would kill that woman and then kill him.
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He didn't want to die, but he was not afraid of dying in Gu Jingting's hands.
But Xiang Nuan and the child are innocent.So he stood in front of Xiang Nuan without thinking.
If all these mistakes are made, one person's life must be used to eliminate them.Then let him pay with his own life.
Such a move made Gu Jingting misunderstand.She insisted on hurting Xiang Nuan and the child.He had no choice but to raise his gun at her, hoping that she could divert her gaze and turn the gun on him.
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Tragedy often happens in an instant.
He didn't shoot, but Gu Jingting was shot.He couldn't believe it, but it was the truth.
Gu Jingting was shot, and the way she looked at him changed from anger to hatred.
She hates him.
At that time, he was completely confused and panicked.
He wanted to take her to the hospital, he wanted to stop the blood from flowing out for her.
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But no matter what he does.The blood continued to flow out.
And the hatred in her eyes, the stubbornness and stubbornness in her personality made her not give him a chance at all.
She stepped back, allowing her body to fall toward the sea.
"Tang Yichen, I hate you."
An unexpected bullet derailed everything.It also made Gu Jingting stay away from now on.
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If Xiang Nuan committed suicide, he was shocked, sad, and heartbroken.And maybe heartache too.
Then when Gu Jingting was shot in front of him and fell down, besides the heartache, he was even more crazy, broke down, and had never felt despair.
How can he?How can he tolerate it.The woman I love.Twice left in front of him.
That feeling is no longer a heartache.
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He felt that his internal organs had been displaced, all his blood was congealed, and his heart was cut open with a knife, leaving it dripping with blood.
He was so painful that his limbs were numb and he couldn't move at all.
It's just that the brain jumped into the sea with its own ideas.Desperate to find her.
Find the woman who loves herself, trusts herself, and ends up hurting herself.
But God did not give him a chance.He did not find her.
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He lost her, the woman who was obviously a rich lady, but was willing to cook him a bowl of noodles when he was hungry.
He lost the woman who had a warm personality and never concealed his liking.
He lost the woman who loved him, believed in him, and gave him all his love.
He even lost her trust and affirmation.Even more lost her heart.
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"Tang Yichen, I don't want to take revenge on you, I don't want to dirty my hands."
He even lost her hatred for him.
Some people say that you can't get someone's love.It's also nice to get the hate of that person.
Because hate is also a kind of emotion.
However, now he has lost both Gu Jingting's love and her hatred.
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She regarded him as a stranger, a passerby.
She banishes him from her life.
He remembered that time when he fell ill because of the rain, she stayed at his bedside at home, taking care of himself so carefully.At that time, her eyes were full of concern and love.
But now, she can bite his lip without hesitation.Sneering at his pain.
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Isn't this called self-inflicted?
Memories are always painful.Tang Yichen clenched his hands on the steering wheel, and leaned his head on it weakly.
The greatest cruelty in this world is that time cannot be turned back, and there is no medicine for regret in the world.
He regretted it, and he wanted to do it all over again.
This time, he will not hurt her or lie to her.He will definitely take good care of her.Hold her in the palm of your hand.
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However, he lost this opportunity.
Gu Jingting.Is this your punishment for me?No love, no hate, treat me as a stranger.
How could he accept such a result?
From when Gu Jingting was shot to now, every day and every night, he spent in heartache.
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Especially seeing Lei Sifan appearing, Gu Jingting was with him.
He couldn't restrain the jealousy in his heart, it was crazy.He knew Gu Jingting's personality very well.
She didn't need to use another man to beat him.She doesn't bother to do this kind of thing.
The only thing that can be explained is that she really has a certain affection for Lei Sifan, and his injury gave Gu Jingting a chance.Let her go from his side to Lei Sifan's side.
Every day, he thinks about the things she did, said, and experienced with Lei Sifan.
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My heart feels uncomfortable and entangled like being bitten by thousands of ants.
Such feelings almost drove him crazy.He could hardly bear it.Therefore, he could not restrain his impulse.Even though he knew that now was not the best time, he still chose to appear in front of Gu Jingting.
In the small fitting room, he couldn't restrain his kiss.
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Touching her lips with her hand, Gu Jingting's softness and fragrance had long been lost.
But he has reminisced over and over again in the past few days, her kiss, her breath, her softness, everything about her.
It hurts every time I remember it.
Pain once, regret once.
The more pain, the more regret, the more regret, the more pain.
He's caught in a vicious circle.It was an endless abyss, no matter how hard he struggled and tried, he still couldn't get out of it.
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He used endless work to get rid of her shadow, but it was so futile.
In just a few months, her person, her figure, and everything about her were engraved into his bone marrow and integrated into his blood.
He can't forget it, and he doesn't want to forget it.He always reminded himself, such an injury, such a pain.How did it come about.how come.
He knew that he had been poisoned by a poison, and the name of that poison was Gu Jingting.
The only antidote is in Gu Jingting's hands, and she doesn't seem to intend to give it to him.
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wry smile.He felt powerless again, and fell down on the seat.
Looking up, he saw the person he had been thinking about day and night, just like that appearing in front of him.
For a split second, it seemed like time stood still.
He couldn't move, his eyes didn't blink, and he greedily stared at the figure not far away.
Jing Ting.Jing Ting.If possible, I really want to see her like this for the rest of my life.
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One update, [-] words, and an update.
Today's birthday star Song Yunxi is undoubtedly enviable.
A wealthy family background, beautiful appearance, and a fiancé who loves her to the bone.
Not to mention that Gu Xuewen, the second child of the Gu family, and his wife Zuo Panqing both support this matter.
The engagement just allowed Gu Chengqi to publicly reveal Song Yunxi's identity.Two years later, when Song Yunxi graduated from university, the two will get married.
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Gu Chengqi never concealed his possessive desire for Song Yunxi.This has always been the case in the past, and it is even more so today.Wherever he went, he never forgot to put his arms around Song Yunxi's waist.
That sweet look made Gu Chengyao and Gu Chenglin joke with each other.
In addition to expressing the identity and status of one's own family, the banquet of a wealthy family is more important to connect feelings.Especially the feelings of the noble circle.
Qiao Xinwan was holding a tall wine glass, socializing with some wives from well-known family members. From time to time, someone asked about Gu Chengyao and Gu Jingting.
As we all know, Gu Jingting is the most beloved daughter of the Gu family.Not only the Gu family is concerned about her lifelong event, but other famous families also want to take this opportunity to get in touch with the Gu family.
However, it seems that Gu Jingting has never had any news about having a boyfriend.
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Qiao Xinwan's lips had always had faint smile lines, but in her heart it was not the same thing at all.
When Gu Jingting came back from the United States, she was seriously injured.She knew that Gu Jingting looked like a normal person now.But I don't know how to be sad and tangled in my heart.
She is someone who has experienced it, she didn't care about Gu Xuewu's indifference on the surface back then, every time she quarreled with him, she argued with him.But I don't know how many times I have been hurt and hurt behind my back.
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But now, her daughter's love life seems to be more bumpy than hers. As a mother, what can she do except feel distressed?
Therefore, Qiao Xinwan practiced Tai Chi for several aristocratic families who wanted to marry.
"The children are all grown up. They also have their own ideas. As an elder, I can't control them."
For her now, her daughter's happiness comes first, and she will never let anyone hurt her daughter again.
The noble ladies present were all startled, but they also understood that their children might not have a chance.
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Circles in twos and threes, toasting and staggering.Push the cup and change the cup.
Since Gu Jingting has taken over as the general manager of the Gu Corporation, socializing is inevitable, not to mention that all the people here today are family friends.
Needless to say, the Gu family brothers, Du Qinglan, Du Qingrui.They are the twins of my aunt's family.Song Yunxi, and her younger brothers Song Lang, Hu Sixian, and Shen Mengchan are all of the same generation.
Gu Jingting chatted and joked with the crowd.For a moment, Lei Sifan was forgotten.When the banquet was over and she wanted to find Lei Sifan, she realized that Lei Sifan had disappeared again this time.
But this time, she searched all over the hotel but couldn't find Lei Sifan.
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It was already night when Tang Yichen came out of the office, his brows were a bit tired after a busy day's work.
In the past few days, he kept himself busy with business.The previous plan has now been implemented.The new company in Beidu has also opened.
On days when he is not looking for Gu Jingting, he is busy with his own affairs.
Ever since he knew that Gu Jingting had joined Gu's to work, he wanted to have some contact with her on the other hand.
And what he has to do now is to use the fastest speed to gain a foothold in Beidu.
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Gao Bo followed behind him, looking at the tiredness on Tang Yichen's face, with concern in his eyes: "Boss, I'll take you back to rest."
In the past few days, he could tell that Tang Yichen was not in a good mood and kept himself busy.
Tang Yichen showed his broken lips in front of everyone at work that day, so he probably guessed the reason, but he didn't know how to persuade Tang Yichen.
Some things, as early as when they decide, there is no turning back.
"No, I can go back by myself."
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Rejecting Gao Bo's proposal to send him back, Tang Yichen got into the car, and drove the car around the side of the road in a daze.
When he came to his senses and came back to his senses, the car had already parked downstairs in Gu Jingting's apartment.
He put his body down on the car, raised his head, and gazed at the upstairs with soft eyes.
What is she doing at this time?There should be no rest at this time.
Are you reading a book like before, or studying the latest futures and stock trends?
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Thinking of how she used to be so delicate and snuggled in his arms, so gentle and charming.
And now, all of that has become a thing of the past.
Some things, he thought he didn't care, or thought he would forget.But I found that as time goes by, not only will I not forget it, but it will become more and more clear in my mind.
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The accident when I met Gu Jingting in Taiwan for the first time, and the surprise when we met again in the United States.
And meet Korea, her galloping demeanor on the racing track.Every time, she brought her a big surprise.
She completely subverted his previous views on women.
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In his nearly 30 years of life, too many women have come and gone for physical reasons.But none of them made him take it to heart.
Apart from the people from Tang Zhai, Gu Jingting was the second one.
The first one, of course, is Xiang Nuan.
But Gu Jingting is different from Xiang Nuan.
He remembered the first time he saw Xiang Nuan, she had scratched her hands and was in pain, but she smiled and asked him if he was okay.
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At that moment, the sun shone into his heart.Except for Aunt Zhong and Uncle Zhong who grew up with him since he was a child.Xiang Nuan was the first person who cared about him from the bottom of his heart.
Getting along with Xiang Nuan is undoubtedly a very relaxing and joyful thing.
She is gentle and considerate, with the quietness and gentleness unique to Jiangnan women.She never puts pressure on him.
She may have known that there was a secret in him, but she never asked.She just keeps giving.
So at the earliest time, he was serious about staying with Xiang Nuan for the rest of his life.
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If it wasn't for Tang Zirou's design, if it wasn't for the paranoia in his childhood that affected his judgment.He won't do so many irrational things.
He has to bear a large part of the responsibility for Xiang Nuan's pain.
Today, he is willing to admit.At the beginning, deep down in his heart, he actually felt inferior to himself.
Tang Zirou has been bullying and insulting all the year round, and she is a little bastard who always speaks out.The kind of depression that can't breathe under the pressure.
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Convince him that he is unloved and will not be cared about.
That's why I saw that when Xiang Nuan was with another man, he fell into madness, listened to and believed, and seriously injured Xiang Nuan.It also had irreversible consequences.
When sanity returned, he said to himself.He wants to become stronger.
One day, he will trample the world under his feet.Let everyone know.He, Tang Yichen, can also stand on a high place.
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After Xiang Nuan escaped from him by committing suicide, he once believed that he would never fall in love with any woman again in his life.
But deep down.The yearning for the sun and the expectation for warmth have not disappeared at all.
And at this time, he met Gu Jingting.
She and Xiang Nuan are two completely different types.
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Xiang Nuan is lovely and gentle, like a beautiful flower of interpretation.It is like a jasmine, fresh and elegant.
Gu Jingting is different.She is the daughter of a real family.
She doesn't look like the successor of Qilintang at all.More like a rich lady.The kind of daughter of a famous family who has been cultivated by generations of wealth and honor, her gestures are full of elegance and grandeur.
She is not arrogant, but compassionate.
She is engaged in illegal business, but has her own bottom line.
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When he first saw her, he was amazed.Perfect facial features like sculpting, crystal clear Bai Xi's skin, and a slim figure.Most notable are her eyes.
Those eyes are charming and charming.But clear and transparent.
There is always anger in it.Either coquettish, or arrogant, or charming.or domineering.
Each one is full of style and elegance.
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She was very strong, and when she was kidnapped by Park Zhengyuan, she refused to help him even to the death.
She is also stubborn and sticks to her principles.
She was still very impulsive, Ye Mei was picked, and she went to Macau to settle the score with herself without waiting to find out.
At the gambling table, he admired her calmness and composure at that time. If she hadn't met him, he thought, she would have won everything she wanted. .
She really is a changeling girl.No matter which side it is, it makes him marvel and admire.Then it became a heartbeat.
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In the beginning, she had actually been resisting herself.But later, such resistance was dispelled by his soft-heartedness.
He didn't know it himself, but he would be so patient with a woman.And so persistent.He appeared in front of her again and again, asking her to give himself a chance again and again.
She accepted him.When she was pressing on him, she said condescendingly in a commanding tone: "Be my man."
At that moment, he heard the sound of flowers blooming.
Gu Jingting's love is very absolute.When you love someone, you do it with all your heart.Give it all.
She accepted him and fell in love with him.Start giving everything for him.
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But he hesitated.When he faced Xiang Nuan, deep down in his heart he still had no confidence in his life experience.
When facing Gu Jingting, even if he didn't want to feel that emotion, it wrapped around his heart like a poisonous snake.
He suddenly began to feel a little worried, a little scared.
What if Gu Jingting knew his original thoughts?If Gu Jingting knew the purpose of his approach?
Will he lose her?Will he never be able to stay by her side again?
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The answer is yes.Even if two people have only known each other for a few months.Together, it was just a few months.
But he was very sure that with Gu Jingting's personality, she would never be with him again.
The more time passed, the more obvious that worry became.He began to worry about gains and losses, he began to worry.How long can he have her heart?
He never thought about Gu Jingting's possible reaction after knowing the truth when he shot Qilintang again and again.
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Don't think about it, and don't dare to think about it.
Once he thought about it, he couldn't do it anymore.
But he told himself when Xiang Nuan died that he was going to become a heartless and heartless person.
He was gentle and kind to Gu Jingting, and he said it was just acting.
But after a long time, he may not be able to tell whether it is a play or real.
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"I love you." When Gu Jingting asked him if he loved her, those three words were said directly.
He thought he must be a good actor.Because he acted so well that he believed in himself.
But he knew very well in his heart that this was just a play, a play he directed and then performed himself.
until the last time.He has not recovered from Gu Jingting's sentence "he is his own", and he has decided that he will never betray Gu Jingting again.
Forget about the past.In the past, he will guard her.Tang Sect's power has begun to grow through his hard work.
He doesn't need and is no longer willing to use Gu Jingting.
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When Gu Jingting said she loved him, he had already made up his mind.From now on, I will never deceive Gu Jingting again, or hurt her again.
He wants to be with her for real.Be her own.
He wants to implement his plan, he is going to the northern capital.He wanted to stay with Gu Jingting for the rest of his life.
It's just that just after he made this decision, he saw Tang Zirou in the Tang family.
"Kirin Hall has a deal with David from Columbia. I want you to rob the goods."
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At that moment, he felt like being shocked by electricity.He stared blankly at Tang Zirou motionless.
He was sure that Gu Jingting's subordinates would never betray her.He has seen them getting along, the maintenance and support for Gu Jingting in those eyes.
Although they are called Miss Gu Jingting, but most of the time, Gu Jingting is like a sister of them, siblings.
So, he just found out that Gu Jingting had a deal with David, how did Tang Zirou know?
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There was a chill in his heart.Is he too careless?Did he show something?
Or did Tang Yichen never give up monitoring him from the beginning to the end, and put a bug around him?
he does not know.
"What? Can't do anything?" Tang Zirou snorted coldly.Standing in front of him, with a look of contempt on his face: "Now I'm starting to think I can't do anything?"
"Don't you think it's too late?"
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"Ma'am." He really didn't want to do anything, he had already made up his mind.In this life, I will never betray Gu Jingting again, nor will I do anything to hurt her.
"You don't have to do anything, but I will tell Gu Jingting what you have done before." Tang Zirou looked at him with a very proud expression, but also with certainty: "You have to think clearly."
"You—" He changed his face. If the person in front of him was not the mother who gave him life, he believed that he would attack Tang Zirou.
"After you finish the last thing, the Tang Sect will be yours. No one will force you to do things you don't like. Tang Yichen. I can think clearly about whether to do it or not."
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consider?
He said he was thinking about it, but Tang Zirou didn't give him a chance at all. If he didn't do it, Tang Zirou would stab Gu Jingting about his betrayal of Gu Jingting before.
And he just made a decision to be with Gu Jingting.How could Tang Zirou ruin his determination?
It's just a deal, right?Is it the last time?
good.he does.
Anyway, this is the last time, as long as he gets the Tang Sect and becomes the Patriarch of the Tang Sect, then no one can force him in the future.
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When this matter is resolved, he can be with Gu Jingting in an open and aboveboard manner.
He will slowly make up for Gu Jingting's loss and Qilintang's loss.And when he gets the position of Patriarch of Tang Sect, no one can threaten him again.
It is even more impossible to affect the relationship between him and Gu Jingting.
The robbery process went very smoothly.
After all, he knew all of Gu Jingting's plans this time.
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After finishing it, it's not that he didn't think about going to see Gu Jingting.But he knew better that Gu Jingting's subordinates were all very skilled.And his appearance at this time will undoubtedly only make Gu Jingting doubt him.
he can not.
He could only pray secretly, hoping that Gu Jingting would be safe.
And he fulfilled Tang Zirou's order, he fulfilled Tang Zirou's request.
He believes that starting today he is free.He believes that he will live with Gu Jingting in the future, and live happily and happily.
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But all of that stopped when he saw the photo Tang Zirou gave him.
Xiang Nuan.
Besides Gu Jingting, there was another wound in his heart.
Young and frivolous, he couldn't stand betrayal.I can't bear my own inferiority complex.Vent all negative emotions innocently on a weak woman.
He himself despises himself and hates himself like that.
He blamed himself, felt guilty.Before he knew Gu Jingting, when he dreamed back at midnight, he thought more than once that if he had the chance, if he did it again, he would definitely not hurt Xiang Nuan, let alone do it so extreme.
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He found that Xiang Nuan was not dead.All his guilt and self-blame poured out again at this time, and he couldn't suppress it at all.
If he wants to be with Gu Jingting, shouldn't he sort out his previous relationship first?
If he wants to stay with Gu Jingting, shouldn't he resolve the entanglements in his previous relationship first?
The answer is yes.
He owed both Gu Jingting and Xiang Nuan.
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Everything has its own sequence.He was going to apologize to Xiang Nuan.He asks her forgiveness.
Only with Xiang Nuan's forgiveness can he let go of the past.Free yourself from dwelling on the past.
He can use a brand new self, Tang Yichen, who only has Gu Jingting in his heart, who only cares about and loves Gu Jingting, stays with her.
Just apologize to Xiang Nuan, just ask her to forgive herself.
He can let go of the burden of the past and be with Gu Jingting when she doesn't know it.
At that time, the idea was really beautiful.
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But the truth is cruel, and the truth is bloody.
Xiang Nuan has a child, one of his children.
The moment he saw that child, he was completely dumbfounded and shocked.Everything he wanted to say.Everything changed at this point.
He didn't even know how he reacted at the time.
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In Hawaii, in that family hotel.All his prepared words became so pale.
If you said that you felt guilty towards Xiang Nuan before, blame yourself.Now, that sentiment has undoubtedly reached a peak.
He suddenly felt like an asshole.
He wanted to make amends, no doubt about it.But Xiang Nuan, who had been seriously injured by him, refused to give him a chance.
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He knew that he was unforgivable, but he didn't want to give up his rights as a father.
He hadn't seen his father since he was born.How could he have the heart to let such a small child suffer such pain?
He hasn't figured out a proper solution yet.But he saw Gu Jingting at a glance.
At first, he didn't think that Gu Jingting already knew everything.
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He intuitively wanted to explain, to explain his relationship with Xiang Nuan.
But he never thought that Gu Jingting would point the gun at Xiang Nuan and the child in her arms.
At that moment, he really panicked.
He thought of what Gu Jingting had said.She said that if he had another woman outside, she would kill that woman and then kill him.
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He didn't want to die, but he was not afraid of dying in Gu Jingting's hands.
But Xiang Nuan and the child are innocent.So he stood in front of Xiang Nuan without thinking.
If all these mistakes are made, one person's life must be used to eliminate them.Then let him pay with his own life.
Such a move made Gu Jingting misunderstand.She insisted on hurting Xiang Nuan and the child.He had no choice but to raise his gun at her, hoping that she could divert her gaze and turn the gun on him.
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Tragedy often happens in an instant.
He didn't shoot, but Gu Jingting was shot.He couldn't believe it, but it was the truth.
Gu Jingting was shot, and the way she looked at him changed from anger to hatred.
She hates him.
At that time, he was completely confused and panicked.
He wanted to take her to the hospital, he wanted to stop the blood from flowing out for her.
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But no matter what he does.The blood continued to flow out.
And the hatred in her eyes, the stubbornness and stubbornness in her personality made her not give him a chance at all.
She stepped back, allowing her body to fall toward the sea.
"Tang Yichen, I hate you."
An unexpected bullet derailed everything.It also made Gu Jingting stay away from now on.
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If Xiang Nuan committed suicide, he was shocked, sad, and heartbroken.And maybe heartache too.
Then when Gu Jingting was shot in front of him and fell down, besides the heartache, he was even more crazy, broke down, and had never felt despair.
How can he?How can he tolerate it.The woman I love.Twice left in front of him.
That feeling is no longer a heartache.
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He felt that his internal organs had been displaced, all his blood was congealed, and his heart was cut open with a knife, leaving it dripping with blood.
He was so painful that his limbs were numb and he couldn't move at all.
It's just that the brain jumped into the sea with its own ideas.Desperate to find her.
Find the woman who loves herself, trusts herself, and ends up hurting herself.
But God did not give him a chance.He did not find her.
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He lost her, the woman who was obviously a rich lady, but was willing to cook him a bowl of noodles when he was hungry.
He lost the woman who had a warm personality and never concealed his liking.
He lost the woman who loved him, believed in him, and gave him all his love.
He even lost her trust and affirmation.Even more lost her heart.
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"Tang Yichen, I don't want to take revenge on you, I don't want to dirty my hands."
He even lost her hatred for him.
Some people say that you can't get someone's love.It's also nice to get the hate of that person.
Because hate is also a kind of emotion.
However, now he has lost both Gu Jingting's love and her hatred.
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She regarded him as a stranger, a passerby.
She banishes him from her life.
He remembered that time when he fell ill because of the rain, she stayed at his bedside at home, taking care of himself so carefully.At that time, her eyes were full of concern and love.
But now, she can bite his lip without hesitation.Sneering at his pain.
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Isn't this called self-inflicted?
Memories are always painful.Tang Yichen clenched his hands on the steering wheel, and leaned his head on it weakly.
The greatest cruelty in this world is that time cannot be turned back, and there is no medicine for regret in the world.
He regretted it, and he wanted to do it all over again.
This time, he will not hurt her or lie to her.He will definitely take good care of her.Hold her in the palm of your hand.
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However, he lost this opportunity.
Gu Jingting.Is this your punishment for me?No love, no hate, treat me as a stranger.
How could he accept such a result?
From when Gu Jingting was shot to now, every day and every night, he spent in heartache.
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Especially seeing Lei Sifan appearing, Gu Jingting was with him.
He couldn't restrain the jealousy in his heart, it was crazy.He knew Gu Jingting's personality very well.
She didn't need to use another man to beat him.She doesn't bother to do this kind of thing.
The only thing that can be explained is that she really has a certain affection for Lei Sifan, and his injury gave Gu Jingting a chance.Let her go from his side to Lei Sifan's side.
Every day, he thinks about the things she did, said, and experienced with Lei Sifan.
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My heart feels uncomfortable and entangled like being bitten by thousands of ants.
Such feelings almost drove him crazy.He could hardly bear it.Therefore, he could not restrain his impulse.Even though he knew that now was not the best time, he still chose to appear in front of Gu Jingting.
In the small fitting room, he couldn't restrain his kiss.
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Touching her lips with her hand, Gu Jingting's softness and fragrance had long been lost.
But he has reminisced over and over again in the past few days, her kiss, her breath, her softness, everything about her.
It hurts every time I remember it.
Pain once, regret once.
The more pain, the more regret, the more regret, the more pain.
He's caught in a vicious circle.It was an endless abyss, no matter how hard he struggled and tried, he still couldn't get out of it.
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He used endless work to get rid of her shadow, but it was so futile.
In just a few months, her person, her figure, and everything about her were engraved into his bone marrow and integrated into his blood.
He can't forget it, and he doesn't want to forget it.He always reminded himself, such an injury, such a pain.How did it come about.how come.
He knew that he had been poisoned by a poison, and the name of that poison was Gu Jingting.
The only antidote is in Gu Jingting's hands, and she doesn't seem to intend to give it to him.
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wry smile.He felt powerless again, and fell down on the seat.
Looking up, he saw the person he had been thinking about day and night, just like that appearing in front of him.
For a split second, it seemed like time stood still.
He couldn't move, his eyes didn't blink, and he greedily stared at the figure not far away.
Jing Ting.Jing Ting.If possible, I really want to see her like this for the rest of my life.
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