"What are you doing here?" With an unceremonious gesture, Xia Jin squinted her beautiful eyes, looking at the man standing in front of her daughter's door, "Go away, don't get in my way here."

Xia Jin felt that before she did anything now, she had already clearly explained that she was indeed old and would not hit people easily.

Otherwise, no one slaps her, unless her hand is disabled.

César remained silent, and just moved two steps to the side, as if to give way, lowered his head, just looking at the ground.

Su Yan stood beside Xia Jin, looking at this man who had been silent for several days, and basically didn't eat or drink much, feeling very helpless.

He didn't say he was going in, as if he was standing here just to be here.

Shenmu didn't mention this person, as if she didn't know that there was a man guarding her outside.

"Ante," Su Yan tugged at the corner of Xia Jin's clothes, and said in a low voice, "Forget it, he has been standing here for a few days, I don't think any of us can drive him away unless Mumu comes out and tells him to go."

"Heh," Xia Jin chuckled, with a pervasive smile on her lips, but there was no warmth in her eyes, "Cesar, don't think that you are Ah Jing's son, so I really won't touch you, you are because of that woman Lose my daughter's life, even if I abolish you Lucifer, I have nothing to say."

César remained motionless, as if he hadn't heard her at all, his eyelids didn't move, and he was like a stake.

Of course Xia Jin saw the injury on his shoulder, anyway, he didn't take care of it after leaving Rome, Su Yan persuaded him several times, if he doesn't take care of his shoulder, it might really be useless.

He didn't care either.

The more César remained silent, the brighter and sharper the smile on Xia Jin's face became. She smiled slowly, "Cesare, are you standing here without sleep, do you want to apologize to Mumu, or... Move yourself?"

Su Yan was startled.

She had never seen Xia Jin's first reaction when she found out about this matter. She accompanied her here today, and what she saw was a calm Xia Jin, with no obvious grief, nor much anger in her eyes.

At least Xia Jin didn't have the anger of the palace boss in New York back then.

But if it is not on the face, it does not mean that it really does not exist.

"Do you think that if you do this, you don't care about your injuries, you don't eat or drink water, and you stand here like a hardworking wife Wangshi, you can express how guilty you are, or...you have How much do you love her?"

The last three words fell, with obvious contempt.

Doing these things can move you, yourself, and others, but it's nothing to the woman in the room who hasn't even taken a step.

"I just want to stand in the place closest to her."

He just felt that... once he left, he would never be able to get closer.

So, he can't leave.

Xia Jin stared at that haggard face. She watched him be born, watched him grow up, and watched him love her daughter for so many years.

It was a pity too.

Nowadays, it's hard to say hate, but it's false not to complain.

Without saying anything, she turned around and pushed the door open.

Su Yan and Xia Jin didn't expect Shenmu to be watching a movie in the living room, and seeing her laughing out loud, she seemed to be watching a comedy.

"Mommy?" Seeing Xia Jin, the smile on her face froze for a second, but it passed quickly, "Why did you come to see me?"

She threw away the pillow in her hand, walked over a few steps and took Xia Jin's arm, "I thought you were angry and wouldn't come."

Xia Jin glanced at her, without any obvious emotional change, she just smiled and said to Su Yan, "Yan Yan, don't let that kid die outside the door."

Su Yan touched her nose, said oh, and went out obediently.

Xia Jin sat down on the sofa, and Shenmu sat quietly beside her. She couldn't judge her emotions at all from her expression, and Shenmu couldn't guess Xia Jin's emotions at all at this time.

Is it angry, or something else.

Xia Jin took a leisurely look at the movie that was playing, and it really was a comedy.

"I really didn't expect," he said in an unhurried tone, "I have raised my daughter for 20 years in October, and it turned out that it was all given to a certain man for nothing."

Shenmu immediately bit her lip and clenched her hands together. Xia Jin's words were not harsh, at least not as merciless as her attitude towards César just now, but every word and every word was accurately pressed into Shenmu's heart.

She was wrong, she knew, she had been thinking about César all these years, ignoring everyone else.

Xia Jin's fingers touched her face, with the same cool feeling. Her body was still shy of the cold, and her hands were cold all year round. If no one hugged her to sleep at night, she would basically be in a state of insomnia. .

"Do you know what it was like for me to know these bullshit things in the first place?" She narrowed her eyes slightly, and there was a little coldness in her eyes, but her tone was lazy, "I was thinking, you are really me!" Daughter, stupidity is a virtue."

Touching Shenmu's cheek with her fingertips, she smiled faintly, "With nude makeup on, your complexion is so ugly that you need to use cosmetics to cover it up."

"Mummy, I'm sorry." Apart from being sorry, she didn't know what to say, or rather, she didn't know what to say.

No matter what you say, nothing can save her, it is selfish, only thinking of your own facts.

"You really love him that much?" Xia Jin sighed, and looked seriously at Shenmu's expression, "Mumu, I really underestimated you. I have liked him for so many years, but I don't even know about it."

It's just a suspicion in the last two years, but it's just a suspicion.

Never thought that Shenmu really loves César, and to this extent.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." She bit her lip and repeated over and over again.

She seems to always do this kind of thing recently, repeating a sentence, it seems that apart from this sentence, she has no other lines.

"That's the end of the matter," Xia Jin closed her eyes, and calmly interrupted her, "You are sorry for us, for abandoning yourself and your family for the sake of love."

"Your sorry, I accept it."

After all, she is soft-hearted, not to mention Shenmu, when she was brought into this world, she should be the one destined to be favored. It was because fate didn't give them a chance, or she refused to give herself a chance.

Xia Jin was never a conflicted person, she was angry and he was sad, but after those things passed, the only thing she thought about was how to solve them.

This is the most important.

"Aren't you going to tell him? Never let him know?" Xia Jin asked earnestly, staring at Shenmu's eyes, even though she roughly guessed it.

"Yes," she replied quietly, moving her lips.

I thought about it a long time ago, and it should be said that I never hesitated, so I answered one thing without thinking about it.

Xia Jin laughed after a while, unable to tell whether it was helplessness or bitterness, "I see, Han Li is right, I always feel that you are more and more like Shu'er, but in fact, you are most like me in your bones, who told me This broken gene is left to you."

She stood up from the sofa and looked down at Shenmu, "Mumu, I will find a way. Before I figure out a way, or until that day comes, you should live well. Do you understand what it means to be good?"

"I understand." Shenmu replied softly.

She has experienced the feeling of waiting to die, and her mother has also experienced it, so she understands her feeling better than anyone else.

Maybe it's because of the understanding that she was helpless. Uncle Han said that she made basically the same choice as her back then.

"What are you going to do with that kid outside your door?" After walking a few steps, Xia Jin lowered her head and asked as if remembering something.

Shenmu paused for a moment, then said calmly, "Is he still there?"

"You don't hate him, so don't you really blame him?" It was her back then, but she didn't have such a good temper, she would have to toss that man a few times just to get angry.

But she did nothing.

It is said that there was not even a single accusation.

The expression of admiration was a little dazed, but there was still a gentle smile, "I didn't expect that he and I would come to such a horrible step. I don't need to feel guilty or pity, so I don't need him."

Xia Jin left, Shenmu stared at the white rose on the coffee table in a daze for 3 minutes, then as if nothing had happened, she took the promise and continued watching the movie.

When Su Yan entered, Shenmu was still watching a movie.

She thought of the man outside the door, the injury really needed to be healed, but César didn't cooperate at all, and she couldn't help it.

She wanted to say something, but she remembered Wen Luo's words, 【She doesn't want to hear anything about César】

Although she won't really do anything if I say it, but Mumu estimates that there will be no reaction.

In the past few days, Su Yan has begun to feel more and more that Shenmu is an absolutely decisive woman in her bones, she will not be like those in movies or idol dramas.

He obviously still has feelings in his heart, but pretends to be ruthless.

She is ruthless to herself than to others, she is really ruthless.

So she said that the matter of César had nothing to do with her, so it really had nothing to do with it.

With an unstoppable sigh, Su Yan's mind flashed, and she asked cautiously, "Mumu, are we going for a walk? You haven't gone out for a long time."

Since she came back, everything is normal, except that she has not gone out.

She didn't know how much this had to do with César staying outside, or she just didn't want to see him.

"No need," half of Shenmu's face was leaning against the pillow, as if she was concentrating on watching a movie, and she didn't even answer her question, "I don't want to go out."

As if aware of Su Yan's thoughts, she raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Don't think too much, I'm just tired, and I'll be tired if I walk too much, besides, I haven't had a good rest at home for a long time, now If you finally have a chance, just let me be lazy at home."

This reason sounds like a minor flaw, but do you really need to be so lazy that you don't even want to leave the door?

But Su Yan couldn't say anything.

While looking at Shenmu, who seemed to be smiling without any pressure, he glanced at the sky outside—it looked like it was about to rain.

Silently thinking about the man who refused to leave outside, it wasn't that he was unlucky, but that he had been standing for so long. According to the local probability of rain, it really should rain...

"Boom—" Her thinking activity was not over yet, a thunderous thunder suddenly exploded outside the window, and Su Yan, who was in a trance, was so frightened that she almost threw the cup in her hand.

It's raining--

And yes, a lot of rain.

Cesare was dead.

Her first reaction was to turn her face to look at Shenmu, the smile on her face had already been put away, and she looked up at the window, the sky was dark, it was raining heavily, and there were lightning strikes from time to time, and the thunder was really loud. is scary.

She still didn't say anything, just frowned and turned off the TV.

"Mumu," Su Yan couldn't help but say, "The shot César was shot by your father hasn't healed yet, and he was beaten by Hughes again. He hardly ate anything after guarding outside the door these days." What, if it is in the rain, it will definitely aggravate the injury, and his body will not be able to bear it."

She doesn't know whether Shenmu hates César, or how much she hates César, it seems to be very deep, and there seems to be nothing.

"Is that so?" Shenmu lowered his eyelids and looked at the dark cloud-covered sky outside the window. After a long time, he said calmly, "He wants to make something happen, even if God grants him, then we have nothing to do with it."

Su Yan was completely stunned, not understanding Shenmu's indifferent expression at the moment.

"Yanyan," her face was quiet, "he is guilty, and I will fulfill his guilt."

Only when the guilt is over, will it be over, and will leave.

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Dear friends, I'm sorry, it was supposed to be from the fourth to the fifth, but my mother came back and took over my computer. I barely managed to complete today's guaranteed 600~~~ It's still a little short, and I will make it up tomorrow! ! !

400 words owed

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Dear friends, I'm sorry, it was supposed to be from the fourth to the fifth, but my mother came back and took over my computer. I barely managed to complete today's guaranteed 600~~~ It's still a little short, and I will make it up tomorrow! ! !

400 words owed

************************************************** *************************************

Dear friends, I'm sorry, it was supposed to be from the fourth to the fifth, but my mother came back and took over my computer. I barely managed to complete today's guaranteed 600~~~ It's still a little short, and I will make it up tomorrow! ! !

400 words owed

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