My years as a fortune teller

This morning I woke up and was standing upright when the phone rang suddenly. I walked over to pick up the phone and saw that it was Song Juan.I immediately answered the phone and said, "Song Juan, call me so early, is there something wrong?"

Song Juan said in a crying voice on the phone: "Brother Zhang, I feel so uncomfortable, and I want to find someone to chat with me. I don't have many friends here. I saw your number when I checked my phone number, and I just wanted to call you." , can I talk to you?"

"Yes!" I said to the phone with a smile, "There's nothing wrong with this. As long as you don't think long-distance calls are expensive, you can talk as much as you want. I have no problem. Ha ha!"

When Song Juan heard this, she cried and said, "Brother Zhang, I was in Xi'an. That night I cut my wrist and committed suicide, but it didn't work. They sent me to the hospital in Yulin. They saved me, and said I lost too much blood and the child might not be able to keep it, so I was sent to Xi'an City Hospital overnight, if you have time, can you come and see me?"

"What?" I was taken aback. What is wrong with this child, that she would commit suicide by slitting her wrist while she was pregnant?Thinking of this, I immediately said: "Okay, there is no problem with this. You can visit you after I have a meal, and then we can have a good chat." Song Juan hummed and hung up the phone.

I hurried out to eat some food, then took some fruits and nutritional supplements and walked towards the hospital.In a single room on the fourth floor of the inpatient department, I found Song Juan resting on a hospital bed.

When I went in, there was no one guarding her, and she was resting with her eyes closed.I didn't dare to disturb, and retreated out to wait in the corridor.It didn't take long for the nurse to go in to give an injection. I waited for the nurse to come out before going in again.

When Song Juan saw me, although she shed two lines of tears, she had a smile on her face.I smiled and sat next to the hospital bed, handed her a napkin and said, "Are you going to laugh when you see me, or are you going to cry? A happy newlywed commits suicide before the honeymoon is over. It doesn't look like a disaster area anyway." That strong little girl who delivers food to people!"

Song Juan wiped her tears and said with a smile: "I feel very sad, but I am very happy to see Brother Zhang. So I cried and laughed, Brother Zhang, don't take offense. You think I am strong, but I am actually very weak. Really Brother Zhang, I’m actually very weak inside.”

I smiled and asked her, "Why did you commit suicide this time? You just don't think about yourself. Don't you think about the child in your belly? An innocent life, since you made the decision to keep it , don't do stupid things that hurt this little life! Is the child in my stomach in danger?"

Song Juan shook her head and said to me: "There is no danger. The doctor said that as long as I can rest well, it will not have much impact on the child. The main reason is that the blood loss is too much, which may have a certain impact on the child's development."

Only then did I notice that Song Juan's right wrist was wrapped in a thick layer of gauze.I glared at her and said: "Blood is the most important thing in the human body, especially for women. You are now a pregnant woman with a child in your belly, so you must not do such a stupid thing. By the way, why would you Can you talk about suicide?"

When Song Juan heard me ask about this matter, she immediately burst into tears again.After I comforted myself for a long time, I heard Song Juan say: "Zhang Yujun is not a person, he is just a bastard. On the third day after marriage, he will not go home to live. At first I didn't think much about it. It’s normal to not go home after eating at night. But when he came back to take a shower that day, his cell phone rang, and it was a text message. I took it over and looked at it. I didn’t expect it to be a photo taken with a woman. I miss you, I won’t be able to sleep without you tonight, such disgusting words.” As soon as I heard it, I immediately understood that this photo must be an indecent photo.Otherwise, Song Juan wouldn't be so angry after seeing a few words.

Thinking of this, I smiled and said: "You quarreled with him just because of this? Then you couldn't fight anymore, so you found a knife and cut your wrists? You are too bad, how many men are not like this now? A little bit of money, either a mistress or a mistress. You said you committed suicide for such a trivial matter, is it worth it?"

Song Juan wiped her tears and said to me: "Brother Zhang, I wouldn't commit suicide because of this matter. I argued with him at the time, but he said, you can't touch you now that you are pregnant, and don't let me find a place To vent. I scolded him for being shameless and shameless, and threw the phone over. He suddenly became angry, came over and grabbed my hair and hit me, and said that if it wasn't for the sake of his child in my arms, he wouldn't Marry me, this scumbag. I was very angry when I heard it, so I fought with him. As a result, my mother-in-law came, separated us and let his son go out first. Then he began to scold me, as if everything was my fault. Finally I just couldn't think about it and wanted to find a way to end my life."

I don't know what to say, I just ignore the child in my belly just to get angry.There are so many people like this now, I don’t know what they think.Is this a completely irresponsible person who only thinks about himself and not the child in his stomach.

"Brother Zhang!" Song Juan called me when I was meditating.I looked up and heard her say: "Oh, there is one more thing, I want to tell you, when I was very angry that day, it was pointless to want to stay in this world. I was crying so much Yes, but I can hear very well, a voice said in my ear, what's the use of crying? You should fight back, you should let them know who is the mistress of the house. If they don't listen to you, you use Suicide to scare them, since you have a baby in your womb, they won't dare to mess with you."

Speaking of this, Song Juan looked at me with wide eyes, and then said to me: "Brother Zhang, I didn't lie to you, there is really such a voice. He also told me various ways to commit suicide, saying that jumping from a building is not good, and there is no way to do it." Save it, it will look ugly at that time; if you drink rat poison, you can save it, and the baby in the stomach will die; the best way is to hang yourself and cut your wrists. Then suddenly there was a rope and a knife in front of me. I followed what the voice said in a daze, and it turned out like this."

I'm not surprised by what Song Juan said, I've seen this kind of thing a lot.Almost every person with weak breath will have one or two ghosts by his side.Once the person encounters difficulties and finds it insurmountable, these ghosts start to lure the person.These are some people who committed suicide. After waking up, they would say that they heard some voices at that time, or felt that there was some force forcing them to do this thing.

Thinking of this, I said to Song Juan: "Sister, you must never go on a dead end in the future. Although you are pregnant, the baby in your belly is an ordinary person after all, and it is impossible to have a strong motivation to protect you. The qi and blood are also at the weakest time. So it is easy to provoke those unclean things. They like a mother like you the most. Even if you can’t commit suicide, it will also kill the life of the child in your womb. If that happens, your body His sin is heavy."

Song Juan looked at me in horror and nodded, and said to me: "Brother Zhang, I know, and I will never do such a stupid thing again. I also regret this time, so I want to ask you to come over and have a chat. "

I smiled and said: "That's right. When you feel stressed, just find a friend to chat casually. After you talk about your annoyance, you can resolve it. Hey, by the way, why didn't you see Zhang Yujun and Zhang Yujun today?" Does his family come to accompany you?"

Song Juan immediately lowered her head when she heard it, and it took a long time before she raised her head and said to me: "Xiaojun has been busy negotiating business for the past two days, so she rarely comes here. Her mother is here, and she only comes here every other day. .His father is busy with his own business in Yulin, so he just calls every day to say hello." Song Juan lowered her head and sobbed softly.I patted her on the shoulder and said as many good things as possible to help Zhang Yujun's family.But I didn't expect that this was the last time Song Juan and I had such a close heart-to-heart conversation...