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Chapter 29 Su Qian's Story [End of Epilogue]

Su Qian was suddenly stunned and looked at her daughter with a puzzled expression.

Zhao Ying forced a smile, trying to reassure Su Qian. She said in a deliberately casual tone, "Actually, I've never celebrated my birthday before..."

“When I saw Zhao Tang celebrating her birthday, or other children celebrating their birthdays and eating birthday cake, I would ask Zhao Yuan why I didn’t have a birthday.” Ever since she learned that Zhao Yuan knew that Lin Yin had hired someone to kill her mother, but Zhao Yuan pretended not to know, Zhao Ying never called him “Dad” again.

"He said that he had my fortune told when I was born."

"The fortune teller said that I can't celebrate my birthday, otherwise it will bring bad luck to my mother."

At that time, Zhao Ying was unaware of Su Qian's existence and thought Lin Yin was her mother.

Although Lin Yin always isolates and ignores her, Xiao Zhaoying still hopes that her mother is doing well.

She even found an excuse for Lin Yin's mistreatment of her, namely that her birth was unlucky and would bring misfortune to her mother.

"...So, at that time I thought, if I could avoid bringing misfortune to my mother, then it wouldn't matter if I never celebrated my birthday in my entire life." As she said this, Zhao Ying even gave a forced, relaxed laugh.

Su Qian's heart suddenly ached. She put down the cake, stepped forward and took Xiao Ying's hand, saying, "That's not how it is, Xiao Ying. Don't listen to Zhao Yuan's nonsense. What he said must be false."

“But…” Zhao Ying looked at her mother in front of her, her eyes suddenly reddened, and her voice choked up, “But I think he is right.”

"Otherwise, how could my birthday be your death anniversary?"

"Otherwise, how could you have died the moment I was born?"

"Mom, if I could, I would rather not be born than let you live a long, long life."

"No, you can't say that." Su Qian hugged her crying daughter tightly, her heart aching so much she could hardly breathe. "Xiaoying, Mom has never regretted giving birth to you."

She cupped Zhao Ying's face in her hands and gazed at her tenderly, "Xiao Ying, you have no idea how much your mother longed for your arrival."

Do you know what it feels like to have an extra heartbeat inside your body?

Do you know how exciting and exciting it is to feel you growing little by little inside my belly?

"Mom, I have never regretted bringing you into this world. Even if such an accident happened, Mom only regrets that I was not able to be by your side and watch you grow up."

Zhao Ying's tears fell silently as she cautiously asked, "So, I didn't have a mother who was destined to bring misfortune to me? Was I also born amidst anticipation?"

Su Qian nodded, a gentle smile on her face. "Of course. You are my precious daughter."

"Mom, sob sob..." Zhao Ying could no longer hold back and hugged her mother tightly, crying loudly as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances she had suffered over the years.

Su Qian gently patted her daughter's back for a long time before Zhao Ying, whose emotions had calmed down a bit, said, "Then let's go celebrate her birthday and eat cake, okay?"

Zhao Ying wiped away her tears and finally nodded.

"Hey, do you light candles and make a wish on your birthday?" Sasha asked.

“Yes.” Su Qian took out a candle and lit it.

"Sakura, quick, make a wish."

Zhao Ying's eyes were still red, and at her mother's urging, she awkwardly but expectantly clasped her hands together and closed her eyes...

[Oh God, if I could really make a wish, I actually wanted my mom to stay and spend more time with me, but...]

I know this isn't really good for Mom.

Therefore, my wish is: that my mother can live a happy and fulfilling life in her next life. This life was too difficult for her; her life was too short. She deserved a long and fulfilling life.

Of course, if I could, I would hope to be my mother's child again in my next life.

If that's not possible, then let her be able to watch her mother be happy and joyful from afar.

After saying that, Zhao Ying opened her eyes with a smile on her lips, "Mom, I've made my promise."

"Let's start cutting the cake then."

……

Xu Qingling naturally got a piece too. While eating the cake, Xu Qingling's thoughts inevitably wandered.

Xu Qingling didn't know her exact birth date. Later, her grandfather took the day he found her as her birthday.

Although Grandpa is from the older generation, he keeps up with the times. Every year on Xu Qingling's birthday, he makes her a bowl of longevity noodles and brings back a small cake.

This has been the case every year for over twenty years.

But this year…

This year, on her birthday, her grandfather passed away, and she will never again be able to eat the longevity noodles he made or the little cakes he bought.

Suddenly, the cake that was originally delicious in my hand didn't smell so good anymore.

Xu Qingling looked at the cake in her hand and felt very strange. The little cake was just delicious, so why did it suddenly taste different now?
After finishing the cake, Xu Qingling and Sasha left, leaving the rest of the time to Su Qian and her daughter.

Su Qian accompanied Xiao Ying to see a movie, go to an amusement park... and did quite a few things.

only……

When it was midnight, Su Qian's leave of absence was due.

Zhao Ying could only watch helplessly as her mother's figure disappeared before her eyes, tears streaming down her face.

All that could be heard were Su Qian's last words before she vanished: "Xiao Ying, even if Mom isn't by your side, you must take good care of yourself, be happy, and grow strong. Don't forget, Mom will always love you."

"Mommy mommy……"

Zhao Ying squatted on the ground, looking at the room where she was all alone, and burst into tears.
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After her five-day leave ended, Su Qian returned to the leave office, but she was very silent, her eyes filled with reluctance to part with Zhao Ying.

Xu Qingling frowned slightly. Logically speaking, Su Qian should have gone to reincarnate after her leave ended, but she sensed that the time for Su Qian to reincarnate had not yet come. In other words, her obsession had not been completely eliminated.

Su Qian bowed to Xu Qingling and said, "Director, I have another matter to ask of you."

Xu Qingling: "Go ahead."

……

Since Su Qian disappeared, Zhao Ying is all alone, but she listens to her mother and lives a good life.

She studied and took the college entrance exam all by herself; she was strong, ambitious, and did a great job.

He has shown exceptional talent, especially in painting, and has been accepted as a disciple by international art masters, making his mark in the domestic and international art world.

Lu Ming also began to pay attention to Zhao Ying during that competition at Bell Experimental School.

After entering the same university, he discovered he had fallen for Zhao Ying and began pursuing her. Four years later, Zhao Ying finally accepted his advances. Four more years passed, and now both of them have graduated. Lu Ming started his own company, which has grown increasingly successful, while Zhao Ying has become a rising star in the international art world.

However, in the past two years, Lu Ming proposed to Zhao Ying three times, but Zhao Ying did not accept the proposal, and did not even give a reason. After learning about Zhao Ying's parents, Lu Ming vaguely understood what was going on.

Lu Ming also knew that Zhao Ying's happiest day of the year was her birthday, when someone would always send her a gift.

Lu Ming asked her who sent it to her.

Zhao Ying said she didn't know, maybe it was her mother.

At the time, Lu Ming was puzzled. Didn't Sakura's mother die when she gave birth to her? How could she still send her a gift?
And today is Sakura's birthday again.

Although the two are not married yet, they are already living together. Lu Ming can sense that Xiao Ying has been very excited and looking forward to it since a few days ago.

So, she got up early in the morning, and without even changing out of her pajamas, rushed to her front door and opened it.

Sure enough, I saw the box placed at the door.

This has been the case for the past few years.

Zhao Ying excitedly picked up the box as if it were a precious treasure. Soon, she sat down on the sofa and carefully opened the box.

But when she opened the box and saw what was inside, she was suddenly stunned.

Zhao Ying slowly picked up the item, her hands trembling.

Lu Ming saw that it was a pure white wedding dress, very beautiful.

When Zhao Ying's tears touched her wedding dress, she could no longer hold them back and they streamed down her face.

When Lu Ming saw her crying, he panicked and rushed over to hug her and comfort her.

Zhao Ying grabbed Lu Ming's hand. "A-Ming, didn't you say you wanted to get married? Then let's get married."

Lu Ming froze for a moment, then burst into wild joy, "Really?"

"real."

In fact, when Zhao Ying received the gift the first year, she knew it was a birthday present from her mother.

Although she couldn't be by her side, her mother was always there for her.

And now...

She received the wedding dress her mother sent her.

The matter of her biological parents still affected Zhao Ying, making her afraid of marriage. As a result, although she liked and loved Lu Ming very much, she did not accept Lu Ming's marriage proposals several times.

And now, her mother gave her a wedding dress as a birthday present this year.

Was her mother encouraging her and wishing her well?

Zhao Ying didn't want to disappoint her mother's expectations, and finally, at this moment, she decided to bravely take that difficult step.

……

Two months later, Zhao Ying and Lu Ming held their wedding and got married.

Zhao Ying always felt that during her wedding, there was a moment when she thought she saw her mother, but then she didn't see her again...

Six months later, Zhao Ying became pregnant.

When Zhao Ying became truly pregnant, she finally understood how her mother felt when she was pregnant with her – it was arduous yet she still looked forward to it.

After ten months of pregnancy, the day of Zhao Ying's delivery soon arrived.

Does childbirth hurt?
When the cervix is ​​dilated to ten centimeters, it is naturally very painful.

With sweat beading on her forehead, Zhao Ying, who was giving birth, thought to herself, "My mother must have felt just as much pain when she gave birth to me."

Despite the immense pain and the schemes others had plotted against her, her mother still bravely gave birth to her.

She also wants to learn from her mother.

But it really hurts.

Zhao Ying kept trying to inhale and exhale as she was giving birth, but the baby still hadn't been born.

Exhausted, so exhausted, Zhao Ying felt like she was about to faint.

It seemed like my vision was getting dark.

Just then, Zhao Ying seemed to feel her hand being held, and then a familiar, gentle voice rang out.

"Sakura, it's Mommy."

"Keep it up, Mom is cheering you on too."

It's mom!
Zhao Ying struggled to open her heavy eyelids, and in a daze, she seemed to see her mother, Su Qian.

Tears welled up in her eyes instantly, and at that moment, she had so much to say.

"Sakura, let's do our best and give birth to this baby together, okay?"

"Yes." Zhao Ying nodded, tears streaming down her face.

Finally, with her mother's encouragement, and with Zhao Ying gritting her teeth and pushing hard once more, the next second, Zhao Ying felt something slip out from below.

Then came the sound of the child crying out.

"It's born! It's a boy."

She gave birth?
Zhao Ying smiled and looked at her mother, like a child who had tried hard and wanted to be praised by her mother.

Su Qian lowered her head and kissed Zhao Ying's forehead, whispering, "My little Ying is so wonderful."

Sakura's tears flowed again, but a smile remained on her face...

Su Qian's figure gradually disappeared.

Even after Zhao Ying fell into a coma and woke up again, she didn't know whether seeing her mother in the delivery room was real or a hallucination.
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At the Fengdu Leave Office, it wasn't until Su Qian returned after Xiao Ying gave birth that Xu Qingling realized Su Qian's obsession had dissipated and she had finally gone to be reincarnated.

As for Zhao Ying, she naturally lived a happy and fulfilling life with Su Qian's blessing...

Su Qian's story ends

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