Reborn eldest daughter

Chapter 119 Consolation

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Aunt Sun couldn't help being afraid. She never thought that she had been being calculated by others.Thanks to the fact that I was still foolishly thinking about her, it seemed that I really couldn't see through it!

Thinking of this, Aunt Sun couldn't help sighing, "Oh, I didn't expect that I was being tricked by others all the time. It's okay. I haven't gone to the appointment these few days. Otherwise, I probably wouldn't be able to do it now." Talking to the eldest lady leisurely like this."

Zhao Keran smiled faintly, "Aunt Sun, I came here this time mainly to remind you that you'd better keep a distance from Aunt Liu during this time, otherwise if she puts something on you, it's not good gone."

Aunt Sun nodded, "I see. During this time, I will pay attention. As long as Aunt Liu calls me, I will call me sick and refuse."

Zhao Keran smiled and comforted him, "Actually, Aunt Sun, you don't have to worry too much, this kind of time won't last too long, it will be fine after this period of time. Aunt Liu's pregnancy won't last long, at most There is still one month left, and the child will definitely be lost."

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Aunt Sun smiled wryly, "Oh, I didn't expect that we were discussing how long a child has to live, and we still said it so calmly."

After seeing Aunt Sun's bitterness, Zhao Keran was very indifferent, "Aunt Sun, I know that you are calm and kind-hearted, but you must know that if you want to survive in this grand master's mansion, you must rely on kindness alone. It's not enough, you have to know that if you are too kind here, you may bring yourself a disaster. Also, even if you don't care about yourself, you have to think about Feng'er, don't you?"

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Aunt Sun fell into deep thought.All along, she has been relatively indifferent to fame and power, so she has to fight for everything.However, I didn't expect that even if I didn't fight, others would not let me go.It seems that I am really useless.This time, if the eldest lady hadn't reminded her, maybe she would really be framed.

It was the same in the past, but my own retreat was considered cowardly by others, so did I become the target of others to frame me again and again?

While thinking about it, Aunt Sun couldn't help wondering if she had been right or wrong for so many years.

Seeing Aunt Sun lost in thought, Zhao Keran didn't say anything.In fact, she has always admired Aunt Sun's indifference, but she did not support it.Because this is the Grand Master's Mansion, there are too many women here, if you just give in, then others will not let you go because of your concession.Your retreat will only make others think it is cowardly, and in this case, they will hurt you more brazenly.If Auntie Sun doesn't become stronger again, I can remind her once or twice, but I can't remind her for a lifetime.Therefore, everything has to be figured out by Auntie Sun herself.

In this way, neither of them was talking, but just sat quietly, each lost in their own thoughts.A gust of cool breeze blew slowly, but it couldn't blow away the melancholy in their hearts.

Because Zhao Keran has been away from home for five days, and he just came back today. In order to show his fatherly love, Zhao Song decided that when the dinner was served, the whole family would eat it together. It was him, Qin Xianghe, Zhao Keran, and Zhao Keren. They have dinner together to express their joy for Keran's return home.If it was in the past, let alone five days away from home, even if it was five months away from home, Zhao Song might not remember his daughter. A princess.Speaking of which, he could even be regarded as a member of the half-royal family.Coupled with the promise made by the emperor's golden mouth, he will never forget this daughter who may bring him more glory in the future.

Qin Xianghe was naturally present at the dinner.Moreover, there was no trace of dissatisfaction on her face, as if what happened this afternoon hadn't happened.And at the banquet, she was still very concerned about Zhao Keran, as if what happened this afternoon was just a dream.

However, Zhao Keran knew in his heart that what happened this afternoon was absolutely indelible. Even though his mother still seemed to care about her very much now, Zhao Keran understood that her mother's concern for her was just lip service, not at all. A little sincere.However, for such a result, Zhao Keran didn't know whether he should be sad or relaxed.

And what about Zhao Keren?He was dissatisfied with his father's gesture of showing favor to Zhao Keran.All along, no matter whether it is father or mother, they are much better to themselves than to Zhao Keran.But, now, isn't dad's behavior making it clear that Zhao Keran is very important now?This kind of thing made her feel very disappointed.

However, she is not an idiot, and she also knows that it is still inappropriate for her to do anything at this time.Especially now that his marriage is full of troubles, so after dinner, Zhao Keren keeps a smile on his face.And don't you care about Zhao Keran to show your sister's deep affection. 13acv.

In short, this dinner, no matter what everyone thinks in their hearts, on the surface, everyone is still in harmony.

After returning to Chunhui Garden after dinner, Zhao Keran felt exhausted like never before, so she sent everyone out early.However, after everyone had left, she couldn't sleep.

Zhao Keran came to the window and looked at the moon outside the window.It has been many days since the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the moon, which originally symbolized reunion, has become smaller and smaller now.Looking at the moon that was about to turn into a sickle, Zhao Keran's thoughts were not calm at all.

In fact, Zhao Keran knew very well in his heart, in fact, in today's scene between her and her mother, the conflict was completely avoidable.As long as I stay in the Qinghe Pavilion for lunch today, nothing will happen.However, I don't know why, as long as I see my mother's behavior like giving alms, I feel a wave of unknown anger in my heart, so I don't want to stay no matter what.

Thinking of this, Zhao Keran couldn't help laughing at himself, it seems that his morality is still not enough!Otherwise, what happened this afternoon probably wouldn't have happened!For a long time, although I didn't like it, I still kept my face close to my mother, but I didn't expect that after pretending for so long, I still tore my face. It seems that I really didn't enjoy the fate of mother's love. ah!

Thinking of this, Zhao Keran felt lost, as if he had lost something, but he could never get it back, and he didn't have the strength to chase it.

Zhao Keran was in deep thought, so when the door was opened, she didn't notice it at all.

When Situ Xu walked in the door, he saw such a scene.Zhao Keran stood quietly by the window, not knowing what he was thinking, even when he came in, he didn't notice, just blindly immersed in his own thoughts.She had an expression on her face that didn't seem to matter, but she felt very tangled, as if she had gotten into a dead end, and she couldn't get out no matter what.

Seeing Zhao Keran like this, Situ Xu felt bursts of distress.He already knew what happened this afternoon, and Shixiang had informed himself very early on. When he heard about it, he immediately wanted to be by her side, but, There is absolutely no way, now, in the eyes of outsiders, I have nothing to do with her, so I can't come to her rashly no matter what.Therefore, I can only wait until this time before I can see her.

Zhao Keran was immersed in his own thoughts all the time, completely oblivious to the fact that there was already one more person in the room.Seeing that Zhao Keran hadn't noticed that he was here, Situ Xu ignored Zhao Keran's current mood.He quietly walked forward and gently stroked Zhao Keran's hair.

Zhao Keran had always been immersed in her own emotions, but suddenly felt that something fell on her head.She was startled, and when she turned around, Situ Xu was standing beside her, looking at her with a smile on her face.

After seeing Situ Xu, Zhao Keran didn't show any surprise, but just smiled lightly, "You're here."

The tone was very flat, without any surprises, but it showed the familiarity between the two people everywhere.For such plain words, Situ Xu didn't feel aggrieved at all, but instead felt bursts of joy.Because getting along like this is like between an old husband and wife.In fact, for the two of them, this kind of relationship is actually the best.

In fact, sometimes, love doesn't have to be vigorous and vigorous. A long-flowing love can move people's hearts more and make people feel more at ease.Go to Zhao Sunniang.

Situ Xu didn't speak, but quietly hugged Zhao Keran into his arms, and said softly, "Yes! I'm here, I'm here by your side."

It was such a plain sentence, but after Zhao Keran heard it, he felt an urge to cry.

Seeing Zhao Keran's stubborn look that wanted to cry but couldn't, Situ Xu felt very distressed, and gently comforted him, "I already know what happened today, if you want to cry, then cry it out." ! As long as I cry, my heart won’t feel bad anymore.”

"I don't cry!" Although Zhao Keran said this, the tears couldn't stop, "What's wrong with me. I knew that there would be such a day sooner or later, so I was mentally prepared for it So, I won't be sad at all."

Seeing Zhao Keran crying and trying to convince himself, Situ Xu felt even more distressed. At this time, he really hated Qin Xianghe a little, because if it wasn't for Qin Xianghe, his little thing would be Absolutely not crying.

Seeing Zhao Keran crying pitifully, Situ Xu didn't know how to comfort her, he could only gently hug her into his arms, gently patted her back with his hands, and said nothing. Without saying anything, he just calmed her down quietly.

In Situ Xu's arms, Zhao Keran wept silently, venting to his heart's content.Ever since the incident happened, she had been telling herself that she had already expected it, and this day would come sooner or later, so she didn't need to feel sad at all.Besides, didn't I already know it, so I won't force my mother's love anymore?

However, although I have been thinking this way in my heart, I have been building my heart and hypnotizing myself.Even I really think I don't care anymore.However, it turned out that everything was just deceiving himself and others. In front of Xu, he seemed to have nothing to hide, and all his sadness poured out the moment he saw him.

Just like that, Situ Xu hugged Zhao Keran, allowing her to vent her inner dissatisfaction and sadness.

After a while, Zhao Keran slowly stopped crying and withdrew from Situ Xu's arms.When retreating, Zhao Keran noticed that Situ Xu's clothes were covered with water stains, which were already wet.Zhao Keran naturally knew that this was his masterpiece.Looking at the skirt that was wet by himself, Zhao Keran felt very embarrassed, and never dared to raise his head to look at Situ Xu.

Situ Xu didn't notice this scene, now he only had Zhao Keran's sadness and grievance in his eyes, he didn't notice his clothes, and Zhao Keran's shy look.

Seeing that Zhao Keran seemed to have calmed down slowly, Situ Xu felt relieved. He gently stroked Zhao Keran's head, and said softly, "How is it? Do you feel better now?"

Hearing the concern in Situ Xu's tone, Zhao Keran sniffed, raised his head, and smiled, "Well, I'm fine. After crying a lot, I feel much better."

Seeing Zhao Keran's appearance, Situ Xu knew that after a catharsis, Zhao Keran had completely calmed down. Seeing Zhao Keran like this, Situ Xu finally felt relieved.

"That's fine, as long as you're fine, that's enough."

Seeing Situ Xu's appearance, Zhao Keran smiled lightly, "Xu, I want you to worry, but don't worry, I'm really fine. But, don't you ask me?"

Situ Xu looked at her with a smile, "Aren't you very clear? I already knew."

Seeing Situ Xu's appearance, Zhao Keran pouted, and said dissatisfiedly, "Xu, why are you acting like this! Although you already know, shouldn't you still ask and show your concern?"

Seeing Zhao Keran acting like a baby, Situ Xu pinched her nose and smiled softly, "I believe that you know how much I care about you. If that's the case, then why bother to exchange hypocritical greetings! Aren't you It is also very clear, why did I come tonight?"

After listening to Situ Xu's words, Zhao Keran was still very moved, "Xu, thank you."

Thank you for being by my side all the time, thank you for caring about me silently, and thank you for never leaving me.

Although Zhao Keran didn't say it, Situ Xu could still see what she wanted to express in Zhao Keran's eyes.In the end, Situ Xu didn't say anything, just looked at Zhao Keran quietly.

The two just looked at each other quietly.After a while, Situ Xu sat down on the chair by the window.After sitting down, he pulled Zhao Keran over and let Zhao Keran sit on his lap like this.

Zhao Keran was taken aback by Situ Xu's sudden move.Such an overly intimate move made her feel uncomfortable, and she wanted to struggle to stand up, but she couldn't do so.

Noticing Zhao Keran's struggle, Situ Xu shouted in a low voice, "Don't move."

I don't know if it was because of being frightened, or because Situ Xu's embrace was too warm, but Zhao Keran actually stopped struggling and stayed quietly in Situ Xu's embrace.

Situ Xu hugged Zhao Keran's waist to make Zhao Keran sit more comfortably.After adjusting his posture, Situ Xu said, "Little thing, you don't seem to be in the right state today. Is there something wrong?"

After hearing what happened this afternoon, Situ Xu felt worried at first, but after he calmed down and thought about it, he realized that something seemed wrong. He knew the character of the little thing very well. I have been patient for so long, how could I tear my face today!

After hearing Situ Xu's question, Zhao Keran smiled wryly, "Xu, in fact, I have always known that in the eyes of my mother, there is only Zhao Keren. In the past, I always thought about this. I was very sad, and I thought about trying to make my mother notice me. But today, I realized that I have always had a grudge against my mother."

Situ Xu didn't say anything, just listened quietly, like a loyal listener, and didn't express any suggestions of his own.

"Today, before I went to Qinghe Pavilion, I had already made an appointment with Aunt Sun." Zhao Keran continued, "But when I arrived at Qinghe Pavilion, my mother suddenly asked me to stay for lunch. If I used to be very happy, because my mother finally noticed me. However, after hearing my mother’s invitation, my first reaction was not happiness, but waves of disgust. Because I said When I said those words, I felt that my mother's attitude seemed to be giving alms. It turned out that in her eyes, I just needed such alms from her. "

When talking about this, Zhao Keran couldn't help laughing at himself.Seeing Zhao Keran's forced smile, Situ Xu felt very distressed.He didn't know what to say, so he could only hug Zhao Keran gently and tell her with his actions that he would always be by her side.

Noticing Situ Xu's actions, Zhao Keran felt warm in his heart, and said, "Xu, do you know? When I saw my mother's generous attitude, I felt in my heart that such intimacy is really cheap. Ah! Isn’t it? Actually, I know that whether it’s Mother’s invitation this afternoon, or Father’s company this evening, it’s all because of my current status.”

When talking about this, Zhao Keran had a wry smile on his face, "Actually, I know that the reason they are showing their favor now is because I have been named princess, and the emperor gave me a sentence of marriage. Just a promise. That's why they started noticing me as a daughter, wasn't it?"

Seeing Zhao Keran's self-mockery, Situ Xu felt distressed, "Little thing, you are the best, no one can compare to you. They don't know how to cherish you, it's just that they have blind eyes. One day, They will regret it."

After hearing Situ Xu's comfort, Zhao Keran felt waves of warmth welling up in his heart, "Xu, thank you for always being by my side and comforting me like this."

Now Zhao Keran feels that he is really lucky. To meet Situ Xu, it seems that no matter when he feels unhappy, he will always be by his side. When he sees him, he will feel at ease.As long as he is by my side, I feel that no matter what happens, I will never be crushed, because I have such a person who has been silently caring about me.

Situ Xu smiled slightly, and looked at Zhao Keran, the affection in his eyes could not be concealed no matter what, "Little thing, you never need to thank me, because it is my mission to treat you well, and it is my mission It is a goal that should be striven for in a lifetime.”

Seeing Situ Xu's affectionate eyes, Zhao Keran felt very satisfied, "Xu, as long as I have you, I don't need their love, whether it's father or mother, I just need you to be with me." It's fine by your side."

Situ Xu smiled slightly, "I will try my best to love you and treat you well. I will give you all my love, even the love your parents lack, I will make up for you."

Zhao Keran smiled, "Xu, do you know? All along, my parents have never been fair to me and Keren. They have never looked me in the eye, and they only have Keren in their eyes. It is because of Keren. They are better than me. They think that being nice will definitely bring them the greatest glory. As for me, they have never considered it. They think that as long as they don’t lack my food and clothing, they have fulfilled their responsibilities But, they never know, in fact, what I need most is nothing more than a word of affirmation and praise from them."

While talking, Zhao Keran's expression became lonely, "Actually, I used to work very hard to surpass Keren, because in this way, my parents would care about me, but later, I found out that I was wrong, even I do better than Keren, and I will definitely not get their love. Because they firmly believe that only Zhao Keren can bring them glory. So, in the end, I also decided to put away my edge , be the most ordinary person."

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