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"Hahaha." Situ Lingzhi laughed out loud suddenly, and looked at Zhao Keran with eyes full of admiration, "However, even I have to admit that you are really different from ordinary women. Women will be overjoyed when they know that they may be able to sit in the seat that all women in the world want to sit in. But you are very calm. Xu'er really has a good eye, and she has taken a fancy to you, a dusty Pearl of the

After hearing Situ Lingzhi's words, Zhao Keran knew that he might have successfully passed the test.However, even so, Zhao Keran was still very calm, without any surprise on his face.

Looking at Zhao Keran, Situ Lingzhi's eyes were full of nostalgia. After he sighed, he seemed to be talking to himself and said, "You are really similar to her, especially your character. She is also like this. She looks like you. I know that she is the same as you. She doesn't care about anything. What she wants most is a sincere heart. But I still haven't done it. "

In the past, Zhao Keran might not have known who Situ Lingzhi was talking about, but now she already knew, she smiled lightly, and shook her head, "Your Majesty, you are wrong, maybe my daughter and her are really similar in character! However, the two of us are still different. Xu once said that a courtier is much stronger than her."

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Situ Lingzhi was taken aback, "Do you know who I'm talking about?"

"The courtier knows." Zhao Keran smiled and replied, "Xu has already told the courtier before that you are talking about his mother and concubine, the deceased Concubine Xiao. But, the emperor, there is a little bit of courtship that the courtier I still have to say that a courtier is different from Concubine Xiao. Concubine Xiao can enter the palace and share her husband with so many women for the sake of love, but I have no way to do this. I am a person who requires a complete People in love, if that person can't give me a complete love, it can only mean that he is not the one for me. Then no matter what, I will not be with that person. "

"You mean that you would never allow your husband to have another woman, do you?"

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Situ Lingzhi felt very unhappy.Today she called Zhao Keran over, besides wanting to take a good look at what kind of magical power this woman possesses, she would actually fascinate her most proud son like this.However, there is another point that is the most important, that is, he wants to persuade Zhao Keran to persuade Xu'er that he can accept a few more side concubines.Although he promised Xu'er that he would not force him to accept the side concubine.But if Zhao Keran took the initiative to speak, then things would be different.

However, what he didn't expect was that Zhao Keran actually said such a thing before he opened his mouth.

Zhao Keran saw Situ Lingzhi's displeasure, and felt a little nervous, but he still insisted on his belief, "That's right, Xu knew about it before he wanted to marry me. It was after he agreed that I agreed. with him."

"Do you know who you are marrying?" Situ Lingzhi said very displeased, "If you want to marry a prince, then you know that you must adapt to his three wives and four concubines." of this kind of life."

Seeing Situ Lingzhi's displeasure, Zhao Keran didn't give in at all, "Your Majesty, have you forgotten? Today at the main hall, Xu has already given me a promise, a couple for life. I made a promise in front of a man, if he really breaks the promise, your majesty, aren't you afraid that he will be ridiculed by the people in the world?"

Zhao Keran knew that it was disrespectful for him to say such a thing.However, she must say that she loves Xu in her heart, so she doesn't want anyone to come between them.Xu has always done everything for her silently behind her back, so today, she must also fight for the happiness between them.

"Pa—" Situ Lingzhi slapped the table vigorously with one hand, "You mean to threaten me, don't you?"

Looking at Situ Lingzhi's angry look, it is impossible to say that he is not afraid at all, but Zhao Keran still insists on his belief, "The emperor is serious, and the minister does not dare, the minister just expresses her own thoughts. Just come out. And, Your Majesty, you probably don’t know! Not only do I want to be a couple forever, even Xu is like this. Even if I don’t say it, Xu will never have another woman.”

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After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Situ Lingzhi was very surprised. He always thought that this condition was proposed by Zhao Keran, and Xu'er only agreed to this condition because he liked Zhao Keran.But now Zhao Keran said that Xu'er also wanted this in her heart, how could it be? 13acv.

Seeing Situ Lingzhi's apparent disbelief, Zhao Keran smiled slightly, looked firmly into Situ Lingzhi's eyes, and said word by word, "That's right, because of his mother and concubine, he also hopes to have a complete Xu once said that he did not blame anyone for the death of his mother and concubine, because there were many reasons for this result. Moreover, he always believed that the death of Concubine Xiao was actually related to her own It is very important. He believes that Concubine Xiao should not enter the palace, because her character is not suitable for living in the palace. Even Concubine Xiao should not fall in love with you at all. The love between you may have been a relationship from the beginning. It's a mistake!"

Zhao Keran knew that what she said might be very disrespectful, but she had to say all these things today, otherwise, she would not be able to protect her own happiness.Only by letting the emperor know this, he will not keep thinking about inserting someone between himself and Xu.Moreover, only if he knows all of Xu's thoughts, will it be possible for their father and son to break the barrier between them in the future.

Every word and sentence of Zhao Keran hit Situ Lingzhi's heart like a hammer, and he sat on the dragon chair very slumped, looking very depressed, "Xu'er, does he really think so?" ? Does he think the love between me and Xiaoxiao is a mistake? I really love her, she is the only woman I have ever loved in my life, how could this be a mistake?"

Li Fuquan on the side felt very anxious after seeing Situ Lingzhi's appearance.He wanted to stop Zhao Keran from continuing, but he knew that he was not qualified to speak.Moreover, maybe it would be better for Princess Wen to tell everything!For a long time, he has seen the relationship between the emperor and King Xu, and he is anxious. It would be great if Princess Wen could really open the emperor's heart knot today.Thinking of this, Li Fuquan held back, and stood aside and listened silently.

Zhao Keran could tell that Situ Lingzhi was in a really bad mood now, and he had even changed his self-proclaimed name now.In particular, it can be seen that he really loves Concubine Xiao very much in his heart.Such a love was said to be a mistake by their only son, and such a blow was indeed quite big.

Zhao Keran couldn't bear to see a generation of emperors like this, but since it had already started, she had to finish speaking, not only for herself, but also for Xu.Si Ling thought to himself.

"Your Majesty, Xu once said that Concubine Xiao Gui is a very gentle woman. She needs someone's wholehearted love, but you can't give it to her." Zhao Keran paused, sighed, and continued, "You I said that Concubine Xiao and I are very similar, because both of us don’t care about anything. But, Your Majesty, you are wrong. No matter how indifferent a woman is, as soon as she encounters love, she will become selfish. You have always I thought that no matter how many women you have, as long as the one you love the most is Concubine Xiao, that is enough. But, have you ever thought about whether this is enough for you or for Concubine Xiao? Woolen cloth?"

Zhao Keran's words hit Situ Lingzhi very hard. He muttered to himself in a low voice, as if he was talking to Zhao Keran, "Really? Is it really like this? It turns out that what I always thought was deep love, for For Xiaoxiao, is it really not enough? I really love her, I really love her."

"Your Majesty, do you know why every year on the anniversary of the death of Concubine Xiao Gui, Xu is unwilling to worship with you?" Zhao Keran suddenly changed the subject, "Every year, you are the first to worship. Wait After you left, Xu was willing to worship, do you know why?"

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Situ Lingzhi suddenly raised his head and looked at Zhao Keran, "You know, how did you know? Did he take you there?"

No one knew about this at all.And this matter is also a pain in Situ Lingzhi's heart. Every time, Xu'er is unwilling to go to worship Xiaoxiao with her.

Situ Lingzhi laughed at himself, "Hehe, he hates me. He thinks I killed Xiaoxiao, so he doesn't want to worship Xiaoxiao with me."

Situ Lingzhi knew this reason and had always believed in it.However, unexpectedly, after hearing his words, Zhao Keran shook his head.

"Your Majesty, Xu doesn't hate you," Zhao Keran said, "He once told me that he never hated you. Didn't I say that just now? Xu never felt that Concubine Xiao's death was a your fault."

"Why is that? Since he doesn't like me, why doesn't he want to worship Xiaoxiao with me? Also, his attitude towards me over the years, doesn't all of this show that he hates me ?"

"Your Majesty, you guessed wrong." Zhao Keran smiled lightly, "Xu has never hated you, he told me this himself."

"Then why?" After hearing Zhao Keran's affirmative words, Situ Lingzhi was very surprised. He had always thought that his son hated him, but he didn't expect that someone would tell him today that it was just his son. Just guessing.

After taking a look at Situ Lingzhi, Zhao Keran still felt that it was best to speak up, because only by letting the emperor know Xu's feelings, he would not keep thinking about asking Xu to marry more side concubines.

Zhao Keran took a deep breath, and continued, "Your Majesty, you have always thought that your affectionate performances towards Concubine Xiao, in Xu's view, are nothing more than hypocrisy. I know, you have always been Insist on cleaning the room where Concubine Xiao is enshrined. From the perspective of others, it is true that you have a deep affection for Concubine Xiao, but from Xu's point of view, that is hypocrisy. He has always believed that if you really like a If you are a human being, you will never be with other people again.”

"What?" Obviously Zhao Keran's words dealt a great blow to Situ Lingzhi, "It turns out that he has always thought so, and he thinks that I am hypocritical towards his mother and concubine."

Situ Lingzhi's mood was very chaotic. In his whole life, the woman he loved the most was Xiao Xiaoxiao, but the woman he was most sorry for was also Xiao Xiaoxiao.For Xiao Xiaoxiao's early death, he always thought it was his fault, so he always wanted to make up for everything to the only child she left for him.However, he never thought that in his son's heart, the love between himself and his mother was just a mistake.He even thought that his love for his mother was nothing more than hypocrisy, and no blow would be greater than this.Is this the punishment God gave him?Because he failed Xiaoxiao.

Seeing Situ Lingzhi like this, Zhao Keran couldn't bear it, but for the future between her and Xu, and for the father-son relationship between the emperor and Xu, she had to tell all of this.In fact, she wanted to say these words to the emperor a long time ago, but she never had the chance. Now that she has this opportunity, it would be better to say everything.If this knot is not opened, the father-son relationship between the emperor and Xu will never be repaired.

"Your Majesty." Zhao Keran raised his head, staring straight at Situ Lingzhi, without retreating at all, "I am not at all like Concubine Xiao. I will never compromise. We are a couple for life. This is my insistence. It is also Xu's persistence. Your Majesty, you don't know what I have experienced, so you can't understand my mood. But, I believe that even if you don't understand my mood, it doesn't matter, but you will always I understand Concubine Xiao's mood."

"Xiaoxiao's mood?" Situ Lingzhi's eyes were already filled with tears, but he just tried to hold back the tears, "What kind of mood is Xiaoxiao? She, like Xu'er, thinks that our love is Was it a mistake? Or does she also think I'm lying to her?"

Zhao Keran shook his head, and said firmly, "Your Majesty, maybe Xu can't know your feelings, but I believe Concubine Xiao still believes in your love, and she doesn't regret such a love at all, otherwise At the beginning, she would not enter the palace. But, my lord, let me ask, which woman does not want her husband but only herself? If she really loves, she should love deeply. Two people who love each other deeply, There is no room for a third person between them."

Zhao Keran paused, then looked at Situ Lingzhi, "Your Majesty, you may think I'm greedy! However, I believe that all women in the world have this greed, it's just whether they express it or not. I'm an honest person , so what I want, I will definitely say it. Because, I know, if I don’t say anything, then it will only cause regret. I believe that Concubine Xiao also longs for this kind of single-mindedness in her heart It's just that she hasn't said it out. Your Majesty, you can think about whether Concubine Xiao is really happy after she enters the palace. Seeing those women in your harem, what does she feel in her heart? Not that I don't mind at all."

After hearing Zhao Keran's words, Situ Lingzhi fell into deep thought.He remembered that when we first met, Xiaoxiao's smile was so sweet and true, but after entering the palace, he rarely saw Xiaoxiao's smile.Even if he did smile, it was a wry smile.Did I really do something wrong?Back then, for the sake of the throne, I failed Xiaoxiao, was it really worth it?Now I really got the throne, but I lost the love of my life.But such a lonely day, I am not happy at all.Loneliness was like a worm, constantly gnawing at his heart.

Seeing that Situ Lingzhi was in deep thought, Zhao Keran didn't speak again, but just stood there quietly, waiting for Situ Lingzhi to speak.She knew that what the emperor needed now was not any advice, but to think about it carefully.

After a while, Situ Lingzhi sighed and said, "I'm tired, and I believe you are too. Go back and rest! I have to think about it."

After Zhao Keran fumed his body, he left without saying anything.However, just as she walked to the door, a low voice suddenly came from behind her.

"I won't interfere in the affairs between you and Xu'er in the future. From now on, you can take care of your affairs! As long as you can give birth to an heir for Xu'er, I will never mention the side concubine again." As for the future, I hope you will use your own ability to prove to me that my decision today is not wrong. Also, if you have time in the future, come to the palace more and let me Let's take a look at you. Also, forget about what happened tonight! It's like you've never been here before."

"Also, Xu'er will get rid of you in the future, I hope you can make him happy. Don't be like me and Xiaoxiao, who can only bring him harm."

Zhao Keran, who had already reached the door, twitched a smile after hearing the words from behind him, but his footsteps did not stop at all, and he left quickly.

Seeing the back of Zhao Keran leaving, Situ Lingzhi didn't say anything, but waved his hand to let Li Fuquan step back first.

Seeing Situ Lingzhi's appearance, Li Fuquan was very worried, but he also knew that what happened today had a great impact on the emperor, so he had to give the emperor some time to digest and settle.So he left silently without saying anything.

Soon, Situ Lingzhi was the only one left in the side hall.He picked up the portrait on the table, looked at the charmingly smiling person on it, and the tears he had been holding back just now finally couldn't help but flow down.

"Xiaoxiao, she is very similar to you, but she is not like you. If Xu'er can find such a girl, he will be happy in the future, won't he? You will always bless him, won't you? If you had her back then I have the strength of Xu'er, but I have Xu'er's persistence. Will there be another ending between us? Xiaoxiao, tell me, did I do something wrong. You see, I am now a high-ranking emperor. But I still feel lonely because I don't have you by my side."

Speaking of this, Situ Lingzhi felt a strong sadness surrounding him, which was so thick that it seemed to swallow him up.

"Xiaoxiao, perhaps, if you hadn't met me back then, you would have been happier! Now you must be surrounded by children and grandchildren, instead of staying in that cold place. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I didn't call you into the palace out of selfishness, maybe you wouldn't die at such a young age. At the beginning, I fought for the throne for the happiness between us, but in the end, I also sent us to the palace for the sake of the throne. The happiness between them was sacrificed."

"It turns out that I have already lost our original promise without knowing it. So, Xiaoxiao, now I will not interfere with Xu'er and the others. I believe that Xu'er and his Ability, even without a strong backer, he can reach the highest position. Because he is our child, I believe she has this ability. Moreover, I can see that this Zhao Keran is not an ordinary woman. So, We’ll just wait and see.”

Situ Lingzhi's hand gently stroked the woman's cheek in the portrait, "Xiao Xiao, when Xu'er is able to take over the country, I will go to you, okay? You must wait for me, I promise, it won't be too late It will take a long time. So, you must not go too fast, and then I will catch up with you. At that time, I will confess to you again, okay? At that time, will you forgive me? You will forgive me for being so kind. Mine, is it?"

Tears fell drop by drop on the portrait, and fell on the face of the person in the painting, it looked like the woman in the portrait was also crying.The wind kept blowing into the side hall through the window, but it couldn't dry the tears.

In the side hall, there was no more sound, only the sound of the wind, like the cry of a woman, was constantly swirling, and the atmosphere in the hall brought waves of deep sorrow.

Li Fuquan, who was standing outside the hall, heard that there was no sound in the hall, but he could only let out a long sigh.It seems that today is another sleepless night!