Director's growth history

How can life be perfect?There will always be unsatisfactory places in life. On this New Year's Day in 2009, Fang Yuan was miserable, but how could Kong Shuanghua feel comfortable?And Kong Shufang kept all the grievances in her heart.Not only the son-in-law, but on this special day, Kong Zitian did not call from Hangjiang, which made Kong Shufang seriously doubt whether Kong Zitian had another woman in Hangjiang?

Back home at Eastern State University, the family atmosphere is rather dull.There is nothing to say, Fangyuan sleeps in the study, Kong Shuanghua and Fang Rui sleep in the big bed, and Kong Shufang also has an independent room.Xiaoqing also has a nanny room.Each sleeps separately, adding a bit of shadow to this originally harmonious family.Sometimes, this feeling, this atmosphere, is very important.Once the feeling has changed and the atmosphere is gone, it will not be easy to change back.

Early the next morning, Kong Shufang prepared breakfast, but the atmosphere at the table was still dull.No one wanted to talk, or wanted to talk, but they didn't know how to speak. The meal was so good that Fang Yuan just wanted to escape and go to the outside world to get some fresh air.The depressing feeling made Fang Yuan panic.What exactly happened here?Is it because I knelt down to Kong Shuanghua yesterday?Is it because the mother-in-law speaks indiscriminately on inappropriate occasions again and again?Or is it because the second sister is more like the head of the family than himself?Fang Yuan couldn't explain clearly, and he didn't know why this happened.

After dinner, Fangyuan asked: "Shuanghua, do you have any plans for today?" Kong Shuanghua said: "I want to visit Chunxiao Company. The company should be fine. I take my son with me. It's half play and half work." Fang Yuan Said: "Then I will go to Chunxiao too. Accompany my wife and son."

This is Fang Yuan's goodwill, the purpose is to ease the atmosphere of the family and drive away the dullness.Unexpectedly, Kong Shuanghua refused: "You should be busy with your work. Yesterday, I was able to spare a day to accompany the whole family to visit Yandang Mountain. It is already very good."

Fang Yuan was stunned for a moment.Seeing Kong Shuanghua's lukewarm expression, Fang Yuan didn't know what to say.

Kong Shufang said: "Didn't Dacheng Company still have you as a woman? With such a big belly, you didn't think about going to accompany her?"

The mother-in-law is really a mother-in-law, and once again which pot is not opened and which pot is lifted.For such a mother-in-law, Fang Yuan was speechless.

Fang Yuan looked at Kong Shuanghua: "Shuanghua, I really plan not to go anywhere today, but to stay with my wife and my son."

Kong Shuanghua forced a little smile: "I understand your difficulties, and thank you for being so thoughtful. Today, I just want to be quiet by myself."

Fang Yuan went out the door very depressed.Dare to feel that he has become a man abandoned by his wife.Reach out for a ride, and the taxi pulls up.The driver asked: "Master, where are you going?" Fang Yuan thought about it, but he didn't want to go to Song Sisi's house.Fang Yuan said, "I'm not going to take a ride." The driver cursed, "You're out of your mind! Why are you waving if you don't take a ride?"

The taxi drove away, leaving only Fangyuan in a daze.Fang Yuan smiled wryly: "What happened to me today? Even the taxi driver scolded me!"

A whimsical idea appeared in Fang Yuan's mind: take the bus and let yourself be quiet.There is no time to think about many things, so just sit in the car and think.

Fangyuan hasn't taken the bus for too long.Since I became the principal, I have had a special car, picking up and dropping off every day.Fangyuan took out 1 yuan, found a bus with seats, and got on the bus without looking at the destination or direction.Just go wherever you like, just take it as a matter of understanding people's sentiments.

Fang Yuan sat in a corner of the bus and looked out the window.On the road, there are still people coming and going, and people have not stopped because it is a holiday; on the side of the road, all the stores are open for business, and people put earning money to support their families and earn more money to live. The most important position, not celebrating the New Year and not celebrating the festival, seems to have become more and more downplayed in the minds of Chinese people.The more Chinese New Year, the more it becomes a good time to make more money.

The street tree on the side of the road is the most common species of banyan tree in Dongzhou. Its ten thousand beards hang down, making it look old, but the leaves are green, showing vitality, which makes Fangyuan sigh: Is this our life?Is there a positive side and a negative side; a beautiful side and an ugly side?

Fangyuan unexpectedly discovered that taking the bus is really a good place to think about life, no one knows, no one bothers you, you can meditate quietly, and let your thoughts fly freely.Then think about this thing at home!How to treat these women around me?What if the second sister comes to Dongzhou?

Who knows, when thinking of these things, Fang Yuan would have a headache, and he also deeply understood how reasonable it is to say that it is difficult for an upright official to break up housework.This is really cutting constantly, and the reasoning is still chaotic!

I simply didn't want to think about it, but I messed up my mood.I don't know how many stops I have sat on, and I don't know where I am now. When Fang Yuan was upset, he suddenly heard someone softly shout: "Director Fang, why are you here?"

Fang Yuan looked up, and it turned out to be Fang Shujuan!It's the holidays, and Fang Shujuan's clothes are still so simple. It is impossible to tell that this is a young woman who is only 28 years old, but she looks like a 40-year-old woman.

Fang Yuan said, "Why are you here?"

Fang Shujuan smiled: "I'm going to Xinhua Bookstore to buy books. I don't understand many things now, so I want to buy some books to read."

Knowing Fang Shujuan's life, Fang Yuan suddenly had no idea: "Actually, wouldn't it be better to borrow books from the library?"

Fang Shujuan looked surprised: "Yes, why didn't I think of it. I don't take this car to go to the library. Then I get off the car and go to the library to borrow books."

Fang Yuan said, "I'll get off too."

At the next bus stop, Fang Yuan followed Fang Shujuan and got off the bus.The two stood at the bus stop, waiting for the one going to the city library.Maybe it was because Fang Yuan's clothes were too extravagant, and it was classy at first glance, but Fang Shujuan, who was standing with Fang Yuan, seemed to be from the countryside.This stark contrast caused many people to stare in surprise.This gaze made Fang Yuan very uncomfortable, but there was no way to stop it.

Fang Yuan said, "Shujuan, let's not go to the library, okay?"

Fang Shujuan bit her lip and said, "I'll listen to you."

Fang Yuan said, "Take a ride and go outside."

The two got into the taxi.Fang Yuan said, "Let's go south, out of Dongzhou City."

The taxi driver was very strange, but he didn't ask. After more than 20 minutes, the taxi drove out of Dongzhou City, all the way south.When they arrived at a township station, Fang Yuan said, "Just stop here."

Fang Yuan and Fang Shujuan got out of the car.Here, no one knows himself or Fang Shujuan.Township, unfamiliar place, but Fang Yuan and Fang Shujuan have a very friendly feeling.Fangyuan thought of his hometown, Tonghua, Jilin.Tonghua City is a wine city, but also a pharmaceutical city.On the whole, the city is still in decline.Compared with the economically prosperous coastal cities in the south of the Yangtze River, the vitality of its development cannot be compared in the same breath.Although this township in Dongzhou is smaller than Tonghua City, it is obviously more prosperous than Tonghua City.Is the Northeast declining day by day in the wave of reform and being left behind by the southern region day by day?

Fang Shujuan's hometown is in the countryside of Jiangxi.For townships, the contacts are many.Her junior high school is in the township middle school.When I came here, it felt a bit like going back to my hometown.Touching the scene, Fang Shujuan felt a little homesick.However, Fang Shujuan was particularly reluctant to go home.When they got home, what the family cared most about was not how much money Fang Shujuan brought back, how many gifts she brought back, but when Fang Shujuan would be able to get married.In rural areas, girls can get married at the age of 20. In fact, many girls get married at the age of 18 and become mothers at the age of 20.It's just that when you reach the age, you need to apply for a marriage certificate.A 28-year-old unmarried person like Fang Shujuan has become the talk and laughing stock of the neighbors in Fang Shujuan's village, making Fang Shujuan's parents, brother-in-law and sister-in-law feel ashamed and unable to lift their heads.Fang Shujuan really hopes that there will be no summer vacation and no winter vacation, so that she can avoid the most embarrassing thing when her parents ask her and her neighbors ask her when she will get married.

The two wandered the streets of the town without purpose or direction.Fang Yuan said, "I think of the day when the rape blossoms were in full bloom."

Fang Shujuan's heart was beating a little.That day has always remained deep in her memory, and it is her most unforgettable time.

Fang Yuan said: "People are very cold at high places. Shujuan, I have a deep understanding now. In fact, when I think about it now, the truth is that it is ordinary."

These are Fang Yuan's heartfelt words.The past few days have brought too many emotions to Fang Yuan. Fang Yuan feels that he is on this big stage of life, and most of the time he cannot help himself. have to do.

Fang Shujuan said: "The little people have the troubles of the little people, and the big people have the difficulties of the big people."

Fang Yuan looked at Fang Shujuan, and felt that Fang Shujuan's words contained a very profound philosophy of life and dialectics.What a thoughtful woman!is not that right?The little people also have the troubles of the little people.

Fang Shujuan said: "It's like me. I'm a small person. I want money, but I have no money to spend; I want a house, but I can't afford it; I want to find a boyfriend, but people still think I'm ugly. Do I worry?"

Fang Shujuan's words touched Fang Yuan's heartstrings.Fang Yuan said: "You are short of money, tell me. My family now has Chunxiao Company. Although it doesn't mean that the money can't be spent, there is still money to spend."

Fang Shujuan said: "I don't want your money. Who am I, why do you give me money?"

Fangyuan's heart suddenly felt a little impulsive: "Shujuan, today, are you willing to be my woman?"