Director's growth history

"Do you really love Kong Shuanghua?"

"It doesn't matter whether I love her or not, the important thing is that she loves me very much. 【*】Since the first day of preparation class, Kong Shuanghua has supported me until today."

"But I have always supported you, Fangyuan." Tears welled up in Fang Shujuan's eyes, "I love you more than Kong Shuanghua loves you, and I also know you better and how to love you, Why do you have to accept Kong Shuanghua and not me?"

Fangyuan was silent.He couldn't say the reason, but he believed that Fang Shujuan knew the reason why he chose Kong Shuanghua.

"Fangyuan," Fang Shujuan said emotionally with tears in her eyes, "compared with Kong Shuanghua, except that I don't have a father who is as powerful as Kong Shuanghua, and I am not as good as her, no matter where I am Not inferior to her, in many ways, I surpass her. In terms of caring for you, has she, Kong Shuanghua, washed a piece of clothing for you? Has she prepared a self-made breakfast for you? Has she asked for it for you? Take a good class, and go to various shopping malls to pick out clothes for a few nights. In order to save your time, she will take you to buy directly after the selection is done? Put it in the most important position? Fangyuan, I love you, I love you so much that I regard you as my everything. I can't bear the pain of you leaving me. If you want to leave, I really just want to die .”

Fang Yuan fell silent.Fang Shujuan was right. Kong Shuanghua was indeed much worse than Fang Shujuan in terms of the degree of love and the way of knowing how to love, and I am afraid that she would never learn it in this lifetime; Fang Shujuan was right, and she was also worried about her. Going downstairs may choose suicide or self-harm.Fang Yuan closed her eyes in pain.

"Fangyuan, do you know? I have always been in good health. The reason why I am sick is because of you! For two days in a row, I saw you and Kong Shuanghua leaving school in pairs to go to Kong Shuanghua's house. I felt very sad. Died. This is not just as simple as being jealous, but also a heart-piercing pain. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, I’m anxious, I’m angry, I’m sad. Maybe Fangyuan you think I’m going to your room tonight It is a lowly word to take off your clothes, I want to tell you, you are wrong, because I can't think of a better way to keep your heart, so I have to use this way, I hope that after I sacrifice my virginity, I can keep you." Fang Shujuan was sobbing.